Friday Night /fit/ Feels

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>>42394979
Haven't worked out yet cause it's 2pm here. Still looking for a job so I can save up some money to finish skool.

Had a good chest and front delt workout in the morning, solid arm and rest of delt workout at noon, ready to cruise the beaches and bars for some young snatch tonight/tomorrow.

CHAD MODE ENGAGE

>>42394979
haha ill start lifting as soon as i get a day off...

>>42394979
>How was your workout today?
Alright. Couldn't make it to the gym so I improvised at home with the dumbbell and kettlebell I possessed. Did pull ups haning from the banisters of my stairs
>Got any feels to get off your chest?
Not really
>Got any plans for tonight? the weekend?
Work on my essay. Still got 8000 words left to write and it's due Monday night. I'm not going to bed before I wrote another 1000-1500 words.

>>42394979
haven't had my workout yet, optimistic about it, ran a sub seven minute mile yesterday, first time in years


need to habitually function on a mode that seems strange to me, i've proven to myself that i get shit done better. just the process of seeking out my interests has made life so much easier to go through


i'll probably get calls i'll ignore and texts i won't reply to

Should I ask her what shes doing this weekend lads?

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>>42394979
>How was your workout today?
Good, some dyel yolo bros was at the gym today, so as the autistic sperg i am i had to lift extra hard to prove im tough
>Got any feels to get off your chest?
nothing out of the ordinary >tfw no gf
>Got any plans for tonight? the weekend?
no plans for tonight, maybe a good old fap, no plans for the weekend either, it's pretty sad

I haven't started properly working out yet, I'm just doing diamond push ups and biceps curls almost every day, with drop sets and everything to maximize my noob gains, and sometimes I also do some chin ups and dips when I'm at the beach (there are some bars to do them there).
I'll start going to the gym next year, but first I want to build some strength with bodyweight exercise and also cut, because I'm a weakass skinnyfat.
Now I have a question, today I've done like at least 10 drop sets of curls during the day, with 12, 8 and 4 kilos. And I plan on doing the same tomorrow. Is that overtraining? Am I fucking myself up?

I have a date tonight with a tight young thang

>>42395145
What do you have to lose? Do it faggit

>How was your workout today?
It was fine. I didn't make much progress on my bi's but my deadlift went up a bit.
>Got any feels to get off your chest?
I really like this girl and I'm not sure if she's into me. We've been on a few dates but she seems kinda distant. I don't know if I should ask how she feels
>Got any plans for tonight? the weekend?
I bought some vodka and I'm gonna get drunk

My friends invited me to go out, but to go out i have to skip the gym, what to do fit

>>42395145
Tell her you want to do something(watch movie, eat, go for a walk, etc) and invite her along.

>>42395158
>overtraining with weak ass weight and only two exercises
>implying that he gets even more volume than professional olympic lifters and other athletes
dude, it takes a LONG ass time to become "overtrained", and even then, it takes even LONGER to recover.
dont fucking worry about it, it is rare to REALLY experience overtraining and it doesnt even happen often for professional athletes

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>>42394979

Would be nice to go out more. But the thing is, I don't really have anyone to go out with. Just me.

>>42395182
go to the gym tomorrow night, you will have recovered from the hangover and you get to go out

>>42395158
dont do dropset if you're a newbie

>>42395171
>>42395184

We've been on a date before but I'm worried she sees it as a friends thing and I don't wanna waste my time if so.

>>42395192
same, dont worry breh, we will make it at some point, i promise

>>42395182
work out right now

>>42395200
My gym is shit and it isnt open on weekend

>>42395209
Then make it more clear that you don't want to be just friends.

>>42394979
Fellow fag with a Jack Daniels by my side

Heavy shit bro feels here
Was with this girl, but moved away to work. The only guy I talked about how I cared about her wasted no time (roughly a month) to get in her pants

She owed me jack shit, but as a great friend I guess I expected a different behavior from him

>>42395192
>Would be nice to go out more.

Iktf. My problem is not that I don't no people though. In my case my parents are so damn restrictive that they're making trouble each fucking time I wanna go out and do something with my buddies. I can't handle that shit any longer. It literally is one of the reasons why I can't get with girls.

I don't have money to go live by myself though. Just hope to graduate soon enough so I can find work and earn some cash

>>42395186
That's what I thought, but I wanted to be sure haha.
The thing is, will I get more gains from doing drop sets till fail and doing it all day every day or should I calm down a little and let my body rest?

>>42395208
Why? It's with low weights and I just don't feel like I've done anything if I just do 5 sets of 10 repetitions with 12kgs

>>42395209
Is it your first girl? If she likes you, you'll notice it, especially if she's slutty. If you aren't sure, just try touching her more and see how she responds. Also make her laugh and make sure she notices what your intentions are. Don't try to be her friend if that's not what you want to be.

>>42395253
t. 16 yo hs student

>>42395271
No I've had a few girlfriends but this one I like quite a bit and she's really hard to read. She was really receptive to my touching when we hung out last time, we were really close physically, touching knees/shoulders at the bar and all that. But then she dodged a kiss. So I don't know how to proceed.

>>42395278
Nah 20yo uni student but unlike most of my fellow students I'm not rooming with others because my parents don't wanna pay for it so I commute to uni each day. Shit sucks

>How was your workout today?
Rest day baybee
>Got any feels to get off your chest?
I'm still not sure what to think of getting dumped on Sunday. I'm over her, but not.
>Got any plans for tonight? the weekend?
Going out drinking with some friends, this will either be a great night or a total disaster but whatever happens it will be better than sitting and thinking about things I can't change all night, again.

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It was ok, how can I make friends again?

>>42395345

just b urself bro :0 :)

>started hanging out with a 9/10 qt a couple months ago
>she's an ex of a friend who asked me to take her to the gym
>we hit it off instantly but decide to not rush into a relationship since her ex still hasn't gotten over her
>decide ok, she seems like she'd be worth the wait
>about a month since we started low key dating I found out she had sex with one of my best friends (he knew we had something of a relationship forming), who only used her as a rebound
>my heart shattered, but she poured her heart out to me, saying how she regrets it and I decided to forgive her, have barely spoken to my "best friend" since
>about a month later and we still aren't officially together even though we see eachother just about every other day, make out, share feelings, we've even had sex a few times and said we love each other, pretty much everything couples do
>she said we can't be a true couple until the dust has settled with her ex
>I agreed, as her ex is still my friend and I know how much she meant to him
>lately she's been very distant, barely replying to my texts, making excuses for us to not meet up
>couple days ago she said she needs to stay at home to take care of her dad who was ill
>fair enough, she's really close to her dad so I understood her
>few hours later check Snapmap and see that she was 50 km away in another city, hanging out with some of her friends
>haven't confronted her about it though, as I fear it won't bring any good (WHY THE F WERE YOU STALKING ME and what not)
help me brahs, have never been this pussywhipped before, since we started hanging out there's been a little voice in my head telling me not to get attached
to her as she'll end up breaking me, but I can't, I'm already in too deep and love her too much and I can see that we could have a beatiful future together
on the bright side, had a killer back and bi workout today

>I'm turning 30 soon
>Make over six figures and govt takes a big chunk
>Moved half way across the country for my career
>Ended up becoming successful and finally finding happiness
>After a few years of having a lot of money you see that I'm still alone
>I have nothing but a career
>I'm a workaholic
>I work a lot, and have dedicated my life to a career
>I have no idea what to do anymore
>Just cant take my mind off of being alone anymore

In Japan people like me are called salary men. These are men who spend their whole life working for a company

>>42395470
DROP
HER

>>42395345
go to some place where people talk to strangers and regulars on a regular basis

>>42395489
Is this pasta or do you just like posting this?

