I have crippling perfectionism so I'll get stuck in cycles of doing nothing. Even though I know that not doing nothing is killing me psychologically because I have high aims, I'm so afraid of failure that I won't spring into action and be in "planning" phase forever.
In a sense, if my plans have not left my mind and become actions at least partially I cannot fail because I have 0 accountability. So I thought that making a pledge here as a sort of ritual might help break this psychological cycle. At least you calling me an autist will be input from the exterior in response to my actions.
Cmon, I cannot be the only one this autistic.
>It's 11-12 pm here so I pledge that before I go to sleep I'll have made a schedule for tomorrow and will follow it
>I'll keep counting my calories and macros and not skipping the gym
>I'll start nofap (been interested in trying for a while) aiming for 90 days
>I'll start the first book in my philosophy reading list (Brave New World, out of Jordan Peterson's recommended books list)
>I'll start the habit of meditating before going to sleep, heck, I'll do that today
>I will limit my daily time in /fit/ to 1 hour.
>If I break this pledge, I'll come back to /fit/ and post a copy of it and admit that I broke it.
Cool