Friday Night /fit/ Feels

>>42141251
Probably gonna get some cardio and watch new Spiderman

it's not night here, but I feel so burnt out
hope you all have a nice weekend

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>tfw can't go to gym on sunday due to business travels

>got results for cambridge test today, barely missed the highest mark

Aand none of my friends are out today. So it's beer and some Forza until I pass out in the chair

Gonna go to a bar and ppl watch then go home and hate myself cause I have no friends or qt gf

Pitchfork music festival bro

Been on vacation for a week, no gym here so I've been losing gains, or at least not making any. Luckily my diet hasn't gone to total shit, if anything I've lost a pound or two. Can't wait to start lifting again.

i just took a shit and now i think ill play some video games

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I'm a 24 year old virgin and a 18 year old girl from tinder is coming over tonight.

w-w-wwhat do!!??!


Holy fuck im so nervous

>>42142624
Just bee yourself

>>42142624
you fuck her obviously

>>42142624
Just get to know her really. Get to know her brain, get to know her body, get to know her pussy.

>>42142644
we havent talked about anything sexual though, im cooking her dinner and were gonna watch movies together.

>>42142624
don't listen to anything in this thread

>>42142676
cool then just take it casual from there, no problem if you already have actual plans

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>>42141251
>saw a picture of the girl that I started lifting for and pushed me to better myself all around
>she has a new bf
>she looks happy as fuck

Will I be able to lift away my feels when I can finally squat 3pl8?

>>42142624
Have the eggs ready before she comes over, its a lot so it might take her all night to finish them

>>42142624
have condoms

>>42142715
Yeah nah man

>>42141251
Still at the office. Me and my boss had to run some samples to ups for a client (shipping department already closed for the day) and we stopped at the liquor store to buy beer for after work.
Got a little house party to attend tonight
Was supposed to have a second date Sunday but she's been ghosting me all week so I doubt that'll happen.
Gym on Saturday.
Nothing besides that.

>>42142676
Watching movies at someone's house leads to some level of fooling around always. Have condoms where you can get them, but not somewhere obvious. Wallet is fine.

>>42141251
Things are starting to get bad

I didn't expect these feels
I didn't know how to react
I just want to go outside right now and scream my lungs out
I want to scream and cry at the same time so fucking badly
I don't know how this will effect me in the long term
I just want to scream out of fear like a monster is chasing me
I might have a panic attack soon because of this shit

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/fit/ I'm wondering if I will ever get it right with grills.

I'm 24 and have never been in a serious relationship other than in my early teen years. My guess is it's because I'm horribly shy when it comes to womyn.

All I ever attract is fat grills, whom I reject. who obviously and sometimes desperately hit on me (even before lifting). Sometimes I got lucky with decent looking girls when I was drunk and basically didn't give a fuck about my reputation in town.


Do I fail due to my personality or due to my looks with non-fat grills? Anyone who was in a similar situation and got out of this vicious cycle?
Average height, former skeleton but now decent weight.

>>42141251
>How was your workout today?
Decent, finally cleared 135 ohp 5x5.
Also cleared 255 3x3 bench.
Shoulder a bit too tight to dip, but it is what it is.

>Got any feels to get off your chest?
Horny like a 3-dicked billy goat. Wife needs to drain my sack tonight.

>Got any plans for tonight? the weekend?
Hang with the kids. Have some bullshit work to do this weekend, but such is life.

>>42142891
Sounds like a pretty good life anon. Nice.

It's 1pm here. Still have time to work and pretend like I'm not entering into the darkness of another forever alone friday night
>not going to the gym because I need a rest day
>will probably go to an AA meeting (not even an alcoholic, I just go for the company)
>then come home to my messy house and play bf4 on xbox 360
>get up and look at the fridge several times to be reminded I have no food in the house
>this weekend i'll probably do some laundry and read I guess
>probably go walk around a mall maybe this weekend i'll run into another lonely QT but I doubt it

Hey at least you can see my abs now, thanks /fit

>>42142624
FUck and SUCK

>>42142880
get good friends first off all. then things will kind of go their own way

>>42141251
Went to work today, came home, worked out
>home gym master race

Wife came home with our kid, daughter who was born 3 months ago.
>awesome kid

Kid falls asleep, now watching Kong Skull Island with the wife on our couch, nice cup of coffee to go with it
>comfy as fuck

Life is good brothers. Life is good. I love every single one of you and wish you all the best. To the guys who feel lonely this Friday night: keep going, keep trying. Life gets better when you don't give up.

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>bar at gym is 20lbs, not 45
>thought I was benching 1pl8 for 5 reps after 2 weeks
>doing 115lbs for 5 reps
Dammit thought I was doing good

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What the fuck can I do to pass the evening other than vista and Netflix??!!

>inb4 shitpost on 4chan

Feel so fuckin empty

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>>42142744
kek

>>42142946
I have a handful of really good male friends. Some of them I've known since I was two years old. No problems with buddies. Although most of them are settled and we don't really go into bars or anything.

>no luck on tinder or bumble for last couple of weeks
>no potential leads from friends or friends of friends
>decide to give up dating/looking for grills for a while
>ex suddenly contacts me for first time in 4 months

Well, this won't end well. Logically I should ignore it but emotionally (both for her and because I've had no luck in the past couple of months) I can't. And I didn't.

Wish me luck bros that I don't fuck myself over this.

>>42143055
do you ever ask them to hang out? to go out and do something? even if they wanna go to the bar?

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no plans this weekend.
Hopefully, my mom's friend wants to play golf.

>only person I talk to outside of people at my house is my mom's friend
>woman that plays golf
>she takes me and my mom every now and then
>i never talk to her outside of when im with my mom
>im 20
Been lifting for 3 years. Do not believe the people who say it gets better. It doesn't. It fucking doesn't.

>work elderlycare sunday
>gona bike there and back, its 10km
>just went from cc to ss and gona lower my squat from 100kg to 80kg and push deeper
>gona bench 80kg, deadlift 90kg and keep it to 45 min.
>gona make spagetti carbonara for postworkoutmeal
>also gona eat spagetticarbonara for lunch sunday.
>also apple and carrot slaw
>also the goodlooking girl at work has a bf
>also study math

Hardcore

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>>42142624
> tfw when I'm 24
>tfw when I'm not a virgin, and had I've 8 years of fucking
>relax, don't be overly aggressive, if you want her to come back, go down on her.

Don't feel like you have to cum after her. Cum, then eat that pussy like nothing. Don't feel body self conscious, she's probably feeling it more.

Its only evening here so just get started at the gym. Gonna have some brews with the old man later, then probably a few more along with a movie by myself of course.

>>42142867
ohhh fuck off already

you were in the other thread whoreing for attention with this shit

either greentext wtf happened or stfu

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>>42143078
The only social thing we really do is hit bars. I go with them about once every three weeks. Nothing special ever happens and I'm too socially retarded to really approach.

