I've been having a tough time of it. The only thing I want is to improve but for the past two weeks, every time I try to draw, I just end up wanting to fucking kill myself.
What I'm really afraid of is that I've peaked. I need some way to improve. Do I just need a spark? Please, I need some help
Pic related is something I did, cropped. I would have posted something I'm proud of, but if I did that, you wouldn't be able to help me as well.
why is there green shit on her left buttcheek
>>2922937
it's unfinished. that was the beginnings of trying to paint before i quit.
Is it actually possible to stop improving? Is there actually such a thing as a peak and you can never get better than that? That sounds really dumb
>>2923018
I've never thought that it was possible to stop improving.
But today I had a really freaky pang of it. Just for one second I thought "what if i've peaked". And it was worse because I constantly tell people to draw every day and they'll improve, so if I stopped believing that, i'd be a hypocrite.
I don't know. If i were to prioritize, I guess I'd say I want to learn how to be consistent and how to convey texture. my rendering capabilities are non-existent.
>>2923023
believe me, I've experienced the cycle. but it's never been this bad. I usually buck up in a week or a week and a half. at this point I'd estimate it's been going for five weeks.
That is definitely what's happening though.
>>2923024
might just be stress. take a break.
>>2923025
I could try, but this period started when I got back from a break, so I've been kind of afraid to stop again.
Maybe I should give it a shot though.
Pick a book and do some exercises.
>>2923031
Get some friends to be honest desu