>July 27th, 2017 How is your year coming along, /fit/?

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It's a shit year and I don't think it's gonna be better anytime soon. I'm glad that human life is short and my suffering will be over eventually.

>>42296014
>Lost 27lbs since April
>new job in a new city
>finally sorted out my squat form for the first time since acl reconstruction 2 years ago, can progress betond poverty squats
>met a qt Asian grill who is into rock climbing and caving
>started reading for fun again
Things are going great.

>>42296644
>Asian grill who is into rock climbing and caving
i hope you know she'll kill you when you find the treasure

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Still have a fucking shit physique and still look skinnyfat despite two years of lifting.

>stagnant career
>gf dumped me
>fucked up a good friendship

Only positive is that I've got fairly fit this year.

>>42297368
Risk I'm willing to take, since she let's me go caving on her. With my penis.

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>>42296014
ive got food, a roof, a little spending money, and im excited for classes to start back up so i cant complain.

>>42296014
>Got fit
>$100k job out of college
>Spending the summer traveling in Europe, Africa, and Asia
>Graduated cum laude from Northwestern
>Attractive GF
>Well known as a good guy for being very involved in philanthropy
>Moving to NY
>Playing organized sports, joining private clubs there

Life is good man, life is so fucking good, I go to bed thinking about how awesome the day was and how awesome the next will be

>>42297542
The way you're projecting says otherwise

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>>42296014
Can't really complain

>>42297383
something is not right. Look for things you are doing wrong.

>>42296014
>started lifting this january
>noticeably bigger than I ever have been
>recently complimented by multiple people
Feels fucking sky high

>>42297554
well I lied about the GF part and the private clubs part

and the lie of omission that i can't get over my second to last ex from ages ago

but the rest is true

>>42297574
It's like all my fat is in my midsection and nowhere else, I recently changed from starting strength to PPL and cut down from 180lbs to 158lbs and I look even worse than I did before.

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>>42296014

>grandfather died
>Had sex with 2 women
>Fingerbanged another one and jizzed in my pants (I don't give a fuck)
>Worked 2 months in a beautiful national park
>Finally starting my master thesis
>Will go on vacation next week, probably more sexy tiem
>Trip to a foreign country in december for a wedding
>had my heart broken
>Gains are okayish


Ups and downs for sure. We just need to try to make the best of it brehs

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> down 30 lbs since January
Only 30 more lbs until I'll be self confident and slaying pussy. Probably going to go 20lbs more after that just for preference.

>>42297667
>Only 30 more lbs until I'll be self confident and slaying pussy.

who has the heart to tell him?

>>42297697

It's hard for most of /fit/ to believe but for a lot of women confidence is actually more important than your bench PR as long as you don't look like a monstrosity so he might as well succeed in it

>>42296014
Starting a new job in richmond and need to move, haven't found a place to stay yet so I'm pretty fucking stressed. I've been jogging everyday and doing pushups so there's the /fit/ part of it.

>>42297697
BDD

Changed employers
Started making 50k more than previous employer
Started learning new tech at this company and it is a tough journey since I haven't been exposed to this before
Starting to feel bad everyday since I am learning something new and it takes time to learn
Almost 30 years old, single no friends
Live alone, enjoying life as best as I can but am still alone most of the year
Flying home in a few weeks to see my family for the first time a 5-6 months
I also started TRT this year, that changed my life
Working out again, learning a lot about gear use and cycling
Think I have developed an addiction to gear and weekly injections
Basically life is good

2016
Had friends from work
Lost friends and self respect
Started drinking a lot and using cannabis
2017
Job change
Rough patch with the change but i still have a career
No more drinking
Hopped on cycle
Started training
Eating better
Have lost 22-25lb so far

Life might be taking me on a good road, I need to learn how to relax and not stress about being alone

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>Still addicted to porn
You know, fuck it. I'm quitting right now. Today was my last day of excessive porn. Everything will be better from here on out.

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I'm scared of sharing on shit here because I know a handful of people who browse those cesspool and they would definitely recognize me and know of things that I try to keep private

>>42297828
Having quit porn, it's a lot better from here on out

You'll relapse a few times but it's okay. I think it's more important to realize that coming back to porn isn't a defect. America is the only culture in which we treat addiction with abstinence. The science community and other countries think we're nuts.

What helped me was going down to 3x/week, then 2x/week, and then porn once of the two biweekly fap sesh, and then just cutting it out. You have to learn to practice self control. It's hard to do it all at once.

