how much do i have to lift in order to have no feelings ?
>>42831112
Lifting isn't the way out of feelings. Go into the medical field or civil service work. EMT, Nurse, Dispatch, Police Officer and so forth. You'll be dead on the inside fast enough to the point where when your mother dies, your response to the person telling you is
>Well... that's unfortunate
Once your body releases endorphines, those are natural painkillers and will make you happy