What's your depression porn

you need help

>>9600942
Do certain types of porn cheer you up?

>>9600951
award-nominating aim

I just self insert as the girl to escape the woes of being a man.

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Whatever is the most soul crushing. Cuckolding. Castration. Self inserting as a bimbo in a gang bang.

>>9600942
Amateur. The real couple stuff. I see it and I just think that could be me if I was more confident. Just a sliver of what other guys have, that's all I want. I go to those cheap amateur sites and self-insert in those vids.

>>9600951
this is actually kinda hot this angle.

I have a question and this thread may be the only place I get a real answer, ever since I did Molly for the first time a few months ago, I have not been able to last. Like as soon as I feel an orgasm even close to coming on, I can't stop it from happening. I don't even enjoy orgasm anymore because as soon as I start to feel good it's over. It's really bumming me out, and I did research and saw that premature ejaculation can be caused by low serotonin, but I can't believe that it's lasted to this long. Could I be depressed? Or just have abnormally low serotonin, or could it be something else entirely. I don't feel extremely depressed, but I do have some other symptoms. I really don't wanna get on SSRIs or go to therapy, but has anyone else had an issue like this? Thanks

>>9601815
perhaps a better diet could help. It helps for a lot of health issues. good luck with that dude

>>9601846
My diet didn't change tho, and I rat pretty healthy overall. The thing that divides from before pe to after was Mollyi did just jerk off after taking an 5htp pill, which supposedly increases the serotonin in your brain, and it felt much more normal and in control. The thing is I was taking them regularly through the day, stopped for one day and jerked off, and it was just as bad. The only time I've felt normal was jerking it right after taking a pill. It could just be placebo, but if it isn't thats also bad because I'll have to take one every time I want enjoy jerking off/sex. Has this happened to anyone else?

porn makes me depressed, it doesn't let me escape depression.

>>9600942
i didnt know depression porn existed, all i ever do is jack off to black girls

>>9601897
Stop taking molly all the time. The way molly works is it releases the serotonin you have it doesn't give you more. So when you do it a lot it lowers you serotonin so you have to wait to build up more.

>>9602001
I only did it once, haven't done it since and don't plan to, and it was only one point, and I guess the regular dose is two

>>9601897
>The thing is I was taking them regularly through the day
>>9602029
>I only did it once
Which is it

>>9600947
more?

>>9601951
yeah... porn is a nasty trap like that.
i use it to escape depression and sadness, only to be met with more at the end.
unfortunately it never hurts so bad that I delete all my porn and quit all together. I've tried multiple times but i keep coming back

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>>9600942

Strange question. When I'm depressed I don't feel like watching porn at all. So I don't.

>>9602036
I took Molly once, over 2 months ago, I've been taking htp5, which is a supplement that increases serotonin in the body (not Molly) throughout the day in an attempt to feel better/ make my dick work right

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>>9601773

my depression porn is anything I'm normally into because I am always depressed

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>>9600942
Abella Anderson is great. I think I like latina porn because I just can't be sad with latinas or southern Europeans around, They send out these vibes. One of my all time favourites is the Brazilian Pietra. Her looks, her smile and that nastiness give me goose bumps. Then I am depressed that I will never get a girl with this attitude let alone in combination with the looks

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>>9603838

Also one of my all time favourites is Maria Ozawa. So beautiful and friendly looking and such a crazy slut. I like especially her bukkake news reader scene (gif related).
Also Clara Morgane in her bath tub scene
https://fr.xhamster.com/movies/28613/french_pornstar_-_clara_morgane.html

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>>9603852
the gif I forgot

>>9601897
>The thing is I was taking them regularly through the day

dude, you need to pause 2 weeks at least after a trip or you will fry your brain on the long run. your serotonin system is definitely fucked, read yourself in how you normalize it (vit c etc.) and increase the length your breaks

>>9600959

what's her name plz?

>>9600942
Saaauce please!

>>9602560
>>9603857
well, then check your blood pressure and pulse rate. maybe you should talk to a doctor.
if it's nothing serious you could train your pelvic muscles look into l-arginin, that will get you dick back at work. and decrease your porn habit if you need to jerk off every day

>>9603859
Carolina Ramirez

If your depressed you probly should be watching porn.

>>9602200
I found a girl who likes porn as much as me. Seems to working out Great!

>>9600951
how is this view called ?

>>9604922
female pov I believe.

>>9603859
It's something like Kahless but isn't because that's the legendary Klingon who united the Klingons as a people after defeating Molor with the first Bat'leth. He's like Klingon Jesus really.

Depending on my state of mind, I either turn to torture porn where women are getting mentally screwed with (old Insex, facial abuse, etc). Shit that I know left them with a need for therapy.

OR

I'll go the other route and listen to sissy hypnosis, watch forced bi/gay videos and do some shit to make myself feel humiliated. If I'm going to feel like a loser, I might as well get a killer orgasm out of it.