It's kind of like hey, I'm tired of squatting 135, I'm going to squat 315 today. You should probably practice to get there... willpower is something that's trained

>>42296014
Started lifting in January. Made my newbie gains. Working on cutting weight currently. FeelsGoodMan

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pretty good so far
could always go the other way but here's hoping it doesn't

>>42298034
Thanks, I'll try this. Going 'cold turkey' hasn't worked out for me in the slightest.

>>42297833
Kojima San

>Lost 20kg
>Moved out of home
>Still a virgin
>Still unemployed
>Still have social anxiety

Had lost 70lbs between August 2016 and March of 2017. Gained 40 of it back eating like shit and skipping the gym while traveling for work for several months. Back in my routine and down 10 again, but effectively 20 pounds heavier than I was in the spring.

5'5 220 manlet btw.

>>42298118
>Using Wii Fit U to keep track of weight loss
My fucking nigga. What was your starting weight and ending weight?

>new job
>great health
It's good

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>Was unemployed fatass at start of year
>got employed and joined gym in March
>still fatass, but lost 20 lbs so far and in much better shape
>losing my virginity to a close friend in October (long story)

Honestly, this year has been pretty good for me so far.

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>>42298413
Are you me

>>42296014

I'm taking the gains train to ab town. I can see the hilll in the distance. I'm gonna make it. We're all gonna make it

>>42298471

Anon, I....

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after 6 months and something I'm finally over her

>>42298415
kek, the balance board was like £4 so I thought it would make a decent weighing scale
started at 310lbs, currently around 150

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>>42296014
doing great! relationship of ten years is fantastic, expecting a daughter in about a month. never been more motivated with my training. cardio is doing great. lifts are still good. my drinking is down, and my eating is healthy. work is fun and engaging. being 30 is not as bad as folks would let you believe.

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>>42298471
>planning out losing your virginity 3 months in advance

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>going back to college next semester
>no longer unemployed
>broke up with clingy chubby gf in may
>met this really cute girl and we've been dating for about 2 months and I think I'm in love for the first time in my life
>still lifting 4 days a week

Ignoring the fact that I don't have any real friends, I'm having a better year than I thought it would be

>went to France for 6 weeks this summer
>desperate to workout but was far from the city center
>closest gym had a 100+ euro initiation fee
>couldn't workout besides pushups/body stuff
>couldn't manage diet due to eating out all the time and not having a proper kitchen
>lost almost all of my gains

best summer of my life but I lost all my gym gains, got skinny as fuck again. oh well, now that I'm back in the states, I can eat/gym properly

>>42296014
I lost 35 pounds, so pretty good fitness-wise

I'm totally mad for this girl and I can't tell if shes into me or not, but other than that I've lost over 30kg and I'm sorting myself out.

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>tfw 240lb bench press
>tfw 325lb squat
>tfw I've hit a PR during every workout the past 2 weeks

>>42297803
fucking chad get out

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>>42298666
>mfw I get Lucifer trips on this post

>>42298619
regret stings far more than rejection. don't waste your one life and either make it obvious to her that you are interested or just ask

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It's my birthday, had a good year!

>>42298940
is that you? looking good gurl

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>>42296014
Still unemployed, but at least I started lifting again.

>>42298954
what's the point of lifting if you're a fucking leech

how do you even afford a gym membership or food to lift? leech off your parents?

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>19
>20 in two months
>Still virgin
If I don't lose it by the end of 2017 I think I will buy a hooker...

>>42298979
>if i don't lose it

Do you do anything to lose it though? Do you talk to girls regularly?

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The good
>graduated uni
>still hang out with same great bros since middle school
>six months of lifting and I'm intermediate in the big 4 except bench

The bad
>unemployed, horrible at job interviews, very inarticulate
>living with parents
>no gf in 4 years
>ED both times I've tried to have sec since last relationship
>nagging mild injuries
>feel like my personality is fading away and depression is taking over

>>42298940
HBD

>>42298979

Stop seeing sex as the end ell and be all of your existence. Mold yourself into someone people will want to be around.

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>making solid noob gains, went from 90 lb bench to 1pl8 3x5 in less than 2 months
>squat is at 190 3x5, ohp 80 same reps
>got my own 530 square foot apt in the center of rome I'm moving into to study italian
>made excellent social gains in the past 5 months
>starting business with dad who has 5m to his name

Just gotta find a loving gf and my life is set fampires

>>42298979
if sex, and access to sex is the whole of your being, consider suicide

being a man is far more than what you have stuck your dick into

>>42296014
Been unemployed for a month and feel the existential crisis looming

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>The Good
Lost most of the weight I wanted to lose (40+lbs)
Started lifting in May, making good progress
The clothes I bought earlier this year look better than my old fatty clothes
Feeling much better about myself overall
Some mild stretch marks
>The Bad
I have a sincere disdain for the rest of the fat population now
The clothes I bought? They don't fit anymore and are baggy
Some mild stretch marks
Didn't start lifting sooner

Overall, I'm gonna make it in 2017 and 2018.