>>42141251
Playing some Nier and waiting for friendo to come home. Did upper body today, finally got back on the bench after five months of being off due to injury and then mental block.

Should probably get some writing done, or at least something productive.

>>42143187
try this then: dont try
just go out to have fun
dont worry about the girls, try to be happy first off

>>42143023

Picture triggered my laughing flash from smoking weed. Thanks anon

Im still crying

>>42143023
create something

music, drawing, writing, anythig

this will give you a strong sense of achievment and will make you feel better

this could also give you the opportunity to meet new people

painting classes usually have qt 18-25 yr old females

its up to you to find what youd enjoy tho

just do something creative

trust me

>>42143070
too late
you already fucked yourself over when you read that text and your heart started trying to fly out of your chest

>>42142624
Alcohol!!! dont get to pissed. Get her wine it honestly takes the edge off put on a horror then 10mins in just say come sit over here. I promise you it works. Its what she wants

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>>42143198
Could that be a solution?
I was in czech repuclic to Drum n Bass parties twice, and I'm quite passionate about that music.
What I wanna say is: I was drunk and in a state of pure bliss due to the DnB (guess you could say "dance as if no one is watching XD")...and two different grills on different occasions approached me/started talking to me.

Do you think not giving a fuck is what gave me an edge?

>>42143350
not necessarily, but i definitely think that you being genuinely happy is what did the trick
girls, and people in general, can tell when you're happy. call it energy or whatever, but they know that youre having a good time and that makes you that much more attractive

on a side note, i fucking love dnb

>>42143089
>implying your moms friend doesnt want to fuck you on the golf course
It spices up things as well if you know that shes your moms friend

>>42143396
shut the fuck up

jesus fucking christ

>>42143396
What an annoying fag

>>42143396
>I'll post a large dump later tonight
nobody wants to see your poop, anon.

>>42142867
>>42143396
Shut the FUCK up anon. No one gives a shit. Do not dump more later, just shut the fuck up.

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>lost a bunch of weight
>felt good about myself
>get depressed
>said fuck everything
>ate like a pig
>drank malt liquor almost everyday
>gained 25 lbs

I fucking hate myself for that. It was hard as fuck to not drink too. I've cut down to a tall beer every couple days but for like a month and a half it was a struggle not to get drunk multiple times a week.

I've lost 6 lbs and have been hitting the gym consistently again. I'm not sure how to feel about all this. I hated myself for falling so low but I feel good about reversing course.

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muh nigga. I assume you're also from Europe if you like Drum n Bass?

>>42143589
ye, and im guessing you meant to reply to me but forgot

I'm going on holiday on Monday, how can I lose the most fat in 2 days? Literally just fast?

>>42143644
You're right.
Prague is a great city for music stuff.
Do you visit festivals. Let it roll, Liquicity, Hospitality etc.?

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Bed early.
Training early tomorrow b4 work
Listening to atm https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=--BqR-zT5HY
Bruhs I miss my gf and I won't be able to see her till sunday anyone know this feel?

Gonna go to a party at the end of this month where Im gonna bang my ex and this slut Ive been hitting on,then get shitfaced.

Absolutely destroyed pull day today,been putting on great lean mass,just gonna chill tonight watch some movies maybe play some vidya.

Peace out familia

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A-alright lads.

Been going to the gym for a few months now, starting to see serious newbie gains.
I made a Facebook profile and added some friends, in the process of adding some interesting pictures here and there.

How do I start dating? I kissed a girl when I was 22 but that's how far I got.

>25
>compsci major
>5'8

Will I make it?

>>42143680
never been to one but id like to some day, unfortunately i dont know anybody who also likes dnb
the closest thing ive experienced to a koncert or festival was when liquicity was streaming from an even in amsterdam last year. i stayed up till about 4 in the morning and it was dope

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Im eating some pesto and chicken pasta from noodles and company. Fuckin delicious. Then its an hour on the stairmaster, this thing is a godsend for cutting. My muscles dont feel depleted at all yet Im dropping pounds (that being said, im on low dose test).

>>42143697
yeah sure, you only get better with experience so get as much of it as you can

How about the fact that I lost my /fit/ taekwondo highway-patrol gf?

How about that? Makes one want to kill oneself.
Fuck working out today. I'm binge eating and drinking.

>>42142624
from my understanding, tinder is primarily used for smashing

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NOOOOO!
Channel that anger dude!
Also how did you lose her?
Any hope of getting her back?

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>>42143717
Dude you must find some way to get a live experience. It's amazing.
I was always hesitant before thinking "parties like these are for degenerates on drugs", but everything changed after seeings Med School in Prague this April. Can really recommend.

Watching EVO on yt and listening some folk music. I'm feeling fine besides the flu

Im 5'4 feet and 145 lb should i keep cuting or not?

>>42143146
how long do you have to eat her pussy to not get girl pragnat? do you suck the juice out or something. I dont have condom

>>42141251
I wish I learned Python. I only know SQL which is oddly specific career-wise.

>workout
I might take a half-day from work and go gym to hit back and shoulders. I got shin splints for not knowing how to jog properly yesterday and it hurts so bad.

>feels
This week I came into contact with my ex-best friend/oneitis after over a year of not talking to each other. We were drinking within a mutual group of friends. She tried small-talking with me but I walked away when a friend distracted her. Seeing her must have rustled my jimmies because I've several outbursts over the past few days (screaming and punching doors over meaningless mundane shit). Time and separation has been my most effective strategy for getting over her, and running into her sort of reset that "Days since incident" back to zero. Feels horrible, man.

>plans
My friend has a hotel tonight - I'm gonna swim in the pool and drink some beers. Nothing crazy.

>>42143482
I saw him in the thread 2 days ago. What was his second post?

I'm always confused at all the anons out there who spend months, years even, grinding and working and trying new things to get the body they want, and then expect a GF to come to them with no effort.
Didn't you just learn that that isn't how things work? You can improve you can get what you want, with applied effort and discipline. It's a little more abstract when applied socially, but it's the same principle: work hard at it, often. Put yourself out there repeatedly and cut the things that don't work, while expanding on things that do, as you would with a fitness plan. Same with dating, it's a numbers game to find someone unlikely enough to be your match, you gotta put in time and effort.
They don't call them social gains for nothing

>>42141251
I told myself I was going to start learning c++ at some point this summer. Still need to get on that

>>42143898
Just more vague tweenage nonsense attention whoring. You didn't miss anything.

>>42143828
yeah, i imagine it must be amazing. i was in such a good mood during and after the stream i can only guess what it would be like to experience it live

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Chill day, good workout, just gotta mow the lawn and get a good nights sleep to kick off the weekend right

Have work tomorrow morning so bought some chicken wings to help with my bulk and now browsing fit until I pass out of loneliness

>>42142596
how is it?

