Friday night feel thread

>>42714439
>friend asked me to come to the club
>told me anonette and all her friends will be there
>told him no I'm going to be busy tonight
>will be playing vista and watching anime all night
Feels good man

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>>42714439
BUMP

Water maybe go out for a 20s of beer.
Eating nothing probably gonna get a burger.
Red orchestra 2 or Oblivion not sure yet.
watching for cars.
Hit legs and a bit of back today. Tomorrow shoulders or chest with middle back.
Feeling a bit bored but looking forward to the end of my shift.

Hbu famalam

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>water
>seared steaks with thyme pan sauce (blue apron fag)
>castlevania symphony of the night
>fail army
>chest day (hate it)
>feelin bretty gud

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>>42714462
Teach me your secrets anon, teach me how to be happy on my own.


>tfw I saw ex today
>She's going out with some friends and doing well.
>Was going to go out too with some people from the Uni club I'm in.
>Literally just got cancelled
>Sitting at home doing nothing now
>other good friends out of town for the long weekend.
>Thinking about my ex and how great shes doing while I'm stuck at home feeling like a huge loser.

I guess I'll just sit at home and plot how to get my gym crush's number and drink myself into a coma.

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>>42714481
>>42714439
>Water and probably vodka later.
>Leftover pasta.
>Crusader Kings 2
>did shoulder back and biceps today. Felt pretty nice. Saw my gym crush and I'm wondering how I can get myself acquainted and get her number.
>Feels were pretty much here>>42714492

>>42714439
I'm going to start my weekend by fucking latina fit escort. I wanted to fuck a braphog but the one I wanted flaked.

Then I'll spend the rest of the weekend hiking with my fwb as she continues to cuck me because I'm not willing to commit to a relationship.

FeelsBadBro, I feel like killing myself.

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I have started to rethink my life

Not sure if I made the decision to advance so far and become in the top high middle class in America or I should have stayed broke with student debt and end up park of the SJW war while fucking anti-facist chicks...

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>>42714439
>drinking
milk
>eating
brown rice, eggs and broccoli
>playin
MxM
>liftin
Hit 245 x 3 Sq while a qt was watching. I know it's not that much but still felt gud man

>>42714515
At least your getting laid anon. I couldn't get laid if pussy fell on my dick. STEM fucking sucks in higher level classes because theres only a few girls, all either ugly or ridiculously attractive. and the ridiculously attractive ones are all super accomplished. Shit one girl in my class has even published as a fucking undergrad.

>>42714492
>>42714515
>>42714519
>reddit

what do y'all think of this PPL? thinking of starting it after a week of SS bullshit

>>42714439
>>my 4th can of Brooklyn Lager
>>a lb. of ground beef and a pack of spinach in a box of annie's mac n' cheese
>>no vidya for me
>>Alan "Tren Untamed" Thrall videos
>>Today was Squat day
>>bretty good, just moved cross country and my apt. is starting to feel lived in

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>>42714562
>Look ma I did it again

>>42714579
dude I'm a retard and didn't even link..

>tfw you're never gonna make it

https://www.reddit.com/r/Fitness/comments/37ylk5/a_linear_progression_based_ppl_program_for/

>met cutie a few months ago
>agree on fwb situation
>spend 2 months at her house sleeping over
>she calls me daily texts me always happy to see me
>last week her roommates brother came into town
>haven't been over to her place in a year
>pretty sure they have Fucked despite her saying she wouldn't cause he's considerably younger than her and it's her roommates brother
>Nigga sleeping over there
>she said he went in her room one night when she was sleeping and tried to cuddle her
Sure they Fucked
>get the news yesterday that she thinks she might be pregnant
It be a miracle cause she has a medical condition where she can't have babies unless she takes medicine for it and even then it's unlikely.. she's tried with her exes and it never happened. She hasn't taken the Meds in over 3 months
>she was supposed to get a test after work but didn't pick one up
>I'm royalty pissed off
>realize now if She is pregnant I done fucked up
>realzie despite her being a awesome girl and smokin hot that perhaps i don't want a kid with her under these circumstances
>if we were in a relationship it be different story
She currently wants to be single dispite her saying she loves me and wants to be with me and me staying over for 2 months straight
>stressing the fuck out over it all
Realized I caught feels for her

>>42714590
Summer is ending fuccboi

>>42714579
>>42714607
do SS for more than a week, ya fuckin' dingbat

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>vodka
>nothing, it's drunk time
>nothing, it's sad time
>maybe some sad anime
>beat my bench pr so I earned this
>no gf

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>Walking up the stairs of my uni today with my friend
>A bunch of girls are hanging out on the stairway
>One of them says "you look hot"
>My friend says thanks
>She tells him that she was actually talking about me
>She smiles

I had no idea what to think of that since I was never was complemented by a girl like that.

>>42714622
the ppl looks fun (in gym every day except sunday) and it says that it's for beginners. also I always hear on here that SS is shit and gives you T-Rex arms

Some heavy feels anons. I met a girl during a summer internship and we rly hit it off. Developed strong feelings for her and told her. She said she had thought about us being more than friends too but wanted to take things slow especially with me only being there for the summer. So she said she wanted to keep talking after I moved back. But she became increasingly distant and I was having to do all the initiating.

She seems like she's not interested anymore so I'm trying to move on. But it's rly hard because this is the first girl that I felt had potential to develop into something serious. I know it'll get better eventually but right now I'm pretty down about it. I'm a real mess right now and having trouble holding it together.

Thanks for reading my blog post. I love you anons and hope things are going better for you.

>>42714686
Keep strong anon, we will all make it.

>>42714669
meh, I suppose the best program is the one you'll actually do

>>42714686
dude I think I just heard cockroaches in my wall hope they dont butt rape me with their big cocks

>>42714439
>captain and pineapple
>skyrim dlc
>maybe smallville
>hit back today felt gud
>feelin alright have work tomorrow because wage fag
Thinkin about downloading tinder again because tfw no gf but thinking about moving in three months because I'm a hermit

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>>42714439
>DRINKAN
water, but probably gonna get some beer later
>EATAN
diced chicken and mixed greens
>PLAYAN
Ill probably play mgs V or fifa later tonight
>WATCHAN
might watch some cfb later, definitely will tomorrow
>LIFTAN
did M T TR F done for the week
>FEELAN
feels have been pretty good as of late. Been spending a lot of time by myself, but I can get a lot of stuff done and that's how i like it. Loneliness can creep in sometimes tho

>>42714710
I just have no idea about how many calories to eat :) Would you say that eating at maintenance will generally not fuck me up? Also if heard that you should get like, 150 grams of protein minimum a day and I've only had 28 so far im kinda fyucked

>>42714439

DRINKAN
>10 year Laphroaig

EATAN
>6 inch tuna sub from subway

PLAYAN
> bout to hit up some starcraft 2 (toss masterrace reporting in)

WATCHAN
>my MMR climb and me ranking up to Plat

LIFTAN
>eh, getting back into it after healing an injured hip flexor. not at 100% but able to wide stance low bar again without feeling pain at parrallel

FEELAN
>excited to rank up

Also looking into studying in Germany for bachelor's. was shared info that you can study there for free, so looking into that later on

>>42714553
she was mirin breh. keep it up!

>>42714439

>Drinking seltzer water
>Playing Age of Empires 2
>Will get BBQ with qt nurse gf when she gets off in two hours
>Life is good bro's

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>>42714439
>DRINKAN
water
>EATAN
2 eggs, salmon and a slice of bread
>PLAYAN
fucking hell i'm out of shit to play
>WATCHAN
nothing to watch right now so probably just youtube videos
>LIFTAN
shoulders and back day tomorrow
>FEELAN
really fucking hyped for HEMA starting again

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>>42714439
Fucked up my whey, accidentally put "tropical" flavored BCAA in it, it tastes like shit, can barely get it down.
Chicken, rice, broccoli as usual.
Just finished placements in Overwatch into Masters.
Started watching GoT due to all the hype.
Week 3 of another round of 5/3/1 BBB, gains are slow but steady.
Trying to find a job cause dropped out of college, feelsbadman

>>42714778
man I miss bbb, solid consistent gains, but I was just fried all the time, especially after 5x10 deads, not to mention if jokers were involved

switched to simplest strength to try to streamline things and hit multiple groups several times a week

>>42714555
I was STEM too man, Computer Science at Carnegie Mellon. Literally 80-20 ratio, but I never saw a girl in the last 2 years of college. I didn't lose my virginity until 22. My current "fwb" likely only started fucking me because of my ridiculously overpaid job. Only decided to get /fit/ because I thought if I went to he gym and fixed my body the feelings of self loathing would go away.