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>stop lifting around april because muh lower back
>been months since i've been to the gym
>anxiety is back and i don't know what the fuck to do without squats or deadlifts
>all hopes and dreams of being swole this year are gone

fuck nothing ever goes right in my life why cant i just die in my sleep

>>42299139
I feel it every day anon. Had an interview today but I don't think it went very well

bunch of fucking sad cunts in here. wtf happened to this pathetic board seriously.

if u dont have a job how about u get off fucking 4chan and start doing SOME PROGRESSIVE OVERLOAD ON GETTING THOSE RESUMES AND COVERLETTERS OUT?

good
>went to Japan/Thailand
>escaping longtime NEETdom
>Starting reading and using my brain more
>Social anxiety lessening
>will be driving for the first time since I passed in 2014
>slightly less alcohol

bad
>zero female attention
>about 5kg too fat and its already summer
>dog is getting old
>last few years have been one big boring blur

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>>42296014
>tfw got rejected by the biggest love interest of my life
>tfw I'm 22 and still kissless
>tfw I'm probably on the verge of doing something retarded for life

On the plus side I did get to go to Spain on holiday and that was lots of fun.

>>42299253
did you fuck hookers in thailand? im considering going there

>wasted my time chasing a girl
>people keep miring, but I still see myself as DYEL in the mirror
>friends too busy for me
>have nothing to live for

It's gonna be a long summer...

>>42299299
He already said zero female attention so if he did they were "girls."

>>42299286
I've completely forgotten I've never kissed a girl

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>fatter
>uglier
>stupider
>weaker
>more bald
what a year

>>42299311
what a shame

>>42299319
try r9k you fucking loser. why are u even on this board?

>>42296014
>Quit drinking
>Quit smoking
>started running again, averaging 10+ miles a week
>still unemployed, have been since december 16
>Broke up with gf, lost a best friend
>Have not got laid in forever
>broke as fuck

My health and fitness is great, but my life is kind of empty.

>>42299369
>>still unemployed, have been since december 16

Why dont you actually try looking for a job? you could get a job at mcdonalds by the end of this week.

>>42299299
Way too much of a pussy for that. Some are very fuckable though. Thought about it

>>42299311
>>42299323
Actually we walked past some 'massage' parlours and some hot females said "I hope we get them two". However their average clientele is fat ageing men

>>42296014
Was pretty shit until I took initiative and decided to stop having such a boring life. Planned a visit to Montreal for a festival, buying more clothes to swag THE FUARK OUT, and trying to socialize more. So pretty good I guess.

>>42299318
I always keep thinking it's bound to happen. Like when I was 20 I figured by age 21 I'd be fine. But no, I just turned 22 and here I am. I'm feel like I'm at the point of just making out with someone just for the physical experience of it and hopefully I don't bust a nut in my pants when I do it. But I know deep down I'm better than that.

>being a slave at a factory
what should i do

>>42299504
apply to better jobs, lie on your resume if you have to and buy good clothes for interviews.

>>42299548
how the fuck can you be too autistic to describe your job

that's not what autism is at all, autism is not being self-aware

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>>42299329
>implying I don't lift

>>42296014
>started Uni
>lost 8 kilo from change of place alone
>Struggling with my studies
>Struggling to get to the gym more than three times a week
>People hate me because I'm an asshole
>I'm actually just really depressed and shut everyone out

What do I do to change these things /fit/?

>>42299573
>fatter and weaker

what exactly are you lifting? jars of nutella to shovel into your mouth?

>>42296014
Good
>sticking with lifting regularly after a year or two of fucking around on and off
>improved form on squat and DL
>found a new partner for latin dance, back on the comp floor after ~18 months
>sleeping and eating better and more regularly
>enjoying a couple hours of vidya a week without it taking over my life like it used to
>generally feeling more organised and in control of myself
>gf bought a house, we're moving in in a week
>latte art improving, good rosettas and tulips, working on my first swan

Bad
>stalling on ohp
>failed 7 classes out of 8 in the last 2 semesters, waiting for academic progress to contact me
>eternally broke
>sex life ded

Overall 6/10

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>had lesbian sex for first time with 10/10 best friend
>got dumped
>started hitting the gym
>looking super good
>moving 2000 miles away
>dude i was in love with came back into my life even though I was fucking crazy towards him
>social life much better
>generally happy, good grades

it's all a mix. nothing stays good or bad for too long.

uni is a meme/scam you have to have connections into the industry (im srs)

>>42299603
>>failed 7 classes out of 8 in the last 2 semesters, waiting for academic progress to contact me

How? Did you just decide to stop going to class?

