I gave up my dream of becoming an artist last year and now every time I try to draw for fun I want to kill myself, literally the urge for suicide becomes stronger than it is when I'm just working my shitty dead end job.
>>2833376
if you don't give a shit about yourself and your life why not just kill yourself already?
>>2833376
You aren't suicidal. You just hate your life.
>>2833376
I'm the same except I haven't given up, OP. Is it worth working a job along side. There's programming, but I don't know mate. That stuff takes a lot of time. Almost as much as art.
>>2833376
why not produce art that people might actually fucking want or buy during your off time? Post your work.
>need commissions to live
>too anxious when dealing with clients
>haven't checked my e-mail after completing my last gig in December
I feel like I don't produce something that can satisfy people
>>2833385
Because it's a hassle, and i'm too lazy.
>>2833376
Git gud already