Why are you sad right now /fit/?

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>>42183192
I'm sad because I've got about 10% bodyfat left to lose before I can start eating at maintenance, I'm not making any gains on this cut and destroy all the progress I make with weekly binges so I'm in purgatory where my weight isn't dropping and my lifts aren't increasing

In spite of prescription sleeping pills and melatonin, I can still only manage 3 hours of sleep a night.

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>>42183192
I got puffy nipples that poke through my favorite tight shirts

>tfw gyno

>>42183192
I am not good enough, I drop weight in OHP two times. My squat form is terrible and I don't get leg doms when I drop weight to fix my form anymore. Cutting from 255lbs to 198lbs will take 11 months and this fact triggers me. Also I am beta loser faggot with no chance to intercourse. I am consider hire escort.

>>42183192
I'm tired. I'm on hour 13 of work. Got 3.5 left. Making money, but tired. Tired.

I'm sad because even though objectively I look better than I was 6 months ago I still don't get any attention from women.

Sometimes I think it's just luck. Then I go work out a bit more because that's the only thing I can control.

>>42183192
bummed out because I can't lose weight fast enough and feel like my future is slipping away from me

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>>42183192
I'm sad because I get in a thought loop where I overthink everything.

>>42183192
Just gave up my dream. Starting to get realistic about my future.

I don't have a job and I start school in a month. I'm going to be a lawyer, so not having a job right now is a big deal and will affect my career chances in the future. I'm pretty scared but trying hard to find something soon.

>>42183192
>Living in Florida
>Fired from Walmart because I had to go to the hospital
>Got hired doing roofing
>Can't deal with the heat, gas out after 4-6 hours. Still haven't even tanned, only burn
>I refuse to quit but they are just going to fire me soon
>Savings dwindling
>Living in a roach infested trailer with a felon roommate that collects autismbucks and food stamps
>I have all sorts of shit wrong with me but Social Services and SNAP won't give me the time of day so I just deal with it instead
>No license
>No car
>Stopped going to the gym because my joints are constantly on fire and my hands are so filled with fiberglass I can't hold a barbell

The only reason I don't kill myself is my girlfriend. But I'm no good to her, even though she loves me. It'll be done with once she sees how I'm living.

>>42184069
This is my biggest gains goblin. Meditating helps if you can be consistent with it

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I hurt my leg so I can't keep up with SL, I tried resting for a week and deloading 20% but it still hurts, and I have an unrelated surgery scheluded in a couple days that will keep me out of the gym for a week or two
I'm not looking forward to dropping squats plus deadlifts and going full curl bro

Add to that the usual /chan shit like exfatty, virgin, socially akward and living with my parents at age 28

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My gf wont threesome or lick my butthole

Not sad, lost virginity to a 9/10 petite blonde this weekend.

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>>42184332
Bro find yourself a man who does

>>42184611
Good on you m8

>>42184705
thx m8

My left arm is basically permafucked from a torn labrum and it makes every part of my life difficult. Im left handed

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I'm ugly and I have no redeeming features. Long horse face, no chin, big nose, small weak sickly lanky frame that still looks like a typical weak skinnyfat after a year of lifting, nothing.
I got some hard gum to chew on but I'm honestly doubtful it'll do fuck all.

I remember when I thought I was attractive, every day I'd have a little bit of hope, because I kept telling myself the only reason I fail is because I'm too shy and I just need to be more social.
Then when I became more social and confident, I realized that I'm not that good looking, but I told myself I just need to gain some weight, fix my hair and dress better and girls will like me.
I gained some weight and started wearing nice clothes, and now I'm told that I'm too ugly to be trying to look attractive.
Posted my picture on lookism and /soc/ some time ago, and I now know I'm a 3/10. I never realized how bad my profile is.

Now I don't have that sense of purpose or hopefulness, just a pit that I doubt I'll ever escape. By the time I can afford plastic surgery I'll be too old. I still go to the gym out of habit but I don't have the same motivation or joy anymore. Only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because I'm a coward.

About to be 24 and have been working a boring office job for 4 years now and I'm tired of it. Want to do something with my life but can't figure anything out, I don't want a family or even a gf, I need to go meditate with some monks in India or something.. also can't stop falling for women I can't get even though they probably like my physical appearance.

>>42184844
what do you do mate

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>>42183192
I am a 26 year old kissless virgin. I haven't had any social contact with a girl for almost 10 years, with the last time being when I was rejected by a girl I truly liked in high school. After going through numerous rejections back then, that was the thing that hit me the hardest, so I decided to abandon social life completely and focus on studying instead. I thought, since I can't fit in and I need to do something to maintain some interest in my life, that was the way to go.

This was the worst decision in my life and I came to realize it now, being very close to defending my PhD degree in computer science. Despite all the degrees and so called "achievements", I feel completely empty inside.

People look at me and think "a fit guy who is smart, he is so damn lucky", yet have absolutely no idea how unhappy I really am with my life.

I wish I could change, but I feel like it is too late. I have no friends, no social circle, absolutely nothing.

I do not want to die. I want to love and feel loved, I truly do. I want to experience what it is like waking up every morning beside someone who is crazy for you. I wish I could change, but I feel like it is way to late, I missed the train to life...

It's my birthday and I'm sitting alone browsing fit

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>>42183905
A.a...Are you m..me?

Man having puffy nipples sucks. I wear a thick cotton vest below to hide it. I have also noticed that wearing thick cotton clothes also to a point hides it. People have commented on my chest and some even asked if I am trying to make my chest look bigger by sucking my stomach in.....So um I think I have done a good job until now( I am obviously insecure about my chest because of those damn nipples, people saying my chest is big makes me a bit happy ).

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>>42184688
can it be you daddy? faggot

>>42184781
You should still be able to land a 4-5/10 nonwhite desu

>>42183192

>took a week off from the gym because I was on vacation and drinking
>been back since Sunday night
>told myself I'm going to the gym on Tuesday morning before work
>didn't wake up early enough
>now I'm at work typing on my phone wishing I had woke up early enough

>>42184983
Happy B day ya sick cunt.

>>42185030
No fucking thanks, not worth it at all.

I guess that's why men go MGTOW, if it takes that much to fuck something that you're disguisted with, might as well not bother.

>>42183940
Just hire one man.. It's not something to be ashamed of..

>>42183192
trouble at workplace

>>42185035
I hurt my Elbow so I think I need to take this entire week off from lifting. Feelssodamnbadman

>>42183192
Because Im completely alone and incapable of forming a meaningful connection with anyone

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>Incredibly sleepy and tired at work because late night with a QT last night (happy about that)
>quarterly business review is coming up so many many long meetings pouring over tiny boring details
>falling right the fuck to sleep
>normally my lunch time workout wakes me up but new things ran long and I didn't have time to spare
>can't keep eyes open but want to impress boss because the only other people in the meetings are way more senior than me
>have a slight break now and I'm just pounding coffee
I'm just burning the candle at both ends. I know I should go to the gym after work but I really just want to go home and sleep because lack of sleep is my biggest gains goblin

>>42184983
Happy bday my nigga

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At what age do you guys think its too late to turn your life around?

I''m 23 (I know I'm young) and I've just been stuck in this shit job as a waiter for years now. I dropped out of school last year because I didn't like my major and I didn't know what I wanted to do with my life.

I want to try and find something new and do something better with my life. I've been told that I have time, but at the same time I feel like I'm already out of time. I'm just too depressed to do anything and I feel like because of this its just putting me back further.

>>42184204
Hang in there bro, I know it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel but keep fighting.

I can't remember the exact name but read up on the greek mythology story about the guy who was punished to rolling a stone up a hill/mountain only to have it roll down again and have to repeat it. I don't know who but some philosopher said we have to imagine him happy while rolling up the stone. It's not about the destination but the journey. I know a lot of this sounds like bullshit but I think it would do YOU a lot of good if you just started reading about stoicism.

Anyways I hope things get better for you. At least you have a gf

>>42185452
Albert Camus. Myth of Sysiphus.
>stoicism
Camus' philosophy is existentialist, for stoicism read Marcus Aurelius.