I hope you will make it someday, I'm still trying.

birthday today and have to forego special meal because on cut and have to lose weight for meeting this wednesday.
dinner consists of a candle stuck into chicken breast.

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>>42714439
ALL I MATCH WITH IS FUCKING FAT CHICKS ON BUMBLE AND TINDER AND I STICK WITH IT BECAUSE MY THIRST IS REACHING FUCKING DESPERATE LEVELS AND I FUCKING HATE MYSELF FOR IT

>be overweight recovering alcoholic
>haven't had a drink in 3 weeks
>see all my /fit/bros drinking vodka and beer
>feelsbadman

>>42714808
you're better off anon

>>42714804
happy b day bro

>>42714808
you don't need it bro you're gonna make it

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>>42714817
thanks anon

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>>42714439
>DRINKAN
Water
>EATAN
Pizza and benadryl
>PLAYAN
With myself, or i was
>WATCHAN
Nothin
>LIFTAN
Hit chest and tris today, got a good pump
>FEELAN
Low. I've had really mixed feelings about my casual sex life. None of these girls give a shit about me except what I can do in bed. My ex called, this girl who loved me so much. We havnt talked since I moved away. She was doing the basic "hey just checking in, let's be friends, oh my life is so great" kind of conversation. She hit me with the "you told me not to wait for You" and "im sure you'll make someone really happy".
Meanwhile I'm alone in a strange city with nothing but a few fuck buddies.
I have to get up at 3am to make a 10 hour drive to see my newborn niece and my family. I have to pretend my life is great an fulfilling.

>>42714492
>secrets
I don't recommend the way I did it. I went out and wasted a year living the normie life before realizing it sucked cocks and I was much happier at home

>>42714582
if you have significant athletic experience, run SS until your squats stall, deload once, then immediately switch to linear PPL (or an U/L). If you don't, just do the PPL.

>Redd's Wicked
>Chili
>PUBG
>RE: Zero
>Feels good

>>42714808
You dont need this poison senpai, it's for sad bois like me

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>>42714439
>wine
>mango curry
>probably nothing, just jewtube vids
>Front squats today, nothing tomorrow :( Injury sucks. Going again sunday and progressing linearly, hopefully.
>Feeling good because I get to hang out with a girl tomorrow, and we get to walka dog. Bad because uncertainty exists, with her, my future, my health.

The unfortunate truth is that we might have been told lies as children. That we were special, unique, and we were all gonna make it big or be happy one day. The harsh truth, is that we might not be the protagonists of our own story - we might be the side character, the one scene guy. I hope not, but that's what I feel more and more everyday. What's more, is that as we grow older, we start to lose things. People. relationships, abilities. Whem you keep losing, what keeps you going?

>>42714865
Oh I mentioned the benadryl because I need to knock out in 30 minutes so I'm rested for my drive.

>>42714439
>>DRINKAN
water
>>EATAN
only had lunch, no dinner
>>PLAYAN
haven't played for 4 years
>>WATCHAN
How I Met Your Mother, also watching Anna Karenina
>>LIFTAN
haven't lifted for like 3 weeks, probably averaged 2 sessions a month this year
>>FEELAN
sad for the last 5 years and very sad for the last two

>>42714645
Say thanks, at a bare minimum, you autist.

Maybe ask for phone number to follow up conversation. Make the request quick, then go off with your friend. Don't talk about it with your friend much, tho. He probably felt bad afterwards

>>42714939
>no dinner
>no vidya
>watching garbage normie shows
>hasn't lifted
No wonder you feel like shit

>>42714686
ayo hol up was this girl Canadian?

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>>42714439
>DRINKAN
Premier protein shake and some water
>EATAN
Steak and french fries
>PLAYAN
I'm playing myself into thinking this school year will be any better than the last.
>WATCHAN
ASMR videos made by attractive 20yo girls to make me feel less lonely
>LIFTAN
Just hit 315lbs x 5 on diddlies
>FEELAN
Lonely... tfw no gf

>>42714803
Engineering master's student here. 70:30 M:D at my school.

Just gotta get involved with clubs outside your major. Every girlfriend or fwb I've had I met in band. Been playing trombone since middle school, and done 1 credit hour per semester of concert band. Tons of pretty, proper girls, and hot alt chicks.

>>42714619

>fuccboi

You need to go back

>>42714978
If it's not pelagea ASMR you're a fucking pleb

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>DRINKAN
Skol vodka
>EATAN
Peanuts
>PLAYAN
Rimworld
>WATCHAN
Rick and Morty
>LIFTAN
Training for police academy, lots of running and body weight workouts
>FEELAN
Near mental break from inactivity and loneliness
>REEDIN
Crime and punishment

I feel like everything's without purpose bros.
I just can't motivation or incentive in anything.

I can't decide on what job I want cause I don't see any fun or enjoyment out of anything.

Money doesn't feel like an incentive for me. I want to enjoy my life, it feels so finite and pointless that I couldn't care less about pay.

I want to do something with my life but I cant find purpose.

>>42714615
Fuck outta there quick

>>42714686
Get over the oneitis

>>42715044
What do you enjoy doing. It can be an idea, it can be a hobby, it can be work, it can be a concept. What do you like anon

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>drinkan

Glenlivet 12 y.o

>Eatan

Nothing, just got done with a calzone.

>Playan

Rising Storm 2

>Watchan

nothin

>Liftan

nothin

>Feelan

Feeling good lads. Tonight while all my friends are out partying getting drunk throwing themselves into the trash I am preparing to embark on a renewed effort to get gains. Tomorrow marks the first day in a year that I have begun to lift seriously. From here on out it will be clean eating and cutting for 2 weeks then back to a bulk.

>>42715035
>Not watching ASMRDarling in 2017
>Not watching Ashley Marie ASMR in 2017
Come on anon, it's like you don't even like attractive girls

>DRINKAN
Water.
>EATAN
Had pasta and chicken with mixed greens.
>PLAYAN
Played some Mount and Blade: Warband. Getting hyped for Bannerlord.
>WATCHAN
Twitch Streams for a lil bit.
>LIFTAN
Finished my M/W/F Full body today.
>FEELAN
Not too great, need some help lifting my feels.

>>42715073
I wish to do bomb disposal and I have decided after venting that is what I will do.

Thanks for the help anon

>>42715092
If you want attractive girls watch ASMR KittyKlaw
If you want to relax and escape your feels Bob Ross is the only man who can help you.

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>>42714439
Help anons. I really want to call up my ex and ask her out for a drink. I think she'd probably say yes, but it wouldn't be good. But god damnit I am so fucking lonely. I can't tell if I miss her or just the feeling of being loved.

>>42714439
>whole milk (no i don't do gomad but whole milk in reasonable qualities is good shit)
>burger
>stellaris
>sw:tcw
>yesterday was squat volume day
>i'm excited. i just met this girl who's super into death metal and we're going to a show tonight together and everything is looking up for me right now.

>DRINKAN
water
>EATAN
biscuits, apple, banana
>PLAYAN
nothing i dont have the drive to play games atm
>WATCHAN
re watched a couple episodes of daredevil to waste some time
>LIFTAN
nothing today to busy/ now comfortable with my body so i have become slightly complacent
>FEELAN
spikes of anxiety every time i remember that i have to much work to do and not enough time and the only person i have to blame is myself and i spent another day doing fuck all to help my situation and i dont see myself getting out of this but something in me is ok with letting myself fail, again. only this time i reckon i wont make a full recovery, so yeah things are pretty normal, feels nice to vent cause i keep to myself

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>>42715118
Forget about her Anon, there's always more fish in the sea... right?

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>>42715113
>Tfw the actual reason you watch ASMRDarling is because she reminds you of that one girl...

>>42715155
ASMR darling is a bit of an uggo anon

>DRINKAN
Sam Adams Octoberfest
>EATAN
nothing
>PLAYAN
Probably some Yugioh legacy of the duelist, been on a nostalgia kick
>WATCHAN
Maybe crazy stupid love
>LIFTAN
Core and cardio today, felt great
>FEELAN
Like shit, can't talk to women and people are noticing.

