>be shut in for five years
>quit drinking and get fit
>tinder success
>start plowing a girl
>She's nice and i like her but not interested in gfing her
>we're both moving away from each other
>I'm suddenly terrified of being alone
>all of those pre-fit feelings are coming back
Oh my god can we ever really escape ourselves? I am awfully hard on myself and even I will say that I've made some dramatic, profound changes to who I am, but down at the bottom, are just stuck with this shit?
God fucking dammit.
>>41784813
If you can overcome 5 years of manga and Vidya and a drinking addiction by becoming fit and finding a woman, you can overcome this.
I believe in you anon. We're all gonna make it
>>41784946
Teh sexual thrill of it is so commingled with the tenuous assurance of companionship that I can't really separate the two. She just sent me a nude selfie and I was at once aroused and relieved.
While I like hr as a person and enjoy talking to her, she likes ot drink a lot and will fuck strangers off of tinder. i have no interest outside of a FWB arrangements. i don't know why I feel this way.
>>41785133
Because she's a whore for pumping and dumping.
>>41784813
>>quit drinking and get fit
>>tinder success
>>start plowing a girl
literally how
I'm so shit at being social when I'm sober
I'm pretty sure I can count the number of times I've had sober sex on my hands
pretty sure if I ever get laid sober again I'm gonna goo in less than two
You'll be fine anon
You can ascend
>>41785463
I'm still pretty bad at socializing with girls. I basically put all the pieces in place on snapchat by sending her pics of my body, then went to her house, chit chatted a bit, then asked if she wanted to fuck.
My social life is otherwise nonexistent, save for a dinner wiht one or two friends every six months or so.