>wake up
>eat my protein cheerios and a banana with coffee
>wait 3 hours for a phone interview I scheduled yesterday for a sweet job
>they didn't fucking call, I'll have to call them monday
>drive to the gym disappointed as fuck
>run into gym bros,
>lift and shoot the shit
>eat japanese after workout
>go home and nap

Up and down day, really. Tomorrow I'll hopefully go to a bar and drink my gains away

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>>42143898
These annons are right

Even though I'm going through some shit right now that is sticking to me like white on rice

I doesn't change the fact that you have to get up and keep going, you can't let a few bad moments in a week throw your life upside down. Still need to continue on and pick up as many pieces of yourself as you can. Drinking/crying/screaming doesn't change it

I'm going to have a tough road ahead, but I won't let this stop me, For gods sake I can't let this shit stop me or I will just continue being miserable and depressed.

A few hits in life won't stop me

>These anons are right and my feels will pass with time I just have to pick up as many pieces as I can

>>42144052
nobody is telling you you are going to be fine

we are just telling you to shut the fuck up

you are annoying as fuck

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>>42141251
trying to get motivated to start this so i can get in better shape before i move cities
but i'll probably end up smoking weed and watching porn

tfw fucked up my shoulder doing bench on monday. tried to bench today and couldn't do any weight. what do i do? I've been icing it. How long should I rest?

>>42141251

A week of jumping through hoops to get paperwork for HR, finally got a start day for this Monday, then get a call saying they can't hire me.

I can't lift this feel, but I'm going to try. My body seems to be the only thing I can successfully change in my dumb life.

>>42142880
>my reputation in town

your what where?

Just arms today. Gonna cuddle and watch a movie with a qt redhead tonight

>>42144108
Some men have went through far worse and made it out. It sucks now but keep sorting this shit out

Feeling bad about it wont change anything. I would ask what field are you in?

Also, like I said some of us are still going through shit right now but truth is pick yourself up sitting there and feeling bad will never be healthy.

im srs

>>42144111
R u at least white?

>>42144144
Yeah of course, are there actually shitskins that post on /fit/?

>>42144111
Nice trips and nice plans. I just matched a super QT redhead on tinder and she asked for my best pickup line. She hasnt responded yet but im optimistic, its got a good success rate.

>>42144165
Prove you're white

>>42142624
yeah man 1 drink at least before should be good, try not to be nervous try to be excited, it's gonna be easy once it's going. if you're fucking her on top get her to like guide it in with her hand, and if she gets on you don't forget to pump, feel her boobs and ass throughout and probably scratch her a bit like on her back if shes on top of you

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>>42144177

>>42141251
Today was suppose to be working on back. I did biceps and triceps and burnt them out instead. Wasn't feeling it today for some reason.

>>42141251

Drinking. Yesterday was workout day, it went fine. Tomorrow is workout day, it should be fine too. No plans for Sunday.

>>42144183
Looks pretty yellow, anon
Are you secretly asian?

>>42143146
>eating out a tinder slag
LOL

I have a drill weekend so I have to be up at the asscrack of dawn to sit around and do nothing in a sleep derpived state while double digit IQ morons brag about their 300lb brapelephants. Then I have an exam monday that I have to do well on so I'll do my best to study for it while all of that is taking place.

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>>42144203
Yellow wall my dude

>>42144172
Hell yeah man, good luck.
What was the pickup line out of curiosity?

>>42142624
Choke her during coitus... Not too much but you have to show her your grip gains

>>42143089
strength gains =/= social gains m8

stats?

>>42144246
1.5/2.5/4/4.5

>>42143350
The more desperate you are, the more women will not like you.

>>42144242
A joke about bad wifi connections and going down on someone. I dont want to put it up verbatim because then all the /fit/ autist will start using it and ruin it for me. Its gotten me outright laid 4 times and dates much more than that, because its clever enough to stand on its own, but sexually charged enough to turn the conversation that way. If they laugh? date. If they are just intrigued, we are probably gonna fuck. If they ignore it, who cares?

tomorrow got a work as bouncer,tonight drunk at home.

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>>42144165
>Yeah of course, are there actually shitskins that post on /fit/?

Did a cardio barre class because I didn't feel like running and it was being run at the same time I was at the gym. I really enjoyed it, but I'm worried I made the women uncomfortable

Why do girls never reply to me on dating websites

How should I open?

>>42144234
based short fingers bro

>>42141251
>workout
Good. My gym is replacing old equipment and purged the cardio shit first. Parking lot was fucking empty today
>feels
tfw last summers before soul crushing wagiedom takes them away and I have fucking no one to spend it with
>plans
Watching new blm documentary called war for planet of the apes with parents tonight then drink at a water park all day sunday

>>42143350
Let It Roll?

>>42143146
>cum
>then eat pussy
Wouldn't that mean your slurping your own cum?

>Girl is replying to most of my messages with "grrr"
What did she mean by this?

>>42144051

If they didn't call you that isn't a place you want to work at desu. Apply to other things.

>>42141251
I quit drinking four weeks ago and Friday nights are tough. I am also on a fairly high caloric deficit, so I think I'm extra irritable. Today is a rest day, so I'll probably just go for a long walk, take a shower and go to bed early.

This nigga is right

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=phr1pOFK1V8&feature=youtu.be


No matter how bad it gets you can bounce back

going to sleep in 10 minutes so I can get up and do insanity with the wife, as well as being rested to deal with the kid.

Stay single, y'all, it's not worth it.

Almost ate dirt on my last set of squats today but caught myself. Pretty good though thanks OP :)

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I feel like I lost my temper at work and it might cost me

I hope I never work with these people again but I took a big loss today and I acted aggressive to me being pushed

I was being pushed into a corner and I stayed calm all week but today I probably came off as a mad man. Fuck I hate working with americans sometimes

ruthless motherfucker point you in a corner and attack, and expect you to take it?

fuck nigga, you know who you talking too?

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>>42142867
what is troubling you my child?

I'm dipping again tonight, and the grizzly mint is moist finally. Seriously though trying like hell to quit hoping this 1+ week vacation will jump start me to quit. I quit when I'm swimming everyday and the high school pool I belong to is under construction for a month and the gym pool has been out of bounds for 1+ week. Shitty because I feel so good after just an hour of swimming. Try swimming for 3 you'll feel like a God afterwords.

>>42142676

>implying the "I'm just coming over to watch Netflix teehee" isn't just an excuse to come over and fuck

Rail the fucking sloot and get it over with. Good luck anon.

>>42142880
Maybe you're not being social enough? You know what they say, more tries, more buys. The more available you make yourself, the more you hit up girls, the more times you try and get laid or converse with chicks with the intention to get laid the higher your chances. Go to clubs, go out with... friends. I guess. Just go where there are other people looking to fuck and eventually you'll get there.

