Training every day, still have the feeling of constant inner rage.
For example I was cooking some eggs and I wanted them cooked but they turned out soft even after 4 min of cooking, so I became frustrated, enraged and threw them against the wall. Now I'm realising I have an issue while looking at 3 yellow splats on my white wall and do not know how to deal with it.
>I have a gf
>I fuck
>I have a high paying job
to sum it up
train more faggot
>>42529084
Yes, you probably are mentally deranged. I'd get professional help, before you drive your gf away and fuck up your job.
>>42529143
/this
OP you are a psycho
i wouldn't go as far to say you're deranged, but getting professional help is something you should look into. there's no shame in trying to fix a chemical imbalance in your head. it happens to all sorts of people.
if you let it slide for too long, it's going to affect your career and those you love
>>42529084
in all honesty, although it is against the boards culture, you bro should fap more
>>42529084
>the feeling of constant inner rage
embrace it, for it is the only way forward