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>unironically check myself out in the mirror and flex my arms during sex, Patrick Bateman style

On the plus side, grills don't seem to mind me doing that.

>>41781698
>Lifting
>Worrying about progressive overload
>Worrying about eating the right amount of calories
>Worrying about getting enough protein
>Worrying about eating clean enough
>Posting here
I think I was a lost cause anyway, so now I just drift along

turned into a thiccfag

>>41781698
I shit in the gym urinal

>>41781698
>girl at work gives me a bagel
>she only bought two
>obviously trying to flirt
>tell her i'll eat it later because im doing IF

I snort caffeine pills.

>>41781852
>>41781980
kek

>worry about getting enough calories and protein
>worry about getting enough sleep

Grab my own ass all day

Forever feeling small and unhappy with the way I like while at the same time realising I look better and more muscular than most people.

Turning down food offered to me at work because I plan out my entire day's calories in the morning (Im 2nd shift so Ill only have a packed lunch to eat by that point).

Looking at other men to see how /fit/ they are. No homo.

>flexin my arm and pretend to scratch my nose when i walk beside a window or something that refletcs to see how my arms lookin.
>fixin my posture every fkin minute
>screaming "LIGHTWEIGHT" when i do something good and nobodys around me
>i check my weight every fkin day
>overthinkin about how much i can lift

Tfw im pretty autistic

>>41781698
I take off my shirt and flex in the training area of the gym because the lightning is best there. Basically no longer embareased to be narsistic

>>41781956
Alpha as fuck
Should have started a convo though

>>41782114
>screaming "LIGHTWEIGHT" when i do something good and nobodys around me

top kek that's actually breddy funny desu anon

Touching my chest way too much

>say no to be with friends on weekdays because I need to sleep early and eat a healthy meal before bed
>never drink on weekdays anymore
>sometime catch myself talking about lifting to people who are obviously uninterested

>>41782306
and arms too, hell

well, lifting is always looks autistic so who cares

>wipe down everything before using it
>tfw did this with a microwave
>have shit in a sink in the locker room cause knew I could get away with it
>stiff legged form when picking things up
>have tried to tip greeter at wally world

>>41782050
You're not the only one bro

>>41782050
iktf

>>41781698

>I become really upset with myself if I notice I'm not eating enough to get my goal body
>More obsessed with eating protein than any of my friends
>I eat almonds at work before and after lunch