>>42183814
Thats the worst anon, I feel you

>>42185160
This
Everyone needs a break from the hunt once in a while for some easy game
Doesn't make you any less of a lion

>>42184332
My girl wanted both of these, and even wanted to peg me
But she also flirted with other guys over text
Fuck that bitch

>>42185483
Yeah thanks. I meant read up on stoicism besides that and yes, Meditations is a good start.

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Found out depression/bi-polar is a disqualifying condition for all th armed forces, especially for commissioned officers, and the air force doesn't like giving waivers. Not like my 3.2 GPA and a BS math from a college ranked 400+ was a strong contender anyway. This is just the final nail in the coffin, I guess.
No references, no (real) work experience, no marketable skills. Maybe I'll be able to get a job as a convenience store clerk.
I've come to terms with not having friends, and probably dying a virgin, but I was hoping to at least retire early after not having any expenses.

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>i will always have severe depression. I just have to manage it.

>>42185434
You can still make it anon. My dad is an extremely successful business man who didn't graduate college until he was 25 because he took time off to go on backpacking trips and work to pay through school. He had a mediocre gpa. He didn't meet my mom till he was 27. At the time she was making more money than him. Since then, he has had 3 sons who are all very successful in their own right, has ascended to the top teir of a fortune 500, quit for a job at a smaller company to spend more time with family, traveled all over the world, and has a lot of loving relationships with friends and family. You're still in the starting gate at 23 anon.
>I'm also 23 and just starting my first career type job
>I just talked to my dad on the phone yesterday and he told me I'm several years ahead of where he was at my age
>my dad, the guy I respect and admire most, didn't get started at 23
You can make it anon, just work hard and keep your chin up.

>>42184983
Happy bday friendo

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>>42183192
>be me
>start lurking on /fit/ a year ago
>want to get buff
>6ft4 skelly
>few months after I started lurking see thread from guy with scoliosis
>laugh at him for his shitty genetics
>continue lurking
>wanted to sign up at gym in 2 weeks with all my /fit/ knowledge
>got backpain tho
>see doctor
>was expecting him to say it's nothing serious
>he tells me I've got bad scoliosis
>never noticed my spinal cord is shaped like an "S" my whole fucking life
>realize I have to do excercises my whole fucking life to not make it worse
>realize I can only do a few excercises at the gym
>realize I'll never get buff and will always be a 6ft4 skelly

Shit happened yesterday and it was unexpected as fuck. Moral of the story: If you're physically healthy be grateful and don't be a dick like I was by laughing at others for their diseases.

>>42184978
It's never too late, anon. I believe in you. You just have to put yourself out there and accept that rejection is a part of life and move on and try again.

>>42185043
>>42185299
>>42185837
Thanks I appreciate it. You made my day better.

>gf left me and I miss her more than I thought I would
>Want to text her and tell her how I feel but I don't think she feels the same and it would look beta
>Unsatisfied with my career even though by normal standards I'm doing okay (£37k/yr) at 25
>Trying to meet new girls is a fucking chore
>Bored of just drinking/drugs every weekend with friends

>>42185522
yeah fuck her, i just want tongue. I lick my lady's ass clean, she loves it. then again who wants to lick hairy man ass lol

>>42184978
I encourage you to do two things anon
>join a sports team
If youre at a university it should be really easy to find one. And be honest and up front, but not too much. Basically be friendly and play your best at the sport, and once you're decently friendly with your teammates say "hey, I've been really focused on my degree so I don't have a big social circle right now, mind if I tag along for (X activity)?" Some people in here may tell you to not be so up front about it, but I've found people respond to honesty and being genuine as long as you aren't creepy about it.
>get a tinder
Now for this part you don't want to be nearly as open about being alone. This is for practice. Tinder is free flirting practice, no takes it too seriousmy, so risk is low, reward is high. It'll teach you how to flirt and put your best foot forward, even if you never go on a real date or hookup.
That's how I came out of my shell as a 20 year old kissless virgin, and I've got a pretty healthy social life and sexual life now at 24.
You can do it anon.

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>>42183192
One of my best friends of the last 10 years hanged himself last weekend. He had a lot of anxiety and depression problems. I was one of the few people he ever talked to, we talked a lot about getting him better and I thought he was actually on the right track. I guess I was wrong.

What's bothering me is how his family is all, "this is so unexpected, he seemed totally fine!" because seriously if you talked to the guy for any non-trivial amount of time you'd quickly figure out that he wasn't "totally fine." His family basically ignored him while he withered away in his room. I'm not mad at them though, mental illness is difficult.

What haunts me though, is that I still have imaginary conversations with him in my head.

>>42186100
Apparently she did
I've eaten the ass of every girl I've been with, even if they say they wont like it do it anyways, if you're good they'll love it

>>42184204
If Trump fails and things dont get better you wanna be here when shit hits the fan.
There will be a place for you.

Make sure you keep yourself fit till the end of his first term.

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I'm in my mid twenties and just graduated with an IT degree and can't find a job for shit despite hundreds of filled out applications and doing several interviews the past few months, I'm living at my moms house and working a wage cuck retail job. I feel like a failure despite the decent gains I'm making and being a pretty good looking guy. I also haven't gotten laid in a year since I moved home.

>>42186114
it's because their generation dont understand. They had a great economy. affordable nice housing. They had security. They had the American Dream.

What do you think the root of his problems were?
Do you think if he had the opportunity to live a fullfilling life he would of done it?

Our generation is so fucked up. Either men are going far right like me, who actually want take this shit back by force.
Or far left where they wan't socialism and are cutting off their dicks.

I really believe the root of all this is the lack of opportunity and respect we have received. To be forced to work at illegal pay scale. To getting charged 500% more for college than generations before us and no decent paying jobs when we get out..

I'm 6'1 i'm handsome, 9 years in the gym I have a degree and I think about killing myself all the time.
I just feel constantly humiliated and I can't find a place for me in this world.

I'm turning 32 in a month. I have nothing. I'm still dependent on other humans to survive. This is America. What the fuck is going on

>>42185434
Go get an IT help desk job or something and start working your way up the ranks you don't even need a degree for IT stuff just experience

>>42186114
One of my best friends hung himself six years ago. Damn, it's weird to type that out.
>What haunts me though, is that I still have imaginary conversations with him in my head.
Me to. We all new that he was suicidal in the past, but he had moved out to California to finish up college and get his career started. We thought he was happier than ever. It's gonna take a while to feel normal, anon.

>>42183192
Rescued a cat off the street that was in really bad shape. It's condition only got worse so I took it to the vet again today and they found a large tumor. Only had her for 8 days but putting her down was one of the hardest thing I've had to do recently. Just got back and decided to go on fit cuz I figured that would cheer me up. This thread came at the perfect time for me. Thanks

>>42184781
post pic dude
Can't give advice without knowing what we're dealing with

>>42186114
>I thought he was actually on the right track.
Sorry for your loss.

Lots of depression medications have that "if you have suicidal thoughts" disclaimer because really depressed people don't have the energy to go through with it. Because it's still bad, but now they can do things, so they better do what's best, and stop troubling other people with their bullshit problems. And all of a sudden, that's something they can do.

>>42184978
Could be worse.

I'm also a 26 year old kissless virgin, I spent 4 years in school, 3 years pre-med and 1 year in Pharmacy School. I couldn't stand the hypocrisy of the medical system, and realized it would never be possible to fund your own research. I dropped out with no degree and 30k debt.

I worked for a couple of years, but started getting crazy anxiety attacks constantly because of debt collections, constant paranoia where phone calls would cause panic attacks, suicidal tendencies and severe depression. I had to quit my job because of the anxiety, and move back in with my mom. She thinks I'm faking, and that I'm just a lazy failure who doesn't want to work. Constantly shits on me, threatens to throw me out, makes payments on my loans but won't pay for me to get therapy or see a doctor. I do all the household chores, make all her meals, but get shit on for making the slightest mistake or not doing a specific chore she decided she wanted done that day.

I have no money, no other family, and no way of escape other than death. I've tried working multiple jobs since moving back, even non-strenuous easy jobs, but the anxiety is so bad I can't commit to a schedule and end up getting fired.

