I'm done rotting my brain with porn. A fucked up pleasure-reward pathway means massive underachievement. I'm just glad I didn't let it go too far.
Here's what made me ejaculate this time.
>>9668519
this one reminded me of a crush that I was friends with before I creepily came onto her
>>9668527
>>9668532
http://jar.sagepub.com/content/23/1/6.short
>>9668532
>>9668536
>be 12 yo me
>discovered jackin' it, thought about getting with crush
>>9668543
>be 13 yo me
>discover porn, softcore
>>9668551
>nerdy, gets panic attacks when talking to girls, acne, shy, plays wow, watches non-stop anime, 2 friends
>
>>9668562
>be 16 yo me
>stuff getting more hardcore, domination (this webm)
>>9668585
>start smokin da ganj, drop out of sport, flunk many classes (used to be top)
>>9668591
>get more fucked up (see webm) felt so wrong when this started but kept going
>wasting every, fucking, day
>>9668612
>>9668620
>>9668645
>>9668645
>17
>realise that I didn't learn any skills with girls
>spiral of depression, at least i had mary-jane
>>9668673
Man we just want to get off why you do this
>>9668664
I can't find this anywhere, source?
>>9668585
salsa pls
I'm just glad I didn't let it go too far
>4chan /gif/
ok bro
>>9668676
it's a wave goodbye, stg if i use this board again i'll go to syria and run at IS naked, dick in hand
>>9668706
the internet is a very large place, and the more porn you watch, the more fucked up you want it. I wonder if you have an imagination...
>>9668750
i doubt it
>>9668757
>>9668683
it gets better
>realise how fucked i am
>get a new social circle (with x rather than alcohol but that's another story)
>abstain from porn
>>96687863
rate this body-type
>>9668797
> be 18 yo me
>start college
>massive improvement
>ended up with retard roommates
>felt good to be superior (fucked up world view)
>>9668818
>worked on social skills
>got into pickup
>naive as bran before he got shoved off a tower
>>9668843
>get sick
>like really fucking sick
>like can't leave the house fucking sick
>relapsed, smoked all weeds, fear and loathing but without vegas
>>9668856
>be 19 yo me
>spent 4 months mostly in bed
>chillin, waiting for surgery
>didn't go to class, dropped out
>went home to no friends, smoked all-day erry day, jerked it like a jamaican
>>9668879
>went to another college
>shy af, but excited
>didn't stop havin 3sums with mary and my pc
>>9668891
>be 20 yo me
>lose virginity :D
>>9668891
Bumpin for interrest
>>9668902
>drunk af
>one night stand
>to an ugly chubby ginger D:
>>9668907
>few more one night stands
>all much larger than me (be intimidated by girls you find attractive, felt unworthy ect ect)
>downwards spiral
>grades drop, stop exercise, u know the drill by now: weed and wanking
>become creepy motherfucker
>see all attractive female friends and interests as objects
>*ohgodsomuchpain*
>>9668721
Sauce on this?
>>9668930
>creep on friends, flatmates ect
>they be h8in
>fuck it up with 'the one'
>go to amsterdam
>couldn't chat-up hot girl in hostel, tried dancing with her in club. shit brick scared.
>break under pressure. leave club. get fucked up. waste euros in red light.
>notworth
>>9668519
Pressing way too hard that clit, geez!!!
>>9668955
>go home
>trip acid with old friends
>come on to 'friend' (first kiss, not assertive enough, moved areas, friendzoned (again))
>creepy, trippy, pornfucked anon gets brutally rejected, labelled as 'rapey' though definitely not the case
>deadinside
>vow to stop watching porn, stop visualising fucking girls I know
>>9668990
>>9668676
It's helping me get off :^)
>>9668998
>still into pua
>start reading philosophy, get into buddhism
>meditation
>still doing drugs, still jerkin', but trying to stop, feeling the pain I went through
>work hardass job
>start working out again (science'd the shit out of my routine, ate right and I saw results pretty quickly)
>started feeling good again
>>9668856
Whats her name? Source? Cant find it anywhere
>>9669050
source this please?
