I ONLY WANTED TO BE NEUROTYPICAL I JUST WANTED TO UNDERSTAND

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I just want to be happy

i want to be not lazy

all my relatives were autists

>>68925610
>autists
>having sex and a family

Less, ruskie, much less

I just want to study, to know how to do it properly, to not drop out another federal college, and finish any of my universities I started.. I want to be not lazy....

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i know this feel too well

>>68925677
autists have families sometimes

>>68925684
I also dropped a federal college, my friend

>>68925597
>tfw even doing the most menial task is mentally draining

I probably should've been DARWIN'D a long time ago.

So then be.

What is the problem here?

>>68925772
what went wrong? I just dropped out UNIFESP now...

>>68925684
Is federal college good or bad?
Here state unis are the best

>>68925772
>>68925842
Wew, I'm almost dropping UFABC.

What happened?

>>68925869
Same here, public colleges are "god-tier", usually with an inhuman exam with heavy competition (once a year usually).

>>68925869
It's good, state unis are better, like USP or UERJ, but federals are pretty good at research

>>68925772
>>68925842
>>68925890
Why don't you fags just study instead of posting self pity threads on a Chinese noodle slurping forum?

>>68925890
unifesp curriculum gave the students just a biological curriculum for petrol engineer or oceanography. But the problem is actually me, I don't know how to study properly, I'm never get to achieve good grades, and as far I suffer from this Tourette's syndrome, I just fail at every single test because of anxiety... But in total opposite, I was one of the best students at lab class and at research. The shit is, I manage to fail every test I take, even knowing the subject. I can't deal with tests, so, university life is not for me...

>>68925516
well thats what you get for being born in brazil

hue hue

>>68925516
>neurotypical
shut the fuck up kid

>>68925999
read >>68926056

nice trips, but. I have a problem and I don't know how to deal with it. Btw, the test I studied the most was the test I took my lowest grade. I just don't know anymore...

>>68926056
Interesting.

Well, I'm just a fucking sloth, I just can't take it anymore, I'm doing quantum physics for the third time. Maybe STEM is not for me.

>>68925999
First of all, nice numbers.

College here is not easy my northern friend, believe it or not. It fucks you up.

>>68926102
Maybe try different things until you find what works then?

I just think complaining and giving up isn't going to do you any favours...

>>68925944
>>68925946
I see, thanks

>>68926056
I didn't know how to study properly and thanks to that my grades were not that good (they still aren't the best) until I almost repeated a year
The thing is that one day I decided to sit down, leave my phone on my bedroom and just read and memorize everything letter by letter and just read, read, read
I tried various methods; studying with music on, studying without music on, reading and walking at the same time, memorizing everything until I found what suited me the most
I suffered from several stress until I decided to actually do something about it

god non-euro /int/ at night really is shit.

>>68925795
it's a mental disease, it's not JUST BE NORMAL, BRAH
>>68925890
I didn't want that course but my dad forced me to do it, of course things went bad and I failed subjects after subjects

I couldn't work in groups and do presentations also

/int/ sure does get grim during these hours