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>>42714439
>DRINKAN
straight water.

>EATAN
delicious homemade tacos.

>PLAYAN
about to start a new game in baldur's gate 2. still haven't decided the class for my protagonist, however.

>WATCHAN
overwatch stream because i'm weeks away from getting a laptop that can handle overwatch. yep.

>LIFTAN
just got done running for an hour. tomorrow is heavy weight lifting.

>FEELAN
absolutely miserable.

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>>42715146
That's what I tell myself as I sit alone on a friday night.

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>drinkan
water
>eatan
just had a keto snack. cheese, nuts, vegetables
>watchan
youtube philosophy audiobooks
>liftan
gym day tomorrow but today i did some light low impact cardio. my right lateral meniscus is having some issues. i want to fucking RUN dammit. fighting the urge.
>feelan
gf is going through episodes of anxiety and depression because of the upcoming semester. it almost got to the breaking point yesterday. dunno how much more I can handle but I'm gonna give it about a week and see where we're at before I decide. i've been getting up at 6am and studying for 3 hours each morning before doing anything else and she has been having turbulent days, but at least my mind is occupied.

>24
>emaciated fucking twig
>sit down at this hydraulic bench press machine for the first time
>struggle through 55 pounds
>sit down at hydraulic back row machine
>struggle through 60 pounds
>sit on leg press machine for the first time ever
>can only do 250 pounds

Guys please kill me

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>>42715165
TAKE IT BACK
She helps my feels T_T

>>42714439
>DRINKAN
Proton shake
>EATAN
General tsos
>PLAYAN
The "don't kill yourself" game
>WATCHAN
Just browsing /fit/ bruv
>LIFTAN
Did day 2 bench in nsuns 5/3/1. Felt great, when though I was hungry and tired as fuck.
>FEELAN
Not so good. I fell for the med school meme and now I'm a resident physician. Inpatient service sucks cock. I'm about to crash so I can get up and cover an entire floor of sick kids tomorrow with my senior resident. It's stressful and bad for gains. Work 70-80 hours per week and they expect us to do other shit like simulation modules on our own time. It's not as awful as it was bank in the day before duty hour restrictions, but it still sucks.

Don't fall for the doctor meme, premeds. Just become an engineer or physical therapist or some shit.

>>42715199
Go watch her makeup tutorial videos and tell me that thing isn't a goblin

>>42715028
>you need to go back
you really need to go back

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>>42715165

>got back from the gym and haven't showered yet
>brother in law invited me to a poker game, but I'm not that good at it and frankly, I hate gambling and losing money
>will probably just stare into the ceiling for a couple of hours before falling asleep

Yay, Friday.

>DRINKAN
Water
>EATAN
Chicken & Basmati rice w/broccoli.
>PLAYAN
Nothing,
>WATCHAN
Old episodes of American Dad.
>LIFTAN
Starting a new 4-day split with Pecs&Triceps day, think I went a little too hard on cable fly.
>FEELAN
A dull ache in my right triceps.

>>42714439
>drinkan
water, I have to lift tomorrow or I'd be kicking a few back
>eatan
Had a small bit of cottage cheese. Hard to count macros rn because there's no scale in my college's cafeteria
>Just Cause 3 and billiards
>Watchan
Nothing atm
>Feelan
nervous about the start of my senior year and about my gains now that I'm at college

>>42715214
She's pretty attractive anon-kun; high cheekbones, thick wavy hair, small nose, pretty eyes. She fuels my gains.

>>42714439

>see qt
>friend calls me just as I get up to talk to her
>now have to wait 4 more days to try again

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>>42715293
Kill your friend.

>>42714439
Fucked up yesterday and /vidya/ before /school/. I won't do it again. I need all As this year.

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>>42715092
>Goodnightmoon ASMR isn't the most attractive ASMR creator
Fagit

>>42714439
>More water than a regular human needs, most people my size would be drowning already
>Nothing much, but managed to rely just on 3 meals a day without a single snack inbetween (not fat at all, just have a bad snacking habit)
>Crosswords, believe it or not
>Bladerunner, Spartacus
>DYEL Bodyweight calisthenicsfag (67 kilos/148lbs/180cm/6'0) been skinnyfat most of my life but having some decent results these last 3 months, also joining a local Muay Thai gym on monday
>Waiting for a qt longtime crush to react to a photo I posted of me she said looked "real nice", but she's having a real busy week at work so I have no clue when she'll be back in social media; kinda sucks I can only talk to her late at night since that's the only free time she has, conversations haven't been that interesting these last few days since she's tired as fuck and I'm fucking up my sleep schedule, but hopefully it pays off.

asd

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>>42714439
>DRINKAN
Water, already got a bit drunk last night on a rest day.
>EATAN
Won't be eating for awhile, but I'll probably cook up some eggs.
>PLAYAN
Don't know what I want to play right now, might just play on some WoW private with my bros, or probably whatever Steam game looks decent
>WATCHAN
Cardcaptor Sakura before, currently watching a twitch stream
>LIFTAN
Gonna be working mostly chest today
>FEELAN
Alright. Been chatting with one chick recently, which is a bit of an ego boost since she seems interested.

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>>42714439
>new job, have to wake up for work tomorrow at 5:30
>normie neighbors are having a party

Fuck these hours. I'm quitting.

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>>42714439
>DRINKAN
Water
>EATAN
Just ate some protein bars
>PLAYAN
Nothing now, although I might play EU4 in a few minutes
>WATCHAN
College football - Utah St vs. wisconsin
>LIFTAN
Off Day

>FEELAN

I feel numb. Finally let go of my one-itis of 4 years. Never loved someone so much, but holding on is too hurtful when you know it will never be. Funny thing is I don't even hurt anymore. Just an uncomfortable numbness within. I feel nothing...like a shell of a man.

Occasionally when I go out and see a QT with some average guy, I feel shitty and hurt because I know my opportunities aren't that great of finding someone cause I'm a manlet.

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>DRINKAN
a liter of whole milk with a few scoops of some whey
>EATAN
greek yogurt
>PLAYAN
Morrowind
>WATCHAN
misc Youtube videos and clean instruction videos so I can stop hitting myself in the clavicle when I clean
>LIFTAN
goin' for dat 135 working sets OHP tomorrow morning
>FEELAN
>tfw can't work up the will do to my physics homework

>>42714439
>as i am leaving, asked desk girl at school gym about new hours for fall semester
>she starts telling me, then begins stuttering and acting flustered, says sorry and laughs
> i say its okay, ask what time the gym closes today
>she replies telling me it closes normal time today and that new hours start next tuesday
>i say perfect okay thanks, turn and leave

did i make her flustered? i sometimes notice her looking at me when im working out.. did i make it bros?

>DRINKAN
Coke Zero
>EATAN
I had some toast before
>PLAYAN
Valdis Story
>WATCHAN
Lucha Underground
>LIFTAN
fuckin nothin its the weekend
>FEELAN
breddy gud

>mfw the gym next door moved to a nicer, more expensive place but also much farther away
>cant walk there anymore
>it used to be a 5 min walk from home

im stuck on a 4x a week cardio routine and I wish I could lift

>>42715419
She was probably scared because you was giving off autistic vibes

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>>42715389
>>DRINKAN
Water, ran out of protein.
>>EATAN
Albondigas, some mexican dish
>>PLAYAN
WW2 Beta, and Witcher 3 here and there. COD straight sucks.
>>WATCHAN
Rewatching The Piano, rip.
>>LIFTAN
Just hit a PR of 1-1/2 pl8 (im weak).
>>FEELAN
Empty, numb. Dont know how to describe it. Id kill myself but thats too much work and embarrassing. Im just here.

>>42714486
>hating chest day
Never gonna make it

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>>42714439
>DRINKAN
water
>EATAN
grilled chicken breast WITH SOME GREEN BEANS
>PLAYAN
nothing
>WATCHAN
Cowboy bebop
>LIFTAN
upper bod/low bod split 2x a week
>FEELAN
destitute, skool starting back still have no idea what to do with my life.

Dad comes into room

>"You got a date tonight anon?"
>Me - "N-no dad."
>"It's Friday night, don't you have a girlfriend?"
>"Hehe, no dad I don't have a girlfriend."