>>42395491
I would if I could but I can't
I'm hoping that her being distant right now is her way of taking time to herself to think about shit, she said that I'm perfect for her, husband material and all that shit, and I also understand that she wants to spend time with her friends, just wish she told me outright instead of lying (the reason she lied about staying with her dad is because we were supposed to meet up that day and I guess she didn't wanna say "hey sorry I'm meeting up with some friends") I just don't wanna give up on her, she makes me feel so wonderful when we're together, no girl has ever opened me up the way she has and I don't want to lose, which is why I'll keep persevering with her

Every fucking Friday you down a whole bottle of jack Daniels. How is that good for your gains?

>>42395569
I'm a bit depressed right now....

But I'm getting better, have a vacation planned in a few weeks. Things will change

If you recognize my post, my bad for posting it often. I'm just depressed as fuck sometimes and not sure what to do anymore since I've been alone a long time ..

>>42395470
She's using you for her rebound retard. She's going to drop you as soon as she feels confident or finds someone better.

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>>42395470

Kinda asked for it my dude, taking a friend's ex is brocode violation, your 'best friend' returned the favor and you still lost the girl. You should feel like a chode, when the dust clears the only people who will be there are you bros. women are fairweather bitches, you should make amends with your friend and thank best friend for showing you what a fag you were becoming. Plus she played you like a sap.

Besides that, my weekend is good, got a shitty YouTube sponsorship somehow and gotta make a video, almost off work and got a decent pump at the gym.

>>42395611

I mean technically wouldn't it just fuck up your gains from the previous day? Maybe Friday is his off day

>>42395612
You have to just decide what you really want. If you love to work then you have to accept you won't have that much time for other people. If you want to build relationships with other people you may have to find another career or job that allows you more personal time or more opportunities to meet people, even if it means taking a paycut

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Really crap workout, I think it was purely psychological though.

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>last workout day before going away for three days
>woke up late so I missed it
>day ruined
>4 hour car trip
>shit weather
>have to hang out entire weekend with a group of friends, one of which is my ex. (long story short our relationship basically ruined our entire group dynamic as long as her and I are present at the same time)
I just want to pick up and and put down heavy stuff to make me feel better

>>42395470
fucking cringe

>9/10 qt
Probably 4/10 at best.

Shes using you, she fucked your 'best friend' for fuck sake, and you stopped speaking to your 'best friend' and carried on seeing her. Can't have been very good friends....

>>42395644
>>42395619
haven't really explained the whole situation because it would take like 5 posts and I still woudn't clear everything
she dumped her ex, my friend, around new years and yes he STILL hasn't gotten over her, she's had a 2 boyfriends since but both of them didn't turn out to be right for her
she said that she sees a long term relationship between us, why do you think she said I'm husband material, even sends me screenshots of texts with her girlfriends how I'm perfect for her (quite flattering I must say)
but one of the most heart warming moments was when we were in my car at night, I was just dropping her off but we ended up talking for an extra hour and making out in between, she hugged me tightly and asked me "you're gonna stay, right?" I said I'd never leave her, my heart was melting
before she went home she sang me a lullaby with my head resting in her lap, I could've died a happy man right there, her angelic voice being the last thing I heard and her smile the last thing I saw
as for my "best friend" considering he banged the girl I was having something with just for the sake of getting his dick wet, I reconsidered him being my best friend, even friend is still a stretch at the moment

How was your workout today?
Not bad, did legs with my friend and going in an hour or 2 to get some cardio in

Got any feels to get off your chest?
The girl i'm in love with broke off things with me 2 days ago. Haven't talked since. Start thinking less of her, then I go to the market and saw her today (what are the chances). Now I can't stop thinking about how much I miss her

Got any plans for tonight? the weekend?
going out to a friends for one of our others friends birthday party. I hope I have fun. But i'm afraid i'm going to be distracted by the thought of her

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I hope you all have a lovely weekend

>>42395772
Thanks anon, I'll need it

>>42395701
i feel you man the same fucking situation here, also me still having feelings for her dosent help

today was rest day
getting drunk tomorrow with a couple of friends life is ok

>>42395768
Ahh i see its a troll haha, had me for a minute. Well played sir

>>42395651
Thanks senpai

My job isn't really the problem., I have plenty of time to meet people and maybe finally start forming relationships with them, The issue is I don't know anymore what to do... My job isn't an issue at all, problem is me and had always been me

Most people can't stand my personality, so I through myself into my work

>>42395241
had a "friend" do this to me except it was after a multiple year long relationship. It's the most painful thing I ever went through. Smacked the fuck out of the dude for it, but god damn does it still sting.

>>42395845
How did you cope with it? Are they still together?
I'm going home on vacation since he thought with his dick instead of his head...I'm afraid how I might react If I bump into them since its a small town

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>>42395768
>>42395768
>>42395768

So it's your bro's ex girl, who he isn't over, and you decide to go stick your dick in his ex? Bruh real shit? Two rebounds after him, and you decide to be number 3, sounds like a classic thottie to me.

>she says wants a long term relationship
>she says
>says

Nigga you gotta look at a woman's actions, not her words. She is just telling you that to test how comfortable you are, it's a shit test, and you failed pretty hard. So on top of being a shitty friend, you are also a beta cuck.

>"You're gonna stay, right?"
>translation: "You're gonna be a good beta bitch for me, right?"

>I'd never leave you
>I have testicles the size of rat turds

best friend is alpha af and you should apologize for being such a faggot to him and your friend, and move on.

Nice b8 too.

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>>42395192
>parents so strict
>mom didn't allow me to do shit alone
>tfw 27 now
>too scared to talk to people over the phone because PTSD from being made fun of by older brother and mom
>"is that your girlfriend or boyfriend"
>Be,HKV never had a gf

>>42395962
Dalí knew. Any book recommendations?

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Accidently posted this on /fat/.

Reviewing for the CPA exam now holy shit this test sucks so bad. Broke up with GF after I told her she didn't see me as an equal and she constantly disrespects me. She just said oh well got up and left. Now she is constantly posting and forwarding to me her drunk escapades. Pls tell me it was worth it, i'd hate the thought of me sacrificing my early 20s for nothing. she works at dunkin donuts meanwhile I work for deloitte. :( least I get to keep my bonus now.

Kinda hurts seeing her having fun on her snapchat and i'm here head deep doing multiple choices and sims.

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>27
>no job
>too ashamed to hang out with others because of this
>stay alone inside
>no vida
>just books,lifting,and shitposting

>>42396000
What is your life like?

Being 27 and no job isn't something that should hold you back, what have you done or been involved in before?

Have you gone to school?
Do you live at home?
How do you get support?

>>42394979
some fucking pajeet stole the tip jar at the coffee shop i work at.
i swear to god every fucking indian that comes in here is a timid beta numale but the only alpha one to walk in here is a fucking thief. and tonight theyre going to be stinking up the gym i go to too.
we need to eliminate all shitskins

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>>42395987

The Divine Comedy is woke shit.

Read Redpill, as cliche as it sounds, the only shit worthwhile in Reddit.

Dali is based.