Joined the Armed Forces after spending two years at Community College without any idea with what I want to do in life
Also the economy is shit and I'm scared to death I'll end up in debt with no job opportunities

This generation is so fucked that I don't see a future with any prosperity
for society

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>>42186317
I was doing that in spring, but I ended up hating it. Also desu I make more money being a server than do help desk.

I fucking hate serving and really the only reason why I'm doing it is because of the money. I don't want to do it forever though because a lot of my coworkers are toxic and its hard to make gains when you're working shitty shifts. Also, its kinda sad being for me being a 23 year old, still working in the restaurant biz surrounded by druggie high school kids.

I'm an unlikable person who really wants a friend.

>>42186790
Why are you unlikable?

>>42185703
as a 23 year old who has spent the last 3 years hiking America's long trails and working dead end jobs, thanks for that buddy. just gotta clear my head and focus on something

>>42186946
Good for you anon. You probably have more life experience than me, I'm jealous of your hiking. We're all gonna make it.

>>42185434
I was 35 when I said "fuck it." I was fat, now I'm approaching 20% BF and I'm still cutting and lifting and having fun.
Don't wait, do it now, have fun too!

>>42183192
I snapped at work

Something about me, I'm an engineer in a big company

For the past two weeks i have been led in the wrong direction at work with multiple departments

This is what has happened and I am LETTING IT ALL OUT RIGHT FUCKING NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I received a new project as of June 1st

I had received word from multiple depts and they said this would work and we need to go forward. I am going forward and complete my end, I did not verify any other depts work or documentation since I am not in their dept

As of LATE june they want to "double check" with a senior manager who does not work in my dept

He pulls me into a meeting and everyone else involved on the project

He says my work is shit, and the project as it is written today will never work since our COMPANY doesn't provide that solution to people, I misunderstood and EVERYONE on the meeting agreed with him. As of LATE June the whole project has to be changed, I tell him ok I will change it since he is a senior manager and everyone on the call agrees with him

I setup a call with the client to discuss about the change in the project. Client responds a few days later and says NO WAY!!!!! This is not what we agreed to

Than I am being blamed for changing the design without discussing this with the client, than I get my ass handed on the call with managers. That SAME PIECE OF SHIT manager, says on the call in front of everyone if ANON disagreed with the client or I just said yes, like a little bitch and agreed with the client instead of the company I work for

We have to "change the project" again because of him!!! and he tells me to be firm with the client and explain we are only giving them one choice

I get on a call with the client and another PM, they say holy shit anon why are you changing this? WHY???

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>>42187274
It isn't even my fault, I had to listen to the fucking manager since I caved in and told him I will change it. This guy is a piece of shit, such a piece of shit to tell me to do shit he doesn't even understand.


Turns out this MANAGER has no idea how any of this will work and he took me and other depts in the whole wrong direction for weeks now

>THEY turned on him today during a call
>But he is smart, very smart
>Even though they turned on him by the end of the meeting he just tried to embarrass me for some reason
I HATE OFFICE POLITICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't care anymore, I will never work with this group of managers again, I will only work with managers I personally know and any project with their names on it I want no part of itttttttttttttttttttttt

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Who else /toodepressedtolift/? I just can't muster up the energy to lift anymore, it seems so pointless. Everything seems pointless.

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>>42187300
THE WORST THING OF IT ALL IS THIS

I took the blame for all of it, I told the client this but I can't get on a call and say listen this fucking senior manager has been dragging this project down hill since JUNE

Now I am sitting here thinking to myself how much of a bitch is this guy really? To fuck with projects when he doesn't understand

Fuck, this is why senior managers get respected and everyone else fucking hates their job

These senior guys don't know shit but will tell you to do it "THIS WAY" or the client can go pound sand

The client said they will cancel every project right fucking now

I am not listening to this guy anymore, I'm done

Any time he says something I will say I will need to verify that information with another resource in my local dept.....


>>42187354
I am so depresssed right now you can't even begin to understang

I need to go workout right now, I have to or I will lose my mind

I'm sad because im on a 5 year dry spell. I know it seems like I'm just saying "wahhh, I cant get my dick wet" but after a while it starts affecting how you think, really destroys your confidence and makes you think something is fundamentally wrong with you.

Its worse because I have chances too, but something always happens. At this point I don't even know if it's something I'm doing or just bad luck. It's enough for me to just give up hope at this point and channel my energy 100% into school, which I know I could benefit from but still. Anyway thats all for my blog post

>>42183192
>gyno
>no gf
>everyday thoughts if what I'm doing is right and if I'm following the right path to succeed in the things I do.

>>42183192
>probably started balding on temples age 18
>no gf
>some injury that makes my head hurt base head/neck when lifting
>because of that haven't lifted for 1 and a half week, the pain is going away now though

>>42184983
happy birthday anon i love you

>>42186436
Not like it's gonna make a diffference man
I know I'm ugly, and only surgery can fix it, I've confirmed it many times.

>>42183871
This is hell

>>42183192
Girl I've been seeing is leaving in a few months to work abroad for a year. Not really sure how to process it. Just have to enjoy the time I have. Also I'm broke as fuck but that doesn't bother me so much.

>>42183871
Filter the bluelight on your pc and phone. Set a strict sleep routine. Drink coffe in the morning but never 4-5 h before sleep. Fap when going to sleep. Get sunlight.
I had the same problems and this helped me.

>>42183192
I mean I don't know if I'm sad but I'm a little bummed because I'm 12000 km away from my homeland and I want to go to a club with my buddies

>>42183192

i lost everything

5 years out of uni and no career or connections after 3 failed businesses. first was with masters thesis professor but he died. other one my partner sabotaged. worked for a startup but they did bait and switch and i ended up doing 18 months bullshit work for more options then framed for assault by female manager and lost it all.

finacee left me for a doctor

age 27 and forced to move back home. overbearing mother. just £300 left in the bank and too depressed to work. mother keeps 'accidently' throwing out my protein powder and meals. keeps saying "you are fine how you are".

today i walked in the woods with a knife and sat in the rain for an hour with it held to my neck

i quit ssris as i think they permanently destroyed my sex drive. had sex with a 18 year old for 5 hours and couldnt cum.

all my uni friends are communists now. i dont understand anyone any more. my mate is 6'3 and was a student athlete. amazing bone structure and smart. He dumped his 9/10 gf because she was 'boring'. now he is dating a black fat girl with only one arm who is much quieter. he wants age of abortion to be 2 years after birth. he wants state to take babies from mothers at birth for 'equal upbringings'.

and i cut 16lb over 6 weeks with 130g protein a day and SS and just measured and my bodyfat didnt change. so i lost a fuckload of muscle while trying to maintain it. and im only at 0.5/1/2/2

im just so shattered. i really might do it this week

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>>42185522
>shitty girls who want to peg you
Why are women like this? My ex wanted to do the same thing because her pals were doing it. That was the year and a half mark of our relationship and right about when I decided to grow a spine. I held the line, my boipucci was not breached.

>She'll never roll over and kiss me in the night again
>She'll never stick her tongue in my mouth as we kiss and giggle again

Not feeling good bro's

>>42183192
she said "how about we just be friends anon?"

>>42183871

self hypnosis can work.

i used to use it to sleep when wide awake and sleep for 14h

Strongly considering texting the ex and telling her I miss her. Worst case scenario is that she doesn't feel like I do, then I can move on knowing there's no hope.

She ended it two weeks ago, think she just went off me. No contact since and it feels worse than I thought it would.

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>>42186114
>>42186308
This kind of thing scares the shit out of me. I think about oblivion and doing all sorts of fucked up shit but ussualy never killing myself. My younger bro though, after his first year of college he had a mental breakdown - threatened our mother and then attacked me roaring "ILL KILL YOU" before launching himself at me and biting a fucking chunk out of my shoulder.