I find myself going to the latter more and more often. Ten years ago, I would just about vomit at the thought of gay men doing what they do. Nothing about men turned my on in any sense of the word. This type of porn has slowly turned my thoughts around and today I'll just about cream in my pants at the sight of a nice thick cock. I can't get off inside of my girlfriend without "loading"my mind with sissy porn/forced bi porn and having beautiful girls call me a loser and denying myself for a few hours before we get down to business. The only time I've gotten off inside of her without it was the time she used a strap-on on me and allowed me to earn one pump inside of her for every minute I took the dick in my ass. Took me 45 thrusts, three 15 minute rounds of getting fucked in my ass for three series of 15 thrusts. I then had to take the dirty dildo in my throat as she thrusted it and throat fucked me pretty hard until it was clean. That's the only time we've gotten kinky like that.

So using porn as an outlet for depression might not lead down the best path. Be careful out there.

>>9603883
bump

>>9600942
Abella Anderson makes me happy too, OP.

what the fuck is up with these weirdly specific threads?

"post porn you watch on every even year through the months March to July"

>>9603883
>>9605103
http://www.xvideos.com/video15347885/abella_anderson_hardcore

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I watch this with a dildo up my ass :^)

>>9601773
source of that cap?

Sad because I'm mad, I watch violent stuff.
Sad when I need comfort, lolicon.
When I need comfort in my madness? Just leaving this post blank.

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This makes me sad but not at the same time

>>9603856
Oh shit, this is my absolute favorite porn scene. I had a fantasy about this exact thing but while girls where giving speeches in high school, so when I found this it was an absolute dream come true.

>>9602514
Same, I don't feel like doing anything when I'm depressed.

>>9605812
Seems kinda gay

>>9600942
>Whenever I get depressed, there are certain kinds of porn that I start watching
Time to call a therapist. That's not a healthy coping mechanism.

>>9606194
You think?...

>>9600942
dude this is the most /r9k/ thing I've ever seen on 4chan

/gif/ has somehow managed to out-/r9k/ the actual /r9k/

>>9600942
Porn doesn't get me back up it gives this little high and then leaves me hollow afterwards but i still can*t stop nor get my shit together

>>9600942
The more depressed I am the more degrading stuff I seek out. studiofow's kunoichi and kunoichi 2 are prime examples. don't have clips to post though.

>>9606490
Not surprising. /gif/ out-gays /lgbt/ constantly. You can't get a good greentext sex thread going there to save your fucking life.

>>9600942
source

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always helps de mood....

>>9605989
I think it's Ava addams.

>>9606811
For the love of Vishnu i need saaaauuuuccceeee!!!!!!!

>>9606050
Holy Fuck Source

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Anything where she's doing what she enjoys/having fun

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>>9607176
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>>9600942
This one always makes me smile

>>9600942

Every time im depressed i just go into drinking frenzy and i just fap to the most hardcore shit mixed with war gore.

>tfw has nothing to post and contribute, posts anyway

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>>9607255

>>9603859
>her

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>>9607276
I dont care what anyone says, this bitch is a cumbucket and literally nothing else.

>>9607276
Who is she?

>>9607255
sawce?

>>9607290
moar?

>>9607342
where is the rest of this? thats some good shit

>>9607298
damn did I post 3 hours ago? because it sounds like me

>>9607185
live saving anon

>>9600951
Skills

>>9607227

>>9606194
What are you talking about, they're wearing leather and work boots, and look how hairy and muscley they are. They look super straight and masculine.

>>9607276
>sauce

i dont have any movin' pics but i found one day that CBT worked
its porn that doesnt really turn me on and it had this negative energy thats like.. getting out aggressions

>>9600942
>normalfags thinking depression is just something you suddenly wake up with
Fucking kill yourself

>>9606811
Damn, he used to abuse the shit out of her especially. Wonder what ever happened to her? PD also looks so young, but it was 20 years ago.

>>9609050
Be careful. That's the same kind of path I started down. I'm this guy here: >>9605059

>>9600942
not porn but related
listened to this song a bunch of times today after a friend shared https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vOAPqmPTgU
thought "man this is depressing/dark"
then my dick got hard

>>9607290
this girl is like are you okay?

>>9607227
>>9607216
whats the story behind this couple actually? anybody now?

>>9609671
No idea, but its really fucking hot

>>9601897
late to the party but stop taking 5-htp, it can trigger manic episodes and depressive swings. It's a serotonin booster of a sort. You also shouldn't take it if you take an SSRI.

An aftereffect of MDMA the first time I did it was that all physical experiences were more intense for a full month afterwards, and sex was better for months. I am a marathon man, it made me last a lot less b/c of the increased sensation and I appreciated that because not cumming fucking sucks dude. You'll get through it eventually.

>>9607401
goddamn i need more

>>9607276
source

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>>9603859
>her