>>eternally broke
You're not even working? What the fuck exactly are you doing?

>>42299670
And where do you think you make these "conenctions"?

Perhaps by NETWORKING with students, professors and alumni? Ever think about that?

>>42299683
cringe

parents/family maybe friends who have family members that work in work fields

>>42299699
different*

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>4.0 from my first semester in grad school (MSCS)
>Internship at a great, well known company
>Lots of travel
>Gym and dating games

One day you look up from your hard work and realize you're making it

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>>42299699
you're fucking delusional. at least 95% of people don't have parents who will get them a management position at their firm

How does that make university a scam? Do you think you'll do better in life with just a hs diploma?

>>42296014
Got an internship; losing some friends but at least Im making money.

>>42299727
>you're fucking delusional

>>42299741
Yes that is correct. You are delusional and should look how much money the average hs graduate makes compared to the average university graduate.

>>42299503
It'll be okay anon, just go for it.
I had my first kiss at 20. I had held off for a long time hoping it would be some big moment, but instead I was just really drunk at a rugby Halloween party dressed like Mario, and I made out with and fingered some hot chick.
Next day I was very upset, but a friend talked me down and basically said, well, you popped the seal, the pressure is off, go live.
Within a few months I had my first serious gf. Lost my virginity on my 21st birthday to her.
After we broke up I've become a bit of a womanizer, hooked up with 13 women and had 2 threesomes, got a handy from a girl who is technical a midget too. Basically it's never too late to start your sex life. Just don't build it up to be more than it is.

>>42299749
I never claimed what you type out/make out in your head here

>>42299754
Explain to me how University is a "meme" or a scam.

>>42296014

>24th birthday today
>browsing /fit/ while qt 7.5/10 lifting gf does her makeup
>she's taking me to a steak house tonight
>camping trip with gf, best friend, his gf tomorrow
>side business I started a year ago has made $2,200 in July, will likely be able to quit my job in 2018
>not too focused on lifting/eating, but doing better than 95% of the population, coasting off a base of muscle built over the last 5 years (still juicy)
>gonna eat 5 cupcakes tonight

Life is incredibly good

>>42299758
Simple BCR

https://data.gov.uk/sib_knowledge_box/economic-evaluation-costs-benefits-and-maybe-savings

>>42299671
>class
P much yeah. I get anxious and stressed when I start to fall behind, semester before last I missed a deadline, gave up, and spent my class time playing wow. Last semester was better, passed one, came close on two, bombed one. I feel good for this semester though, I'm underloading to 3 classes and on top of things so far. If not then I'm dropping out and finding full time work, I have experience as a restaurant manager so I have that to fall back on.
>money
Don't get me wrong I make enough to support myself, I work ~25 hours a week as a barista which is okay for now. I'd just like to be able to put a bit more in savings and pay off my car loan quicker.

Thanks for your concern, friend

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>>42299598
>get injured
>stop lifting
>keep cutting
>become skinnyfat can only lift like 50% at best in all lifts

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>>42296014
>Had bouts of pretty bad depression.
>Lost 50 pounds since January (Which I tried to lose)
>Some muscles are starting to get defined, but I look like shit
>Two days ago I adopted a cat from a shelter, and she is the sweetest thing that's happened to me in the past 3 years

Overall pretty good year.

>>42299764
elaborate on your side business

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>last year was shit for my fitness but major social gains, learning to talk to real humans, had a pretty great group of friends
>finish grad school
>moved for good job
>long distance with my grill now
>no friends no distractions
>nothing but work and gym
>strongest I've ever been
>feel myself turning autist again

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>got a gf
>new but very stressful promotion
>lost gf but gained fwb due to good sex
>2pl8 bench
>going prematurely gray

pretty decently

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>still in love with ex
>lost 20ish lbs
>13 more til I stop cut
>dropped out of college
>got an okay job
>been slacking on lifting
>started doing more cardio
>still haven't killed myself
It's okay.

>>42299379
Why would I work at a degenerate company like mcdonalds? Not only would I hate my life, but I would be contributing to so many terrible things like destroying peoples health and factory farming.

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>>42299752
I don't even care about the virginity bit. I just want the human connection and kissing someone I love and loves me is all I want right now. It's all I've ever wanted.

