why do we suffer?

anxiety of unsure if gonna make it

>>3130881
Because art is one of the hardests things out there. And most "normal" people simply don't care. You dedicate yourself to something so specific, you suffer throught the process of learning and even if you "make it" you may never receive the proper recognition.

because we don't have a moist hole between our legs that makes 50% of the population automatically more interested in us and subsequently our work

>>3130881
attachment, says the buddha.

Cause your body is telling you take action and don't sit there and be a bitch. Better yourself, that's it. Envision your at war with your future, get bloodthirsty.

I don't know man. I think it's in our nature as artists. When I'm grinding and trying to figure things out I feel this constant desire to be shoot in the head and end this suffering for good. But since I don't get shoot and keep going, I still feel this desire to create that never go away.

I just hope one day I get at least a bit satisfied with what I do.

Craving.

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>>3130894
Art is hard?

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>>3130881

Just to be here?

>>3130913
I'd still be ugly tho. I wonder if it'd be better or worse to be an ugly chick...

>>3130881
If I was a normal and stable person; I'd have a normal life and a stable career