Dammit, I wish dad would stop with his lesbian fantasies.

>DRINKAN
Water and a shake
>EATAN
Not sure yet
>PLAYAN
Nothing tonight
>WATCHAN
Maybe watch a movie if not then just youtube
>LIFTAN
Legs tomorrow
>FEELAN
I'm alright, been going through a lot lately, tons of emotional turmoil, but tonight I feel just sorta eh, mostly just bored

>>42714579
Do SS for longer. Have you actually read the book?

>>42714615
>arrange fwb situation
>stay at her place for 2 months
>well fuck me who woulda thunk it looks like I've got feels
>she fucks you off and you've still got feels
>You're pretty sure she's fucking another guy
>pregnancy out of nowhere

What the fuck makes you think it's your baby idiot? A new guy strolls into town and she all of the sudden got pregnant? Sounds like she was fucking her roomates bro. Cut contact with this toxic bitch NOW.

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>took up baking as a hobby
>good at it, feels productive
>now have thousands of calories of bread to eat a week and few friends to share with

>>42714439
>DRINKAN
milk
>EATAN
Some Hawaiian pizza, starting my bulk off strong.
>PLAYAN
PUBG, mostly
>WATCHAN
Catching up on Game of Thrones
>LIFTAN
Hit lmao2pl8 on squat, feel like I'm finally getting closer to not being weak.
>FEELAN
Pretty bad. GF dumped me 2 weeks ago and I'm still not over her.

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>>42714439

>DRINKAN
Old Thompson and coke 200ml followed by maybe 3 Michelob Ultras
>EATAN
Had porkchops, zucchini, and brocc for dinner
>PLAYAN
About to play some overwatch maybe.
>WATCHAN
my back around blacks
>LIFTAN
Worked out for 4 days straight... Its okay to take a rest day and drink a bit r-right? I always feel shitty before I start drinking.
>FEELAN
Natty...
Shitty and like if I drink anything I'm gonna forfeit all the gains I made in the last 4 days. Say it aint so brahs.

>>42714806
Sup my boy

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>>42714439

>tfw matched with a really hot gril on tinder

Did I already fuck this up lads? I get a good amount of hot matches and manage to fuck every single one up through autism

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>water, zero ultra
>baked beans and protein powder
>installing ubuntu desu
>nothing
>still going at my gslp, happy about progress but resetting a bit because form is fucked a little bit
>no gf, but the big 3 hair treatment is returning my hairline back to what it was. That's crazy. Also going to do some mindfulness meditation.

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>DRINKAN
water
>EATAN
sirloin
>PLAYAN
nuffin, maybe insurg later
>WATCHAN
zyzz vids
>LIFTAN
rest day but working on getting comfortable below 7min mile
>FEELAN
bored lads, cbf to do anything this week despite being invited out by a qt cna. been sleepan like 10-12 hours a day, which lifts to improve motivation to be a normie

>>42714615
i got my fwb pregnant and married her. we've been happily married for 7 years and have 2 kids. sometimes it works out.

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>>42715682

>>42714645
that's basically a woman throwing herself at you. you could have said anything and she would have been down. you could have said "i got a big dick for you bby" and she would have taken you to her dorm room.

At they gym right now. All alone in a new state. No friends, no family, just some co workers who are assholes and a tinder with hardly any matches, I think I need new pics for it. Thinking of ways I can ask out the super qt.314 front desk girl but I know I never will. I have no confidence in myself. I just wanna be a sick cunt brah, I just wish he was still here to show me the way. At least I got dubs earlier

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>>42714439
-Boatswain HLV Ale
-Smoked herring
-nothing, about to get in my car and drive to ikea
-Was hoping to watch some footbaw but I guess there's no preseason games today?
-babyweight
-Bad

>>42714462
>Feels good man

...

>>42714615
>typing pattern
didn't know black guys posted on fit

anyway dump her lol

Should I goto some shitty party in my nearby city tonight lads? Thing is, I'm underage and will be applying to a military academy and really don't need anything on record. Also, I've never been too a crazy party, don't know if it'd be my scene. What do

>>42715770
don't, you've already ruined your life by applying to a military academy, no need to fuck things up further by going to parties and getting laid. listen to 4chan, stay a virgin until you're 30

>Been in bed with women/ladyboys a few times over the years
>Never orgasmed with another person and turn 29 in two weeks
Well at least I know sex and human relationships were likely never to be a significant part of my life. I get jealous people find others they enjoy but whenever I have an opportunity with another person I just don't enjoy anything.

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>>42715118
Dont do it man. You miss the feeling of being loved. If you end up calling her, you'll reconnect, maybe fuck again, but in a couple days youll remember the reasons you broke up with her and feel ashamed that you came crawling back.

>>42714439
>DRINKAN
Water
>EATAN
Pasta (lord forgive me)
>PLAYAN
With your mom's vag
>WATCHIN
Invicta cause I missed it last night
>LIFTAN
My nutsack into your mom's mouth
>FEELAN
Pretty excited for the day to end

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I have work tommorow, I've been so absorbed I'm career I've let my body go a little, and after like 3 months and a bailed attempt at the military here I am again.

Gonna keep trying I guess. I'm not dyel or anything, 6'3" 235lbs

Only thing I'm insecure about is my abs but they are definitely there.

Idk man, feels kinda in between

I look better than fat Channing, but not by enough to be happy

>>42715782
Too real: the post

>>42715168
better than not being able to talk to anyone

>>42715872
Thats the thing though anon. In the last month of the relationship, she got depressed all of a sudden and it threw everything into limbo. I feel like there was something there that was left unsaid so I don't really know why she broke up with me. It was part me being needy (I was going through some shit and her ghosting me wasn't helping), Her parents (They hated me)., and her basically ghosting me. I want to know why she ghosted me on top of the fact that I still care.

>>42714439

> Ice Water with Lemon
> Nothing rn
> Probably Overwatch Competitive, Hearthstone, or League of Legends
> Narcos Season 3 later
> Did arms and back today
> Feelin' good my dude

>>42714439
>water
>not sure, probably going to cook myself up some garlic chicken with some noodles
>switching back and forth between FF7, The Show '18, and Bloodborne
>YouTube videos or Netflix for background noise, not sure what to put on yet
>rest day, just keeping active with some pushups and curls at home so I don't feel completely lazy
>i'm alright, plans last night were disappointing as fuck, Tinder cutie flaked on me tonight, but still chatting and flirting with a few others so whatever

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>>42714439
So I matched with a Tinder girl that's really cute and I'd like not to blow it for once. I can't post convo pictures because my phone is a piece of shit that can't screen shot.

The only thing I can gleam from her profile picture is that she likes art. Can anyone lend me a hand and tell me what to say?

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>>42715897
You gotta be strong brah. ask her why she ghosted you and hold yourself to that. just can't go back.

Alright Bois, I'm going to a frat party tonight. I invited a lot of friends because I thought it was open but apparently you need to know a brother. I can get in, but I got probably 6 dudes really hyped up to go and now they probably can't. I told them that if they still wanna go they need to get a bunch of girls to go with them, and then they got 2 girls and this k they are gonna be fine. I hope they don't drop my name, but idk. I also already told one group of thots the address, and they just kinda left for it without telling me, and I told another group of thots about the party, they asked me to drive, but now they say they still don't know if they are going. I don't want to pull any of them, I just want the status symbol of walking into a party with 5 chicks. Idk what to do, sorry for blogpost but I just needed to rant about thots and horny boys.

>>42715921
Ask her if she's into Greek sculpture and send her a dick pic.

>>42715782
What's wrong with applying to a military academy?

>>42715169
is that old big boss?

>>42715682

Holy shit how can one man be so autistic. Protip: never tell tinder bitches they are hot/sexy. They get 100s of beta fags telling them that everyday. Here's what you should of said instead:

>You know what else would make you hot?
>A 5-mile run to work off that 10 pounds you need to lose

>>42715782
Dude you're fucking right. I'm on way out lads wish me luck

>>42715967
it's solidus snake, family.