He seems a lot better now, and I think he's just really lonely. Bought an Onahole (Serval from that horrid fucking anime about the zoo animal grills) and made sure everyone knew but is so terrified of our parents finding out. One of our younger brothers doesn't think he'll actually do anything and is pretty fucking mean to my depressed brother and a lot of other people. Depressed bro went to a shooting range by his job the other day and that scared the shit out of my parents, lmao. Some of my friends have given some pretty good sounding advice - to not shame him but just ask why, make him ask himself why. I dunno man, this is probably the second scariest thing I've ever had to deal with in regards to another human being.

>>42183940

you can lose 2lb a week on a 1000kcal deficit. You adapt to it quickly too. and you are big enough to do keto and its worth the painful first month. You can get to 198lb in 28.5 weeks

I'm lonely.
There would even be women who want to gf me or sex me but i'm too autistic and turn them down/ignore out of insecurity.
It's good that my genes won't be passed on.

>>42189185
i do the same thing bro
anxiety sucks

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bad skin since lifting

don't come up with shit, i'am vegan and tried everything even liver flushes

>>42183953
Same here I'm at work I work over 13 hours

>>42189174
What is the scariest thing you've had to deal with in regards to another person then?

>>42189164

dont do it man. especially if she ended it. you need to delete her number and facebook and IG and snapchat. block her so she cant see you.

you need to find someone new and forget about her

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>im a scizophrenic
>im transgender
>in passable minority but i still shows that im trans
>lost the boy of my dreams due to a phycotic episode that lasted six months
>often miss workouts and eat like shit when im sick
>get minor positive symptoms every now and then (symtoms that add stuff to my reality)
>many negative symptoms (symptoms that take stuff away from my reality(sometimes its mood))
>unhealthy dream of fixing my shit and going after the guy of my dreams again
>in debt
>need 50thousand dollars plus for facial feminasation surgery
>probably not gonna have it with out another persons help due to schizophrenia
>low social life
>little money
>want to be fit being that i can do little else but im not

>>42189305
nice bait tranny nigger

>>42183192
I've been around 225 - 245 deadlift for 3 months.

Not even trying to be edgy man, but idk why I have been having a lot of stress as fear of death. Idk what to do. Might go to a psychologist..

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>>42189297
My ex who recently dumped me, or rather a lot of her behavior linked to her depression and alcoholic, brain dead father. I've told my sob story here plenty of times but basically I got thrown away after three years during one of the most stressful times of my life.

Anyway, I can sum up the fear it made me feel because my fatty ex made me feel like a parent more than a partner among other things, lets see
>is riding my dick in dorm apartment, collapses on me crying saying she misses her daddy
>every now and then, most notably 3 weeks before dumping me, will right after sex get really close to me and with a horrific tone tell me she thinks her depression is getting worse
>"anon, I feel like cutting again"
>"anon, I don't feel well, should I make myself throw up?" Again, fat.
>Cared way, way too much about the opinions of other
>"Anon, you're supporting Trump? What will people think of me?"

Was slavishly devoted to someone who didn't really exist, the ghostly echoes of pleasant memories are honestly the absolute worst thing about the break up. Got a funny story about her fattiness if you fags wanna hear.

>>42189200
At least you've got dubs though, brother.

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>>42189164
STOP RIGHT THERE ANON!
she will probably just think less of you, and if you do manage to get back together she will always be the one in power

>>42189377
lets hear your fatty story, CMON!

>>42183871
holy fuck, i feel
i lingered in bed last night from 12:30 to 8am without sleep. was fucking torture.

>>42184000
>>42184069
>>42184116
>>42184312
>>42184781
>>42184978
>>42185434
>>42185559
>>42186265
You're all being way too hard on yourselves because you're stuck in negative thought patterns.

>>42186406
You did the right thing. You know it because it was hard, and it hurt. But it was an act of love, and the reason it hurt so much just show you your own depth of love and compassion.

can you still make gains getting 4-5 hours of sleep a night?

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>>42189558
>out to Wendy's with fatty ex and best friend
>"Anon, can we go to the Dunkin Donuts across the street"
>I wasn't really thinking and was bulking so idgaf
>we leave with our food and my bro addresses fatty chan who is stuffing her face
>"careful, if you keep eating like that, you're going to get sick"
>"NUH UH, this and riding horses gave me such a good butt"
>she shakes her ass around like some kind of fucking baboon and having experience with this ass, it's really not that great and very pimply
>I chime in "Thats not all you'll have"
>dead fucking silence, she looks at me like I shot her dog
>driving silently in the car, no one is speaking
>turn on the radio to lighten the mood
>I LIKE BIG BUTTS AND I CANNOT LIE
My friend and I lost our shit and couldn't stop. She didn't speak to me for the rest of the night even when I tired to apologize and explain myself. Was werf it though, fat biiiiiitch.

>>42186946
Dude that. Is fucking. Awesome.

>>42187397
You will persevere. Just keep working as best you can, and your own qualities will shine through.

I had a similar experience. Woman had been doing a job longer than me, kept dumping on me during meetings. Pissed me off. But I kept at it.

She's still in the same job. She barely knows how to do it. I'm now a supervisor. I got her position two years ago, got my own team one year ago.

Be apologetic with the client. Take ownership.

>>42187620
Enjoy it, but don't torture each other with the delusion of a long distance relationship.

>>42189246
When was the last time you washed your sheets or bath towels?

If you don't know, then you have housework to do.

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>>42183192
Hate my job. Hate the city I live in. No local friends, the only people I know are my office mates. No gf. 32 yo virgin, only kissed once over half my lifetime ago. Losing, but still 260 lb fatass.

>>42189246
>don't come up with shit, i'am vegan
That's probably the problem.

>>42183192
>Getting feels for a girl who i've been friends with for years, see her like once every couple of months
>Had sex last month
>Drunk getting with her in a club this weekend
>She can't be honest with her feelings to save her life
>She messages me pretty often and vice versa
>Stuck in a limbo where i don't want to actively pursue but don't want to drop it
>Don't know where she stands don't want to ask

Worst part is i don't even know if my feelings are genuine or just a mixture or boredom/loneliness and rebounding from my ex.

Anyway I have shit i want to get on with so shouldn't waste my time with these silly mind games. Probably best if I ignore her, she is probably bad news for me.

>>42189832
you dont even lift faggot.
Why are you even here?

>>42183192
22 years old found my first grey hair, sign of me getting older and it scares me, I know its only one and itll take a decade or so for it fully start growing. Luckily both sides of family have no baldness both dad and grandad have hair till 60s, dad went fully grey mid thirties hope i can last that long if not break out the just for men i guess not as bad as balding some of my friends already have shitloads of grey hair and have had to have surgery to fix their baldness( taking hair stems from neck to front). Besides that my life is looking for doing everything Ive ever wanted to do.

>>42190040
This happend to me I rushed into with my ex since ive only ever had a gf once before and i realized at somepoint it was either going to get serious or we breakup and I brokeup with her and she was crying but lucky half a year later she got over me, felt like a dick but i truely didnt feel for her.

>>42190121
life is looking good*

Fucking unemployed. Starting uni soon though

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4 years into a relationship with a 3d qt. And I just don't know if it's going to work. I love her so much and things can be so good but I just don't know if I can see her in my future still.

>>42184983
Happy birthday. I did the same thing a few weeks ago. You'll make breh. If you can afford the time or money, treat yourself to something you normally wouldn't it helps, a little bit.

>>42184983
Happy just b yourself day

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>>42183192
>no gf
>homeschooled and 1 year to go before college
>18 kissless virgin
>no abs

>>42189747
First, I just want to say thanks for understand and throwing some kind (yous) my way

Ok, regarding this whole mess the first thing I did was take full ownership with the client and not even get into the side bullshit of which manager did what, that info doesn't need to go to the client, but now i'm stuck with this person and they called me out on something today

Funny thing is, they want everyone on the meeting to think they are the good guy here even though they stalled a big project for over a month because they were playing office politics and I was focused on completing the project

I do not care anymore, I will see what happens tomorrow with a client meeting and I will take full responsibility again, some of the people on the call understand what I am doing

By falling on the sword, and saying it is all my fault they are looking at me like this guy fucked up, meanwhile they were ALL on the call with the other manager and they took his side which caused this mess. Worst of it all the client thinks I'm changing projects behind their back meanwhile someone in the company who wasn't even INVOLVED with this project is changing shit

Once again, this truly is my fault

I should have never listened to someone in "senior leadership" - they like calling themselves that. I should have never listened to them and went along with their plan

>>42189079
Don’t do it, Anon. Join the military.

