do you have hope that everything someday will be ok?
>>66314504
>Hope
Reality will crush your dreams.
>>66314504
>do you have hope that everything someday will be ok?
Não.
Meu negócio está indo pra merda, tenho 27 anos e moro com meus pais, a única coisa que já gostei de estudar na vida não me traz retorno algum e Seppuku é a única alternativa que vejo nos próximos meses para mim...
>Hope
literally doesn't exist.
It never did. It never will.
>>66314516
>Reality will crush your dreams.
or maybe reality will make your dreams come true :D
No, life is a downward spiral and someday you reach the end of it.
>>66314547
não desista anon, experiências e tempo só te dão mais força para lutar
>>66314504
Not really mate. I just hope someone slits my throat so my death is clean
>>66314571
já desisti faz tempo, só continuo pois não tenho coragem suficiente de fazer algo a respeito e continuo sendo um tormento para os meus pais fazendo com que eles me suportem apesar de ter quase 30 anos.
Existência triste...
>>66314571
>>66314621
Stop talking jibber jabber ya heathens
>>66314621
se fosse um tormento de verdade eles já teriam te abandonado m8
>>66314621
your suffering just shows how much you want to change m8, just use it to open yourself to new possibilities and find a new way, repeating the same mistakes and thinking there is no way out will just make you stay in the same place. Your mind is blocking you to change, but your emotions want you to change, so just follow your heart, let yourself guide through uncertainties and find your way, not mattering how old you are
>>66314774
that's a pretty girl
more?
>>66314828
Here is best girl (male)
>>66314828
>>66314504
It's getting by the day. Some girl even made me fall in love and she loves me back.
I already have a psychiatrist, going to a psychologist today, we shall see
>>66314504
Yes but not soon
>>66314504
for me, it already is
for the world, no
Everything is ok for me right now actually
But that means it can only get worse so hmmm
>>66314504
no
but i just don't think about
and somehow i carry on
the worst part is that i could have been truly incredible. I had every opportunity - the best education, being a upper-middle class white guy in america... my potential was limitless.
but i sabotage myself every second of my life
>>66315243
>but i sabotage myself every second of my life
me too
I have bpd
fucking fuckity fuck fuck fuck
>>66315257
my doctors say i have ADHD (like everyone in america), and I used to have OCD...but i think i'm just lazy. i seem totally cool and successful but secretly i'm massively behind on everything because i procrastinate and can never get work done (like right now).
i'll never have a relationship or be able to hold a job for more than a few years
the only happiness i get is from temporary pleasures like food, drugs, videogames etc
why are we so broken
>>66314504
nah
I'm terminally ill and haven't done anything with my life so far.
>>66315322
what kind of ill?
>>66315328
cancer
>>66314504
not for native americans. they got screwed to oblivion.
>>66315306
I have a gf but I was lucky.
I also find temporary pleasures in drugs, alcohol etc. I cannot find peace, always feels anxious, angry etc.
Hold on anon
>>66315330
i'm sorry... my dad has a bone marrow cancer and it's a sad feeling. just try to have some fun for as long as you can
>>66315330
That sucks, you hold on too
>>66314841
>eating a cherry
oh come on now
A slight glimmer of hope is the only reason I still haven't killed myself, really
>>66318903
2bh that is what prevents everyone from killing themselves
It's a race to see what happens first, the universe kills me or I kill myself
>tfw no brazilian gf
>>66314504
No. As long as we live there will always be problems/challanges we have to overcome. At best we can work out ways to overcome some of the hardships of life, but they will inevetibly bring forth some other problem.
And I'm somehow okay with that. Life without problems, hardships and challanges would be boring as fuck, and there would be no point to live.
I've lost all hope a long time ago
just believe someday you'll find your hard times gone
try not to look back on yesterday
keep on dreaming on tomorrow
don't you think you're lonely
don't give up the loving
everything would be okay
>>66314504
kill yourself monkey
>>66314504
No.
You can't expect what you want to fall in your lap, you need to use your own power to force reality to conform to your will.
Right now, I feel that my power is not up to task.