>>42395996
It hurts. Trust me. But you gotta be strong my man. Your future is very bright, don't forget that

>>42395977
>used to get in trouble whenever i did anything alone
>basic shit kids do
>habit of separating my life into 'shit i want to do' 'my life'
>should've been unabashedly doing my own thing this whole time, just like i thought i should have
>lost time

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How does one even respond to this? Is she calling me beta? I know I look dyel as fuck with these 6.25 inch wrists.

>>42396027
>Have you gone to school?
yes, didn't finsih degree
>Do you live at home?
yes,with Alcoholic father and disabled mum.going nuts
>How do you get support?
you already know

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>>42395996
>Age 30
>Made the decision to follow my career path
>Thinking about ending it daily

Whatever decision you make, try not to regret it later on. It can haunt you

For the second time this week I was able to masturbate to completion, not having seen any porn or other tempting images this week. Due to my mental condition seeing regular porn makes me feel sick and cry and I don't like masturbating while crying and feeling sick. I have that less when using fantasy. I also managed to abstain from masturbating while looking out my window at one of my neighbours, which is good. I don't know how long I will keep all this up as it causes me a lot of sexual frustration, suicidal thoughts and stuff. I'm still thinking of buying some toys to perhaps make it a little easier.

Was waiting all day for shit to be delivered, though didn't entirely expect it. Nearly a full day of no updates on status and now I know the chance it's getting here is nil because it's still in a major hub many hours of a drive away. So much for a 2 day delivery, now I get to wait until monday because delivery companies are obnoxious about making you wait. Bugged me waiting all day not able to really focus on other shit.
At least work out this morning felt good, think I sort of fixed my form on OHP which made my reps a lot easier than they were before.

>>42394979
Med school is kicking my ass. Going to get trashed tonight with some bros and qt's so there's that

>>42396086
What is preventing you from making it?

Do you read books?

What do you think you can try at this point? (Its never to late to change, starting a career and becoming something is simple)

What current skills do you have?

What do you need to achieve your goals?

>>42395054
gtfo

>>42396000
DUDE I'm 24 and am actually pretty decent socially but resist making connections because I have nothing to offer materially.

It's hell, but it's also pushing me to reconsider what I want, so the perspective change has been great.

>>42396084
She's seeing if you have a sense of humor or if you're going to get offended like a bitch

>>42394979
>How was your workout today?
In between workout schedules and on vacation so I didn't today. Feels really shitty haven't gone hard in a week.

>Got any feels to get off your chest?
Yeah haven't lifted in a week and I just want to go home. Vacation is alright but I just want to play some vidya, lift and hang with my friends before I go back to school. Hyped to go back though.
>Got any plans for tonight? the weekend?
Not really, just chilling with my family, going to the beach tomorrow and driving home tomorrow night. Probably going out to lunch Sunday with the lads, and getting a lift in.

>>42396110
>Do you read books?
yes,self help and plant lit
>What do you think you can try at this point? (Its never to late to change, starting a career and becoming
something is simple)
worm casting merchant,thinking about going back to school and finishing up my degree, need only 5 classes
>What current skills do you have?
driving buses and trucks
>What do you need to achieve your goals?
some land and a steady steam of organic materials

>>42396156
how appropriate is it to respond with absurdity? it would be a lot easier if i didn't have to logically think of something and only connected things retrospectively

>>42396196
>respond with absurdity
that would just be autistic, anon. just think of a good comeback

>>42396084
I'd probably ask something along the lines of: "Would that be the Harry Styles kind or early 00s Backstreet Boys kind?"

>>42396196
Your best bet is to at least go along with it and use it to start a longer conversation

Got invited to Airsoft with the lads, currently doing alright with feels and sheit. Really want gf but hate Tinder/online dating and don't go out much.

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>>42396000
Hey it's me, it's been so long I've forgotten how to talk to people.

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Feel like shit. Constant lower back pain from my shitty manual labor job. Drinking some cheap rum with coke. Not sure if I even wanna bother going to gym at all, all of the success stories that I've seen here were from (failed)normies who already had friends. It seems that if you don't have friends to drag you into the normie life you're fucked no matter how much you lift.

>tfw 23 years old and working at a warehouse
>still going to school for history education with no prospects
>tfw your 30 year old brother is a corporate finance manager in NYC for a Fortune 500 company
>3 other older siblings
>nobody in my extended family wants anything to do with me
>tfw all my siblings have shit eye vision but they're smarter than me
>20/20 eye vision, most athletic, and sociopath genes. I've never felt guilt my entire life
>bipolar disorder on antipsychotics that dull me out
>therapist says "your IQ is average but your emotional intelligence is very high and that's more important for success in life"
>failed out of calculus and the economics program at Michigan State

A thousand years ago they would have been fending for themselves just to survive and yet I've struggled in life more than they ever have.

>>42396215
"i am a boy band"
"you're not one of those weird stalkers are you"
"i don't look like i belong ___(something relating to profile)"
"ok"
"we all belong where we belong"

>>42396282
You sound like a sorry SOB honestly

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>>42395768
>three different boyfriends in 8 months

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>>42396293

>>42396282
dude what the fuck go full sociopath, go into a work life where you have to be social, if you really don't feel guilt it should be easy for you to experiment with focusing on how your behavior affects other people

>>42396322
>i'm supposed to pass on my genes

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>haven't had friends for decades
>someone reaches out to you
yea,fug that. I get the same feeling looking over a tall building, crippling anxiety.

>>42396351
>>someone reaches out to you


I'm the same way, people reach out and try to talk to me. I pretty much shut own and my mind shuts off

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>>42394979
My sleep has been garbage these last few weeks. I hope i can fall asleep soon so i can do chest and trapbar deadlifts in the morning. After that i will meet up with other identitarians and we will try to wake up some people to our genetic displacement at the market place in our city. After that we will eat good and go hang at the beach all day, barbeque at night. Its a big meet up from dudes all over the region. There will be about 35 of us, i havent meet most of them, it will be a good day.

>GF (and best friend) of 8 months away for 20 days
>It's friday and I am bored as fuck. I've been boxing for 2 hours, I've watched a movie and I'm restless.

Shit sucks Anons. I was fine with this life before we got together after 3 years single, now I'm lonely.

>>42396351
>very easy for me to casually meet and talk to people
>future projection gives me anxiety
>refocussing my mind on miring aesthetics in my environment

just accept these thoughts and actually realize that life is fleeting and people do want to connect and have fun

>>42394979
>Be me
>Largely a failure, struggle with loneliness
>Decide to become an EMT for aesthetic reasons
>Sign up for a program at a local community college
>Somehow get in, somehow excel and become close to top of the class
>Make friends, flirt with girls, and find meaning in studying
>Grown attached to study group, look forward to class everyday
>Start working out more often just so I can get a pump every time I meet with them
>EMT program ends in two weeks
I really don't want to be lonely again.

>30 yr old virgin
>Book a date with an escort
>Nervous as fuck when I get to the hotel
>Get inside her room and take shower
>Come out with towel wrapped around waist
>"wow, nice body"
>Ask her if she can lead me because im a virgin
>"Is that like your fetish"

I couldn't get hard at all. I just ended up leaving 15 minutes in because it was so awkward.