>>42189246
Maybe eat some meat, you fucking faggot. Also cold showers helped my skin out a lot.

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I had three job interviews last week. Three at fucking once. Two of them were 2nd interviews. All went amazingly well. I haven't heard back from any of them. It's been 8days.

None of them even followed up with my thank you email I sent immediately afterwards.

Then I had to even deny an interview at one place because I was working at that time and they were completely unwilling to move the time or date. Or let me speak with my current boss to see if I could have it off.

On top of that, I had a questionaire I had to turn in for my next round of interviews. The email said to turn it in by the end of business day on 7/17/2017.

I turned it in at 9am on 7/17, and received a rejection advising it was too late to submit.

THE COCKSUCKERS, 9AM IS NOT THE END OF THE BUSINESS DAY.

After months of searching for a better job, I get five job interviews. 3 are leaving me in limbo, 1 was strongarming me to just not go to work for the interview and the last just straight up fucked me since the HR lady can't word an email properly.

Fuck everything.
Oh, and also still single and ugly.

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>>42184332

>>42190271

That's not even that bad, you haven't even started yet. All of those things are fixable.

>>42184978

faggot

>>42190371
>Oh, and also still single and ugly.

Least of your worries'

There are people looking for jobs who never get a call

How did the interviews go?

What field are you looking to get into?

Keeping going, only thing you lose in life is the chances you don't take. A rejected job offer doesn't mean shit

>>42190612

>There are people looking for jobs who never get a call
I was one of them too. It's been months since I had hope like this. Instant 5 companies interested in me. I was walking on sunshine the past two weeks.

>What field are you looking to get into?
Everything, man. I never had a career in mind in my life. I'm just flailing around randomly at this point. I just wish I knew what to do.

I was a customer service agent, EMT, got a Bachelors in Accounting, a TV repair man, 911 operator and now I'm a Pharmacy Tech. Everytime I think I have a career, it turns out the job starts killing me. TV repair was fun and holy shit it paid so well, but I was driving sometimes six+ hours a day to go into a home and put their remote on the charging stand and explain that wireless doesn't mean powerless to racist old people. And in 911, everything was great up until deaths. Deaths everywhere. And a little girl that had her leg ripped off by a lawn mower. Then I went home at 10am when I got off of work and listened to maintenance mow the lawn at my complex for two hours.

These jobs were for
>sterile processing pharmacy tech
>inpatient pharmacy tech
>TSA
>Community Service Officer
>Accounting Tech I

And the interviews went well. One of them even straight up told me that that the position may be already taken since they're considering letting somebody transfer from another hospital to theirs, but they would instantly place me in their old spot in that hospital if that were to happen since they liked me that much.

I was kind of full of myself. I thought I'd be choosing between multiple offers about now.

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>>42190460
Yeah I know Anon but I just feel so fucking lonely
I've been so lonely for the last 3 years

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>>42184983
happy birth day anon.
positive thoughts directed towards you, from me.

I hope you make it

>>42190765
Do you use discord?

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>>42189111
checked
And good for you for toeing a line and not backing down. That some borderline gay shit

>>42190828
Haven't in a log time, but I still have it downloaded on my desktop.

>>42183192
>haven't lifted in almost 2 months because of hernia surgery
>my hips/lower back hurt to varying degrees everyday
>I'm 27 and living with my parents

>>42190040
Who cares? Why not just see where it goes? At least you won't be stuck wondering about it anymore

>>42183192
I got laid off today. My gf has been out of work from recovering from chemo. Fuck everything

>I started learning for a 200 script pages course 1 day before the test
>I absolutely need to pass this test
>it's no 3 am and I just want to go to bed and give up

Fuck. I think I won't make it.

D E P R E S S I O N

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>>42183192

>27
>Still a year before I graduate
>Sick lately so lifts have been terrible
>Hot as fuck outside
>Still no gf even though I'm putting in the effort to be more social
>Losing hair
>Work a shitty job
>Lost all the friends I made last semester

As pathetic as it sounds, /fit/ is one of my only sources of support right now.

>>42191018
How come you lost your friends?

>>42183192
I'm sad because I listened to my parents and went to college instead of joining the military.
I fucking told them again and again that I wanted in, and I let myself be dissuaded by them.
Now I'm 23, in a grad program for a job I fucking hate, have a stupid fucking MDD diagnosis on my profile I'd have to lie about.
At this point it's take the golden handcuffs to pay off the debt to my family or abandon all logic to join and have to start all over again when I get out in 4-6 years.

>>42191115

They slowly distanced themselves from me even though I was trying my best to be more social. Hung out a few times until they kept ditching me. Turns out being a fat introvert for most your life is hard to undo even though you get fit and gain confidence.

>>42186476
Hey man at least you were smart enough to drop out.
I'm fucking stuck in pharm school.

>>42189305
end it man

Test

>>42186476
>1 year pharmacy
>3 years pre-med
>only 30k debt

Fucking how? 1year of pharmacy here is 40k.

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>>42183192
girlfriend hasn't texted me back in hours...She has a history of being terrible at texting but it still makes me depressed as fuck when I try to do other shit and I'm just sort of passively waiting...

>>42191263
Maybe she's tired of constant text conversations, you're acting like a woman yourself, jesus... If you get anxious over not receiving a text immediately back then maybe you should just end it.

>>42191293
youre so stupid for misreading his situation. he would like to do other things if she isnt free but the fact that she hasnt replied means he has to passively wait so he's doing nothing, which is boring

Cutting too hard to exercise

Might drop to 700 a day from 900

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>>42190089
I'll just leave then.

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How long has it been since you hugged a girl?
(family doesn't count)

It's been like 3 years for me and I think the girl only did it because she felt sorry for me. Fuck, Bros I just want a females touch. I don't even care about getting laid. I just want a fucking hug, man.

>>42191371
Just got a new sister-in-law. Last Sat, but now that's family. Before that I want to say about seven months ago-ish at a country bar. Cute, tan, blonde girl was traveling from Nevada here. Got to dance with her the bulk of the night and she introduced me as her boyfriend to four guys that night. Taught me how to dance some country bull thing and we shared a great kiss.

But the woman had a mean streak. She treated the waitress like shit and disappeared with all of her friends about two hours in. No (full) name, no number, but hell it wouldn't have worked out anyways.

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>>42190458
My kind of feel lmao

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>>42191178
You seem like a cool guy. I'd be your friend Anon. Your friends are intimidated by you. They know you're better than them, oh well time for new friends. That's the thing about people, they come and they go. No hard feelings

>>42191371
This weekend and one before, every time I meet with my friend I hug his sister and kiss her on a cheek as greetings, or tbf any other female friend.

>>42183192
I keep losing motivation to actually get out and run and exercise because I keep having sleep problems and I'm bleeding money because I eat out too much. I'm not fat at all but fuck dude I just wanna be in shape again

Also I finally hung out with this chick I've been talking to every now and again who introduced me to her friends and shit, and I spent the night over at her place and just cuddled in bed which was great but now idfk how to proceed because confused

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>>42191535

Thanks man.

I try to be as non-awkward as possible but sadly I can't completely get rid of it. It's not difficult to see that I'm not completely developed socially but there's always people who have no tolerance for people not on their level.

>>42191371
Graduation, which was over a year ago.

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>>42183192

>Be me, 32, bachelor
>Get on Bumble
>Two and a half weeks ago, meet grill
>We're really into one another
>Second date, go to 4th of July fireworks in my city, make out
>She's smart, into me, cute, 32DD titties, funny, likes my jokes, nice to me, a couple years younger than me, family has money (they own a 3,000+ acre ranch)
>We have sex, nice tight pink pussy
>I can't get over the fact that she's only 5'4", I'm 6'2" and don't want to have manlet sons

Why am I this way?

Why couldn't she be at least 5'6"?

>>42191669
Just think about having 3 daughters and no sons.