>DRINKAN
Ice cold water senpai
>EATAN
Rotisserie chicken brah
>PLAYAN
Going through some old moms from my youth. Playing Adventure quest world's right now for that nostalgia
>WATCHAN
Might watch that shitty deathnote movie soon for laughs
>LIFTAN
OHP and DL today on GSLP
Hit PRs today
>FEELAN
Pretty fucking good today. Get to sleep in tomorrow

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feel like absolute dog shit man

>>42714439
Still no friends and still hate my job. I got invited to a video interview for my dream job so fingers crossed for that

>>42714439
Feeling depressed, I paid 125 to work for primerica and I havent had any luck with customers so I haven't made any money. Im thinking of quitting but i feel like an idiot for wasting that much to get a job

>>42714579
Depends on what you're doing. Compound lifting programs are good on a cut, but ppl is good for bulking with one's aesthetic in mind.

>>42714462
What a fucking tard. Go clubbing with friends next time you idiot, you will regret not going out when u get older.

>>42716151
Clubbing is pretty fucked, if you're still wishing you were clubbing when you're older then you're fucked in the head

>>42714486
>blue apron
You realize how fucking stupid that is? You are paying $10/serving and you spend your time cooking it. Such a waist of money.

>>42716151
>implying I haven't gone out
>implying I haven't done all that shit already
>implying I don't unironically want to stay home and lift
Piss off cunt

That being said I'm regretting not going since my friend is drunk texting me rn telling me he wasn't allowed in because he was too drunk and they told him to fuck off. The bitches he was with went inside so now he's drunk off his ass by himself in the city. If I went I'd have gone with him but that kid worries me being by himself

>>42714804
Happy birthday anon I hope your chicken was tasty

>>42714804
Happy birthday anon

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>>42714439
>DRINKAN
Tea with a slice of lemon
>EATAN
Just had some upside down cake
>WATCHAN
James bond (Dr. No) with the bro
>FEELAN
Feeling pretty good, made selection for the army, remembered that I actually know a few qt girls on my Sc. Annoyed a little because my friend is trying to get out of DnD tomorrow when I worked pretty hard on it. overall 7/10

>>42714744
>toss master race
2nd easiest race to play after Zerg. First of all you are a treacherous filthy bastard for playing alien race. You need to play Terran and fight for humanity you cucklicker.

>>42714808
You can do it bruh, maybe get some beer to make it easier. It's hard to quit cold turkey, just have a little beer to was off it.

I'm going to let it out

Feel free to ignore, I just need to let it out somewhere and move on with my life and take the next step in this journey.

I was born in the poorest country in Europe in the late 80s and my dad was away in Afghanistan since we were part of the soviet union. He served for a few years and eventually ended up coming back home, I was born and years go by before we take the plunge and move out of our shitty country and move to Russia. Years go by, and I go to a Russian school, I had Russian friends and I ended up thinking my life was going to be in Russia, I was probably going to join the military in Russia when I became of age but that never worked out. What happened is the terrorist attacks started happening in the early 90s and my family wanted to move out of this area since they didn't want to see a war in this country with the Chechnian rebels.. 91-94+

Eventually, I had a sister and a younger brother, I am the oldest son, and I am the only one who remembers life in Russia and Moldova., I remember the train rides between countries and I remember the harsh winters.

Ok, back on topic. War breaks out and my family wants to leave Russia and as luck would have it my aunt actually moved with her husband to the US and in the mid/late 90s they ask us to move to America. We did and once again I didn't understand what this would mean but we moved here and I had to learn English and sort of grow up in the US even though I remembered life in Russia and not in the US. Years go by, and what feels like a century. I enter my 20s and find myself without a job, and without any real passion in life. Something my parents couldn't do for me was what career I would find in the US or what I would end up doing with my life. I had to go on my own path and figure out life on my own. I ended up working shitty jobs for a long time before figuring out why not go for a specific industry.

>DRINKAN
malk
>EATAN
vector cereal
>PLAYAN
quake 3
>WATCHAN
silicon valley
>LIFTAN
did upper body today
>FEELAN
pretty good

>Drinking

Whiskey and coke

>Eating

I have literally no idea

>Playing

FEM off and on

>Watching

A bunch of people

>Lifting

Did some bodyweight, didn't have time for the gym

>Feeling

Confusing. At an Indian wedding since my neighbor invited every human being within a mile radius to it, and I know nobody and have no idea what I am doing here. At least the food is good, whatever the fuck it is.

>>42715042
>Skol vodka
Why in the world would you drink that trash? Get svedka instead. It's cheap and tastes 100 times better.

Chillin tonight.. hurricane Harvey pushed some rainstorms our way so we've had rain for the past 3 days wouldn't have been a good night to go out regardless. Been stressing since I moved to a new city and got a job so tonight was the first time in a while to sit down drink some tea listen to some music and just play some video games I bought on steam 8 years ago. Not a bad night!

>>42716287
I started studying while working at pretty low end entry jobs and I wasn't actually able to get into my field for a long time. You see nobody actually gave me a job, I would go to interviews all the time and I kept failing, for some reason I just couldn't get a good job in this field. Time went on and I started studying again, I received one cert and I ended up getting hired on a contract which I was actually good at that job but I was fired after one month for being rude to a client. (dont ask) You see, I lost that job and had to move on and figure something else out. Hard times were back on me and I was in my mid 20s now and couldn't get a job in this field. I ended up feeling suicidal and depressed so I started to study more and eventually I received certifications in this field and I thought I made it but every company who I interviewed with didn't care and never actually hired me on until one day when I randomly applied for a job and they actually called me in a few minutes after applying however the odd part was the job was half way across the country. I interviewed over the phone and skype interview for a follow up panel and actually took their offer. I moved for this career on my own and actually have been alone ever since I moved out of my previous state/home. I have been working, and in 2015-2016 all I did was throw my life into my work and focused on achieving something in my career. Eventually I was promoted and I am who I am today.

The problem I am having is I really have no idea who I am at all. Am I that Russian kid or am I some American businessman?

You see I'm 31 now and struggling with figuring out who I am and what I should be doing in life, I am successful yes, but I am alone and have nothing to show for it other than wealth. I sit at home, I do my own things and don't even have hobbies anymore. I guess what I'm trying to say is I want to move on now and step out of this prison.

>>42716287
cool read

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Its midnight and I'm at work.

>>42716343
In truth the only thing holding me hostage is my own mindset and I need to to let this go at this point. I am seeking therarpy soon, but I really don't want to come off as some lonely cuck who enjoyes being alone. You see I dont like being alone at all but I just don't know anybody, I am completly alone and I don't know what to do in life anymore. I just don't know what will make me happy and I feel like the more I go down this path the more painful it will be for me. The journey I'm on is mine alone, and nobody can really help me. But I have to ask, why me and why did I survive and move to the US?

These days, I'm in so much pain that it is visible on my face, people in public look at me and they can tell something isn't right. Why am I angry, why am I sad and depressed? The only thing that makes me truly happy is actually going back home and seeing my family, but truth is I can only stand it for a few days, I love my family but I feel being in my 30s I need to start living again and enjoying life. I know some of these thoughts might be weird, but I came from nothing and ended up becoming someone.

I'm also starting to rethink ever having children and if marriage is even something I could ever agree too. I'm not a virgin, or a neet but you see I have lost the two most important things in life while pursuing my career. I have lost myself and I have lost my family

=========================================REAL LAD QUESTION TIME=========================================

Ready? Okay here we go...

How the fuck do you make friends in college??? I am 20, a junior, and have 1 friend. I do fine chit chatting with people in class, I am in a club, and I put myself out there etc. yet I can never get beyond first name terms with the people I happened to have sat by on the first day of class. I look around and it seems like every other person is constantly on their phone talking in GroupMe to dozens of people about inside jokes, plans for the weekend, etc. Closest I've come to getting actual friends was today after class...

>'hey man how are you'
>they say something
>'oh cool. what are you doing this weekend?'
>they say nothing
>'haha me neither man'
>nothing
>'okay see ya later'

I don't think I'm ugly or anything. I really do try, too. But instead of being out in the club with the lads tonight I'm sitting in my 1 bedroom apartment, high on Oxycodone posting on /fit/. I feel like I just need a little pro-tip on how people get groups of pals to have things to do. I spent all summer bored, and when it got unbearable the only thing I could do was go outside for a walk around campus. I had so many friends in high school how have I fallen so far..?

tldr; how make friends in college please

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>>42716367
Sometimes I think and ask my parents why did we move to the US, why did we end up like we did?