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I try to work out when I can after a 10 hour shit in a kitchen all day I go to my basement and work out with what I found hind the furnace and it's been doing me good to be honest. That is my set up I'm not gonna lie. But hey you guys seem great to talk to it's my first day here so let's get thing going. I guess I'll post best photo of me after my work out. (I'm 6 feet tall but I have weighed my self in over 6 months so I guess you guys and guess my weight

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>>42396397
There is a difference in being alone and being lonely. Learn it. I was lonely for a huge chunk of my life, now i love being on my own.

>>42396478 meant to put Dan not dab

>>42394979
Missed my workout today. GF is in hospital waiting to find out if she needs emergency back surgery. Did pushups and squats in her room while nurses started at me funny.

>>42396330
I have schizoid personality disorder.

>>42396513
right cbd/thc combo would help with that

>>42396513
Hey! I have that!
Meds sorted me out great. Good work life. Good social life. No longer that weird guy and my friends actually think I have my shit together!

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Workout was good, I'm so close to 225 5x5 bench I can almost taste it
Deadlift has been stuck at 365 (single) forever, it seems like if I go even slightly heavier my back will start to fold and I'll have to abort
Quitting my job tomorrow, semester is about to start. Subletting apartment and coming home for the summer was probably a mistake, but at the same time it doesn't sound like I missed much since all my friends were just working
Overall feeling alright, been making myself read for 2 hours every day so that I can hopefully get back into a mental gains routine. Finished Thus Spoke Zarathustra and am going to start Beyond Good and Evil tonight. If I can make it through that probably a novel next.
Girl (friend? maybe more?) I was talking to over the summer slowly stopped communicating, imagine she's found someone else but strangely don't feel very bothered by it.

Generally in an "it's pretty good I guess" mood, trying to savor it before the next "why do I bother living" wave
>>42396478
If it works it works. I'd suggest investing in more weight or a basic rack so you can do compounds though

>>42396527
That's funny seeing as I'm a completely different guy when I'm drunk/high. Alcohol was involved in nearly all my hookups. I have a lot of inhibition.

>>42396478
put in work bro, anything that gets you moving that you like, sound always be fit in to the day

Realizing I'm doing shit with my self, have almost no rapids friends, I'm still 20 though so there's a chance I can get out there. No gf and the guys I chill with online are the only ones who admit they would fuck me bc I look "sexy" ( I need new friends) days been ok, I got bruises on my ankles from standing all day at work from 7 to 5. Failed calculus last semester in community college and have to retake it bc I want to be a civil engineer to fucking badly. And I guess just depressed for lack of no other reason bc my dad is bipolar my sister is and there might be a chinch I am too.

>>42396565
Thanks man

>>42396581
I was in your exact same position last year (20, had failed babby level chemistry)
Just fucking MAKE yourself do whatever it is you need to do. It's so easy to spend every day in your room but you just can't do it. Get out even if just to walk around.

>>42395174
Usually girls are shy too when they like someone, just tell her that you like her when the time seems appropriate. It's better to do something and get a reaction (good, bad or unexpected) than not doing anything and then wonder what could have happened.
Good luck brah, hope you get what you want.

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>I have been losing weight for some time now
>Just noticed recently clothes fit weird
>Another 15-30lbs and I might finally fit in a large button down shirt.
>It's been years

>>42396581
Be who you are not who you want to be. I went through a whole lot of struggle chasing the opposite anon. If you failed at calculus once it's probably not your thing. Follow your passion. Follow what you're good at and what you spend your most time doing. I failed calculus at a CC and then took it at a university and failed their too. I finally made friends for the first time in my adult life and my parents pulled me out of the uni. I became severely depressed afterwards.

There's a lot of things you can do maybe civil engineering isn't that.

>>42396483
I need like something of of Craig's list or anything better

>>42396611
Double dubbs will double your success m8. Congrats

>>42396602
Well it's the fact I know I could have done better but some things didn't click right away to be more clear

>>42396627
Well it's the fact I know I could have done better but some things didn't click right away to be more clear But I just for want to to be stuck in a kitchen and doing odd end jobs forever

Is being a sexually masochistic victim bad for your health? I'm talking mentally AND physically. I have humiliation fetish that's more difficult to beat than heroin. My personality changed at age 13 and so did my sexual preference towards humiliation. Lost all my friends and became severely depressed. Starting to wonder if this is all somewhat connected to my sexual preference. What do you think?

>>42396680
I wouldn't give up this quickly. Calculus isn't easy despite what the "I squatted 4 plates my first day lifting" guys tell you. If you know it was due to a lack of time management/studying/discipline, not because you genuinely weren't smart enough, try it once more before completely giving up.
You're only 20, that alone puts you in a better position than a lot of guys

found a really strong strap and decided to lift weights with it

was pretty comfy

>>42395470
Ask her about it. Be straight with her. If she leaves you or grills you to the point where you leave her it wasnt meant to be brah.

Be a man.

>>42396706
I'm a sadistic sex addict, I've also grown into it from puberty. My psychologists claims it's a lack of self-esteem that developed during my youth, although I don't completely agree with it. I'm still pretty early on in therapy, I've hurted people badly and crave more.

>>42395582
>I can't
I'd say you could but you're obviously such a fucking pathetic cuck faggot beta that you'll probably end up killing yourself over her.

>the reason she lied about staying with her dad is because we were supposed to meet up that day and I guess she didn't wanna say "hey sorry I'm meeting up with some friends"
k i l l y o u r s e l f

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My ex just texted me, she suggested spending the night at her place since her parents will be out of town. We have already donde this before, fwb and all that, with a bunch of other girls in between. However, there is this one girl im starting to really fall for, who im going to see next week. The problem is she lives far as fuck from where i live, so it would be more of a one night thing, even tho we both want it to be something more. What the fuck do i do, i honestly dont know. I need guidance brehs

Workout was good. I'm wondering if some of you guys could help me tho. There's this girl ik from highschool who just graduated and is going to go to a school near my university. Its a private liberal arts, all female, whereas I go to a huge public state university. Anyways, I havent talked to her in a while and sincr I last saw her i vastly improved my looks. We were never really friends in hs, just acquaintences through a club. Anyways, i got her sc today and asked her if we were going to party at school and she said yes. Was this too sudden of me? She was out of my league in hs and probably still is. I am also a year above her, if that matters. Tbh, i just want to make her a friend with benefits, how do I go about doing this?

My co worker hooked me up with a number of a girl that works at the bar i work at(im a bouncer).

Thinking about calling but my social skills are at the level of fighting and swearing.

>>42395582
Dude let me fill you in on something. You gave yourself away with this one single comment in your first post:

>She said we can't be a true couple until the dust has settled with her ex

This is an absolute, gigantic, unholy red flag and if you had an ounce of common sense you'd shut the door on her immediately. She does NOT love you. If she did she never would have said this. She is playing games, my friend.

Don't let yourself get swept away by the good feelings. You have to stand up for yourself.

>my entire weekend
>get up arouind 9 or 10 am
>browse 4chan for few hours
>watch twitch for few hours
>go to store and get some stuff
>browse 4chan for few hours
>watch twitch for few hours
>sleep

>>42396836
Go all out on her from minute one, make sure she gets that you want the pussy

>>42396084
Thinks you look conventionally attractive.

This is also a shit test to see if you get offended by this sort of thing. >>42396156
This man is correct.

Laugh at it and tell her you aren't bringing sexy back. Come on man, you have years of film stars and dating gurus on your side. Be suave! Be cool! Have fun and then ask to meet up for coffee once things seem like they are going good.

I believe in you brah.

