>tfw you'll never be smart enough to do scientific computation in matlab
Don't do scientific computation in matlab.
>tfw was told i have an iq of 142 at the age of 12
>tfw did mediocre in school unless i was interested in the subject, mostly cause i would not do homework / minor grades
>tfw come highschool i got adderall and everything changed
>started acting all my classes
>got a final grade of 115 in my comp sci class
>decided to quit adderall cold turkey and couldn't think straight for like four months
Thinking about picking up another scrip as I'm starting college classes in January, but I guess that's off topic.
I doubt my intelligence, too. Especially at this point, when the only time I 'feel' smart is when I've railed 100mg of legal speed.
>>57442787
acing*
>>57442585
>you will never be a programmer because it's too late to learn and even if you would you would be forever be laugh at because of age and being a non-stem loser
>>57442929
I won't laugh at you, Anon.
Just do the Codecademy course or something, anything. You have nothing to lose and everything to gain. Age is a spook.
>>57442787
IQ is meaningless
>>57442787
I'm the same way. I can't do classes unless I'm interested, never did homework, nearly didn't graduate highschool due not doing a major essay for Bio even though I aced passed the Bio final and got a 4 on the AP exam. Dropped out of community college after 3 semesters with a 2.3 because I was too bored.
Figured out this year that I have ADHD and re-enrolled in college and making those classes my bitch. I don't actually abuse my drugs though. I actually take it as the scrip says. I don't have time to become a meth head