>>9669050
>realise the old pua guys teach some buddhist teachings, some old mysticism shit
>start learning about that
>shitmadesensebro
>went porn free for a month
>started college again
>got 2 fuckbuddies
>ballin, everythings going well
>>9668998
I know this is Lucy Li - but what scene?
>>9669071
>get drunk on a night out
>didn't pull
>relapse, plus living with druggos this year (surprise! flatmate had a fucked up summer)
>start acting weird again
>lose momentum
>stagnate
>don't fall back into habit
>get better again
>>9668891
who dis
>>9669102
>2 weeks
>get drunk
>don't pull
>relapse
>lose hottest fwb
>stop trying to possess women
>results again
>>9669071
Seems like a cycle, see you back here in a couple months or so
>>9668519
no audio?
fuck, sauce pls
>>9669130
>be me, now
>relapsed again
>using 4chan
>decided to do a thread, make my final binge a permanent artifice on the internet
>>9669169
>layin down some truth
girls are real, we live in an age where they can literally make money on instagram for being pretty, they have more sex than you and I, and choose who they fuck, society has sorta given this to them on a plate so you can't blame them.
>>9669181
unfortunately, looks fade. they never get the self-development you can when you wise the fuck up and start living life.
>>9669195
now, it's getting late and i've got shit to do. imma give you a choice.
>>9669205
don't worry, i know some of you are disgusting, irredeemable pieces of human garbage, there's something in this for you too
>>9668556
Sauce good sir?
>>9669210
okay, so here's the jist. maybe you'll listen to anon for once. build your willpower, take cold showers, meditate, work at your social skills, do the things you enjoy or the things you used to enjoy, stop watching porn eventually you'll start to get the real deal and learn to be a man. you do have balls, right? (not everyone on here is a guy but get over that, you politically correct cunt)
>>9669071
What the fuck is your cock doing out in my kitchen hahaha
>>9669128
i just gotta know what this is
>>9669234
My friends and i used to sit around and watch porn and laugh at little things like this, this one i wish i could remember all that happened was the girls voice got suuuuper deep and she said "that's a hot fuckin cock" years of repeating and continuous laughter
>>9669128
Dude, I'm sorry, you can't post something like that and not give sauce. You just can't.
>>9669230
>>9669146
>>9669092
>>9669064
>>9669053
>>9668933
>>9668693
>>9668687
or for those of you who want to continue being jerked off over the internet by other neckbeards, here's my 2 cents:
yuki.la is the 4chan archive site, there are 1000s are porn gif threads there. use html5 porn subreddits for quality webms. there are other imageboards too.
please continue to jack off, continue not being able to talk to women, continue being the bottom rung of society but at least do us the favor of not reproducing, if you ever get the chance
>>9669050
Saaaauuuuce
>>9668519
what did op mean by this? literal question
pls answer
>>9669267
that's it, i'm done. how cathartic.
i understand that life's a bitch. i know life is hard and painful, but that's how she likes it so that's how she gives it. simple as that. i'm going for a walk.
>>9669071
Everything about this is gold
>>9669276
read. the fucking. thread. dumbass.
>>9669234
Came here to Jerk off ended up laughing my guts out instead.
>>9669267
>please continue to jack off, continue not being able to talk to women, continue being the bottom rung of society but at least do us the favor of not reproducing, if you ever get the chance
>he thinks nofap/noporn will/would solve that
definitely on the spectrum.
>>9668562
Girl's name?
>>9668543
Can anyone sauce this? Left girl is pertect.
>>9669338
stoya
>>9669303
Wow, great scene
Yo dude, you have other mental issues... I consider myself a porn addict and I still have kinky sex with fuck buddies and am doin okay in other aspects of my life shit-together wise
>>9668519
Boy do i wish this had audio
...or a source
>>9669128
My fucking sides
>>9668536
If that wasn't slomo, it would be amazing.
