How into motivation and shit?

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I'm at a decent hight, I've got a good face, good jawline, good cheekbones i guesss whatever those are,

I have good hair, i need to get a buzzcut every months or so because it grows back fast.

I'm skeletal tier, i could eat whatever unhealthy shit i want all week and even lose weight while sitting on my ass all day, I don't eat alot because of severe depression, at times i only eat once a day,

So those GAINS diets with 5 meals a day won't work so well with me.

If only I would start lifting again i would reach my peak chance at being an alpha male, but i can't get myself into it anymore.

In ye olden days before i discovered the internet, i used to lift everyday, mainly as a mean of escapism.

These days I'm just dead.
And now that im employed i have even less time for myself.

How do i get myself to do 100 push ups, 100 sit ups, 100 squats?

I have lot's of tools an weights here at home but I'm just lazy i guess.

I kinda want to get ripped and shit but I think about it and think, who am i going to try and impress?
I'm not interested in women or men.

Am i a waste of good genes?

Tldr: how to delet depression and get fucking stronk