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>>42396838
Swear at her, chicks dig alpha dudes

>>42396902
How do i do this discretely? Also i want to make it clear that i want to fuck her, not a relationship. Should i keep snapping her or bide my time until classes start?

>>42394979
Can some people (you) me. Just want someone to care for once. Theres two things. This is the first. I have 3 friends. I hang around other people but I dont know if Id call them friends. One of them is in a serious relationship so is never free. The other works too much and is in a relationship and the friend I usually hang around and go to bars with is moving away for a half a year. Because of him gone I'm rarely going to go out. I rarely even go out now because i dont even like him too much. Ive had opportunities to be friends with other people but I dont really like them. Do i be friends with them anyway to have a more social life? I dont know which would make me happier. Second is I havent had sex in over a year. I rarely interact with women enough to even get to ask out. So i have tinder but I dont get matches. Im attractive I just feel like its bad photos. I frequently am told I should model. But how the fuck am i gunna get good photos. I'm not really comfortable taking selfies and using those.

>>42397022
I feel you on the friend situation anon. I've always been one to have a stricter definition of friends, because of that I dont make many.

>>42397022
>Im attractive I just feel like its bad photos. I frequently am told I should model
I'm not really sure you need (you)s. You seem to be doing pretty alright. Just go out if you want to, don't feel like you have to fake who you are just for attention.

>>42396561
then that's it, putting yourself on the line

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>>42394979
Worst workout of my life

This cut is killing me I just sleep and stare at MFP all day

Gonna go hiking this weekend

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keep seeing my ex in my friend's snapchat stories. feels bad man. i had a good workout though and ive been sticking to my cut fairly well last couple days.
cheer me up bros:(

>>42397000
>discretely

I dont think you want to do that, its more about giving subtle hints until you are at least 75/100 sure that she is into you. You can tell if she laughs with you, mires, touches you, wants to be close to you, all that shit. Once you think she is interested, you make it more and more clear that you want to gib her the d. Sexual innuendos work great for me desu.

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>>42396110
>preventing me from making it
Nothing so far, I've gone from smelly mode to dyel, can OHP 75lbs, Bench 120lbs, squat lmao2pl8 &deadlift the same amount for reps currently, don't really know what my one rep max is yet.

>do you read?
Fuck yeah, my friend reads warhammer books and I love me some Andre norton, David eddings, and Tolkien so I thought I'd give em a try and while they're clearly geared towards the young adult audience they're actually pretty dope.

Also reading a few classics, and brave new world again, because depression wasn't bad enough.

>what do you think you can try ATP?
making friends as an adult, without having a setting that helps me out like a convention or a party.

Just finished going through 5 weeks of therapy and learning CBT. I hope I can overcome my extreme social anxiety and fear I've had since I was a kid.

>current skills
I've got quite a few so it makes me sound like an edgelord faggot to list them all, coolest ones by far are snowboard instructor, competition shooter, death metal vocalist, and remote install tech. (I install internet in remote places for a living, shit's fun)

>what do you need to achieve your goals

What every man needs. Time, resources, and the discipline to correctly use both/not waste either. Which I honestly don't feel like I do here. /fit/ is a cool place, even if the banter gets to me and makes me leave for a while. I just have to accept that I'm not there yet but if I keep putting the time in and eating right I'll make it eventually.

>>42397066
Ive been in the same boat as you anon. You will eventually move on. Shit gets good as fuck once you do

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>>42397076
>smelly mode
SKELLY MODE, I really should commit sodoku for phoneposting like this.

>>42397036
How do I go out when theres nobody to go out with. I leave my house for shit that needs to be done but I'm refering to social situtations. If all of my friends are busy what am i to do. I want to interact with people. Last time I went to a club I had a great time. Everyone loved me and I went home with like 3 different numbers in my phone. I never texted them because at the time I wasnt really interested in any. But that was like 2 months ago.

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>>42394979
>How was your workout today?
rest day but tommorow im going hard on my delts and traps
>Got any feels to get off your chest?
broke and i feel like my life is stagnant and i see my friends going somewhere but im still floating in the water. also fucked a chick on wednesday night didnt use a condom but i pulled out a good 5 seconds before i came but itstill freaks me out
>Got any plans for tonight? the weekend?
going to my usual shitty dive bar to drink, not too much though been trying to slow down my alcoholism and cocaine problem

>indoors again
>sitting in front of my computer
>no friends to go out with
>nothing to do by myself outside that's socially acceptable
>just another day for me

what's the point? ;_;

>overhear coworkers talking about what clubs they're going to with their friends
feels bad man

>>42397099
do that again. the only reason i'm not rampantly hitting on girls is because my dick doesn't work.

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>6' 0" skinnyfat w gut
>on a cut from 181
>currently 173
>have eaten all the food i will today, about 1700cal
>Fridge packed with New England's juiciest IPA's
>haven't had a fucking beer since Sunday
>never asked for these feels

W...what do?

Broke up with my gf of a year today but are staying good friends.

Still feels bad bros

>>42395470
>>haven't confronted her about it though, as I fear it won't bring any good
What's worse than her betraying you and lying about her fucking ill father to go out with friends?

>>42397099
dude majority of the time i go out by myself ill just go to a bar sit down relax and i usually end up striking a conversation with people (im pretty social guy). shit nigga i go to the movie theatres by myself and i have a lot of friends i just prefer to ride solo

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>Why don't I enjoy social interaction anymore?
>Why can't I enjoy exercise anymore?
>Why can't I enjoy success anymore?
>Why can't I enjoy walks anymore?
>Finding work blows

I feel like I'm missing a neurotransmitter that's responsible for feeling invested/happy about being part of the world. My instincts tell me that I should be capable of enjoying something. I feel like Baron Trump no matter where I am or what I do.

>>42397157

Be good friends in only name anon, nothing good comes from being friends with an ex lover.

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>>42397148

I went 5 1/2 days last week when I worked 6 in a row. Work kept me busy. If I was working the late shift, I just went to the apartment treadmill.... Got no treadmill ? Find a zero calorie sparkling H2O you like and (re)discover some great RTS games from the early 2000's.

>good luck to you, IPA man

>>42397099
Dude just go anywhere. There's always something free to do or to just relax. I go to my local coffee shop and just strike up a conversation with somebody. I've gone to concerts by myself and have gone to drink with some of the people that where sitting next to me. My favorite is farmers markets or anywhere there is food. Comic conventions are the best cause you can pickup on the qt autistic weebo chicks, than don't know they're qt

>>42395044
im sure they all huddle up and say that before they leave the house

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>>42397205
Thanks anon. It's time to leave humanity behind

>>42394979
Workout was pretty good, took it easy because my left shoulder has been bugging me this week.

Woke up the lightest I've been in two years. Still can only see two abs and summer is almost over. Not sure I even want to get leaner anymore, just want to have more energy and start hitting PRs again.

>>42397225
>qt autistic weebo chicks, than don't know they're qt
you saying that they are.... personalities that are easy vibe with?

>>42397136
bump

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>>42394979
HOW THE FUCK DO I GET A GF

>>42396364
Same. I don't know what it is but my subconscious will just make me start acting really antisocial whenever someone tries being nice to me on a personal level.

>>42396351
my brother

Skipping workout today for a date with some tinder qt. Hopefully I don't fuck this up.

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>leaving walmart the other day
>unlocking bike
>hear someone say hello in a nice voice
>cute girl smiling at me
>mfw

How do I make friends. Ever since I finished school it's sucked trying to meet new people. All my old friends from school are busy with their own thing. Guys at work are alright but we're nothing close. What do?

