/fit/, you brought me out of the hole I made for myself in the ground. Through dieting and lifting, I feel better than I have in my life. But i still feel pretty shitty
I am addicted to degenerate, humiliating, submissive porn. The first thing I ever fapped to was femdom, since then i've checked off cuckolding, sissy shit, chastity, you name it.
I feel this is the last barrier to me being happy. My sexual tastes permeate into every other aspect of my life. I am lazy, I have no spine, i hardly commit to anything, and when i do i usually give up. I avoid conflict, i feel sorry for myself alot.
I fucked up an opportunity with a qt the other night at a bar, she approached me and said i'm handsome. Cue me not wanting to succeed incase i actually do get her in bed and she thinks im shit or whatever. So i just ended up pissing her off until she left and called me boring.
I am in a fucked up way at the moment, and since /fit/ helped me with my physicality, i was wondering if anyone here could relate to what i am going through?
>>42758518
I was reading this earlier, maybe it'll help you out
https://nofapsolideo.wordpress.com/2012/12/12/how-i-did-70-days-of-nofap-on-hardmode-without-breaking-a-sweat-after-7-years-of-failure/
Hope you make it, anon
>>42759725
I'll be honest, I stopped reading at "Christian Male."
>>42760601
Sorry man, youre never gonna make it. Keep going down the rabbit hole of degeneracy, soon enough you'll be a cute trap that's a cum dumpster too.
>>42758518
From this point forward fap to vanilla lesbian porn. Do it for two months in a row. That will break the desire to what you are currently jacking to. After that, well, keep it going and you will make it.
>>42760933
Vanilla amature hetero cis-female porn.
Lesbian porn is only marginally better and in some cases worse then the generic pnv porn.
>>42760933
Honestly think it will work or you just meming?
>>42760601
That's unironically the reason you got in this mess to begin with lad.
Unironically nofap.
Maybe for a lot of people it is just placebo, that's another argument, but it is legitimately super helpful for porn-addicts. Don't watch porn, don't masturbate, don't orgasm unless someone else is making you. After a while your sexual tastes won't be so fucked up.
> I am lazy, I have no spine, i hardly commit to anything, and when i do i usually give up. I avoid conflict, i feel sorry for myself alot.
It might just be placebo for me but since I started no fap I've found I'm more assertive.