>>9668519
So what?
You want us to feel sorry for you because your a beta bitch that can't get your life together because you have mental problems?
Fuck off with that garbage.
People that say drugs and porn rot your brain are the stupidest motherfuckers I've met.
When you say that, you are proving to everyone that you either have no self control, or no sense of agency in your life.
It's not porn or the drugs that did this to you, you did this to yourself.
>>9672609
Just because you rotted your brain with drugs, doesn't mean others want to. Go back to your safe space, junkie.
>>9669231
yo for real anon this was solid. good shit
>>9670051
that makes 2 of us
>>9669267
i came here for ylyl threads
>>9668519
Fuckkk, sauce mate?
>>9669267
I am truly amazed how you were able to write this with one hand
>>9669303
Proud of you man! For real. Agree with you 100%. Good luck with life
>>9670043
Same, although mine is more of a high sex drive. I'm sure some fault lies with op's porn addiction, but that seems like it's more a result of his issues, and not the cause of it.
>>9668620
This is solo hot please give me name (or scene)
>>9668645
>Bethesda
>>9668519
you'll be back
This entire thread is bullshit.
I'm a 34 year oldfag. I've been masturbating to crazy shit since I was probably 15. I am now having the best sex of my life. I've been fucking since I was 17 with very few dry spells. I've fucked more women than years I've been on this earth and not a single one has been a one night stand.
I browse this place. All /gif/ has done for me is shown me more amazing things to try.
PROTIP: Girls are fucking perverts too. Dirty shit turns everyone on.
>>9672609
What Jeff Sessions backass Republican rant is this? Humans are fallible, and sometimes the weakness isn't corruption or crime or abusive behavior, it's addictive personality.
On the off-chance you're not a troll, learn that everyone has issues. Even you.
>>9668519
i made this, thats my gf, i have another but no audio too, couldnt make the webm decently, sorry
>>9669050
source on this?
>>9672609
This.
>>9675115
here is the other one
>>9669230
Sauce on that would be ku as well.
>>9669276
Porn is bad for your brain dipshit
>>9669267
Wow, another 20-something that thinks he has life aaaaaaaall figured out.
You're an idiot who's addicted to being addicted.
You should probably just kys now.
>>9668645
This is from the music video for "Dancing Anymore" by Is Tropical.
Come for the CGI titties, stay for the song.
>>9675111
How mad are you that she lost? Because you seem mad
>>9669231 >>9669210
>>9669205 >>9669195
>>9669181
You have got to be one of the most average plebes in all of existence. The only thing you're missing is discovering God so you can go to church, tell this same retarded story, and get an entire congregation of boring idiots to feel sorry for you and jerk you off to how much of a better person you are now that you've "left that old life behind".
You are a moron who's finally starting to realize how to be an adult, and now that you're on the cusp of figuring things out you feel some smug sense of satisfaction and feel the need to share it with everyone else. Well you know what, Anon?
Blow it out your ass.
I could go to any dive bar in the country and hear the same goddamned story-- Goodness knows I've heard it enough already. You're a fucking retard and all the "wisdom" you've acquired is only valuable to other idiots.
>>9669053
joey kush - humiliated
>>9675775
didnt make this thread, neither had posted it in 1 month or more, but there are a lot of people asking for its sauce, it seems that the only annoyed is you
>>9677070
thx
>>9676345
Well said Anon.
>>9668786
Sauce?
>>9668879
> jerked it like a jamaican
fun fact: some jamaicans don't touch their own dick, even when pissing, because of religion
https://youtu.be/ty28Ujv_vZY
>>9672609
This has been a public service announcement brought to you by TheRedPillâ„¢
>>9668519
Okay OP, see you soon
>>9668955
WHOS DAT HOOOLLLY F*** O.o
>>9668930
>see all attractive female friends and interests as objects
This right here is when you know you have fucked up too much and your worldview becomes messed up. Or even more messed up.