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This was supposed to be the summer I got my shit together m8s.
And so was the the last, and the one before that.
No friends, hkv, etc. The usual. Pathetic lifts. I've no energy at all, I feel like a zombie.
I spent most of my time in bed hoping I'll go in my sleep.

>>42183192
I live in jew york. I got educated, got a bachelor's, got professional certifications, got an internship that wasn't paid and didn't hire people but better than nothing, ran a business that was short lived during my studies for 4 years, and after all of this I cannot get a fucking entry level or mid level job anywhere or as anything. I'm always told I'm over qualified or under qualified or great but someone else was a better fit. I never make it into the Interview stage. I'm depressed and my parent may be losing their job. I don't know who to talk to and I cannot complain to anyone.

Life isn't fair, it isn't right when you learn that all jobs require connections and don't care about your skills or education. I need help and I cannot get a answer from God as to what I should do

>>42191669
Women are naturally short. How tall are her parents?

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>>42183192
have a stomach ulcer and lost much of my gains and strength in the past 3 weeks

I'm sad because no job has offered me back yet and I've just only applied over the weekend....I hope this physique stuff takes off otherwise I'm fucked and cucked

>>42191673
>>42191669

I'm a III, I need to have at least one son to be a IV.

>>42191733
>>42191669

Her dad is 6', her mom is ~5'3", her brother is 5'10"

>>42184983
Ayyy happy birthday my dude. May PRs and good form come to you this year

I recently got out of depression, anxiety.

I read a book called psycho cybernetics, a self help book.

I love life now.

>>42191669
Shame shame shame. 6' is the perfect height for women. My master race white giant offspring will hunt your manlet progeny for sport

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>>42183192
finally look good and shredded only to not be able to show off my body outside cold weather or pictures

fucking gyno sucks, a nice aestehtic chest simply ruined by the nipples being puffy
it's just some hard-ish tissue underneath it that fucking ruins it all


can afford surgery but i'm afraid of losing my gains

>>42183192
Lmao balding at 20

>>42185559
BS in math can take you places my dude, wtf.

>>42192137
Just get the surgery man, its worth it for sure.

Because I cant stop eating.

I used to do photo shoots not 3 years ago now I cant even look in a mirror.

>>42192293
I'm scared shitless of complications or whatever, pretty sure I wont even need lipo too since... well there's no fat there, pretty fun to flex in the mirror and see all the fibers

but man, I'm scared of it scarring weird, nips being unsymmetric and also of losing all my gains since it seems its recommend to take 4-6weeks off gym
but I really want to get this shit off my chest(no pun intended)
wonder if anyone here has done it and how it was

>>42192337
Same here man. I can afford the surgery but I'm afraid of the negative possibilities of it.

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I failed my CDL drive test 3 times at the DMV. I had all and I have to take them all over because I couldn't parallel park. FML, I feel so demotivated right now and want to quit but i can't. I have to pay 79 bux to retake the written tests. Shit fucking blows,I'm 27 and this was supposed to be my way out of this slump.

I also don't have any friends at all. All i got going for me is the gym. I eat sleep and piss that. I've read the CDL booklet but i just can't get into it anymore. I feel so drained and demotivated now.

>>42184844
Join the marine corps.

>>42192387
>I failed my CDL drive test 3 times at the DMV
are you a blind 90 year old asian woman by chance?

>>42192321
What happened anon?

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>>42183192
for the first time tonight i texted my ex and she didn't reply. we'd been having decent conversations once in a while. earlier this month she confessed to still loving me and i responded in kind.

i can't believe she's moved on

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>>42192445
Nope, i drive great in my class C car. I never got a ticket, can parallel park and reverse park like a pro. But parallel in a combination is tough, I get alley docks and every other skill just right but the parallel fucks me over.

>>42192387
>tfw 25 years old and no drivers license at all

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>>42192517
Now imagine driving a semi?

>>42186114
Same (actually two friends did this).
I think families just avoid it because they want to assume their children are happy, my parents are the same way.
One of my friends was very depressed and just broke up with a girl (very complicated relationship) and the other proposed to a girl (the girl asked him to) and she said no.

And yes years later I still have imaginary conversations with them.
That feeling when you see something funny and you sort of put a bookmark there to tell a friend?
Still have those feelings for them too.

>>42186308
I agree mostly.
Our generation was told that our dreams were to build a home and get a nice career where you could vacation and spend free time with loved ones, the American dream.
Buying a house is incredibly difficult and most jobs that pay enough to buy a house force you to move every 5 years or so.

Interesting take on trannys.
I live in Appalachia so out of the three people I know who have transitioned 2 were posterchildren for actually doing it right.
They both acted their opposite gender since birth and were depressed as children. Much happier now.
The other one was a cunt who did it for attention and then transitioned back.

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>>42192482
>trusting a woman
>ever

>>42183192
I need to get a job and I've yet to have any luck, not giving up though.

>>42192482
haha oh shit I know this one
she doesn't actually want you, she just wants you to validate her

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THAT FEEL
WHEN

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>>42189305
Just stay healthy and try to save money man.
And imo facial surgery is far smarter and possibly more effective than getting your dick cut off.

>>42188181
Yes goy watch porn and jack off. Nigger cuck porn is best

>>42192866
stop bothering with girls, get your act together because you'll end up being able to get a gf later anyway

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>>42192866
>tfw wife who genuinely loves you even though you aren't even fit yet

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There's a girl that I'm infatuated with and I'm having doubts about flirting with her. I've never been outright rejected before because I've never put myself in a position to be rejected in the first place, but I know that it's not the end of the world. I don't have oneitis for this girl and I don't want a relationship with her, but I crave intimacy. It's a bizarre feeling, brehs.

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>>42191371
2 nights. We met at a party on Friday, got dinner and drinks on Sunday afternoon, made out and cuddled several hours and she gave me head.
>getting drinks with a girl who wants to bone tomorrow night
>another date with the girl from Sunday on Friday
>meeting up with a third girl on Saturday night
>texting a few others but no dates set yet
I'm finally living the man whore dream but I actually have some feels for the girl from Sunday

be happy for no reason. If you are happy for a specific reason, that thing can be taken from you.

Discipline will get you there.

A week of depression seems like a lifetime now, but in 5 years you won't even remember it. Time manipulates perception. Make that work for you

>>42193188
fuck needing to be happy
weak

>>42189155
teach me Senpai, I'm not the op but I have to eat melatonin to sleep everyday now, and even then sometimes it doesn't work then I take harder prescriptions

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Because thirty pounds down and it still looks like no progress

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>Never had a gf
>Lost virginity to escort and only had sex with escorts (3 women)
>Have best friend who happens to be a girl
>We don't have feelings for each other (besides she is a bit chubby and a 4/10 at best because of that) but we care about each other like family
>If I need her, she'll be there for me
>I she needs me, I'll be there for her
>She has a boyfriend who's a really great guy
>Give you the shirt off his back if you asked kind of guy
>He bf is away at his cottage for a family reunion
>She comes over to my place
>We get drunk and head to the strip club
>See some titties, she bites a stripper's ass
>Come back to my place
>I tell her she can take the couch or the bed and I'll sleep in the opposite choice.
>She says we can share the bed
>I think nothing of it
>Starts cuddling me
>We eventually start making out
>Eventually we fuck
>We go out for a smoke and she is rubbing my dick
>I am regretting my actions deeply
>She wants to go again but I say no because no condom
>I end up fingering her fat pussy.
>Next morning she's hungover
>Want her to leave immediately
>Ask if she has all her things
>Escort her out of the building
>Go to my toilet and vomit from the hangover/guilt

tl;dr I fucked my best friend who has a boyfriend and feel bad. I just hope that poor lad does not find out and I hope that God punishes me accordingly for my sin of adultery.

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>>42193407
You have two options - either proceed with what you're doing and live with the guilt, or destroy everything with the truth. Yeah yeah, you might be her best friend but who else is she going to fuck behind this guys back? Someone cheats once, they'll do it again. I'd tell the guy, but that will like I said, destroy everything. Unless you do it anonymously, but thats still a bit dishonest.