>>42397631
>high school

fuck you are lucky

ive had problems since the beginning

>>42397631
Get a fucking hobby. Find other people also into that hobby, so you can meet people and use each other to improve. It's not that hard. Leave your house and actually do something.

>How was your workout today?
I don't know, I'm new to this exercising thing.
>Got any feels to get off your chest?
I haven't browsed a new board in over 5 years, I don't remember how to do it.
>Got any plans for tonight? the weekend?
Eat, watch anime, squats, eat, watch anime, eat, etc.

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>>42395489
>Just talked to my dad
>Just talked to my mom
>Just talked to my brother

>They say they miss me
>I-I think I'm going to make it
>They want me to come home more often and visit.
>I work and live half way across the country
>Amazing what a few minutes of talking to your family does to the mind
>I'm going to be alright

:)

There are no quality single women in my area (reddit is always talking about this so not just me) and I don't leave my house to find the few that there are. What do I do?

>>42394979

>How was your workout today?

kilt it, my back is fucking killing me though, think i slipped a disc doing situps few weeks ago (yes i know i'm retarded)

>Got any feels to get off your chest?

i realized i'm better looking than i gave myself credit for and that i would rather be alone than in a shitty relationship.

think my dad wants to kill himself, or something. well i know he does, he's super fat and doesn't stop eating, i tried to help him but i lost all the weight and he didn't. money is an issue but i can't help him until i finish school

>Got any plans for tonight? the weekend?

be high and do nothing but cut for a month until i go back to school

I'm going to the grocery store. Tell me three(3) things to eat tonight.

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>>42396921
This is what you told me to say. You said it would work

>>42397688

CHICKEN, RICE, BROCCOLI. DO IT PUSSY

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Got fired from my job..the company i worked for lost three major clients and decided to cut loose a few people because there was no money to keep paying us.

I feel like shit because I have to go on interviews and seek a new job again.

>>42397692
She's a nigger anyways. You lose nothing

>>42397695
This will be my second dinner, going to the store after I finish my burgers and bowl of green beans.

Made myself a Dark and Stormy cocktail. Pretty good I have to say.

>>42395996
why the fuck are you watching her snaps if she is just trying to hurt you? Best to leave those unopened. [spoiler]all social media is cancer [/spoiler]

>>42397650
I work near 70 hours a week. Believe me I would be joining groups or clubs if I could.

hit chest and arms. hit a couple beers. time to hit a party.

>>42397729
This. Completely disregard her. Block her everywhere if required,you no longer have an obligation to stay in contact with her .

>>42395996
Shes lying to make you feel like shit. Do the same and move on, get a haircut, go out with your bros, DO NOT post sad shit on any social media not even like sad tumblr post from facebook. Also change your profile pic and be active but not crinegy on social media.

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i had a shitty worout
im never happy with my workouts i dont know why
good news is
today was script day

>>42395123
why couldnt you make it? guarantee you couldve

>>42397676
Where do you live? I get the same feeling living in the Bay Area.

>>42397606
Uh oh... I think I'm being stood up. FML

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I finally lost my virginity today /fit/.

After 27 years I'm no longer a KHV. I have to thank you guys since getting a nice body greatly helped my confidence and attracted women to me as well.

It wasn't so much the physical part that felt the best but more the mental barrier being knocked down. Now I feel way more comfortable in dealing with sexual matters with women. I lost it to a younger coworker (20) so I hope it doesn't make things awkward.

Any tips on lasting longer? I tried to let her ride cowboy style but she preferred me on top for some reason. When all was said and done I lasted just under 5 minutes even though she isn't that attractive.

25 years old. Haven't had friends since middle school, also an ugly as fuck kissless permavirgin who has never even asked a girl out.

I've realized that I just completely dislike people. I can only be around people for a short time before I start getting really annoyed and, honestly, pissed off at the shit they talk about and do. Even though I haven't had friends for a decade and no sex at all, I never sit here and cry about not having a girlfriend or friends, and I don't even put an effort in to get either, because I know that if I did get one I would just leave it all.

I know it's complete autism, and you guys will say that the reason I dislike people is because of the social isolation, and that it's a coping mechanism. While this is probably true, I just don't know how to overcome it. And this isn't to say that I'm this guy who everyone likes and I just act aloof. All I do is crack jokes and they eventually turn from funny to mean/angry as I get more pissed off being around people. I know I'm and asshole and I basically sabotage any possible relationships I can have with random people, coworkers, classmates (when I was in school) from a combination of avoiding social situations and getting so annoyed and pissed off from the start

Hell, I've even been a youth sports referee for the past decade because I literally get paid to piss people off and laugh about it afterwards.

I think it's over for me fit.

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>>42394979
>no weekend plans
>no plans
>another weekend alone
>no friends
>crappy job

currently looking for another job but i still feel like shit

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>How was your workout today?

Doing 5x5 was ok (I'm cutting btw)

>Got any feels to get off your chest?

Nice but feeling kinda weird, basically because of these four women
#1-Crazy unstable film student I've been dating for 3 months, just broke up with her last week cause she was really getting on my nerves, but still feel a bit bad for dumping her.
#2-An ex gamer grill weeb XD fuckbuddy who was with my bro and they just broke up a couple of days ago, she is really teasing me these days but I must be strong
#3-THAT ex who I really loved and planned in marrying her but someday (like year and half ago) decided that she wasn't ready for a serious relationship, we broke up, she just started to text me last week and wants to "try to be friends" it feels pretty awkward and I'm afraid to fall for her again
#4-This new girl I've met, she is really cute and intelligent and isn't a liberal like the three other girls in this post, maybe not the most interesting girl but she is really wife material

Thanks for reading my blog, bros, you guys are like my friends. I don't want to fuck up with girl #4.

>Got any plans for tonight? the weekend?

Girl#4 invited me to watch a movie and then eat something, Wish me luck, bros.

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my friend left me a couple weeks ago. Ive never been so alone in my entire life. we were best friend when I first meet him when I was 5 years old I tried to kill myself yesterday, now I take pills every night,and video game doesn't help.
I want to do something productive, but I can't

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Finishing up Community College then getting shipped off to the Navy next Summer

Will probably just spend the rest of my life in the Forces since I didn't get into Law School and im not smart enough for STEM. I honestly think society is on the brink of collapsing anyday

>send girl snapchat of my face
>she removes me

I'm so fucking mad fuck this world

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>>42397951
now I lift every day in hope some day I will be useful

>>42397559
Learn game if you have to to get over the social anxiety of talking to the opposite sex first of all, then learn to talk smoothly from people around you in indirect ways. Figure it out on your own from there. It's honestly not that hard if you aren't ugly.

>>42395470
you're being used dumbass

Actually went out to a bar tonight.

Some 50ish woman set down beside me and started talking to me the whole time I was there. Found out she was doing a road trip with her girlfriend and on her way back home.

She touched my shoulder when I left. I think she wanted some fuk.

Am I finally starting to make it?

