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Hello, Anon :)

lets see.
I'm a 25 year old virgin, haven't been hugged or kissed in my entire life, actually I've never held a conversation with a woman my own age ever, I've been NEET for over 7 years and a have mental health issues like depression, social anxiety and social phobia, my official diagnoses are GAD and AvPD.
I spent the first six years of my life in an orphanage before being adopted, I spent 6 years with that family until the mother of that family died, I was then taken in by my grandfather who supported me until I turned 18. After that the state gave me an apartment and what amounts to unconditional welfare until I die.

rate please.

>>79111808
YOU ARE A FRICKIN MUTT HAHA %37 WHAT A MONGREL WHAT A JOKE

>>79111808
Sure, how's you day been?

>>79111888
hi
>>79111923
well at least you have unconditional welfare!
>>79111925
so are turks?

>>79111923
>unconditional welfare

How do I unlock this perk?

>>79111994
NO I AM TENGRI
GENGHIS KHAN IS L I T E R A L L Y MY GRANDGRANDGRANDGRANDGRANDGRANDGRANDAD

>>79112003
from what i've heard its impossible on the UK.

>>79111808
What happened, anon?

>>79111923
>After that the state gave me an apartment and what amounts to unconditional welfare until I die.
Your story was so tragic until that point.
Sounds comfy.
Now you can enjoy being alone in an apartment all to yourself.
Soon, it'll be winter, and you can watch the snowfall while drinking.

>>79111923
>rate please.
First I need to know whether you're white?

>>79112082
>>79111968
They all procrastinated on a paper except me. Actually there's another paper I need to write but that's not due until a lot later.

>>79112042
Cool, I'm Chinese so we're probably related.

>>79112221
ni hao

>>79112296
merhaba. how is turkey? I am an ottaboo

>>79112003
>UK
be a woman and have kids.

>>79111923
Are you ethnically swedish?
Are you cute?
Can I move in and kiss you?

>>79112807
I don't know because I don't go out as it's swarming with ar*b pigs these days

'soup?

>>79112948
A certain simian stew perhaps?

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>>79111808
Sure, which state you from, buddy?

>>79112982
'sauce?

>>79113084
Virginia

>>79113185
why don't you have any friends?

>>79113210
I have a few, but they are all busy. I don't have many because I spend all my time studying and on my computer

>>79111923
I don't want to compete, but you can rate me if you wish
>turning 30 soon
>closetted gay virgin who doesn't know anybody
>severe depression since more than 10 years
>fat, ugly, scarred, disgusting
>mother died a few years ago
>lost all my "friends"
>haven't had a conversation with someone other than family members since two years
>social anxiety and social phobia
>failed at uni for the 100th time, soon to be finally exmatriculated
>unemployed, earning a bit of cash with donations from open source software projects
>lost hopes and dreams
>hopelessly in love since seven years with a staight guy from the internet who doesn't know me
>suicide fantasies since two or three years or so
>haven't talked with anybody about any of my problems yet
I cringed so hard writing this... Made me realize I should end it soon... Reads like bait, but is the truth unfortunately... kill me please

>>79111923
This should not be possible in Sweden

>>79113635
I thought gays will even fuck uggos?

>>79113635
nice, but,
>>unemployed, earning a bit of cash with donations from open source software projects
... totally ruined it.

I feel small.

>>79113707
>uggos
?

>>79113264
fuck you then

>>79113635
similar situation here
have you ever tried suicide?
i tried it once.
don't do it unless you are absolutely sure you can kill yourself.
because if you don't, there's a chance you're gonna have a bad time if you fail

>>79113752
ugly

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>>79113775
w-what did i do

>>79113775
I'm not an attention whore, I will probably never hurt myself... I will die broken hearted. Or I will snap one day and jump off a autobahn bridge

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It'll be alright soon anons, everyone has one thing or person who makes everything worthwhile.

>>79113826
so what programs did you write?

>>79113751
why does it ruin it? that's not an income, that's embarrassing... I live at my father's house

>>79113795
you have friends
i dont
i got jelly

>>79113826
or you could marry me

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>>79111923
>I'm a 25 year old virgin, haven't been hugged or kissed in my entire life, actually I've never held a conversation with a woman my own age ever, I've been NEET for over 7 years and a have mental health issues like depression, social anxiety and social phobia,

LEL, you must be white

>>79113871
I can only imagine whites and asians not having friends t b h

>>79113850
Do you really think I'm gonna tell you? ridiculous... I won't tell you my real name

>>79112296
how do i put my dick in a turkroach chick?