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This was a few days ago and I haven't responded back. What do I say I'm on antipsychotics and I was already stupid before all of this

>>42144220
>>42144758
Don't fuck without a condom you morons.

>>42145006
>implying that behavior has anything to do with them being an American
Sounds like you shouldn't blame all your problems on other people.

>>42145122
Say "don't worry, my dick is huge, you'll easily see what you're gonna suck on, wanna come over tonight?"

If I get dubs, you HAVE to say this

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>>42145162
What bout this?

>wake up, got phonecall from job recruiter
>gf got hype immediately and got on my case about doing job shit, gets pissed that I was drinking coffee and taking a minute to read the news instead of emailing people
>gf storms out of the room
>send emails, decide fuck it, finish coffee and just go to the gym
>feel like shit, exhausted and sore throat, still make bench gains though, leave after hitting 3 main lifts and skip accessories (rip gains)
>go home and deal with salty gf nagging me about job stuff, take a shower
>play roguelikes all day until gf takes a nap and kicks me out of the room

Now I'm on my laptop in the other room. Don't fall for the girlfriend meme guys, it fucking blows. At least this one does. I'm planning on ghosting out of this godawful relationship in a couple of months and hopping a train across country to live with some friends. Only thing this girl wants is a rich guy to buy her a fucking house and take her on globetrotting vacations, everything else is secondary.

>>42145202
Oh shit, Son. I see where this is going and you have my endorsement and approval.

>tfw /fit/ is slow on a Friday night
>all the normies and Chads have left
>tfw I've spent most of my Friday nights alone
>I'm 23 now
>it's 2017
>my cousin is entering the 8th grade
>he has no idea what's coming to him

>>42143571
stay strong friend

>>42141251
I got new basketball shoes today, so I went to the gym to try them out, but none of the black guys would pass it to me. I had 6" on the guy guarding me, but decided they wanted to take contested 3 pointers every possession instead.

And then next game they got another black guy to replace me and they lost by more than the game before.

Why are black people so racist?

>>42142914
>will probably go to an AA meeting (not even an alcoholic, I just go for the company)
holy shit this made me feel
We are ALL gonna make it.
If any anons want to talk i'm here

>>42145202
add the word massive

>>42141251
Just hit a new OHP PR, 115 for 5 reps. Unfortunately I couldn't get the last one in, but I'm getting pretty close to 1pl8, so I'm happy about that. Will most likely be the 1st of my 1/2/3/4 goals.
Gonna reward myself with vidya and weed.

>>42141350
Awesome, hope you enjoy it Anon. There's one scene in particular that helped me set a new PR, I'm probably gonna be thinking about it when I try 2pl8 squat for the first time tomorrow

Good content in that film

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>>42141251
Today is not so bad. I will be unemployed in two weeks but I have plenty of savings and a couple leads. Just went on my first run/workout all week after severely overtraining myself to the point of dizziness last week so I'm doing okay.

To keep it feels related:

>tfw live in a drinking town and nobody else is into fitness.
>tfw no non-degenerate gf

Most friends are busy, about to play a game with one if he's free. Feels alright.

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>>42142993
>counting the bar

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>>42141251
>be a medical student
>assigned to a service in the hospital for 2 weeks
>immediately notice there's a qt therapist who works there too
>catch her eye from time to time, get nervous when she's around, etc.
>start talking to her a little bit, introduce myself and get to know her a little
>sometimes she comes and sits by me when I'm working on the computer
>last day was today
>get to talk with her once again
>see her sitting alone and strike up a conversation
>autism does not plague me during this interaction, thank the lord
>only manage to talk about patients there, never work up the courage to ask her on a date
>feel like shit
>probably won't see her again

I don't know why I fucked up and failed so bad bros. I really really just wanted to ask her to dinner or something, but some primitive fear drive stopped me from doing it. What the fuck is wrong with me? I think today I realized that I'm the only one to blame for tfw no gf

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>>42143089
>a 20 year old trying to give advice

>>42143886
>>42144758
t. Guys going to shrink to DYEL after knocking up a rando slag.

>>42144220
Who knows, my last girlfriend was one of those girls that used tinder to talk to guys because she's autistic irl. I let that go for a while before I broke things off with her (eight months?). If I didn't go down on her at some point, sex would have been boring for me and her.

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Somehow got my hands on a Switch and Breath of the Wild today, so I've been having a lot of fun. Thankfully I'll be able to enjoy it the entire weekend before beginning training for my new job, the thought of which has been stressing me out all month.

Other than that I'm just floating on. Having a drink, possibly gonna meet with my friend and go on a night drive. He only likes me because I'm extremely good at sucking cock but still, his company is relaxing, especially compared to my roommates.

Then more Switch.

>>42145247
Hard to imagine her that way when you outright say you're unemployed. Benefit of the doubt, you may be a DYEL cardio deadbeat. Benefit of the doubt, you didn't mention how long you have been without a job.

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>>42145266
Great anon, since you're eye sight isn't that great, I'll show up to your place so you can take a closer look at/taste of this cylindrical object.

L O N D O N
O
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D
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GF and I are going to do heroin and watch nature films.

>>42145505
Why not a less life-ruining drug?

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>>42145390
Forgot to add that I fucked up my sleep and my lifts were mediocre today

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>>42141251
>really like this girl, mutual friends say she is interested in me
>go on date, thought it went well
>she slowly stops responding to my texts over the following weeks
>mutual friend basically confirms she's no longer interested today
Had a great workout tho, tried to lift away the feels and blast heavy metal so I couldn't hear my thoughts.

>>42144103
PLEASE RESPOND

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>>42145369
She's playing dumb now or maybe she is dumb good for me then.

>>42145578
Give it a week and then go to a sports medicine doctor. Put the arms of the affected shoulders a 90 degree angle with your thumb down, slowly lower it to your side. Can you control the arm as it lowers or does it feel weak on drop on it's own?

>>42145627
I can do that with no pain. I have full range of movement.

Lifting was great today. First time doing high volume in a long time, I almost forgot how to do seated cable rows and I'm benching more for 12 reps than I used to back when I started strength training.

>>42145648
Okay then it's probably not your rotator cuff, so you dodged a bullet there. Where is the pain? It could be a torn upper pec or an ac joint issue, which are easier to deal with and don't require surgery.

Been building up my dumb bell workout at home. I do 3 hours a week, 1 hours M/W/F, since Dec I've worked my way up to be able to dumb bell squat 32kg about 25 times in 3 sets. Not bad I feel but I have no idea.

More importantly I've lost 120~ pounds since last July on my diet. Was 320, now about 200. Good shit.