My family thinks these are stupid questions and not something I should be thinking about but I have to ask, I am one man. Who ended up becoming successful in America for what reason?

If we stayed in Russia I would have gone into the military like my dad, his dad, and my uncles. I would have eventually died in one of the wars or joined the police force. The thing is none of that happened. We moved to America, and I became an American citizen in early to mid 2000s.

Why me? why did I have to pursue this career and why did I want to see where my life was going to go. I don't really know what I am going to do anymore, but I do have plans for tomorrow and I have been talking to a qt lately

You see, I think it is time for me to move on and pursue other things in life. 4chan feels like a prison to me, but than again I love it here. I don't get to look at anyone typing, or I can't even talk to anyone on here but it is comforting to see others post and others have feels they share with someone or just to post and let it out

I believe this way of thinking is going to start hurting my passion in life and my career, there might be some other people in their 30s on here and they are different than me. I'm a guy with a lot in life, but a lot of wealth and no friends ,no gf, and no real companionship with anyone. I believe for me to be happy again I need to take the next step in life and move on, disconnect from the internet. The internet isn't the problem, but it is my problem. I am plugged into the internet over 18 hours a day and for me to change and once again start shedding my coat and becoming something new, something different in life with a new pursue and a renewed spirit

I have enough money to put away for retirement, I have enough money to travel if I wanted to and at this stage in my life I just don't want to be seen as a loser in his 30s

>DRINKAN
COKE. FUCK ALL, CHEAT DAY
>EATAN
PIZZA, BUT I JUST HIT ALL ME MACROS FOR THE DAY, AND I'M BULKEEEN
>PLAYAN
NO NUTTIN' CUZ AIN'T NOBODY GOT TIME FOR THAT
>LIFTAN
SQUATTING 2PL8 AND FEELING GOOD W/ THOSE NOOBS GAINS
STILL A LANKLET, THO
>FEELAN
LIKE SHIT
JUST BROKE UP WITH MY GF
KILL ME

>>42715977

That feels too red pill and would probs come off as mean and not funny. I was at least trying to be funny, but maybe you're right about the telling them they're hot thing

>>42714730
>tfw its been 2 years since mgs v was released

>>42716420
like a true russian wordsmith, anon. well said.

>water
>salmon, rice, veggies, meatball, potatoes
>One Punch Man
>just tired of being so angry at the world

>>42716377
anon I'm going through practically the same thing (studio apt and all) but I'm a sophomore. to remedy this, I'm planning on spending all of junior year "abroad" (kind of hate that phrase but you get it) don't know what I'm going to do senior year, because I don't really like anyone in my class, so maybe I will off myself then? could be fun. anyway, just starting lifting seriously again and it's been a great way of getting me out of my room etc.

>>42716377

Find out what people are interested in, try to avoid small talk. Everyone hates it.
Best advice you can get, and that i can give is to show you're interested in people and LISTEN. They will like you better for it and you'll have an easier time making conversation.

>>42716528
but how do you go from the conversation i mentioned to whatever the next step is? what are the steps in between 0 friends and having a defined group of buddies? its been too long since high school and i dont remember ;_;

>>42716525
dont giv up anon

>>42716420
I read it all man.

>>42716377
>'hey man how are you'
>they say something
>'oh cool. what are you doing this weekend?'
>they say nothing

This is where you ask them to play tennis, go sailing, grab a beer, smoke wee, study, go on a bike ride, go to the gym, etc. These are things I like to do. If you don't like these activities you could just ask them to pop Oxys I guess

Been seeing this girl for like a month. Trying not to lose my spaghetti around her. In person, I got it under control. She's into me, I'm into her, no real issues. Over text messages I feel like she's not as interested as I am and it's hard to keep the pasta in my pockets.

I want to make it work with this girl, I'm tired of being lonely

>>42716542
>how do you go from the conversation i mentioned to whatever the next step is?

Don't ask them how their weekend was, ask WHAT they did instead of if they enjoyed it or not. Different questions open up different answers. e.g

>What did you get up to on the weekend?
>Oh, I went hiking with a couple mates

Then you can ask: where they went, if they hike much, do they enjoy outdoor activities etc.
Show you have an interest in them beyond just being nice and asking how they're going.

>>42716626
>ask them what they did
>they return the question
>shut-in answer
>they realize im a weirdo
>never talk to me again

>>42714439
>went to uni classes
>stared at the foreign exchange Norwegian girl in my chem and history classes like normal
>went to gym did more than usual
>drinking whey in water
>on /fit/
>less depressed than last Friday so that is an improvement

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There was an entry level position that wanted 8+ years of experience.

What is this Tinder-tier experience that I'm having trying to start a career after college? It boggles my mind how useless my M.S. seems. It's getting under my skin tonight.

>>42716714
Don't be a shut-in, find things you enjoy that aren't sitting on the computer. Read, write, exercise, volunteer, experience the world so that you have stories and memories to share in conversations.

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>>42714439
I just finished the most spiciest noodle I have ever had. My asshole will be kill tomorrow

>DRINKAN
Coffee
>EATAN
nothing
>PLAYAN
nothing
>WATCHAN
goth anime
>LIFTAN
calisthenics
>FEELAN
existential misery

>>42715028
>reddit spacing
>telling others to go back
The meme is dead, fuck off normie

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>DRINKAN
Cold water
>EATAN
Mac n' cheese, ice cream, and a banana
>PLAYAN
PUBG and GTA V
>WATCHAN
Narcos S3
>LIFTAN
Skipped today, I had my wisdom teeth removed today so that is why I'm eating the soft foods.
>FEELAN
In pain and stressed about paying for college.

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>>42714439
>Drinking
Leinenkugel's Oktoberfest I got as a gift from my roommate
>Eating
Had some grilled chicken thighs and Brussels sprouts. A few handfuls of walnuts also.
>Playing
Might play the new WoW patch if I feel up for it
>Watching
Xavier: Renegade Angel again because it's been a bit and I keep seeing it on /fit/ all of the sudden.
>Lifting
Did legs today, felt pretty good.
>Feeling
Not to bad, talking to a new girl, got tired of just one night stand business. We'll see how it goes.

>>42716956
Sounds like a good day, anon :)

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>>42714439
WHAT ARE YA
>DRINKAN
Had a banana almond smooth earlier. Really good. Might have some whey soon.
>EATAN
My diet went to shit today because I hung out with my mom and we got chinese food. Had some p good fried rice.
>PLAYAN
Played some new game on steam called Comedy Club
>WATCHAN
Started Jessica Jones on netflix. The main actress is a qt3.14
>LIFTAN
Got shoulders tonight. My fave :)
>FEELAN
Feeling content but worried about my stats class. shit's hard :(

>>42716521
When I get frustrated with something out of my control I go on bike ride or a long walk. No music/audiobook/podcast just the sound of the city of nature. And I think about how everyone else has made it, and think why can't I why make it? And I have no excuse, no one does.

>>42716824
Baby's first void

>>42716968
I thought so too anon, cheers.
>>42716976
Shoulders is GOAT, can't get enough. Keep on top of your stats and you'll be alright. Hit the books, stay focused. You got it.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3ivaGaT2jq0

Feel as lonely as I do....

>>42714439
Made really good friends with a girl at work. She asked if I had feelings for her, I said yes. THings still good. I noticed she was weird around this other guy from work, asked her if something was going on between them. She said she 'had feelings' for the other guy. She asked my opinion on him, I told her my honest opinion that he was a snake and a weasel. She get's really defensive about it and how no he can't be like that. We haven't talked in 5 days. Went from talking every single day for months to nothing.

Feels really fucking bad. Not because I lost a potential gf but I feel like I lost a close friend. All because she couldn't take my (true) opinion. Makes me so mad and sad.

>>42717002
im working on it, staying up all night again because fuck sleep

It's saturday morning bitches, what're you doing?
>DRINKAN
Black coffee
>EATAN
A multivitamin
>PLAYAN
A number of things I think, gonna do some Andromeda (it blows) and probably some FFXIV later, probably finish the evening with some Runescape.
>WATCHAN
Started the X-files from the beginning
>LIFTAN
In an hour or so
>FEELAN
Pretty fucking good, it seems to be a pretty good saturday, probably gonna do a bunch of chores around the house as well

>>42717022
Sounds like a productive day. I'm with you on ME:A it was a big heaping disappointment. Glad my roommate bought it so I didn't have to.