I have some oc here too, but I'm too much of a bitch to post
>>9678924
post it you biatch
>>9668673
Needing sauce so badly, never once asked. One bazillion internets to the hero that sauces this, my dick is diamonds
I recently lost my virginity, I'm 24 and I think porn did mess a little bit with my brain.
Not really porn per se, but going video to video to get "the best one" while stroking it.
With my gf I had three attempts where it wouldn't get fully hard then on the fourth - after 2 weeks of no porn and a lot of mental conditioning - it all went great.
I have fucked only three times so far I still need to explore the fact, but I'm cutting porn off and using my imagination for a while. It does help I think, but 80% of my problem is being a virgin for too long.
By the way I'm lucky, my gf does everything: loves facials, loves swallowing and just generally wants to get fucked. She's also open to anal but I'm big and I'd rather fuck her mouth.
>>9678959
It definitely can. There's been a lot of research into it actually (not all of it done by christian research organizations). Like any reward system (drugs, alcohol, etc.) it can become a compulsion that throws your brain chemistry out of whack. Leads to higher risk of depression, motivational issues, sexual issues, etc. Not in all cases, but increases risk. As with all things, moderation is key.
>>9668687
motherless 2D54F6E
>>9679005
VS STDs or unwanted pregnancy.
Just more junk from a society that thinks it is okay to cut boys' foreskin.
>>9668645
Probably the coolest thing ive seen here
>>9668891
There's a longer version with sound. I used to have it.
>>9668519
allyssa_at_night???
OP
>>9669303
Ok. Enjoy your walk.
See you tomorrow anon.
>>9678959
Not to burst your bubble but alot of guys have trouble getting it up the first time. Its anxiety...perfectly normal. The shit part is that it can then get into your brain and you start worring about not getting it up the next time...which causes you to not be able to get it up the next time.
Still perfectly normal.
>>9668519
porn is the best thing ever. when im single id be a fucking psycho if i couldnt look at titties every now and again
fapping should be done in moderation like everything in life sure, but once a day keeps the ball cancer away
>>9676345
>Hard truth
>>9676345
Jesus fucking Christ this.
Reading through OPs posts is like a walk through the mind of your garden variety autist. All your shit is basic bitch "self-improvement" perpetuated by other autists on the Internet. You've got the PUA shit. The dude lifting lmao shit. The meditation shit. At no point do you stop to consider how your actions affect other people or how you could actually, legitimately become a more likeable person.You're so fucking wrapped up in your shitty little everyday misery. Its purely solipsistic attempts at engineering a social life becuase you have so fucking little understanding of or care for other people. The amount of projection in these posts is fucking mind blowing, but then again its just what every other shitty nofapper cunt out there thinks is normal.
That said, great webms this shit is top tier.
>>9669230
>>9675443
Don't have sauce, just have more of the same chick
>>9669370
Agreed! Found it: Alexis Crystal and Nikita.
OP pls i didn't come to feel, too much of this sounds all too similar.
>>9679970
Thank you, for fucks sake. Snowflakes bragging about basic adult shit gets old, boring and sad very fast.
>>9669071
i salute you. I've found this out 3 years ago and i've failed to pass 2 weeks
>>9669267
You're nothing special either.
The only ones who understand how "damaging," for lack of a better word, excessive porn and weed can be are the ones that have abstained entirely or done too much. The damage is not physical, generally. It's mostly an emotional/mental thing. The good thing is that the "damage" fades with time. It's just a matter of re-training your brain, which admittedly is fucking difficult. Be thankful you haven't wasted more of your life and came upon this epiphany rather early on. I know people in their 30s and 40s who still don't understand this, so in that respect you're ahead of the curve. Then again, there's a lot of people who saw through the porn-and-weed jew from the beginning. Props to you guys.
Gotta learn the hard way, I suppose.
>>9668556
>be 12
>state my age and ask what this is
>>9676345
This. OP can go fuck himself.