But can't help but feel I'm more depressed now than when I was fat? Like being super fat I had zero standards, so my shitty life was fine because well, I'll die young anyway and no one cares. Now I'm not that fat it's terrible being a 25yo KHV living with parents. Being fat was a good way to pretend nothing mattered, but dealing with my problems is far bigger feels than I can contend with.

>>42145677
Its hard to pinpoint but generally the outside and front of my shoulder. Weirdly I can do light weight shoulder presses fine but it hurts to bench and use heavier weight.

odds I go to the strip club
evens I save my 300 bucks for more supplements I won't ever use

>>42145707
Let us know how it goes, I've never been to one

>>42145707
If singles you go to a cheaper strip club

>>42145679
yeah now u have the chance to change it my dude. If you have the willpower to drop a third of yourself u can figure it out

>hit it off with bartender a few weeks back
>went back tonight to see if she's there
>she wasn't
>other bartender was like "she says hi though"
>"she'll be here tomorrow"
>can't decide if I should go and see her tomorrow or if that would look desperate

>>42145790
you already fucked yourself by asking about her. just go anyway.

>>42145790
Don't go tomorrow but go when she works again (don't ask her coworker tho).

>>42145703
Damn I wish I could help you out, just repeating some of the tests and options a specialist gave me about a year ago. Had some ac joint issues over a year ago. Honestly I had to take two months off, did a lot of cardio then, hopefully it doesn't keep on the bench that long. Like I said, give it another week and then see a sports medicine doctor or PT, not a GP or shoulder specialist. I got royally fucked financially when I went the former route.

>>42141251
had a really really good interview on monday for a job I really wanted. Just heard I didnt get it

HOLD ME BROS
I graduated in may and im still unemployed fuck me.

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Should I just get drunk lads? I don't know how to handle these feels anymore and I'm praying for death. The only happiness I get anymore is lifting and getting a pump

>>42145503
Well, that went well for you. Summerfag.

>>42144165
Yeah I'm half white. Full Ay-rab

>>42145411
iktfb
>saw qt gym crush while liftan after work today
>we make eye contact fairly frequently
>she always seems to grab the bench next to me
>don't introduce myself for the 9999th time even tho she's right there
>prolly won't see her again until Monday after work

JUST

>how was your workout today?
gonna go later tonight
>got any feels to get off your chest?
girlfriend dumped me two days ago, i feel like absolute death.
>got any plans for tonight? the weekend?
so far just watching EVO then gym later, might go out tomorrow night after work, then i'll hang out with some friends and watch GoT on sunday.

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>>42145790
Never go back.

>>42145847
ok thanks man I appreciate you helping. I will definitely take a week off. Luckily I have full range of movement so I don't think its that bad. Fingers crossed though, I really don't want to be out for awhile.

>>42141251
Leg broken, drinking at some girls house party, all i wish for is being able to lift again soon

>>42141251
>up to?
nothin

>workout?
took a long walk in the heat. was probably too hot for me desu.

>feels?
I miss my cat. rip.

>plans?
sleep tonight, work tomorrow. just got made permanent, gonna make an extra $10k per year starting tomorrow.

Havnt been able to lift for three weeks, feels pretty ordinary. I should be feeling well enough to start lifting and running again tomorrow. Gonna suck having to reduce so much weight.

>>42141251
You should start learning the basics of C as soon as possible.

C is like SS/SL and python is like doing only accessory work. C, especially pointers and memory management, will teach you a solid foundation that makes understanding other languages easier. Neglecting C means every language you learn, you'll be learning the arbitrary rules of how the garbage collector handles memory without understand how and why the languages does certain things.
Of course, you shouldn't do SS/C forever because its not really useful for some aspects, but having a solid base will help you make less mistakes, and understand your mistakes more so you make less mistakes in the future.

>>42143897
SQL isn't a programming language. SQL and programming are not comparable at all, though most programmers have really bad SQL skills. If you are really good with SQL and designing relational databases, you have a very sought after skillset.

>>42141251
PRs on push day (yestersay)
PRs on pull day (today)
Date tomorrow, gonna try to PR on my push pull game
Also gonna blast legs before the date cause it's no fun walking with a girl in the park if your legs are capable of walking normally

>>42141251
I'm good. Playing Civ and having a couple beers. I

My workouts have been suffering because I was on vacation for 3 weeks without access to weights but I kinda missed the DOMS so I'm embracing some soreness rn.

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I just want you anons to know that there are people out there who remember your story. Everyone is a series of stories, and knowing someone's story is a great privilege. I'll make sure the stories are passed down.

>>42145848
that's not the worst thing ever m8, lots of people take a few months to find a job, just keep applying to shit and something will turn up.

My dumb ass has developed a crush on a girl at work.
I know that she obviously isn't into me, but she's friendly and teases me all the time so that got my to think she's into me. I'm keep telling myself that I'm just imagining, and she's friendly to everyone, but I can't fucking help it, she's so beautiful.

Fuck, I wish I had better control of my mind and emotions. Or just that I was attractive.

>>42141251
Stalling on lifts, wondering if I should add rows.

Just going to shit post then go to bed early.

Probrably put in an order for some whey protien.

>>42142573
>So it's beer until I pass out in the chair
Anon drinking is bad for your gains, both physical and mental. Drop that shit.

>>42146217
>wanting someone to tell you you're wrong and that she actually is into you
She's not. Stop making excuses that you can't control yourself and remember what shallow, selfish creatures women are.

>>42146266
I dint want someone to tell me I'm wrong, I want exactly the opposite. I'm not lying when I say I wish I didn't feel this way.

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I've been secluded a long time

I've begun talking to myself and thinking I am having a conversation with someone on 4chan, another forum, and online life

We are not talking, non of you know me and what i have been through...

>>42146279
How many girls your age do you interact with daily? Weekly? Monthly? Now how many guys your age?

I used to have this problem and then I realized the answer to the girls one is "not a lot". Especially compared to the guy number. If both are low that's a different but related problem.

Flirting with girls becomes much more fun and risk-free, and you get over them faster, when you have some element of quantity to fall back on

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>>42141251
I got accepted to nursing school, bros. I'm so fucking happy. No plans for the weekend, Saturdays and Sundays I work at a 4-bed hospice house.

>>42141251
Out of town rn so not working out

Got downtime though so I'm working on multivar calc on Khan Academy

>>42146336
You're right, it's 'not alot' to both.
In fact, the only people I interact with are my coworkers.
I'm not trying to meet any people until I'm more comfortable with myself first. IE when Im not disguisted at myself for wearing a t-shirt anymore.

>>42146400
DESU you gotta start now so that you can be at the social level people expect you to be when you look good

Would anyone be interested in a self-improvement/introverted feels kind of discord? I don't have much of a social life

>>42146438
Noble idea, but that would get flooded with attentionwhores and faggots instantly

Played nerf darts with my girlfriends kid. I promised myself I would avoid her kid but it was really fun.
Fucked a thick bitch with a daddy fetish earlier. Looking old AF isn't so bad.

