Killing my sex drive - Fucking tired of women

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I'm 25 years old, 225-230lbs on average with about 12% bodyfat. I'm told I'm very handsome by today's standards

Long story short, all my life I've been fucked up, double crossed, cheated on, taken advantage off by women. ALL MY LIFE. I'm not some redpill incell reddit mofo, I actually have somewhat of a sucessfull sex life.

But I'm done. I'm tired of bitches. I'm tired of goddamn women ruining my life. I'm tired of getting in trouble because of my penis thinking too loud. I wanna live life FOR me and FOR myself. I wanna train, I wanna study, I wanna make money and I wanna have fun. FOR MYSELF.

Now, you are wondering what the fuck this has to do with fitness

Here it is. I take 500-700mg test for blasts and 150mg-200mg for cruises. But test makes me have a 24/7 permaboner. This doesn't go well with me wanting to quit women and sex forever.

Is there anything chemical wise I can take to absolutely destroy my sex drive so I don't ever waste my time ever again chasing women? High doses of estrogen blockers? Very supressive roids like deca? Cutting off my testicles? What?