post your face when you know you aint gonna make it.
Not with that attitude you won't.
>>42283686
Oh I already gave up. My body makes so little testosterone there's like no reason to exercise at all. I made essentially no progress in 8 months.
>>42283728
just bee yourself
>>42283728
Unless you have some physical deformity in your ballsack, there is always a fix. Start eating dangerous amounts of eggs and bacon, take ZMA, vitamin D3, ashwagandha, cut if you're obese etc
this "exercising will make you happy" is a total lie and a meme. By exercising i only discover more obstalces and problems in my life and i always feel more depressed after it.
>>42283728
>giving up when you could just easily address that by taking testosterone
>>42283890
that's fucking ILLEGAL
>>42283686
>>42283879
I'm only alive because I have the instinct ingrained deep in my psyche to preserve the species. All meaning in my life is artificially constructed and inherently has no significant value.
The only thing to strive for that seems legit is to become the most healthy, capable and kind person I can, but I catch myself self-sabotaging because I'm too afraid I will fail in the end.
I'm trying hard to lose fat and gain muscle but that doesn't stop the creeping sense of meaninglessness, cynicism and ennui from permeating my life.
Why am I such a faggot /fit/? Why can't I just be confident in my own abilities and judgment and do whatever I want without ruminating and letting my thoughts stagnate in a loop? Somebody beat me into shape.
>>42284085
they say failing is what you will do and its neccesery.
its my 6th attempt at getting fit and i doubt i will make it.