>>42146438
Get off discord and find outdoor hobbies

Take classes in things like cooking, play pickup basketball, talk to coworkers about their non-professional lives and see if they're any fun, etc.

Becoming an extrovert is hard but not impossible

>>42146502
>Get off discord and find outdoor hobbies
/thread

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>>42146438
Yea

Discord is for people in depression or other issues

Normies dont use discord, I've spent a few months on discord

its depressing ......

Is cheating wrong? Do I have sex addiction? I'm 21 and have fucked 41 women, 2 dudes and three trannies

>>42141251
got my workout done earlier today so now im just hanging out on here and getting drunk

only friend still in town didnt feel like making plans tonight so im kind of stuck here, only have one more month of this before i'm off to Uni and can actually have friends who are close to me

>tfw the only joy out of life is from eating protein bars and drinking pre-workout mix

>>42146146
What about rust? I've done plenty of golang, Python, js, java, and some config management but want to learn C or a C like language. But I've heard that C is very unsafe compared to something like Rust.

>>42143342
Holy shit this. If she's coming over on a Friday night she wants to get physical. She's 18, she'll be nervous. Definitely be like "cmon over here :3" . I promise you it will be a relief to her and she'll respect you more for being a man and escalating the situation. If all goes well you'll be making out, then dry humping, then fucking before then end of the first act. Good luck m80, works every time

>>42146608
>Is cheating wrong?
Yes. I have no idea if you're actually a bad person so please don't think that I'm just saying it's wrong because of that.

>Do I have sex addiction?
Maybe. Have you found yourself in dangerous situations because of sex? As in: fucking strangers raw? Fucking people with STDs that you knew of beforehand? Have you spent lots of money on sex? Etc.

Been able to get running back into my schedule after a rough though fun month of moving and being sick. Looking to start doing weights, get some equipment and refine meal plan.

Easiest job in the world is getting aggravating. 9 hours of clicking, hoping to get some work, reading a book all day. Not used to office work, though there hasn't really been any work. Going to see about less hours and putting more into art and video. Plenty of film work around. Just need to dig it up.

Surprised that there has been no pressure about finding a gf lately, though a friend of mine is driving me crazy. So watching Starship Troopers with roommate tonight.

I tried to kill myself last week
I didn't go to gym this week and the week before
I'm supposed to be bulking right now (and I am, I just forgot to lift)
>tfw the new Levy's I bought last month don't fit me anymore
I'll start again tomorrow after going to therapy, I swear
On second thought, I'll wake up at 6 and hit the gym before my therapy
We're all gonna make it

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I'm not doing so well tonight, here's the story enjoy my misery if you are reading

>Be me
>Work for big company
>Working on 5-6 projects every few months
>Out of everything that has been successful one project failed this week
>It hit me pretty hard, you know I wasn't prepared for this at all
>I'm hurting right now

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>>42141251
I'm gonna get the black belt. I'm gonna get the PhD. I'm gonna run the iron man.

We're all gonna make it

>>42141251
>stay up all night because why not
>suns already up so no sleep for me
>start doing a huge set of dishes in lack of better things to do
>get bored and start imagining conversation with some guy i know
>20 min later
>find myself actually speaking all my lines to myself
is this cause for concern? am i crazy? kinda spooked desu

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>>42146981
I like that way of thinking....

>>42145365

You guys should probably form an underground boxing club

>>42146866
We're all going to make it bro. Hope you get through what you're dealing with

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Going to see a psychologist monday.
Been stuck at 350 for all my max's since i was 13. ADHD bound fucktard that has been unmedicated since middleschool,and was actual unable to listen to the advice of my lifting buddy's.

Today i dosed myself with ill gotten Ritalin and pounded through the same fucking weight as always, but this time i knew what the fuck i was doing.

It's not a strength thing, it's a technique thing. And my issue isn't technique, it's fucking hearing the god damn words coming out of there mouths. This time i heard it.

I am a fucktard that needs to be medicated to do basic shit. And that kinda sucks.

When did you guy's realize you were broken?

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>>42141251
>breakup with gf 7 months ago
>feels good to focus on my life lack of bullshit etc
>getting the feels for the good times with her lately
>not a nostalgic person in general
>I don't think I want to get back together because of long distance, still bad feelings, etc
>we will probably never get back together
Honestly not even sure what to do with these feels right now, bunch of good and bad ones

Had a shitty workout completely out of it for some reason, just ate a ton of food, and now relaxing getting ready for sleeps

>>42146866
hmmm

somesimtes i need to read shit like this to remind myself of how good i have it

keep trying friendo, you'll be fine

>>42146646
you don't learn meme languages until you learn the languages that they are memeing
c, c++, then you can consider wasting some of your time on rust

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>break up with cheating slut ex gf of 2 years 2 years ago
>completely no contact since day 1
>her birthday was yesterday
>drink until i pass out mid day every day for the last 3 months
>look up pictures of myself on facebook
>she never took all of ours down after 2 years
>untag myself

>>42147173
get off that alcohol before you destroy your brain or liver mate
if she's a cheating bitch she's not worth crying over, you're better than that

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>>42141251
Do you guys ever feel like you're just trapped and going to be miserable forever? I'm 25 and I just don't know what I want to do with my life. I've been working at this shit job for 7 years now and I feel like I will be here forever. All my coworkers are college/high school dropouts and they just don't mind working in this hell hole. I want to leave, but I don't know how.

I do have some college experience, but I dropped last semester because I was depressed. I've thought about going back to school, but I'm not sure what to study. I want to kill myself every day I work at the restaurant.

All I want is to be able to work in a nice office space with good people and actually be happy. But its so hard for me to get that job. I can't even get a desk job when the only requirements are just having a fucking high school diploma.


fuck me.

>>42147184
i kinda want to but i gave up on life at 27 years old sold my car for a motorcycle and hope i die in a wreck some day

lifting for 5 years now its the only thing keeping me sane

I haven't had friends since I was 13. No friends has caused every problem in my life.

Not having friends led to social isolation, and also never meeting girls

Becoming isolated meant I became lonely, miserable, bitter through high school, so I didn't learn how to interact socially with peers, which carried over into college so i basically had the same existence there

All the isolation, misery, loneliness, etc, meant I had nothing to work towards, so no motivation, mediocre grades, shit emaciated body.

Graduate college, move back home, work shit job because I don't see the point in trying grad school, terrible relationship with parents, only child

Now a 25 year old kissless friendless shut-in (besides work) who has never even attempted to get a girl and now I'm scared to not only try to get a girl, but even friends, because everyone has always hated me so I don't want to burden others with my presence. I've basically been a shut in since I started high school at 14. No life experiences at all. But honestly my virginity doesn't even bother me.