>>42398042
>he isn't aesthetic enough that he scares away women to the point that they never talk to him
Lol you are far from making it

>>42397970
i know a similar feel man

>been called ugly all my life
>25 and never had gf, sex, a girl interested in me
>few years back went on reddit to troll around for sexting cause i have a big dick
>sexted with some girls who fawned over my dick
>as soon as i showed them my face they dropped me and said i was too ugly to continue talking to
>had one girl who really liked me who i cammed with (face and all) literally told me that it would take "a unique girl to find me attractive" and that she found me attractive because i fit her exact likes (skinny jewish as fuck weird looking guys)

>>42395470
>snapmap

social media is such cancer. why is everyone on this board 15 years old

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>>42397692
Hahahaha you actually said that? I was fucking kidding dude. Ever heard the words "Don't do what people suggest on the internet?" Y U dumb? Y U take everything literal? Calm your ass down. It's a numbers game lol

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>>42394979
>How was your workout today?
Underwhelming. I'm a home-gym fag and I need new weights.
>Got any feels to get off your chest?
Happiness is so close yet so far. It's like that staircase in Mario 64. The goal is always just out of reach. One the bright-side, being able to see the light at the end means that my depression is slowly leaving my body. I hope I don't relapse. I would rather get cancer.
>Got any plans for tonight? The weekend?
No. Feels good.

>>42398055
The dubs hold the truth

>>42394979
>How was your workout today?
Pretty good, hit a squat PR and later got a pretty sweet arm pump
>Got any feels to get off your chest?
I just haven't seen my friends in a while and I kind of miss them. I miss the lads.
>Got any plans for tonight? the weekend?
Not really, I'm just watching TV, working, and lifting

>>42398079
I'm on bipolar meds leave me alone

>>42397883
you knew what was up the whole time? how conscious were you of the whole process?

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>>42394979
I actually missed my workout for the first time in 2 months because my parents drove 10 hours to visit me in my new city while I'm moving apartments, so the whole day has been chaos. I'm planning to make up for it tomorrow morning (Saturday and Sunday are usually rest days anyway)
I'm feeling pretty okay. My landlord is a con man and my new place is both shitty and in a really bad part of town, but I confronted him about it and got him to drop my rent by $50 a month and return my $450 security deposit, so I'll deal with it for now.
I'm just gonna be cleaning and moving. My parents traveled all this way to see me and bring a few boxes (an excuse to visit) so I'm gonna unload their truck at 8:30am (which means gym at 6am) and then spend the rest of the day taking them to every nice place in town and enjoying their company. Sunday after they leave will be apartment work and meal prep, and maybe I'll see if my fuck buddy wants to come over if my mattress gets delivered. Gonna be busy as fuck.

Stalled on OHP, 80lbs. Need to unfuck my form and eat more. Got more of a lower back workout than shoulder as a result. Had really good squats. I really like doing deadlifts. The 5x5 SL program has 1x5 but I do 3x5-4x5 just because it's so fucking fun.

Pants are starting to feel tight though....

>>42396859
Hello me how are you doing?

Wanna start working on -that small hobby project you've delayed for two months now- this weekend?

>>42398307
Thank, Jackie

>>42398384
Welcome, anon. It's a good day.

If I get dubs I will drop out of college and begin travelling around the world.

>>42398672
why wait for dubs?

if I get dubs, then you shouldn't wait for dubs.

Been cutting and I have noticed some body changes so I'm happy about that. Mentally I feel empty and sad. Just want to die honestly. Not put in work and let things whirl out of control until I die. Sounds depressing but that's what I feel at least my cut is going well.

Biked several miles for leg day because I was getting eat up by mosquitoes in my southern Tennessee outdoor gym under a shed.
Ate 2 grilled pork chops because fuck Allah
Drank 4 icehouse,1mg xanax, and 3 cigs because its Friday.
Frat

>>42399257
Honestly my mental health sounds better than you fuckers. Stock your D in some V and youve made it since that's what y'all are going for. My body hasn't made it but damn I feel I'm doing good being built strong with some game

I hit 175 3x5 bench today. I know it's not that impressive but I'm close to 1.5pl8 and I haven't had an opportunity to tell anyone else. I'm on an internship until the end of next summer and I would like to get 1/2/3/4 by then so this feels like I'm making progress

>>42394979
I forgot the fucking gym closed at 8pm instead of 11pm today. Fucking mad.
>live in shit city with old people bars
>left my car back at school out east because of summer
>have to drive the 2006 Chrysler Caravan because parents almost lost home so no money
>hometown friends all have fiances or children or have left the state
>Literally watching my crushes snapchat story on constant replay(main reason i've gotten swole all of the sudden)

>>42394979
WHAT THE FUCK HOW IS IT FRIDAY AGAIN

IT WAS JUST FRIDAY YESTERDAY

>>42398672
Rolling for >>42399141

>>42394979
The calluses on my hand tore off a couple weeks ago
I've been pretty good about protecting them, but now the torn skin has calluses again from my pullups today
Any tips? In another days' time I have DL and Rows to be concerned with in regards to my hand.

>>42395768
if your best friend is fucking some dudes gf and has been forever. then you meet said cuck, and he turns out to be an arrogant prick as well.. do you tell that guy out of spite or nah?

>>42396196
just respond quickly with a touch of humor. it's tinder... not match

>>42398672
rollan

>>42396196
Women are literal children so being absurd is always a good plan if you can pull it off.

>>42399563

You tell him if you like him.

You don't tell him out of spite.

>oneitis for a girl across the fucking pond
>All shes done is give blowjobs
>Shes about perfect other than being a litlte needy and insecure
Best way to off myself?

>>42396611
>>42396644
Basically truth at this point

>>42396611
>You now fit a medium japanese t-shirt
>Dontt feel like you have changed at all
>Used to only fit in a 2x shirt comfortably
BDD is a bitch

>>42394979
>>Today is rest day
>>I uninstalled okcupid
>>I blocked this fat girl I fuck on the reg from my phone
>>I need income in the next 3 weeks to pay for the dentist
>>Tonight I got chick fil a and instead of strips I got 4 nuggets....
>>Despair

Honest to god I don't know how much longer I can go on. Last year my fiancee and I broke up, we dated for 11 years. While it got a little ugly at the end it was for the best since we both wanted different things out of life. I've been dating women ever since but I either get friend zoned or the chick is just looking for sex. I'm 32 now, all I ever wanted was to have a family and I feel like that window is closing for me. I was just seeing this chick with two kids for a few months, just got the "your a great guy" speech from her and man I can't fucking deal. This chick is desperate for a man and yet she still turns me down. I just want to fucking die

>>42394979
Currently hate my life and am on the verge of suicide
>break up with girlfriend of 2 years that I love because she pulled some real Bulls hit
>expect it to just be for a few days because we've been on and off like that for a while
>She starts hanging out with 2 guys I work with (I work with her too) a LOT
>stays over in their rooms, texts them all the time, clearly somethings up
>still protective because in my mind were basically still dating like it's always been
>sneak over to their rooms every now and then to see if I can hear them fucking or something (it's a hotel, haven't heard anything yet)
>swore to God (she's not too religious but used to be and takes that very seriously) that she hasn't done anything with any of them
>its been 2 weeks. I've freaked out a few times, she told those guys and they told everyone all the crazy stuff I've done like sneaking over and being overprotective
>everyone hates me and laughs about me, even her with them now
>need this job for another month
>see them all every morning when we group for work
>will never know the truth

>>42399776
>window is closing for me

If you're a woman then this is true. Women your age start realizing they wont be able to have kids. In the next few years you'll be able to pick and choose women.

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>>42399813
>>sneak over to their rooms every now and then to see if I can hear them fucking or something (it's a hotel, haven't heard anything yet)
well this is weird but
>stays over in their rooms, texts them all the time, clearly somethings up
why are you in a hotel?

