Nsfw artists

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I need help. Regarding porn/nsfw art. I've been thinking alot lately. for years I've been looking at nsfw art(mostly furry). And i always thought man that would be cool to make a living as freelancer like all these porn artists and i also like the community on some of these artists.maybe i could have a great time on furafinity. i always thought i want to draw nsfw art until i recently had those thoughts. I started practicing but then i thought about social stigma ,reputation ,porn addiction.i thought i could just use another pseudonym for nsfw stuff but people would regocnize me on my artstyle.i dont know if being a nsfw artist would be good for me.there are so many porn artists who dont mind.I couldnt really sleep the last 2 weeks because these thoughts kept me awake it is the first thing in my mind when i wake up.i am so ashamed and feel guilty. I thought i could ask you guys for some advice.and how you see it. One the one side i think do what you love no one can judge you. And the other side "you want to be an artist its not good for you reputation" i think i should just give it up i dont know if i want to be a porn artist but the last 2 weeks i was just so depressed.i couldnt draw anything. I want it to be over. Maybe i should get some information of the clean art community.but i dont know how to get started online or how you manage a blog. How do you make peers and dont feel lonely with your art?


I do apoligize if im a bad writer and if that required pic may be edgy.