>used to be /fit/ in HS
>5'10 168lbs
>graduate HS and hang with normie scum
>start drinking a lot and eat junk food all time with them
>end up 220lbs
>start to work out again after normies dump me and eat healthy while counting calories
>feel confident and glad since developing new found discipline
>i feel my muscles tightening and bulging again but still fat
>slightly less fat dad suddenly starts making fat jokes
>mom tells me she likes that im fat
>roastie from FB tells me she's exclusive to fit guys after leading me on
I don't want to say it bothers me but it honestly did.
Quite the opposite.
I'm from an Albanian family. My mother feeds me meats and breads and cheeses all day and my father does carpentry and forces me to come work with him lifting heavy shift.
I'm fucking Yuuuuuge bro.
I just want to cut though. It's impossible