>>42394979
my gym 24 hours and in between two bars

friday is always interesting

>drunk stumbling into windows of gym then forgetting why he came there
>different nig weekly like clockwork tries to open gym door

tonight as I was walking out ambulance was waiting

just thought to myself you pay for your lifestyle

pr diddy

end blog

>>42399850
Staff accom

>>42397941
Good luck doggo

im 9/9 in picks

I think I have an eye at least the start of one

should I be a gambling degenerate to make money?

or is it only degeneracy if I don't know when to stop

wish I cared about more sports to have wider range

I want to kill myself soon

>>42399990
why are you being intentionally vague you little whore

>>42400012
Me too, but I think we should become sick cunts before we do it.

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Everyone pack up. My life is literal anime right now.
>get to know 3d anime qt
>chat for a bit
>finally meet
>go to her school where she's learning English since they have an event going on
>dinner
>she serves me sake just like in my animes
>beer
>only got a kiss on my lips
>she calls me anon-kun
>giggle like a little bitch inside every time I hear her say that
Well we'll be meeting again soon.

inb4 emojis
japs love emojis motherfuckers, she sends me qt emojis every night before going to sleep.

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>>42400012
well why's that son

>>42394979
>2017
>still drinking alcohol

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>>42394979
Had a nice run today, good ab workout too.

Gotta fill out paperwork so I can turn in stuff to get my substitute certificate and have to look for a new car, not excited for either of these but things are still slowly improving.

>>42399990
>sample size of 9
ISHYGDDT

>>42400118
show us pics of the girl anon

>>42400118
Where do you meet 3d anime qts?

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>>42395768
>she's had a 2 boyfriends since but both of them didn't turn out to be right for her
>she said that she sees a long term relationship between us, why do you think she said I'm husband materia

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>>42396089
>For the second time this week I was able to masturbate to completion, not having seen any porn or other tempting images this week.
Good job dude
>I'm still thinking of buying some toys to perhaps make it a little easier.
Oh

>>42395470
DROP HER like the other anon said, don't get emotional, don't give her closure, just say that you don't want to see her any more and leave it at that

>>42397148
Cardio off enough calories to allow it. it's your punishment for indulging.

>>42400435
Be a cool guy and hang out with Japanese guys, being able to speak a little bit of nip also helps and they think it's cool. Once you're in the circle it's easy to find qts.
>>42400422
You can barely see her tiddies on that picture. She's a real fucking qt and used to be a singer in Japan.

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>found out the girl who was really into me is back together with her ex
Ohh well, I only got myself to blame for not acting when I had the chance.

At least my home wine is ready. Going to bottle most of it today and get drunk on the rest. Afterwards going out to meet a bro and play some SSF5 with him, since he has been pestering me to come over for ages now.

Also had a 10k run and 2k swim earlier which was nice.

>>42395470
don't get too caught up about that hanging out with friends thing. Maybe she was with her dad, friends called and she joined them. You don't know the situation but you are already being a bit too dramatic about it.
Look, she senses that she has you eating out of the palm of her hand. That is not fun anymore. Be less available for her and less needy. Go do your own thing and see if she herself comes around again.
Guys do this all the time - they get distant once they feel the grill is hooked. The chase is over and so is all fun.
Relax. Go enjoy life.
t. femanon

>>42397796
Too much work for my essay. 8000 words is a lot. Did my sets while reading up on the topic I'm writing about

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>>42394979
>How was your workout today?
Didn't have one, today's my rest day. Don't want to overexert myself.

>Got any feels?
I don't know man. I'm a uni student studying bio currently but I just don't have the drive for it. I don't even know what I want to do anymore these days, I completely lack ambition and it's making me miserable. The future's not looking so good for the short while lads

>Got any plans?
It's actually Saturday for me, trying to get over a small hangover. I had a good time yesterday though, I saw my best friend for the first time in over a month.

Feeling pretty poor overall at the moment

>>42395158
>better build strength with shitty methods before I build strength with legit methods

Why dude

>>42396000
>no vida
>shitposts

Extra pathetic.

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A friend of mine just called me in tears and told me her uncle abused her when she was 11 and theyr'e suspecting he's doing it again to her cousin who is 14 now.
She also told me that i'm the only one who knows this because she didn't trust anyone else enough.

I'm at complete loss guys, i just didn't know what to tell her and sure as shit i don't know what to do.
I'm glad that she opened up about this and i'm glad that she thinks i'm trustworthy enough, but i'm not sure what to do, i just lift things up and put them down.

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>Do you have to say hi to people who you want to start a conversation with?
>They don't start talking to me, so do I have to say hi and introduce myself first??

>TFW have bowel condition
>Has caused a tear in my ass
>Shit blood
>See doctor
>Doctor tells me it'll take 6 weeks to heal or they'll knife my asshole to force it to heal
>Can't do any heavy lifting

What do fellow [spoiler]homosexual body builders[/spoiler]? Whats my best plan from here?

>>42401957
Unless she goes to the police she's lying. That's the only way you can deal with this situation. It's literally "Police NOW or never speak to me again because I can't trust you not to be falsely accusing people"

Also
>Female
>Friends
Pick one, you're either a beta giving her shit or her boyfriend.

>>42401957
Tell the parents of the niece or nephew?

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>>42402863
haha now everyone knows you're a fag

>>42403264
The best thing is that I'm not. That's just the only joke you can make with "I tore my asshole"

>>42399813

Listen faggot this is what you need to do

>Get this bitch off your fucking head
>She isn't yours, she never was, you can't control her
>She isn't good for you
>YOU are not good for you

You need to recognize she pulled some real bullshit because YOU LET HER. Whatever it was, you let her believe that she is better than you - and now with all your beta stalking bullshit - she KNOWS she is better than you.

Women will never fuck anyone who they don't think is better than them, and once they do - they begin the process of breaking that man down.

Start working on yourself in every regard. Make yourself better than you ever were. Stop your fucking cucked out bullshit. You WANT to hear her fucking another man? She already is fucking another man. She sucked their dicks you broke up with them.

You bet it all on red breaking up with her and she called your bluff. Fucking. Walk. Away.

"Spare the pimp, spoil the hoe." - Patrice O'Neal

>>42395470

Bang her one more time, take a fucking dick pill and get out all the nasty shit you want to do to her, and then let the bitch free.

>>42402940
This so much.

Not sure why I'm posting this but I am becoming to realize maybe the reason I am alone and have secluded myself for a long time is due to being sexually abused when I was a child. It pains me to remember those days but sometimes you start remembering, I don't know anymore

Only thing that will help me at this time is probably going to be therapy, but I never talk about the situation and what happened after my abuse in my life.

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>>42395145

I asked her out

>Shes said shes busy all week but maybe after

>>42404363
She made a doo doo in her underwear, guaranteed.

>>42395470
if the snapmap wasn't proof enough, i was fucking her dad and eating out his butt that night. wouldn't have wanted his gross daughter around, especially considering how loudly he giggles when he's being rimmed.

>>42395768

faggit

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Had to come to some realizations today

Being alone, miserable and poor doesn't mean anything at all

Goal in life is to be happy going forward, I'm going to stop being locked away in my place and going to keep getting out of my comfort zone

I don't care anymore, you are given one life and it is time I start living for my hobbies again and put my work life on hold

I just want her /fit/

but she doesn't want me...

>>42406470
lol