And not only that, but I know if I try to have "real" conversations with anyone and don't just crack jokes, or try to actually hang out with people, it will become clear very quickly that I have no friends, no girl, no life, awkward corner sitter, the people I talk to will repel from me because of this, and I'll be worse off than when I started.

I'm just grumpy, sarcastic and angry cracking jokes all the time. I listen to the things my coworkers talk about and literally cannot gather myself to care about their lives. I just get annoyed by most people.

I basically just exist and go through the motions of life at only 25 years old, the "prime" of my life.

>>42147193
>All I want is to be able to work in a nice office space with good people and actually be happy
\if you are broken you wont be happy

the office life is a trap if you cant make relationships

>other coworkers fuck up
its ok, nobody bats an eye
>you fuck up
they look at you and make sure you know you fucked up
they try to lecture you on a meeting when they are not in your dept, or your manager
good luck getting sympathy from anyone

you fuck up no matter how small it is they will laugh at you and throw the book at you
but their friends who dont know shit, get a pass
social skills over any other skill that you think is important

fuccccccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk


these feels tonight are killing me

im going to sleep, this is too mcuh

>>42147193
Relating to this feel, very different situation but same feeling of being trapped with nowhere to go
>NEET since 10 months
>med school drop out
>student loans up my neck
>living off my parent's money
>can't get a job, don't even think I could hold down a job
>diffuse mental problems, medicines don't seem to work
>whenever I try something I fail (hobbies, school, jobs etc)
>just sit at home literally updating the internet all day without any prospects or plans
>haven't talked to a girl that isn't a relative since I went neet 10 months ago
>outside of family I meet like 3 people, who I see once every two weeks
>starting to get more and more of a shutin
I don't know how to get out of this pickle.

>>42147212
buy a ticket to china and live with the shaolin monks for 1000days

>>42147193
Hey,
GO SEE A PSYCHIATRIST.

LIfe is shit, but you know, medication might change it.
All you know for sure is, you aren't gonna change shit how you are now.

>>42147212
it someone hurts more that I relate to this knowing that it is a pasta

>24 and no driver's license due to multitude of factors (shut in, fear, no one to help teach me)
>get permit, take 3 lessons a month ago, instructor actually said im pretty decent at driving, even said he'd take me on the freeway which not a lot of people do with him, he's that confident in me
>parents still won't take me to practice

>>42147239
somehow*

>>42147239
Yeah, it's my life story. I have it saved in a word document to repost on /fit/ friday/saturday night feels threads because it's the only place on 4chan you an really share stuff like this

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>>42141251
About to start working part time for the Armed Forces and then in 2 years be a full time employee

Have to move out by next year since my mom has little to no money left. I think I can make it but i'm scared as fuck if I fail. I'm only 20 and I feel like this is the most important point of my entire life

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>>42141251
>have terrible anxieties
>to the point where I can't function, literally suck at doing everything because I panic from retarded shit
>meds work wonders but makes me tiered, dumb and makes my dick limp
>have to choose between being an asexual zombie or a nutcase

>>42147253
I'm in your exact situation, but I've come through the other side
The things that used to bother me just don't bother me that much any more
Friends? I don't even remember what it's like to have them really, so I don't feel like I'm missing much.
Same thing with girls; I stopped caring about being a kissless virgin a couple of years ago and resigned myself to the fact that it will always be this way
and it just doesn't seem so bad anymore

I haven't been on /fit/ in a while, when did mods start allowing feels?

>>42147285
But you know the sad thing is that I'm also on the other side. I know I post that long thing, but in all honesty I don't even care.

The virginity at 25 thing I don't care at all about. It's so out of the realm of possibility for me that I don't even consider it realistic. I find most girls I see in public around my age cute/hot, but have no desire to talk to them

The friends thing should kill me, but again, I don't even remember what it's like having them. I'm perfectly fine being this much of a loser, being 25 years old and never going to bars, never dating anyone, never doing things even with my coworkers even eating lunch with them.

I'll admit that in college it kinda sucked, because I would see everyone around me having friends and doing stuff while I would literally stay in the dark so people didn't know I was there, or my roommates pity inviting me to parties where I was the only white person and sat in a corner for the most part.

Like even now, here I sit on a Friday night at 10 PM, where normal people my age, coworkers, the people I see on the subway to work every day are with girlfriends/boyfriends/friends partying and I sit here

If people knew how I lived (although I bet most people assume I'm like this anyway) they probably couldn't believe someone lives like this.

>>42147281

which meds? does your hands get sweaty during social interactions?

>>42141251
Anxiety so bad I can't hangout with anyone.
Friends are becoming more and more distant.
Going off to college to throw myself into the belly of the beast of anxiety.
Yay.

>>42146103
Thats what his dad gets for browsing /pol/ and /x/ too much.

>>42147342
high dose of SSRI

>>42147317
The thing is, is that it's a very common existence
I bet every single one of the kids I knew in highschool (the nerds) are living exactly like we are now
plus some of the kids I didn't know very well, plus even some of the kids that used to be popular
I think you can change your perspective on this when you realize that it's not like "everyone" else is out at the club on friday, just the top 10% on the social ladder; so, the chads

>be me
>ugly as fuck
>weird as fuck and also have ADD, very likely autism as well
>have never had a problem getting people to laugh with my "observational humor" and "quick witted" comebacks
>no one ever wants to be friends with me, know that my weirdness and ADD just becomes too annoying
>when i try to "tone down" the autism, i basically just revert into a shell and look morose and people ask if im sick
>get told i should be a standup comedian
>get compared to bill burr a lot, even have had his life stories and things he does relate to me word for word

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I've only now come to the realization that I'm borderline-mild Aspergers. Got to it through a mix of actual professional help and some research I did on my own. Not autistic enough to get a real diagnosis, but autistic enough to still do incredibly autistic things that I thought were normal.

Explains a ton, but I'm also somewhat concerned that I'll never truly get over any social problems I have. I'm never even anxious, but I just never "get it" when I'm talking to people. I don't want to end up in the same cycle a lot of full-blown spergs get into of just finding coping mechanisms and creating systems. Kinda explains why I always acted "off" and still have a horrible time making friends. I probably should have just said "I'm fucking retarded" instead of "I can't relate." At least 4chan is entertaining.

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>>42141251

My workout was great, thanks for asking. I hit all my goals for weight, rep, sets interval and form.

Learning SQL, Java, C++ and some other languages.

I'm also learning 3d modelling and conceptual art and graphic design.

I'm trying to make some new mods for XCOM 2 so I can start building my portfolio. Its my dream to make video games.

I got my paycheck from my internship at the state parks department for what essentially amounts to digitization and archival work, which is awesome, because I get to see all the various state parks and get my hands on history.

I've also learned how to drive a stick in the recent months, and I'm getting better; still haven't gotten the double clutch down, but I'm working on it.

