another day in my lonely life edition
>>75824199
Chicanos are not latinos, Chicanos are anglo-indians.
Natives on the USA are mongrels for a huge number of them, and you are also mongrels, you don't know spanish so you lose your culture and could be considered anglos.
>>75824373
chicanos are just mexicans born in the us
CHI
Life is pretty awful ain't it?
>>75831367
yeah, how you holding up after failing your exams ?
>>75832236
Feeling a bit down but not that much, my general pessimistic attitude helped me prepare for this. I did consider the possibility of me becoming a full time neet years ago but I didn't really believe in it. I guess I still don't, n-next year is surely the charm. Maybe i'll try to get a job and start building some savings soon. The older I get and the more I experience failures and misfortunes the less they seem to affect me, which is good I guess. But there are still plenty of things I enjoy on the internet so I guess all is not lost.
>>75832893
can't you get paid to be a NEET in funland? or is that just a meme? honestly I know this life isn't going to end good for me everyday I get worse
>>75833656
My neet cash flow has been cut since I have some savings + I have turned down an education spot before. Though I am pretty sure I have to do something before my next entrance exams. I really should get out of this rut but I don't really that happening in the immediate future. Maybe something will change or i'll change something. For all my shortcomings I always thought I was kind of smart, I base that on the times I actually have performed well academically. Maybe it was a fluke? Though I think it's more likely that I personally am just regressing due to this stagnation. But I am kind of comfy where I am right now, but I also desperately want things to change. Though if there is one thing about myself that I am sure of it is that I suck at living, I wish I was better at this life thing really.
>>75833970
>I really should get out of this rut but I don't really that
> I don't really that
I don't really see that happening was what I was trying to say. This kind of sloppiness cost me in the exam too.
So, I'm still new to drinking and I've been trying out new beers as much as I can.
Today, I tried Natural Ice. Pretty good alcohol content for its calorie count.
Really salty taste, and little to no after taste.
It was pretty cheap too.
I think I might choose these for my go-to beers just to get drunk for cheap.
>>75833970
>Maybe something will change or i'll change something.
this is what I like to think about my future but no matter how much I want to believe things will change I know i'm only going to get worse but at least you have something going on for you I don't have anything
just going to leave this here
>>75834366
>t. Iberian
>>75834274
>at least you have something going on for you
Heres the thing, I don't. It's my only my arrogance that makes me think I can turn things around. I don't have it in me to go full on nihilistic in the sense that I stop caring about anything including myself, though at times I do wish I would find that kind of reselvo in me. If the main thing that has me atleast in some level of contentment is the internet and all that it holds I can't say I am doing too well. Though I am going physically out of shape, I am considerably weaker now than when I was compared to when I got out of conscription since I was actually fairly fit then. Though what really hurts is that I seem to be getting dumber, or atleast I am nowhere near as "sharp" as I used to be. Maybe time has gilded my memories of my former self and I have always been a loser? Who knows, but what I do know is that things haven't always been this bad.
>>75834567
>It's my only my arrogance
Maybe my brain has really turned into mush. I don't hate the ride that is life so much that I would want it to end but I don't enjoy this either, though it's well known that if it starts going downhill it usually stays on that track.
>>75834567
trust me It's worse when you don't give a shit thats how I always been and it's gotten me where I am now and I can't get out it's even worse when you add depression and all that other shit
>>75834695
Yeah life usually seems to be like that, when you go down you usually stay down. Though caring only increases my suffering.
>>75834806
this life is shit no matter what end of the stick you're on
>>75834888
People do seem to generally be unhappy, which kind of makes me more okay with being this miserable-ish failure. Though the happiness or unhappiness of strangers doesn't really faze me one way the or the other anymore, I just wan't to live a better life.
>>75835048
seeing other happy kind of makes me feel like shit but at the same time I feel like it's not for me maybe it's because of all the isolation idk though
>>75824199
Turned my life around and started being a normie but then I got sick of it and went back to my natural neet ways
Guess i'm a lost cause
>>75835188
I haven't felt that way since I got out of my teens. Instead I became extra critical of myself which is not a good thing. This extra criticism has helped me admit some of my worse flaws to myself, though it hasn't translated into me fixing them since I don't know how. Just be yourself and everything will be okay is the worst meme in existance.
>>75824199
Trump's gonna deport you m8
hello fellow chis how's your evening?
>>75840470
the same as every other day nothing ever changes
>>75840514
iktf
captcha:JOSE HANG
>tfw no peruvian gf
>>75845382
>have to start work soon
>tfw i just torrented a lot of vidya