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>>41712719

jerry stop being sad

we gonna chill and turn you from a sad kunt into sicc kunt

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>tfw remembering exgf eyes
>always had pupils dilated to the size of saucers
>but when the light hit her eyes just right
>the most beautiful ocean blue would take over

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>>41712743
>19
>15%
>3 years
Am I too young to cycle of test + tren to become a sickcunt

>>41712800
Being a faggot wasn't in the bible bud

>>41712803
If you're happy with your height. Do it. Get your bloods done first.

Steroids ruined fitness for me fuk. I have done 3 cycles and lack the same discipline and motivation now that I have seen the light. Fuck I really wanna blast and cruise forever but I love my thick hair and am only 21. I'll be back soon bb.

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>>41712800

You need to let it go, bub. Move on with your life.

>>41712800

Dude you literally need to drop everything that reminds of you her, delete all photos, and find shit to keep you busy

I get sad as fuck when I think about my ex-fiance and what a retard move I pulled

so just don't think about it

>>41712810
Ok will do

>>41712865
Chem what happened to you? I was last on here in the summer of 2015 and I think your apartment got raided after a bad trip or something? You good brah? I've had a lot of drug abuse that has mirrored you (Stims, RCs, Empathogens, Psychs) so I am curious brah.

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>>41712808
You're a faggot for not cherishing what is good.

Genesis 2:18 "The LORD said, "It is not good for man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable to him."

Proverbs 31:10 "An excellent wife who can find? She is far more precious than jewels."

Proverbs 5:18 "Let your fountain be blessed, and rejoice in the wife of your youth, a lovely deer, a graceful doe. Let her breasts fill you at all times with delight; be intoxicated always in her love."

Fuck off.

>>41712865
I'm too retarded for that and I'm happy chasing her. I feel emotions I haven't felt in a long time.

>>41712901
Pathetic desu. You don't get girls back by chasing

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>>41712886

Uhhhhhh

Went to county jail for almost a year for being an idiot with drugs

Got out, got a job as a software engineer

Don't fuck with drugs much besides amphetamine and kratom anymore, have a RX for Dexedrine.

Gonna compete in ~10 weeks hopefully.

>>41712927
How was jail if you don't mind me asking?

>>41712927
Good stuff m8. I got in a bit of trouble for selling MDMA in college but am about to finish with a degree in Mech E. I am a big fan of Kratom and GHB now. Quit stims completely.

Crazy that you're a year younger than me and have lived a crazier life than most. Lifes a wild ride. You should write a book or something.

>>41712935

Jail is terrible compared to prison since it's meant for short-term and so there's not a lot of accommodation and a lot of guys who try to pull shit since they might get released soon

But honestly, I had relatively few issues. I was pretty big when I went in, and am a really nice guy. I got stuck in solitary confinement for like 2 months over some stupid shit and that was pretty boring.

But I took a spanish class 5 days a week and on top of my 3 years of spanish in school, I'm fluent enough to claim bilingual now. Read a lot of books. Did calisthenics and cut down to 143lbs.

>>41712946
>GHB

Dope shit but damn easy to get addicted to.

>>41712978
24/7 dosing can happen really fast, fortunately I only ever get a couple hundred mL at a time an don't brew my own so I can't fall into the trap of long term around the clock dosing. Dope as shit though, made me quit drinking, sex was fantastic. I kind of feel retarded on it though and struggle to string together words.

What kratom strains you use?

>>41712992
>24/7 dosing can happen really fast

Yeah this has been my experience with it. You get no comedown, and no negatives from it so you just keep taking it. And it's good for everything - sex, sleep, walk in the park; and mixes great with everything. Really good with MDMA, and Amphetamine.

>What kratom strains you use?

Maeng Da is fire

>>41712901

You're a faggot for not realizing that there's more good to be seen in the world.

There are seven billion people on the planet, about 2.6 billion over 18, and about 450 million of them in the 18-26 age range. Do you honestly believe that there isn't anyone as worthy of your love in a population of FOUR HUNDRED AND FIFTY MILLION PEOPLE?

How can you justify rolling on the ground crying about one loss like a fucking two-year-old? Life is too short, you don't have time for both weeding through the vast array of options and shitting yourself over having lost one of them. Get over yourself and get to work. Or at least shut up.

Jackass.