People who stop smoking weed are fucking delusional. I stopped and now my life is back on track. Wool denfuckign do, now you claim to not want to kill yourself for working at a shit job and think you are gray at it when it takes no fucking skill. Go Jill yourself faggots.
Everyone who stopped smoking weed thinks they are very accomplished bcuaze they have a fucking had and think being a uselesmpei e of shit is normal bad. Not just weed faggot.
Jerk off to porn fsggot your teqrrads reward path is fucked bcuaze you are a 30 year old kiss less
Virginis
>>9681675
...what?
>>9675103
Truth!!
>>9675103
this
>24 and i've been pounding my cock to everything from hardcore bdsm, rape simulation, bestiality, tranny, you name it since i was 12
>i've had three very hot and very normal long term girlfriends plus twice as many shorter term gfs and even more fuck buddies
>i'm average looking, i play runescape all the time, i go on 4chin all the time, i masturbate all the time, and i'm fucking fine. never had a problem with grills, be it getting or respecting them
op is literally a faggot who will be back here or back to plebbit where he came from and belongs in months if not weeks
>>9678957
xhamster.com/movies/1336172/amazing_busty_hooker_i_fucked.html
Took me like forever to find, but there you go buddy.
>>9682354
Are.... Are you me?
Whats your RSN?
>>9672029
Right click - Play speed - 2x speed
>>9668673
>realise that I didn't learn any skills with girls
Work the clit like you would your own cock, everything else is pure theory.
There now you're more skilled in bed than 50% of men and 90% of women.
>>9676345
pretty much this im just here to jack off, like I could give a shit about some emo whos been through fuck all
>>9681856
as a 30 year-old, oldfag I can second this experience. I'd say on average Women have less inhibitions than men.
>>9677079
>but there are a lot of people asking for its sauce
4 people in total, which is a very low number since the OP file usually gets much more saucefagging no matter what it happens to be
>didnt make this thread
didn't say you did
>neither had posted it in 1 month or more
it was a couple of weeks back when you kept reposting it in lots of different threads over and over again, you got pretty much no replies though
>>9668933
Boltonwife
>>9672609
Na man, it's just about not wasting your existence. If your on /gif, you probably are. It's not a sympathy cry, he's saying goodbye. Call me an autistic cuck, but he's right. It didn't take a huge leap to realize that gif isn't making me happy and is turning me kinky. So fuck it. I'll go with anon. I'm 17 years old. I'm gonna go live. The best part is, no matter what you reply, you know he's right.
>>9669337
honestly I stopped jerking off for 6mo and it surprised me how much I missed it. started moderating that shit a little more. too much of anything n all that
>>9675842
Lol you do realize where you are right? Obvious troll is obvious you all took the bait
>>9668519
Anyone got it with sound?
When you feel your life is being controlled by porn just dont watch porn you dont need to announce it on a board exlusive to NSFW GIF & WEDM
>>9668562
I would give my life to cum inside Stoya
>>9679847
>Not to burst your bubble
No bubble bursting.
As I wrote, 80% of it came from losing my virginity so late.
Still, >>9679005 is right. The reward system you build with compulsive porn "usage" can be troublesome.
Doesn't take much to repair the damage honestly, but it's not something you want to take too lightly. Just switch off the porn for a while and start fapping just with your imagination, it's more rewarding in the end.
>>9684337
I would also give your life to cum inside stoya
>>9669050
sauce?
>>9669050
Nobody gots sauce on this?!
>>9684202
dipshit, you're 17. you don't know jack shit. also, get the fuck out already, underageb&
>>9677407
Actress is Natalie Moore. Was hard to find lol.
>>9668645
This kid is living the dream!
>needs a good soundtrack
>>9668750
sauce plz
>>9669102
Hahahaha!
>>9668673
god damn those tits are god-like
>>9677590
Jerk is a Jamaican type of meat seasoning/marinade
>>9669303
Just had my first kid
Been with plenty of women
Watched porn since 13
It's probably not the porn that's fucking with you
>>9669128
Swedish comedian robert gustafsson
>>9686485
This. Lotta successful guys with families who just like to wank on occasion.
