I can barely even pick up a pencil. I take classes and do all the work so I know some of the basics but for some reason I can't practice at home.
How do I get over this? I've been stuck in this depressive rut for 5 years now and I'm sick of it.
If I could get also told what specific stuff to practice(maybe even a schedule to follow) for those looking to get into university for animation I'd appreciate if.
Pic related is the last thing I drew outside of a classroom, like 4 months ago.
>>2690389
~Zoloft~
>>2690395
Does it actually work though? I tried a bunch of anti-depressants a while ago and they didn't do anything.
>>2690410
I've already read the sticky.
>>2690389
Stop masturbating, when you get home immediately start practicing, instead if saying you will do it later
Grab some books which teach you what you want to learn, for you books teaching you the basics of 2D and 3D animation and chara design probably matter the most. Then have fun. Don't be sad if you suck, at the beginning learning is more about understanding what is going on instead of picking up a pencil and being as good as what the book shows you as reference.