>>41713007

Every number after seven billion is just women, by the way. I know you're one of those christfags, so you probably wouldn't date men.

>>41713007
Everyone is worthy of love and humanity.

>How can you justify rolling on the ground crying about one loss like a fucking two-year-old?
Because I enjoyed the thing I lost and want it back.

>Or at least shut up.
No. Bitching about it here is therapeutic for me.

>>41713023
yeah but being lame at the expense of everyone else's fun isn't very Christian like and I bet Jesus would call u a ho

>>41713030
I'm sure there are some anons who enjoy seeing my suffering.

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>>41713004

>>41713038
we work with what we get

I've been taking Taurine cause of how painful my shoulders, and lower back gets cause of the pumps, but I wasn't sure if it's something that works short term, like caffeine, or is something that needs to saturate, like creatine.

Anyone know? Was gonna take something like 10g every day if it's the latter.

>>41713047
How did you into script for dexies?

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>>41713023

>>41713047
Nice poly setup there. I have to stay away from Benzos. Eitzolam progressed to Clam and I ended up waking up everyday with cuts, etc and fighting constantly. Clam is a bitch.

Phenibut is one I've never tried, I want to give it a go. Kratom is fucking illegal in my state so it makes it more of a bitch to order.

>>41713058

I have a background in medicinal chemistry and pharmacology. My doctor speaks to me like a colleague and I can have pretty much whatever I want, I just have to give a valid reason.

I told her I wanted pure D-amphetamine because I have underlying anxiety and the 20% levo enantiomer in Adderall might exacerbate it. She agreed, and I get whatever dose within reason I ask for.

I told her I take DXM to prevent tolerance too, and unprescribed Modafinil on the weekends instead of my RX. She's fine with it, thinks it's smart.

Also knows I roid.

>>41713099
Well shit.

>>41713079

I'm only on this Valium because I got myself addicted to Etizolam on accident using it to come down and sleep from the amphetamine.

My taper is almost over. I have a little bit of Diclazepam too.

>Phenibut is one I've never tried, I want to give it a go.

It's good, I'm using it because I'm short a few pills on my Valium RX and I get nasty WD's, so I've been using Phenibut and Kratom to take a quarter of my prescribed Valium dose without too much WD.

> Kratom is fucking illegal in my state

I didn't know this was a thing, that's fucking gay

I've lost 10lbs in one week

Mostly because I dropped my test from 600 to 250. However I'm on a -1000kcal deficit

Plan on doing a 500kcal carb refeed every week before heavy day.

Anyone else drop fat rapidly? I know DNP helps but I'm just cutting cals so I'm risking some muscle loss.

However I think it should be worth it in the end. Only 60 more lbs to go LMAO

>>41713149
>Only 60 more lbs to go LMAO

FATTY

>>41713149
>Taking test when you are obese
Bro what are you doing

>>41713168
Fuckin skelly

>>41713160
I'll be ripped at 220 while you struggle

>>41713195
> I'll be ripped at 220 while you struggle

MANLET

>>41713195
Why would anyone take steroid that fat. You are a fucking retard I hope your estrogen is fucked and you lactate, all while never reaching made it mode and looking like a large glob of playdoh. Hope its worth it faggot

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>being scared of vr girls edition

>>41713149
You can do a much larger deficit

Hey guys. Been running 500 test 400 deca for the past 12 weeks but I fucking hate deca and I don't feel like I respond to it well. Kills my sex drive even on caber vs taking caber before the deca kicked in and becoming an instant sex god. If I switched the rest of the 8 weeks to 1g of test instead, would it aide in gains even more?

>>41713295

Try dropping the test to 125mg, the Deca may be causing you to hyper-aromatize the Test.

>>41713295
Are you taking AI?

>>41713312
Yeah I was hard as nails until the deca kicked in. I'm taking 0.5mg arimidex eod and taking 0.75mg caber split 3 ways and it gives me a normal sex drive. Why so low test?

>>41713332
yeah and I had tiny bit of nip puffiness and then i took caber and now they're small and tight. also a bit of acne on my back but nowhere else, should be expected i guess

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>>41713206
>>41713262

What is a good test cruise dose after doing 350 mg each of test p npp and mast p a week for 4 months?

>>41713358
Yes honey. Because you're Lee Priest and not just a obese fatty.