>>42185434
Stay strong, bro. My sister was mentally ill for 5 years straight; she's like 26 now and she is back in college. The hope I have seen her gives me strength. We should suffer, and we us make something good out it.

i replaced my addiction to alcohol which was ruining me, with lifting and thus have improved the physical aspects of my life (Exercise, Diet, Sleep).

But i lack motivation to move forward in life, to will myself to succeed at university and apply myself like i do with lifting

>>42193310
Maybe I'm imagining it but top pic to bottom pic you have way less of a muffin top. Don't be sad anon.

>>42183192
>stopped lifting for a few months but kept my cut as I was only wanting to lose weight initially
>slowly starting to introduce the shitty foods back into my diet, drinking soda (not a lot, 1-2 cans a day at most, but enough to count)
>feel like i'm getting fat again (dropped from 120kg to 95ish kg in 5 months), have days where i'm either happy with how i'm progressing and I feel like i'm still losing weight and days where I feel like i'm gaining weight and unhappy
>getting free meals from work and falling back into bad habits
>tfw no gf

basically small tier shit

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>>42194997
>1-2 cans a day
>not a lot

>meeting a girl tonight
>forehead broke out like crazy because I ate too much dairy the last few days
Fuck me, I'm 23 and I look like a pimply teen

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>>42185559
I know that feeling brother, i'm 19 and started lifting a 1 1/2 ago to pass RASP but my dairy allergies fucked me over and I feel so lost. Stay strong bro, you'll walk again.

>>42183871
Join a help group
if you catch my drift

>>42189646
sounds a little too good to be true but fucking kek

>>42183871
Hey if you're still lurking, I struggle with that as well, although less severely. Valarian root might help, and like the other anon said hypnosis could actually be viable. Michael Sealey on YouTube has a great "talk down from insomnia" video I like to use when I can't turn my mind off at night time

>>42187274
I have a meeting in a few hours about this

Will see how much I have to plunge the sword into myself and take the blame

>>42183953
Workin 4 more hours overtime over my standard 8 hour and i dont trust people enought to leave those duties to them

>>42192517
>26 and have been driving without a license for three years

Don't drink and drive

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>>42183192
>Why are you sad

I'm in my early 30's. My friends have all married and had children and live far away and I don't know how and where to make new ones. My social life has been dead for years so I rarely leave the house except for work.
I've never had sex, never been in a relationship and have tremendous fear of intimacy, when I look at an attractive woman hitting on her isn't even considered an option anymore.
I rarely enjoy anything I do, I no longer enjoy my hobbies, I'm fat and can't lose weight.
I sometimes feel so lonely it hurts, and thinking of how much of my life I missed makes me bitter and jaded. I stopped talking to others about my problems because I don't believe I can be helped, so I remain quiet and polite and fake happiness and smiles. I've entertained the thought of suicide multiple times a day for several weeks now, and I mostly avoid it due to the pain it would cause my parents.
I never deeply liked myself but now I just loath what I've become. I don't deserve other people's company. I'm sorry I was born.

>>42186114
>if you talked to the guy for any non-trivial amount of time you'd quickly figure out that he wasn't "totally fine."
I assure you he didn't speak to them about it, he pretended well enough that even you didn't notice, and I'm sure if they asked he said everything was fine. If I killed myself tonight, tomorrow most of my family would have no idea why I did it. Maybe one friend and several psychiatrists would know.

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>>42198599
>>42187274
>>42187397
>>42187300


You know :) I might just make it out of this alright....


I was thanked today on a meeting and they said they appreciate everything I have been doing to resolve/fix anything that needed to be fixed. Either way, a slight mistake on my part, and everyone else who was involved in senior leadership but I was thanked for my efforts trying to fix everything. I feel a lot better now

>>42183871
drain your body as much as you can, go for a run before going to sleep, do something active throughout the day

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I'm quitting porn. There are 2 other folders that were too big for the recycling bin that were about a TB each. I just feel that quitting porn would do good for my social life. I've quit chewing tobacco cold turkey. I know I can leave porn no sweat.

>>42189246
>Vegan

That's why, probably deficient in a few minerals that keep skin clear and healthy, zinc would be the most obvious culprit.

>>42194579
Really? I thought so too, but someone on a cbt said otherwise and it kinda got my hopes down.

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I found out the guy i had a crush on at the gym has a gf

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I'm sad because I'm struggling to find a job and I'm lonely

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>Her

>>42199932
fucking hell lad

Good call, that shit's not good for you.

I was semi-chad in High School. Was fit, successful in my extracurricular activities and successful with the ladies in those activities.

I've been dry with women ever since. I was in an off/on LDR with my girlfriend senior year for almost 5 years. Until two months ago where she comitted to someone else.

I've been dry with practically all women ever since high school. And I'm sad because I realized I peaked in High School and now the last good thing from those times has exited my life.

I know I need to continue losing weight and get back to the activities that made me chadish. But I quit them because I was doing them out of habit. I didn't really enjoy them anymore. So I don't really know what to do.

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>tfw you will never be great at anything
>tfw you will never be strong
>tfw you will never be beautiful
>tfw no girl will ever like you for you
>tfw she will never be back
>tfw have been too depressed to gym

>>42201947
Where you live at bro?

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>>42201968
don't want to say

>>42201947
Keep thinking that way, plenty of people made it with worse conditions...

>>42202003
Come on you just need a gym buddy

>>42202069
I was working out with a buddy and I hated it, rather train alone.
>>42202048
I am old and have wasted my life, I failed at everything. The simplicity of life is overwhelming and has made my brain stop working. I don't feel anything and my imagination is stunted and gone.

>>42183192
Graduating from a pretty good school in a month and I still don't have a job. Not good bruh. I graduated in Microbiology but my resume is pretty good as I've worked as the CFO or the development director of a few small companies.

Any hints as to what else I should do?

>>42202106
Geez fuck you then

>>42183192
My dad is caught in the Yosemite fire right now. It made his way over to his property yesterday but the helicopters and fighters were able to deliver enough water to keep it at bay. He spent the day helping neighbors set up generators and delivering water to them. Now he's being evacuated.

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>>42202118
Yeah...

>>42183192
My abdomen has a mass in it that stops me from twisting or bending, combined with heavy fatigue. No infection, normal white blood cell count, and no inflammation. Taking it easy until my CT scan.

>>42202197
You're posting here so I don't think you're a hopeless case. Definitely need to believe you can feel better yourself before you're going to get anyone else to though. It's not the end. Get it together anon.

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>>42202263
I am 24 soon, can already feel my brain slowing down and sensation deadening more and more... it's all downhill from here

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>>42202307
>I am old
>24
HOLY FUCK GET A GRIP OF YOURSELF YOU FROGPOSTING PUSSY

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I'm sad because im having second thoughs about career.
I chose something that gives me more security, but i'm not happy with this life.
I'm still an undergraduate, but i'm really wondering if i should quit and go do what i really want - arts. I want do to a graduation on theatre, is my passion and i'm good at this shit, but i'm scared of being homeless, on the other hand i feel like if i do something that i really love i will be awesome at this shit and get enough money to survive.
I'm sad because i'm lost in life right now.

>>42202338
You slow down and degenerate from ~25, I had my chances but wasted my youth. Potential turned to inertia.

>>42185897
I'm sorry, bro; at least you can help other anons. I thought my horrible allergies and exercise-induced asthma were bad...

>>42202404
It's literally never too late. It's up to you though and it sounds like you've already made your decision.

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>>42183192

>my horse waifu isn't real

I'm sad because I don't live in an anime
>tfw it is literally impossible to have a cute anime girlfriend

>>42202416
I'd like to believe that, but I just can't see it.

I've received three calls saying I didn't get the job... It's been a year since I left college.

>>42202468

Then die. Not even trying to be edgy. You're 24 years old and you think it's "too late". Die.

>>42202468

I started lifting and going back to school when I was 26. There was literally a 58 year old in my chemistry class. It's only too late once you decide it is.

>>42183871
Chew some Valarian root and get more exercise

>>42199932
If you're autistic/paranoid like me and want to remove every lingering trace of that from your system look up "delete shellbags". If you've got any hgames you'll have to dive into your registry to get all traces.