I know a turkish chick her and i wanna put my bbc up her pussy if you know what i mean

Why do /int/oids hate right wing talking points so much more than a year ago?
Is this just a reaction to /pol/ becoming more popular and reddit?

>>79111808
At least you speak english fluently

>>79113908
says the white guy with tons of friends to the brown guy with no friends
fuck you!

>>79113912
welp, i wish i could code. i have no useful skills.

>>79113969
what does that have to do with anything?

How hot is it right now where you're at?
>California
>averaged 37c this weekend

I want to die

>>79113883
If you killed yourself it would have a greater positive impact on the world than your entire country's existence.

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>>79111808
Hello OP. How was you day?

>>79114027
Go bag to eurob

>>79114027
calm down.

>>79113986
Just read a lot, talk to other people online, practice every day by forcing you to leave your comfort zone and try to consume as much media as possible... use subtitles in movies or TV shows if you need it. use online dictionaries and browser plugins for easy access to unkown words. don't be afraid to admit your weaknesses.
this motivational speech makes 5€ then... you're welcome

why do I get korean street signs as captcha code all of a sudden after talking to a korean guy... is this a thing now?

>>79113999
25c

>>79113996
sorry, i can only see brown people as normies and chads

>>79114058
Alright it's been pretty boring. I've just been thinking up ideas for this paper I have to write. And you, you cute anime girl?

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>>79114067
>>79114070
no

>>79113912
this is why you have no friends. You don't have to be rude, Bernd.

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>>79114108
It was a regular NEET day. Those no bf feels hitting me daily

>>79114208
How are there so many gays on this website? whatever can you pass for a girl?

>>79114152
south africans are always so angry. chill

>>79114169
tell me your full name

>>79114208
be my bf?

>>79113870
But you are doing something meaningful.

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>>79114027
touched a nerve there, did I witeboi?

31. not a virgin, but I've never had a gf.
I'm not even fat or ugly. I'm taller than most people in my country, and usually attract pretty women, to the point that they will sometimes sit at my side...
but I'm shy, dumb, not very nice once you get to know me, and I'm scared of getting too attached and suffering.
I was raped as a kid, by a woman...

>>79111923
why don't you just invite random women to your apartment?

>>79114336
I'm trying to mend my broken heart, but this doesn't help

>>79114269
>tell me your full name
hey whiteknight, was just trying to make him feel better, not asking him the name of his programs, but what he was programming. Also my full name is Michel Servier.

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>>79114246
I think so. Probably not 100%
>>79114269
I have feelings for someone already but he probably doesnt like me back

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>>79114337
you are still a nigger and you wouldnt dare say this to anyone in person here

>>79113870
you can show those projects on your c.v. and get a decent job in coding

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>>79114394
hehe i found you xD you just got doxxd

>>79114394
I didn't mean to be rude, sorry...
It's just that my full name is tied to my programs and you could basically find my address and everything. So yeah...
Thanks for trying to make me feel better, though. Appreciated

>>79114394
I'm sure he didn't mean it like that.

>>79114423
i will never find someone

>>79114486
can you tell the kind of program?

>>79114443
pretty sure I can take 10 of you manlets at once in a fight you faggot

>>79114446
Yeah, this could help

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>>79114454
more like pic related https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_Servetus

>>79114486
yw, I can't program shit after 5 months of training.

>>79114509
no fighting please

>>79114519
be my bf

>>79114499
Nope, sorry. If you want to know if they are popular, then yes, one is known by 100k's of people

>>79114532
I'm doing it for 19 years, my friend

>>79114575
That's pretty great, man.
You should feel proud!

What are my /int/ bros up for this night? Im on night shift

>>79114622
What do you do?

>>79114622
chaturbate, martini, breitbart rss, popping up from time to time.

>>79114269
>south africans are always so angry
We have reason to be.

>>79114337
>muh dick
True to form. It's not miscegenation which bothers me, it's the audacity of you kaffirs to insult the people who lifted you out of the dirt.

>>79114603
thanks

>>79114622
UKF DnB YT radio and a few /int/ threads

>>79114632
work in a hotel, dont do shit at night
>>79114647
sounds comfy as hell anon good on you

>>79114647
>breitbart rss
really?

>>79114660
no bantz with south africans

>>79114680
so... are you white?

>>79114680
>UKF DnB YT radio and a few /int/ threads
nice im listenning to polish music, sounds cool

>>79114706
lol... german flag and non-shitposter... what do you think, huh?

>>79114724
link?

>>79114743
Idk.
I just want a white bf.