>>42717011
lmao i hope you are in high school

>>42717026
Seriously...

>>42717026
No. And it makes it worse I'm 29. It was handled maturely until she got defensive and all of a sudden it devolved into juvenile drama. That's why it makes me mad. I thought she was an adult

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>DRINKAN
Just a shit ton of water and Emergen-C to fight off this cold

>EATAN
Started diet on Sat, broke it by wednesday. Trying to restart again. Its tough cutting carbs in a latino home

>PLAYAN
Nothing, my pc is too shitty for steam games and my PSN+ expired. Besides, school started

>WATCHAN
Narcos Season 3 baby, shit is cash

>LIFTAN
Break for 2 days bc im sick, going hard on some squats, back and biceps tomorrow with a side of jump rope for cardio

>FEELAN
Frustrated I can't find a decent part time job for the school year. Kinda confident now that I have a pretty solid qt fuckbuddy, and another MILF who wants to date.
lifeisok.jpg

>>42717025
Oh yeah it's total crap, unfortunately I have a thing for bad games/movies, it's very entertaining in its own way.
I hope you have a good day as well anon.

>>42717055
I'm thinking about catching S3 sometime soon if I get time. Glad to hear people are liking it so far.
Keep up the job search bromigo.

>>42715714
holy fug

>>42715634
Been there. Find friends or just be cool throwing it out. Or freeze the extra loaves to reheat

>>42715928
fuk u for doing this to yourself

>>42715977
>calls out another anon for autismal bantz
>offers up a negging line that is also autismal
maybe both have autism?

>>42714733
>not doing SS
>Not eating at a surplus
Its like you want to not make it
I'm telling you man stick with SS and get your lifts to reasonable levels, eat a shitload of food unless youre fat, then get on PPL once your lifts stop progressing. I feel like you havent actually read anything about SS.

>>42714978
ASMR Darling?

>>42717275
>reasonable

1/2/3/4? or is that still too low...

>>42716377
Those people engrossed in their phones chatting on groupme are probably trying to avoid smalltalk. Maybe find a way to force them to put down the phones. And sometimes groups of people like that are using the phone as a crutch to get out of talking to new people.

>>42717298
1/2/3/4 is fine IMHO. You can keep at it if you like it though. I'd recommend just doing it until you plateau.

>>42716420
You sir, are over glorifying your childhood in russia and assuming things would be going your way much too often with these fantasies. I would definitely talk it out with a therapist and get an in-person third party opinion on your life. Maybe that will give you some insight into who you really want to be.

>WHAT ARE YA
>DRINKAN
barcardi and crown

>EATAN

nothing
>PLAYAN

stopped playing gaemz
>WATCHAN

the wire, well iwas

>LIFTAN
was shoulder

>FEELAN
i dunno, drunk

>>42717011
>>42717049
You think calling someone a "snake" and a "weasel" is adult behavior?

>Vodka
>Deviled Eggs
>Nothing
>Sad movies on youtube
>My pint glass
>Today would have been my mother's 56 birthday. It's been 4 months and I still can't get over it.

>>42717364
Hang in there brother. It sucks to lose a parent but it gets better in time.
Try to stick to a daily routine, it helped me a lot when my sister passed.

>Dating a chick for 10 years then broke up
>Go on a binder fucking every hole I can get
>Friend of a friend introduces me to some chick
>Not really feeling her, never bang her but just talk and hang out with her sometimes
>Been hanging out with her for a while now, never more then just friends
>Find out she went on a date tonight with some dude from ok cupid
>I'm irrationally mad about it and I don't know why

I HAVE FEELINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND

>>42717352
im anything but sad because my ma got discharged from the damn hospital she got a transplant and now she is able to produce her own blood now. the chemo is doing it's thing shes been aching with all sorts of pains from the treatment, theres some limits to everyday life for her but she;s kicking its ass and and that's all i could ask for now. i just want to hug her again but im all the way across coasts

>>42716167
>waist

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>>42714686
Stay strong breh

>>42717392
Fuck, 10 years is tough. Hope you're holding up.
I've had a similar thing happen where a chick I wasn't really into but was talking to got a boyfriend.
Had to convince myself I was being a fucking idiot and if I wanted to date them I would have.
Weird stuff.

>>42717379
Most days it's fine. I'll think about her once or twice but it's nothing big. But today every single family and extended family wanted to extend their condolences. So every half an hour it was a constant reminder that she was gone. It's just a lot to deal with for a whole day.

>>42717379
what happened to your sister, if you want to tell us i mean

>>42717409
I feel that. Sometimes the cordial condolence, although well meaning, can be worse than just trying to get through the day without dwelling.
It gets easier every year. Now I look back on it and just try to think of things we did together that made me happy, laughing, playing outside.
It makes me smile, I won't get her back but I won't lose the memories we made.
That sort of thing.

>>42717414
Drunk driver nearly 10 years ago. She lived for a few weeks in the hospital but ultimately passed.
It was tough but it taught me a lot about the fragility of life and how important it is to cherish the time you have with your loved ones.
We didn't always get along but I'm glad we got the time we had together.
She was a good kid. The good really do die young.

>decided not to go to pub
>not go go hang with tinder thot
>went to gym and did arms
>ate delicious curry and watched a film with bro
>slept
>qt rang me at 2am and asked me to come to hers, she'd pay for a taxi
>said no hehe

>>42717424
I can't do it. Every happy memory is just punctuated with the fact that it is bullshit that she's dead and I can't remember it with her. That her last asshole alcoholic abusive boyfriend is still alive and couldn't even come to her funeral and she isn't here.

It's fucked mate.

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>Drinking
Tea with lemon
>Playing
Uncharted 4
>Lifting
Just doing pushups. Got kicked out of my gym, cant lift until I get back to uni ;_;
>Feelan
Wondering whether some Chad is banging my ex now that shes in college, wondering whether I really care. Also wondering why none of my friends ever wanna go out and do fun stuff and what to do about it.

I actually have a lot on my mind I guess. Pic rel is how I feel with all these racing thoughts lads. I just cant wait to lift again

>>42717406
10 years was rough but it's better then a life time of living with her. Wasn't happy for a long time

This chick I friend zoned has gotten be real twisted. She told me at like 9PM after I texted her to go out for a beer then catch up on GoTs, she said she was busy and I kept pushing and goofing on her about what she could be busy with then when she told me it was a date I just had to put the phone down. I'm fucking boiling over with anger and I have no fucking right to be. I've been seeing this chick like 3 to 4 times a week for months now. She's like my best friend and I do think I have feelings for her now but I only realized it after I found out she went on a date.

I'm not sure what I feel, I haven't had a healthy relationship in so long I forget what it feels like. I'm struggling with not going over to her house right now and pounding on her door and yelling at her for going out on a date but fuck i've been slamming chicks this entire time, what kind of brass balls would I need to have to do that?

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>>42715682

AAAAAH it's midnight and QT responded wat do

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>>42717455
>but idk you're pretty hot already

>>42717446
It's not immediate, it's going to take a lot of time. I obviously can't fully sympathize because I'm not you, but you'll get there eventually anon.
I still get pissed when I hear about a drunk driver killing someone. That's something you learn to live with.
You'll learn to live with it, it's cheesy but the longer you hold onto the anger the longer it takes.

>>42717447
>got kicked out of my gym
Explain

>>42717437
You're making it, well done resisting temptation, keep it up.

>>42717455
*blasts you with carbon-dioxide*
*blasts you with fire-retardant foam*

I got you bby ;^)

>>42717454
I think the important thing is that you understand why you shouldn't be pissed at her for it.
I was in a long term relationship for a while myself and know the feel of getting back into the swing of it.
Maybe take a few days to think and cool off about it and tell her how you feel.
Either that or move on, doesn't help much to dwell unfortunately.

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>>42715421

>Lucha Underground

>>42717459

Yea if I didn't lift she wouldn't respond to my autism rofl. Thankfully she did, so any useful advice would be greatly appreciated

>>42717469
Yeah, no way no how do I even begin to have right to feel this way not to mention saying anything to her. I just sitting here thinking about how shes the only person to give a shit about me. Like she would go out of her way for me, i'm reading our text history now and she is so fucking into me how the fuck didn't i notice?

