/int/ confession thread

I have once been on the CIA watchlist for going into some hidden pedophile IRC chatroom out of curiosity

When women are like that they are passing the message that they want to be fucked very hard with very little romance and that if you don't do it, they'll look for someone else that will.

>>74866761
She was, isn't anymore but the damage is done.
>>74866759
Damn.

I'm a virgin with no friends

>>74866709
I have mental problems because I was born with them. Get on my level.

>>74866709
Remember when this board was about international stuff and not r9k tier bullshit ?

>>74866941
No, it was always /r9k/ + /b/ but without porn.

>>74866759

How did you know you were on a watchlist?

>>74867174
A few days ago a few guys speaking perfect english (in a latino country) pulled me over while waiting for my plane in the boarding area shortly after to show me photos of little boys asking me if I knew them, they also delayed the plane 30 minutes to check my luggage in front of my eyes
That may not have been CIA but it was weird shit nontheless

>>74867269
>A few days ago
I meant a few days after browsing that IRC, fuck

I'm gay.

>>74866941
Yes
>>74866981

Fuck off newfag.

not proud of my family for reasons

>>74868265
name them
>>74867306
than you're lucky you're in Germany

>>74866709
my mom is a jap.

>>74866709
How? I bet you're drunk right now.

Don't do it bro. I need someone to talk to.

>>74868424
I was told a few times that she can't love me yet and I developed mental problems. When she started to love me it was too late.

>>74868591
Don't do anything rash please. I don't usually ask for favors over the internet. So grant me this.

>>74868623
It comes and goes, it's fine today and I'm going to the shrink soon. Thank you for worrying about me amerianon, you're a good lad.

>>74868649
Yeah I'm not the type to say HURR DURR Kill yourself. You seem like another anon that I can get along with.

>>74868700
Was a good move friend since I really have a problem.

>>74868720
I'll be here all night, feeling kind of insomnia right now.

>>74868740
I get phases when I remember when I was turned down by her and stress overcomes me than I get calm again but I can't sleep. It looks like this for me, and the funny part is that she loves me now and has to be with a guy she broke. Ironic af.

>>74868835
She told you she loves you but shes with someone else right now? Tragic true story don't let it kill you.

I've been there before.

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I tried to cuck the only girl I've ever loved to my friend 4 years ago because I was afraid of a relationship

I wait outside and pretend to be busy when someone enters the building before me and calls the elevator. How can you be busy in front of your apartment?

I hate my mother and annoyed by my father but I'm still living with them because I'm too lazy to work. I'm 21 and a university student, all of my friends already gained their independence

I was identifying my self as an anarchist when I was 15, now I identify as a ultra nationalist and I'm in a very lefty school. I'm aware that we are one of the most evil nations.

>>74869007
No she's with me. Told me she loves me but after quite a few months during which I was trying and trying and..

Mental illness runs in my family. 90% are on meds or therapy. I've dealt with depression for over a decade but never asked for help, I would only cry for attention in the past by doing drugs or dangerous behaviour.

For 4 weeks I haven't showered or used a proper toilet.
For 3 weeks I've been stuck on a mountain In the middle of the jungle with dwindling food supplies and angry local natives and I've become extremely paranoid that they will hurt me and steal my stuff.
For 2 weeks I've been having a reocurring dream of me killing the same man every night.
Been taking with myself a lot and avoiding everyone because I think they hate me, but I don't know why.

I think I'm slowly going crazy and wild here.

I really like someone who lives abroad and I'm tempted to just message them that but I still want to be friends with them and nothing will ever come out of it because I'll probably living in Australia for a long time

I hate my family. I also have a habit of taking to myself aloud.

>>74869735
Tell them.
I made the mistake of not telling someone I cared about them before it was too late and we've lost touch for about 7 years

This person would remember me though

>>74869040
What was your the problem if you're together with her?

Is she taxing your sanity?

I feel like only drugs or alcohol can fix my moodswings

>>74869625
Holy, my first Papua Nova Guinea poster

>>74872663
I dunno man it's weird

He's a pretty quiet and distant person to begin with and I always thought that's why it's a bit difficult talking to him online (plus English isn't his first language) so we didn't talk often for about two years and I thought I was over it

I went over to his country for a quick holiday recently and he went and took a 3 hour trip supposedly just to see me. That's probably not a big deal to Europeans but it felt like it to me. I'm not even expecting mutual feelings or anything I just want to get to know him better

Now here I am pouring my heart out to a faceless American on the internet and I'll probably drink to fall asleep later

Saging cos of international blogging