>>79114706
>really?
yep

>>79114753
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FBbVlDWTMVg

there you go my friend

>>79114803
I'm listening to this beauty:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WfMY2AksjIU

>>79111923
>After that the state gave me an apartment and what amounts to unconditional welfare until I die.
Sounds like a really good deal to me.

>>79114886
Really good anon, wish I had a qt polish gf

>>79114357
so rape by a woman is not a meme?

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>>79114622
In bed waiting for class at 9:00 tomorrow. Conflict management (communication studies), then Arabic 3, then Persuasion. Such is the life of a liberal arts major. Went in because of Bernie, now here because I won't be able to graduate if I switched.

so staying, hopefully gonna either go to law school or go to be a soya chef at some restaurant.

have a headache and my roommate is watching anti-antics videos I just wanna sleep

>>79114770
I'm a hapa boy sorta Asian, come love me :)

>>79115320
Good luck anon, when did you start? I start my degree CS on the 18th of september

>>79114622
what part of Spain are you from?

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>>79115354
Junior in college now. So I started in the fall of 2015.

I think the dream is still being a chef though, I love the chaos and the feel of restaurant life.

I'm an RA (Residence Assistant) at my college, which is basically a job where I live in the dorm with students, help them out if they are locked out, with roommate issues/fights/drinking. So with this job I can't do any others. I'm really social but at the same time very lonely. With a lot of dispar. Last week I wanted to kill myself.

Long story short, I had sex with my GF/friends with benefits a night when she was drunk and I was high. I didn't use a clndkm like we usually did and I had the sorta minor std. not to downplay it but in the morning she said she felt violated and broke it off with me. Mind you we had sex about a dozen times before this. And this semester I tried to contact her and a message from her new fiancé came up, and she said don't talk to her because I fucked her up.

I had no intentions of rape or to harm her, but that's the way she felt and I feel really bad that I did that to her, I broke her, that I ruined her college experience in this way. And that if this got out, I'd lose my job, my social status, literally everything. But I didn't kill myself, and my dad got married this weekend, so things are looking up.... sorta

>>79115483
Ibiza, you should come visit aussie bro, will go to BCN to study thou
>>79115511
I feel you bro, she is kind of bitchty for what you say, I also like cocking its a shame that my dorm doesnt have a kitchen

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>>79115577
so sad I don't have a kitchen man.... I love cooking, my favorite dish in the world is clams in a white wine sauce. pic related. and yours?

we have a Spanish exange student this year, he's playing tennis here

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>>79115678
Guess it is eggplant, peppers or tomato filled with more vegetables and mince meat, my grandma always makes it so it has a special place in my heart.

where is he from?

>>79111808
>go on craigslist
>find some gays
>get rammed
>get aids
>die
>suffering ends

its easy to escape man

>>79115577
actually i have a friend who just came back from a trip to Barcelona and Ibiza, im thinking of riding a bicycle and camping around southern spain at the end of the year but im worried about the weather since dirt tracks suck in rain, does it rain a lot in fall/winter?

>>79115790
It never fucking rain in summer in winter we have some rain minimmal in the southern part thou so you will be fine, the north is the most rainy(Asturias,Galicia..)

Should come man, aussies are best anglos

>>79111923
>>79113635
Joining this competition
>23
>cushy corporate job earning decently
>live with my kiwi gf
>no friends
>long standing depression is subsiding

>>79115860
>competition
>live with my kiwi gf
you sandbagger

>>79113635
Damn lad, first time i actually feel empathy for someone, you sound like you can still do something about it, keep working on those software projects my man, i hope it gets better for you.

>>79115846
awesome then, im very excited to go its just a matter of saving money
>Aussies are best anglos
no one says that about our tourists in SEA haha, lucky we dont have the same reputation in Spain

>>79115956
thanks

>>79116046
compared to the brits even the refugees can seem nice

>>79116046
I like your accent, the aussie memes here have made my biased I think, I like to say cunt now

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Is the lack of conflict, or decadence the deep rooted cause in how people like us come to be? I've always wondered this. I can only imagine a century from now- if this society makes it that far, will there be a Lain tier environment in first world countries, so consumed by technology it substitutes all social interactions?

>>79116647
>Is the lack of conflict,
Maybe.
But also, mass immigration doesn't help the outsider to get an entry point to get a life.

You lucky USA have Trump, business managers will soon start to need you.

>>79114027
Always the mad Saffer.

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>>79114660
>it's the audacity of you kaffirs to insult the people who lifted you out of the dirt.
more like mixed them with the dirt you butthurt witeboi, your days are numbered in africa anyways

:)