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>>42296014

went to university orientation today. been going to community college for 4 years and finally got my ASc in compsci.

never lived on my own or with a roommate before (this time it's a literal roommate, i got fucked and put in an 8-man doubles room. oh well). looking forward to being out of my comfort zone though.

my major has the highest attrition rate of any at the uni, so i'm gonna really have to work my ass off to stay on top of everything.

girls were mad mirin though today, feelsgoodbreh

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>started philosophy double major
>got a new car after sad car crash
>started reading a lot more
>got a gf
>lost virginity
>turned 21
>starting hanging with the boys again
>go out for a few beers with them regularly

life is good

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Dad died in late winter while I was under the heaviest classload of my life; managed to get my shit sorta together and had amazing weigt loss and gains through april and may until I popped a rib and got costochondritis mid may which forced me to stop doing ANY exercise and cutting so I could heal.

Its been 2 long months but I dont have any real pain moving around or breathing anymore, tho the hypochondria I got after my dad died is a bit more active.

Ive decided to give myself another month before I go back to the gym, Im also turning myself around and ready to make some actual friends for the first time since highschool and finally fucking get laid and get financially situated

>>42296014
>looking like a greek god for the first time in my life
>mentally in decay, worst I've ever been

eh, could be worse

>>42298034
That's good to hear. I fapped today, but it was the first time in over a week. I'm getting better at resisting, but abstinence seems to make me binge, much better when I just push it back and say not today.

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>November 6th 2004

>You just realized on the 22nd hour that today is July 27th

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NAh9oLs67Cw

It's the 39th anniversary of the greatest masterpiece ever made.

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>>42298948
No, that's a girl I went on a few dates with this year. Haven't seen eachother in months, but she still texted me happy birthday and hopes I had a great year. Feelsgoodman. Used to be a weird liner, but have been turning it around the last couple years. Here's another pic of her

>>42299050
Thanks!

i am exactly where i was last summer

browsing fiit
being alone
going to the gym
thinking about necking myself

>>42301303
>used to be a weird loner but now i'm not
>watch me post pics of this girl i used to interact with months ago but not anymore

>>42296014
DO NOT FUCKING ANSWER TO THIS POST

>still making 32k at insurance call center job
>no degree
>paying off loans from when i dropped out
>live with roommates
>poor as fuck

Sometimes I want to kill myself, but then I realize I can look forward to mindless sex and drug use.

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>tfw its been 5 years since you graduated from high school and you haven't done shit with your life.


How long has it been since you guys graduated from high school?

>>42301392
No, do your job

Dealing with anxiety and panic attacks. Constantly tired throughout the day. Body wakes up naturally at 7am and I can't fall back asleep. I haven't had a restful night in 2-3 months. I feel like a zombie throughout the day. I have been eating healthy and lifting but none of that really helps, only changes my mood.

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>>42301490
>11 years
>moved away from parents for a while
>now jobless and living with dad again
>no degrees or certifications
>even part time shit jobs wont hire me

It really scares me how not just days, and weeks, and months, but literally years are melding together for me

25 years old, basically a loser in every sense of the word you can imagine. No friends (haven't had em since late middle school), kissless permavirgin, live with parents, basically a shut-in. Days consist of waking up early, going to work a shit paying job where i get treated like shit and no respect, coming home tired, watching tv/shitposting, then bed.

I don't even have interest in trying to meet people as friends, let alone try to get with a girl, because I just dislike people so much. Not to act like I'm a good person, I'm not, but talking to coworkers or anyone for more than like an hour just makes me get annoyed and pissed off at them. I have to literally contain myself from angry outbursts daily. It's what a decade of social isolation and autism has done to me.

I graduated college at the end of 2013 (half a year early) and the goal was to go to grad school (physical therapy). Well, I can't get in there, and I applied to the assistant program for this year, and didn't get into that either some waitlist bullshit. It feels like I was just in college yesterday because of how every day is exactly the same for me.

A lot of people talk about how fast time passes, and it does for me. But most of them feel that way because there aren't enough hours to do everythign they want, but for me its the opposite. I do so little, and so repetitive, that time flies by but feels like it's standing still

>>42301490
10 years lol

never went to college, running a warehouse for $20 an hour, rent is 60% of my take home pay

life isn't worth it lmao

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>>42296014
Lost ~37 lbs, was 191 lbs and now at around 156. Feels good, man. Just another lb or so and I'm not overweight anymore.

>>42297542
>cum

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>>42296014
delete this

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>Lost just shy of 30lbs
>Got into the college I've been wanting to go to
Things are looking pretty good except for being alone

>>42301383
yeah, that's pretty weird anon. I'm dating another girl right now, she was just in my little download folder on my phone, so I thought I'd post her because she was cute

>>42297596
Have you been tracking your diet?