The "porn is evil" thing is a fucking (((plot))) designed to make men ashamed of being men. Notice how it only happened when the mainstream porn companies started pushing shemale/tranny/cuck/IR porn heavily. The idea is to push things that are so horrible men feel bad for seeing them (even if they don't enjoy them), and then redirect that guilt onto porn in order to make men feel bad for having a male sex drive.
The problem isn't porn, it's you and your weak will.
>>9688211
your so full of shit. porn is a jewish plot and it is as plain as day to see. did you know that there is a rise of people who are turning gay?
did you know that there are studies showing psychological people put themselves in the shoes of the girl rather than the man. do you even realize how many people start out watching regular porn only to start watching lesbian porn to go to horrible and deranged places. porn is not a plot. please tell me this is a joke.
cuck,tranny shemale porn make up the same percentage of porn as they did 40 years ago.
how can you not see this. sex is one of the most basic primal things that happens in your brain. thus it makes it very easy to shift the pendulum to degeneracy. you become more and more degenerate as you start seeking more thrills because striaght porn just isn't doing it for you. there are people on here right now that can't even get hard to straight porn no matter how pretty the girl is.
my will is weak but that does not change the fact that porn is bad for you. in fact everyone's will is weak when faced with something like porn. imagine if jews had power over all foods and they used it to coerce you into eating shiteir and shitier food. Then one day you say, i've had enough. but what are you going to do? stop easily quickly accessed free food?
>If I stop masturbating then my self confidence will skyrocket and I will finally be able to talk to women!!!!!
every time
>>9676345
Can't see you add any value to this thread. At least OP was being somewhat creative. Instead of cynicism (nothing wrong with that in principle) how about we appreciate his coming of age and dem webms
>>9688348
Do video games make people violent killers too?
>>9668955
Who's dat? :3
>>9669169
Stop fighting it and just do what you want for christ's sake. You elevated it to a weird position of power. Just jerk off to porn like every human man that ever lived and forever will be. Oldest statues ever found? Tits. Oldest paintings? Meat and tits. Just go!
>>9684312
funny joke then? nope, ass is just being an ass.
>>9684592
>>9674314
Correlation, not causation!
I've been holding that in for months.
>17 w/ gf
>in hindsight she's probably a lesbian
>never have sex, still virgin
>we break up
>depressed
>now 18
>start being into my hot best friend
>deicde that i'm gonna stop being a bitch and go after her
>am now banging one of the hottest girls in school
>all while watching porn on the daily
strange, you just have to be confident.
>>9684337
She'll gladly take your soul
>>9684536
Nah.. I end up just thinking about women I know, and that's not something I would like to do often. it's better to just look at strangers and get off. It's cleaner that way
>>9672609
I understand your argument, but it doesn't seem entirely logical that a person and only that person is capable of damaging the reward system in their brain. Sure they may have a desire to do so, but its otherwise impossible to reach that point without those two mediums.
>>9675130
fuck upload that shit, damn
>>9668519
>meet current gf online
>we have a LDR form, most of our experiences together are phone/skype sex
>are into all the same porn
>both masturbate at least daily, usually sexting during if not seeing/talking
>visit her a few weeks ago
>we both lose our virginity, bang for pretty much two days straight
Yeah buddy porn isn't the issue here. I'm not even that attractive, try changing your attitude.
>>9669267
You already wasted too much time here, retard, you'll never leave, don't act so cool and edgy, you are trying to get away from a trap you are never going to get out of.
>>9668902
which episode is this?
>>9669128
HOLY SHIT HE'S THE ROBIN HOOD ROOSTER.
I thought he looked uncannily familiar. oh my fucking god.
>>9682378
Your the best man, thanks :)
>>9668519
>I'm done rotting my brain with porn.
See you next week Anon.
>>9669071
HIS NUTS GOT WHAT?