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>>42714439
>coffee
>brown rice and chicken
>Xcom 2
>probably going to watch Log Horizon or The Man in the High Castle later on tonight
>shoulders and back
>no gf feels hit me all at once. Chemistry units got me depressed as all hell as well.

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>>42714806
>Tfw same situation
>Tfw actually match with 7/10 qt
>She messages hey:) first
>Tfw she never replied after that
>Tfw it's been 2 days

>>42717462
its nothing crazy
>asked to freeze my membership cuz Im going off to college
>they charged me for september anyway because they said I asked too late
>call them and ask for refund because its like $30
>guy is a huge dick about it and doesnt really wanna do it
>at the end he says hell "call the billing company and talk to them"
>dont fucking know whether im actually getting a refund or not
>keep going to gym since I got charged
>guy i spoke to on the phone spots me and tells me to gtfo basically
>why are you using the gym if I refunded you blah blah blah
>I didnt knw you refunded me bro relax
>leave
>be pretty pissed

>>42717475
cliche but be disinterested. Make her come to you.

>>42717436
fuck man, i have a little sister too. as long as you had as many memories as you could remember with her.

>>42717392
if it makes it any better i never had a serious relationship, at least you had one

>>42717478
Hindsight is 20/20 breh.
If we could understand the intentions and motivations of every person at every time life would be too easy.
The way I see it you have 2 options that make sense:
1. See how her date pans out, start making it more clear you have a romantic interest.
2. Move on. I know the urge to keep them as a friend is enticing but in my experience it only causes tension.

>>42717489
I've been doing my best lately to write them down as I remember them best.
My mother always hated when any of us would fight so I think I'm going to get my ratty notebook typed up and turned into a little printed journal and give it to her as a personal gift.
They were always very close and she's always shown interest in me cataloguing what I remember about our little adventures and the like as kids.

>>42717505
Brah, that 20/20 hindsight thing is the truth, out of the 10 years I spent with that women I was only happy for like 2 of them at most.


As far as this chick man, I don't fucking now what to feel. She's the only chick I have talked to that my end goal wasn't to fuck in so long. I only friend zoned her because she Christ fag and I thought it be to much work to bone her.

>>42717563
Well take some time to think about it anon.
Figure out what you want and pursue that goal.

>>42717573
Yeah anon, just have to think about this. Right now i'm so fucking pissed i can't see right. Last text I got from her is "...Are you mad I went out?" and i'm not in the right state of mind to answer that right now

>DRINKAN
Water and whey
>EATAN
Cookie Dough ice cream atm
>PLAYAN
Squad and Dayz
>WATCHAN
Trailer Park Boys
>LIFTAN
Switched back to SS simplify things
>FEELAN
Lonely

>>42717484

How? Banter? Perhaps compare myself as also being extremely hot? Been lifting so hard almost every day for over 2 years now to get to this point but I ALWAYS fuck it up somehow so any advice from someone who knows what they're doing would be so so so greatly appreciated

>>42717022
A slight update on this, just got done lifting, I ate a ton yesterday and slept 9 houra just to hit a squat PR today, but instead managed to hurt my lumbar doing babyweighy wamups, so not exactly a great start for today, had to cancel most of my workout straight out.

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>>42717681
Well for what it's worth I'm having a better day because you told me to.
Congrats on the squat PR. It's a good feeling bruddeh.

>tfw see ex is friends with some guy on FB
>insecurity/sadness wells up inside me

euuugh

>>42717703
First step is blocking your ex my dude.
Only gonna make you sadder.

>>42717601
>Lonely
Way of the road Bubs.
This will pass.

>went to a big frat party
>Had drunk chick hitting on me, tugging my arm
>Bitch was too drunk, idc, but I don't wanna be labeled a rapist, so I gave her a cigarette and put her outside
>Mexican chick and black bitches flirt with me next
>They say I'm cute, that I look like Justin Timberlake/Justin Bieber/Eminem mixed(I'm just a tall skinny white kid)
>Get all their Snapchats, thinking about hitting up the Mexican
>Flirt with some coke fiends for a bit, they are into me but I don't want that
>Night goes on, lose my game
>Start making fun of some chicks sorority to neg her
>Brother tells me seriously to not make fun of "pi phi"(I'm pretending to rush to go to parties, so I need to respect these fratboys to not get thrown out)
>ruined my fucking game
>Only one other chick was interested in me that night, but my friend stepped in and took over because he had Instagram stalked her for months and wanted to talk to her irl
Now the night ended, I went back to my dorm with no thot, and I matched with a girl from my class in high school on tinder. Anybody else got some college feels to share?

>>42714492
dude chill girls are all fake when it comes to emotions, plus its the easiest thing in the world for girls to make friends, they dont even try

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>>42714686
You will make it brah, lift hard and focus on yourself; there are more out there. Become the wild lost island she NEEDS to explore...or prove yourself to be better than her, better than your current self.

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>>42717703
Block the thot, you tossed your trash to the scavengers, did you not? Never look back, only to the peaks of your pinnacle potential.

Start climbing.

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>>42716072
Your still breathing, you still can control your destiny, BREAK YOUR CHAINS BROTHER, now SOAR ICARUS

>>42717804
Genuinely got into my first fight of my life with a frat guy whose house I was supposed to be rushing years ago when I was in college (DU).
He was pretty much wasted so I don't feel tough about winning but I invited a girl to a party they had invited me to (oh pledges shouldn't invite people, it was a chick c'mon) and he got pissy. Ended up rushing another frat and dating the chick for a few years. Glad I didn't hop on with Delta oops I signed.
Frat life is cool but most of it is bullshit posturing.

It's amazing weather outside and I had to get a 39C fever

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Ruined my life chasing loli sluts who I'll never have a chance with. Neglecting my diet and gym for nearly a month.

Why are women such a bane?

>>42717950
Life gives temptation to destroy the weak; push yourself harder brother

>>42714439
>>DRINKAN
water, at least trying
>>EATAN
nothing
>>PLAYAN
tried WoW but stopped after 10 minutes
>>WATCHAN
HIMYM
>>LIFTAN
nothing
>>FEELAN
like fucking shit, got broken up 2 days ago
crying the last couple of days
she might not have been perfect but she was pretty much great in every regard
>italian
>/fit/
>self confident
>intelligent and fun to be with with
>helped me look at things differently
and i was the guy who showed her how good sex can be and now some other guy is going to get what i showed her
wanted to tell her that i love her when she ended it out of the blue

fuck me

>>42714439
WHAT ARE YA

>DRINKAN
Nothing, but I'm really thirsty. My throat is burning.

>EATAN
I ate two pizza squares a couple hours ago. Haven't had pizza in over a month, and it wasn't my idea to order it.

>PLAYAN
Nothing.

>WATCHAN
Just lurking on /fit/.

>LIFTAN
Nope.

>FEELAN
Run ragged. I've had many medical tests and many more to go. This week I get tested to see if my heart is clogged. I just want to start swimming. Do something physical that I enjoy. Continue to improve my diet. Continue to get well.

It's so fucking slow.

>>42714439
>>DRINKAN
Unflavored whey w/ milk

>>EATAN
Nothing atm

>>WATCHAN
Band of Brothers & Dreamhack Malmo CSGO

>>LIFTAN
Rest day. Just did some light cardio for 30mins

>>FEELAN
Like such a fucking loser. I don't even know where to begin

>>42718127
Unload then brother, what bothers you? Why do you feel like a loser?

>>42715634
Ready for that new season next month goys!!!

>>42715704
She probably has herpes anon dont do it.

>>42717464
This.

>>42717697
Reread my post my man, I stopped immediately to reduce the damage,
Also another update, got into a minor fender-bender due to my fault and now it's more or less the worst day I've had in a while, I'm just cocooning up for the rest of the day and trying not to fuck anything else up, its almost enough to drive a man to drink.

>>42718233
Shit, well now I'm bummed for you. Please dumb down your stories with good endings so retards like me can benefit.

>>42718249
I still hope you and everybody else here has a wonderful day, regardless.

Feeling under the weather for days now

>>42716151
clubbing is gay as fuck, after the age of 21 or after you've gone clubbing a hundred times, whatever comes sooner, why would you even still want to go anymore?

got something to prove to the normies?