>he pushes the sadness out
>>42656924
tell me how
>>42656935
Not him but personally I replaced it with self hatred, anger is far better than sadness any day
>>42656957
Sometimes, I've had so much anger, hated, and bitterness in me that I feel it's ruined me in some ways
>>42656924
>he thinks lifting is going to bring her back
>>42656957
Even though I do something about it I still fucking hate myself. Maybe even more than before.
pull > push
>once you get that goal body, you'll finally be happy
>>42657101
>he pulls the sadness in
>>42657162
You have to bear your suffering anon, embrace it and become a better person.
>>42657223
I'm pretty awesome thank you
>>42656957
After a while, the anger faded and I feel nothing but just emptiness and sadness desu.
I used to jack off a lot to cope but now my erections are fucking weak and I can barely sustain them and I'm only 25 what the fuck.
>he wears basketball shorts to the gym
>>42656924
I push heroin in. Stops the pain for a brief moment.
It all comes flooding back after awhile though. Honestly I'm running out of reasons why I shouldn't pull the trigger.
>>42656924
>he thinks lifting will give him confidence and self esteem
>>42658083
Whats wrong with this? The fuck do you expect me to wear?
Go back to r*ddit
>>42658083
>He wears pants to the gym
>He wears "fitness clothing"
Basketball shorts are comfortable
am i the only one that likes lifting because its fun and feels like my body was meant to move heavy weights (normie standards of heavy)
>>42656924
> he's depressed and wants to die but is living a healthy life style
>>42657061
Tfw
Please delet this
>>42657959
Same. Nofap seems impossible to me. It's become a routine to grab a piece of toilet paper for bed. I cum half limp. Help
>>42658823
> it will just bring him more pain
>>42657959
>>42659524
I have good news for you anons, benis luckily doesn't work that way, it's more likely a psychological problem that will fix itself when you get the release you are looking for. Usually it's find a grill and get busy.
t. am hooked to a doctor lady and I suffered from same problems when we met
>>42656924
>he pushes the stools out
>he's the only one mirin him