Feels Tuesday

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>Throughout many years my whole life was about wanting to lose my virginity
>Not in a cringey autistic manner, just, you know, daydreaming about how would it feel, with who...
>Like, if I had something wrong inside of me. Seeing people around getting girlfriends, getting laid...
>Felt as if I wasn't worthy of being loved and receiving attention
>Deep inside I actually wanted just some intimacy rather than just sex.
>Had some encounters here snd there, not actually fucking, but kissing, groping, just chilling out
>Got my beta heart shattered into fucking pieces, but that is another story (took too long to recover, but I did)
>Started lifting 13 months ago, pretty good noob gains
>During this time, went from autistic beta incel to normie, stopped giving fucks, you know, getting my head out of the ass. Still a long way to go
>Last month, managed to lose virginity with a 8/10 petite blonde.
>Sex was a total disappointment; not bad, but definitely not worth the hype
>Managed to keep in contact, looks like we could get into a serious relationship.
>But still thinking that there must be something more to life.
>Sex, physical intimacy feels good but not as much as I expected
>And I don't know what to think about relationships, what's the point if it's going to end sometime and the last memories will be the bitter ones? Is it even worth it?


>You see, the point is that throughout many years I've been longing for all that stuff, and now that I have it, I don't have anything to look forward.

To keep this faggy thread fitness related: Is it safe to use a squat plug and a belt at the same time? Also, what do you think of PPLPPxx?