Hey /fit/ are there any other fellow addicts in recovery here.

i did like 20 grams of a RC that mimics molly within a couple months. i was so fucked up at the end of it i swore never to do anything harder than weed, and i basically havent. its crazy how the drug controls you eventually. monkey on your back is an apt metaphor

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>>42830534
I did mollies+acid every weekend for 2 months (acid every weekend for 6 months) before going to rehab.

I was so fucked I actually ended up in the psych ward 5 days for drug induced psychosis, and even at rehab I kept seeing everything distorted.

Did acid just once this relapse and I ended up psychotic for 2 days, even when taking seroquel. The seroquel just made me sleep through it.

Nigga you better get yourself straight. Cut that shit out.

>>42830520
feeling you! may the prospect of losing your gains override the drug addiction.

Isolate yourself from your druggy surrounding. If you have to just smoke a lot of weed, its the lesser evil after all

heyya brah, recovering speed addict here, sober for two years after about six years of daily intake, last year i was almost only doing needles. smoke weed to ease the anxiety, but it seems i have quite a few years left until i stop thinking about stimulants all the fucking time. stay strong n shine on, remember ya body is a temple and u gotta protect it from the poison.

>>42830520

heavy drinker here, I was dry for two fucking months, but started slipping back into that shit, started on Friday night's bottle of wine, fast forward to daily drinking whisky on work days.

feel like shit, depression is back and I'm just scared it will be as bad as last time when I cried myself to sleep wishing I would not wake up in the morning.

poured that crap down the drain (well, the little that was left) and will go to gym today, can't go back to that fucking poison again. it's not worth it. I deserve better.

>>42830520

i keep buying chewing gum and eating two packs a day to stay clean

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>>42830520
I know dem feels

>>42830520
3 years tripping and smoking weed just about every day with occasional benzos, opiates and amphetamines, followed by 2 years of blacking out drunk 3-5 times a week, and I was chain smoking cigs that whole time plus another two years after all that. I've been off all of that except weed for the past two years and off of weed for the past year. It's getting easier.

>inb4 tryptamines and cannabinoids aren't chemically addictive.
Yes, I know. But tripping and smoking every day as a lifestyle is hard to escape and that level of overstimulation is, itself, very addictive.

I'm addicted to life brother.
best high there is.

>>42835932
Wow dude please share a story or two. Have a few friends that went off the deep end in australia and such. How is live as a dirty LSD hippie?

> tfw dopamine addiction centered around porn/jerking it and the Internet
send help

Gonna go look for some Psilocybe semilanceata tomorrow, you want some ?

>>42836280
It's great being a homeless psychonaut when you're 17, 18, 19 and people understand how hard it is to get a job with no experience, you have friends who haven't moved on with your life, and their parents want to feed you and let you shower, and all the high school girls think your homelessness and street smarts are the sexiest, most exotic thing on the planet. When you turn 20, 21, 22, 23, and you're still living like that, it's different. Your friends have gone to college and either have careers or marriages and can't be weighed down by you, those girls are too young, and the ones who used to like you are looking for guys with money. The only friendships you keep are the ones that are entirely drug-based, and those drugs are usually harder drugs and the people less stable people. Nobody wants to feed you or let you in their house anymore and that sense of being a badass who was too cool to be tied down by traditional lifestyles has been replaced by this feeling that the world has left you behind and this spiritual journey you were on is just sitting in place masturbating. So yeah. I mean psychedelics are interesting. They're pathological deconditioners and introspective catalysts and very much do force you into reflection and personal growth, but making them your entire lifestyle will never get you anywhere good.

Why did you feel the need to do so many drugs? Just wondering.

>>42830621
You're a fucking dumbass, why would you even take xtc for 2 months straight every weekend. You wont feel shit. Too bad you didn't die, faggot.

>>42836408
It's fun while it lasts.

I do Heroin like once a month. i know it's stupid but I can't help it

so far I can stop for a moth before doing it again, but I know it will not end well. I think I'm crossing a point of no return soon, which is terrible because my life has never been better than now and I will destroy anything

>>42836392
true. Glad I moved on at 18.
Now chemist at 21
life is great!

>>42830520
Drugs are for the weak

>>42836608
Get help.
People will understand and want to aid you.
Dont let heroin take you like it took my father.

>>42836608
You very well can stop. Separate yourself from those people, first and foremost. Keep in mind what's important to you.

>>42836663
I always assume that any chemist got into what they do because drugs.

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My personal transformation from a cokehead to a not cokehead.

COKE AND ADDIES IS BETA SHIT

>doing drugs