>be me
>CS grad
>choose CS , cuz HTML at early age got me interested in Programming
> <Head> <Body> , ITSALIVE.jpg , creatingfrankenstien.webm sort of thinking
>Barely passed with average scores
>Still can't memorize a calculator program written in java
>Mind erases it everytime i try
>Neither Strong memory power or creativity in writing code
>Reading code only causes IMMEDIATE IBS symptoms
>Writing code ends up in blank sheet and porn use due to depression
>6 years into chosen career
>Still can't memorize java calculator program or use google to write it
What should i do /g/ . Give up on coding once and for all as its too late? or stick around and try and find something else, related to mathematics and algorithms
>>57834117
Go to /r/cscareerquestions for this shit
kill yourself you dumb dumb
>>57834117
you don't memorize programs you idiot
you use logic to implement the functionality you want
>>57834165
it's really hard being an idiot
>>57834206
you should start visiting a therapist,
seriously OP if you get stressed by reading code,
it's linked in bad ways in your past, and prevents you from thinking.
>>57834165
So if i took away your google and your books, you cant write shit on a blank piece of paper, is that it?