How do I feel the void that drugs and alcohol have left /fit/? I'm actually starting SS again and lifting genuinely makes me feel a lil bit more optimistic, but I can no longer play contact sports and I don't give a fuck about women, I'm lifting without a purpose.
I also like running.
I don't want to relapse again, DOMS hurt like a bitch. All that cocaine was damaging my heart, plus all the other shit.
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>feel
Meant fill. I also used to frequent this board when zyzz was alive, saw Scooby posting here. There was a tripfag that was a manlet and looked like a monkey and there was an image about deadlifting his dead parents or some shit like that, I don't remember his name.
All that shit went downhill when I injured my knee and couldn't play football again. Then injured my shoulder some years later.