I have money in my pocket, my health and my freedom. Life is good.

I'm hoping to skype with a girl I really like out in Chicago this weekend and cement my trip plans out there to visit her. She's a pretty busy lass, but she one of a kind. (I'm in Nevada, btw) If I'm lucky, I might just get a gf out of this. She says I've got a heart of gold and that I'm a genuine sweetheart, but until she meets me in person she's not committing to anything. She's also a marathon runner, so she's really healthy.

I hope I'm not coming off as bragging.

>>42147430
nah good feels are allowed my man
i'm envious of you

>>42147430
must be nice having your shit together

>>42147430
>all that shit one person can do at one time
is this what it's like being not-depressed?
I'm exhausted just thinking about it

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>found out the girl i like got a bf yesterday

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>>42147511
How about asking the girl you like out, her rejecting you, and then her getting a bf a week later. That's why i am drunk now

>>42147469
>>42147460

You know guys, this is a complete 180 from 5 to six months ago. I was on the verge of psychosis due to sleep deprivation from chronic anxiety attacks. I got a prescription for a low dosage of zoloft and starting working out. again. I started praying and building my routine again. Before long I was going to bed earlier, sleeping more restfully,

I then graduated with my AS degree on the dean's list.

Now I'm off my zoloft and still feeling good. But it was no fucking bed of roses. Regardless, I feel extraordinarily blessed at the current state of my life. Hard work, dedication to a vision and having a smart plan to get there is finally paying off.

>>42144725
Med School and Liquicity in Roxy Club Prague.

Next year I will visit Let it Roll for sure!

Anyone else find most girls they see around their age to be cute/hot/attractive, always looking at them, etc, but nevef bothering to even talk to them?

Do this all the time with coworkers, people on the subway, people on thr street

>>42146646
Other guy is right. Rust is probably never going to catch on, and C/C++ will be used forever.

Theres also nothing unsafe about C if you know what you are doing.

>>42141251
My workout today was good. I've just about cleared 200 lbs for my five rep max in everything but OHP
I'm even getting close to a three plate dead, gonna try on monday.
No GF but I'm more interested in my cat right now desu. It's a cozy night tonight. Small happiness ya know?

>>42147687
>Anyone else find most girls they see around their age to be cute/hot/attractive, always looking at them, etc, but nevef bothering to even talk to them?
nigga what?
half this thread is >tfw no gf

>>42147706
Dunno about you, but I never have caught a girl looking at me
either I'm invisible or I'm putting out some really bad vibes

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>>42141251
>my exs mom texted me out of the blue today
>hey, remember that awesome key west trip you went on with my daughter?
>I don't think she meant to message me.
>asks me how I am and such
>before I text her, tell her to say hi to her daughter and wish her well for me

I'm going to have to drink tonight so I don't dream. That key west trip with my ex and her family was seriously one of the funniest vacations of my life. Now I keep thinking about the trip and my ex.


I miss her anons. I think I'm just lonely and need to get laid in general but I miss her and the look she used to give me and I knew she loved me unconditionally.

>>42147740
Also sorry for the spelling errors, I'm blazed as fuck

>>42147739
damn i'm sorry my man
my problem is that whenver i see someone looking at me i instinctively look away or pretend that i'm busy and i don't know why
i feel like i'm pining for my crush and i'm just waiting for her to start shit, but in reality i'm just wasting my time.

>>42147740
>tfw went on vacations pretty much yearly every summer with parents from 1st grade through senior year of high school
>mostly trips around the country, but also went to some places like canada, hawaii multiple times, italy once
>in all those trips, literally never once met anyone else my age even though there were plenty of kids there with their families

gives you an extent of my autism

>>42147778
This wasn't a girl I met on vacation. She was my high school sweetheart.

>>42143115
How suicidal are you?

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>>42143571
Stay strong brother.

>>42143702
Cheer up anon.
I hate that you are sad.
I am sad too. I don't know what to do.

Couch to 5k progress is good but my legs hurt

I don't even get winded before the burn starts to kick in Fuk

>>42143115
>tfw work in a skilled nursing facility (nursing home) therapy department
>basically just the administrative assistant for the department, everyone else there is a therapist
>im too stupid to get into physical therapy school
>a few girls there who are around my age of 25 (one is 6 months older, another cute one who just started is a month younger)
>all are successful already
>also see cute as fuck nurses all day

>>42145620
Nice one.

Now be wildly, unapoligitically, ruthlessly overt about what your dick wants.

>>42147778
I also went on vacation every year with my family, except from age 3 to age 27
I also never met anyone my age
I literally assumed this was perfectly normal until reading your post

>>42147203
Jesus.

Are you me.

>>42142624
have a shot or two of booze, thats what i do before dates if im feeling nervous

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>>42147219
It's hard to live a life worth living when you don't know what you want to live for.

It's hard to love a life worth living when you don't know what you want to love for.

>>42147430
Rev matching will serve you much better and will help save your transmission.
Double clutching is mostly dumb.

>>42141251

Cancelled plans with friend to make a salad with olives in it. It was great. I was elated for hours (even now I'm thinking about it.) trying new things is fun. Embrace your introversion.

>>42147067
Normal even though it doesn't feel that way. Keep powering through anon, I'm right there with ya

>>42146207
Thank you anon, trying to keep my chin up. If by any chance you read this I hope you have a relaxing weekend.

>Y-you too

>>42148158
that's the job market for ya
if there's one available position, there will be (literally) hundreds of applications
and at least a few dozen of those applicants will be WAY overqualified, making them much more qualified than you.

>>42147511
C U C K
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C
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H I M
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>>42141251
>want to ask qt3.14 nippon ex coworker out but afraid of rejection

how the fuck does everyone else do this

>>42148404

Don't put too much thought into it, just go in and do it, if you fuck up, well learn your lesson and move on to the next one. There are a lot of women in the world, anon, eventually, after many failures, you'll get enough experience to succeed fairly often.

>>42146155
Wow that bitch Should stay the fuck away IF she dont want the d

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losing the motivation to live tb(h)

>>42148778
but what do i say. english isnt her first language

>>42148947
you try with a new woman

>>42145505
heroin is god-tier

im so jelly

im stuck with shitty oxycontin 10mg pills

>>42144047
It's chill bro. The music is gay, but I'm just here for the pussy and mollies lmao!

>>42146997
im constantly talking to myself
it started with it only happening in my head
but it got worse
i started talking outloud and i can barely control it
one time, one of my room mates caught me mouthing a conversation while i was doing the dishes
i didnt realise he was standing there for about 2 minutes

had to awkwardly lie and say that i was mouthing a song

he said he didnt believe me

i think the loneliness is starting to get to me

>>42142681
this

>>42147258
fear is good
that fear is what will keep you respinsible and on the right track

youll make it bro

>>42144052
Nobody gives a fuck go back to r9k