>>41713360
Thats totally subjective

I'd say 200mg at most

So I'm down from 165 to 154 on 600mg test c been feeling like shit I'm pretty sure my estrogen is all fucked up. Dropping test to 150-300 adding anti e and also maybe anadrol for 3-4 weeks 50mg. Then I'll keep cruising for a few months.

>>41713379
Thanks

>>41713340

Because even though Deca itself doesn't aromatize heavily, it does some fucky stuff with the actual aromatase enzyme that can cause you to hyper-aromatize other stuff.

Lot of guys can run 500-750mg Test no AI no problem, toss in 200mg Deca suddenly gyno.

It's like this with Dbol for some people too.

If you keep the test low, you won't have this issue. And actually, Nandrolone and Methandienone can both sustain sexual functioning without testosterone.

http://psycnet.apa.org/psycinfo/1996-07070-023
http://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0018506X97913556

"The AAS compounds administered at doses comparable with human abuse levels were not equipotent in maintaining male sexual behavior patterns (nandrolone decanoate > methandrostenolone > 17 α-methyltestosterone)."

"The six AAS compounds analyzed in this study were 17α-methyltestosterone, methandrostenolone, nandrolone decanoate, stanozolol, oxymetholone, and testosterone cypionate. In each experiment, subjects received daily injections of a high, medium, or low dose of the AAS compound, or the oil vehicle, for 12 weeks. Sexual behavior was quantified weekly. Twelve weeks of administration of the high dose of three AAS compounds, 17α-methyltestosterone, stanozolol, and oxymetholone, eliminated male sexual behavior. These treatments also suppressed serum testosterone levels. The remaining compounds had minimal effects on sexual behavior at any dose."

>>41713358

>Not staying lean year-round and having an aesthetic face

Face > everything

unless you have a shit face, then fuck it may as well

>>41713360

I cruise on

250mg Test E
200mg Mast E

no AI

and my bloods are great

1,465ng/dL Testosterone
~20ng/dL E2
low SHBG

>>41713401
Why is mast good for cruising?

>>41713426

Because mild af, literally no sides unless you're prone to baldness. Also keeps water and bloat off from Test, makes you feel fucking great. It's sort of like Proviron. Also lowers SHBG so that Test is more effective.

>>41713438
Sounds comfy. Is it mast that's meant to have AI-like properties?

>>41713455

Errr, no.

It masks the symptoms of high E2 by keeping water and bloat down, and nips on point. It also competes for Test at receptors, including breast tissue, so it can help with gyno a bit.

But as far as actually preventing aromatization, no, it just covers it up pretty well.

Fucking great compound though.

When people come to me IRL asking for a first cycle, I put them on 250mg Test E + 200mg Mast E + oral kickstart of their choice.

>>41713455
None of those things have AI properties

If you're low enough bodyfat though you literally don't need an AI

Any non fat powerfiter doesn't use an AI, they lit they're estro sit high and they don't get gyno because they have no fat for gyno to form in

>>41713486
>If you're low enough bodyfat though you literally don't need an AI

this

unless you're an idiot using crazy high doses of wet compounds

this is a retarded approach

take as much test as you can without needing an AI (150-300mg for most people)

and then use DHB, Anavar, Epistane, Tren, Sdrol, M-Tren as your primary mass-builders

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How do I get a powerlifting nordic gf? Stronk girls are the ultimate high test and will give chad alpha sons. Femlet liberal arts students are weak and breed weakness.

>>41713534
>How do I get a powerlifting nordic gf

Definitely not by posting on a Laotian Basket-Weaving Forum full of weebs and autists.

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>>41713534
fucking gross

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>>41713588
low test

>>41713602
it's okay to say you like men you know, it's 2017 after all.

you don't have to pretend you're still straight and say you like "powerlifting girls"

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>>41713628
There's something hot about such a powerful woman down on her knees sucking your cock.

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Im still mad Im intimidated by virtual women
Maybe itll help me get over it

>>41713602
Her arms arent even bigger than mine.
She should not be posing.

>>41713658
You decide to get help because you're flustered by a virtual reality women?

Not the dakis, not the pedophilia, not the rape or anything. You need sort out some priorities.