>>42202628
Did you have the feeling of constantly getting slower, less imaginative and more dull?
>>42202610
I'd like to live

Feel a bit annoyed that my left wrist is hurting, preventing me from doing most of my excersizes.

>>42192898
>He cant jack off without porn
I have bad news for you son

>>42183192
Every fucking girl I ask out says they have a boyfriend. I feel like I am doing so many things right, not being able to find a woman is weighing on me.

>>42183905
My nipples are only sometimes puffy. They un-puffy themselves when exposed to water or when i exercise.
Its weird.

>>42202653
If you're feeling that don't focus on it. Fight it. Don't give into it because you're only intensifying it then.

>>42183814
same. I'm not sad I'm
FUCKING ANGRY AS FUCK
but yeah

I don't live up to my dating potential. I'm fit and my face is relatively handsome but my heart is made out of stone because of borderline autism. I have the impression that my behaviour with women is making both myself and them very unhappy

>>42183905
>>42184986

I know that feel so well it hurts.

I have pretty mild gyno but my nipples are constantly puffy and stick through my shirts.

It literally cripples my self esteem. Sometimes I take duct tape or packaging tape and cover them. It helps but honestly I can't wait to have the 5-6k that the surgery is going to cost.

Fuck gyno

Split from partner about four months ago, came to the realisation that this girl was basically the one only recently. By the time she's moved on and doesn't have feelings anymore.
Feel like if I had tired harder and acted with more thought would still be together and me happy. Have literally zero interest in others even though many opportunities have presented themselves. Have two friends and one is becoming more distant daily. Also can not gain weight for the life of me

>>42185559
>Telling them you had depression

You're like the guys who tell MEPS they scaped their knee when they were five.

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>>42183192

I don't know if i'm sad.
For the longest time I've always just been content with imagining posting stuff on this board.
I look around my apartment and I realize my walls are empty, nothing to show what kind of person I am or what things I like. I don't know who I am anymore, I look in the mirror and wonder "I this me?" I recall bad memories contemplate the inevitable entropy of the world and my meaningless life. still I don't feel sad or maybe I do feel sad. I just don't know anymore.

I've gone back to my ED and I spend 90% of my time awake thinking about it and 10% lurking /fit/ for motivation which just makes me feel worse

>>42183192
>tfw qt 3.14 I was kinda interested in started dating one of my close friends
>tfw now I'm the only one in my group who's single

>>42193114
I've was in the exact same situation 2 months ago. Same feels. din du nutin and the feeling went and died after not seeing her for a while over the summer. She just a blip on the radar.

He's leaving for school soon, and I don't think he will ever feel about me the way I feel about him.
I never thought I'd have this feel.

>>42189079
dont do it, anon. talk to me if you need to

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>>42202989
What a fag

>>42185201
Go home and sleep, anon

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>tfw 22
>tfw never had a gf
>tfw kissless

It gets so fucking lonely. I don't even care about sex. I have a high drive but I can control it and that's for marriage anyway. I go to a super religious school so there's qt virgins everywhere but I'm always fucking up trying to get a gf. None of my friends understand how I feel except one girl who dates one of my friends and it's a struggle to ignore the fact that I've developed feelings for her because she cares about me so much but can't act on them. Not that she'd want me anyway.

It's only a matter of time before I'm out of here and my chances of meeting someone who really meets my standards are shot. I need to act now and get myself a gf this semester. I need to break this streak of shitty luck.

I'm strong, handsome, and intelligent. I'm just slightly autistic enough to fuck everything up when I feel like I've got a chance with someone.

The hardest part is the constant temptation to use porn to fill the void. I know it won't do it but I convince myself sometimes it'll help. It doesn't. It just makes it worse. Fuck.

>>42203086
You're not wrong.

>>42203113
Just get on tinder and get laid.
Once you lose your v-card, you'll realize how much you built it up in your head for nothing.

>>42184978
What would you change if you were 21.

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>>42202740
I have this too.

>>42183192
Sleep is more important than lifting. if your body was that tired you needed the sleep. Fret not your gains will not leave you.

>>42203147
>literally say I don't even care about sex
>the solution is getting laid

Retard, I don't care about getting my dick wet. That's not a substitute for companionship.

>>42202112
buy i book on how to write resumes, i get almost every 2nd job i apply for, i applied for 3 paid interships this year and got 2 of them.

>>42183192
I'm sad because I'm not allowed to work due to an injury. I just started the job, though.
I broke up recently with my gf, cause she kinda forced me to. I'm pretty sure I would have gotten cucked.
My job, work out and gf were the only things that helped me fight the depression. Now I only got my work out left.
Making sick gains, though.
We're all gonna make!

>>42183192
Spent all week preparing for a call from a technical recruiter who reached out to me. Immediately dropped because I don't have enough industry experience.
Being NEET is hell.

Oh and I failed a squat set today and had people laugh. I haven't been eating much at all, but I still dropped weight to avoid further embarassment.

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I was bare knuckle boxing with a friend of mine and broke three ribs on my right side. lost all gains I made a week before I broke 'em by drinking to absolve pain because I can't afford the medical bills, and still can't touch weights for another four weeks according to my gymbros. Genuinely feel worthless these last few days, especially when I get home from work, only to not be able to go to the gym.

All I can do is bodyweight shit, calisthenics, and running. All of which are gains ANNIHILATORS. Still, I do all three the normal amount that I'd work out and stretch heavily afterwards to stop myself from going insane.

>tfw never gonna make it

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>>42183192
>pictures of myself on recent vacation make me look decently shredded, but small
>think, okay, ill just clean bulk forever, no big deal
>look in mirror
>feel fat again
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

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>>42202307
I'm 24 and doing fine other than my busted ribs/will to live, grow up. If you feel like you're getting slower, that's not age, that's YOU. Fix it or live as a fuck up for the rest of your life.

>>42184983
Happy birthday my friend

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>>42183192
Have 4 more years of computer science. Parents keep telling me when I’m gonna move out or help pay rent. Keep judging me cause I work out and spend most of my saved money on gym and groceries. Have a mini fridge in basement, hiding fitness supplement.

>>42185897
Just start using steroids and you'll make gains without compound exercises that would endanger your spine.

>>42189246
Eat meat. You're sickly because of veganism.

>>42189305
You should kill yourself.

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>>42185035
Set alarm called its gains-o'clock at 6am everyday. Then set a 2nd alarm called RIP gains beta for life if u don't move NOW ANOM at 6:20 am
Use some sweet metal for the first alarm and then a sad funeral dirge for the 2nd
If you are ready for the gym everyday before the 2nd alarm sounds then u don't have to penalty wall squats.
>you no idea how much wall squats I have done and now everyday at 6am sharp I have oats in hand and a battle fat for workout.

>>42185201
If u feel ur self slipping of to sleep at the meeting stand up.
When questioned why are u standing up say "sorry boss I have been training hard and going for new personal best. As such I am bit tired today so I am standing up to avoid falling a sleep that way I can pay attention to what needs to be done."
Boss will like that

denny's charged me twice for no reason and I can't get the money back

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>>42183192
>got an AC sprain with minor tearing due to a fucking cycling accident
>havent been to the gym in a week
>broke up with my girlfriend
>been in a general malaise
>shoulder still hurts
>everything still hurts

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>bought gummy worm BCAAs after seeing an ad for them
>bring it home
>open it
>its fucking powder flavoured like gummy worms - not gummy worm chewable BCAAs

>>42204758
Issue a chargeback

>>42204347
Bodyweight shit is GOAT for tendon strength and balance.
Running is obviously good cardio that will help you recover faster.
Look at this as an opportunity to round yourself out, fix your imbalances you have and go back to lifting a month later with a better heart and stronger tendons.

Currently in my manic phase so I'm actually on top of the world. A lot of shitty things keep happening to me, like I just got bitched out in public by some girl. But I really don't give a shit, and the fact that I don't give a shit makes me feel like I'm just better than everything and that makes me feel absolutely amazing. Like everywhere I walk I just turn the ground into success.
Talk to me in a couple of weeks and I'll probably wanna kill myself though.