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>>41713697
lolis are for love

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>>41713697
No I mean ill play my videogames until I get comfortable with vr girls up in my shit

Maybe then Ill be able to message matches on tinder

>>41713736
I guess that could work. But I seriously recommend seeing a mental health professional.

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>>41713749
Yeah, a rapist, pedo, on steroids. (Whos also literally in love with a pillow)

That would go greeeeeat

>>41713770
That's literally the type of person mental health professionals are for.

>>41713775
if it's a woman she'll probably report him to the police for being a threat to children

>>41713775
Did you ever talk to a psych major? Buncha whores trying to understand themselves who just want to stick their nose in failed marriage drama

And Id definitely get reported like >>41713791
Says

>>41713791
Nigger. I interact with people in that line of work pretty regularly. They're not going to report him because he's done nothing wrong and there's no demonstrated capacity for illegal actions. You'd literally have to say "I'm going to fucking rape a little girl tonight, she passes my house at 6pm and I'm going to grab her and keep her in my basement." There has to be a specific and explicit propensity.

Just saying you have fantasies or sexual desires for children won't get you reported.

>>41713798
Just try for God sake.

>>41713827
>You'd literally have to say "I'm going to fucking rape a little girl tonight, she passes my house at 6pm and I'm going to grab her and keep her in my basement." There has to be a specific and explicit propensity.

Everyone fucking hates pedophiles and nobody would stand up to defend him if she turned him in. Pedophobia is one of the last forms of hate still tolerated by western society.

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>>41713827
Oh btw I live behind an elementary school
Is that enough for a psych

I hope you can shitpost from prison

>>41713843
They fucking can't you dumbass, Lord fucking help me. It's a violation of patient confidentiality. If there is no specific and explicit propensity for action, jerry can sue her and he walks away with a few million.

Unless he explicitly and specifically tells them of an illegal action he is going to take, they cannot say anything. He could show them his entire collection of loli porn, a loli real doll and that's still not enough.

Given what I know of jerry, he'll probably go to a psychologist and they'll diagnose him with a neurological disorder/disease and get him sent to a psychiatrist who is a real doctor.

>>41713850
You've done nothing wrong. You're putting nobody at risk because you have no propensity of criminality.

>>41713843
>Pedophobia is one of the last forms of hate still tolerated by western society.
and rightfully so

let's hope (((they))) don't actually succeed in their push to normalize it

>>41713880
It doesn't matter if it's illegal, it will still ruin his life. Psychology is a racket for the jews.

>He could show them his entire collection of loli porn, a loli real doll and that's still not enough

loli porn is illegal in australia

>>41713891
Im a white male so im already a rapist
Plus im on roids so im filled with uncontrollable rage!

Whats something that can quickly grow your tendons?

>>41713919
>loli porn is illegal in australia

And he's not Australian is he? Plus loli porn is still not enough to report unless it's an overlay of existing child porn. It's not child abuse otherwise. Just like a doctor won't send you to the police station if you come in high as a kite on meth. They're there to help you, not harm you.

>>41713920
JUST FUCKING SEEK HELP YOU CUNT

>>41713962
You too

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>>41714016
You frustrate the living shit out of me. Your quality of life could be massively improved if you just let someone help you.

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Do you mind if I hang with you boys? I post in /fat/ but they're clueless water fasting homos.

Plus I didn't mention that if I get 150 days sobers and achieve a decently low bf, I'm gonna try roids.
Are JM and cheekie still around ?

>>41714036
Just take some low dose DNP.

You'll drop the fat and drinking beer will make you so uncomfortably hot you'll want to die. You're welcome to chill here.

When do these tren side effects start? I'm 10-11 days into my test/ tren/ winstrol cycle, so far I'm sleeping like a baby, no sweats, no rage, lifts are up a bit but nothing crazy... no zits or anything. I'm running around 350-420mg a week of tren and 210-280mg of test a week. I say the range because idk if I'm mixing the oils correctly, but still. When should I expect sides?

>>41714036
>150 days sobers

You a junkie or an alcoholic?

>Are JM and cheekie still around

Think JM got doxxed and left. I haven't been around much either though so don't quote me on that.

>>41714064
Tren-a always takes 11 days for me. That's when the trensomnia kicks in.

Texting exgf. Told her about my night out with redhead girl. Then she starts telling me that redhead girl is so much prettier than her and she wished she could do modelling like redhead girl.

What am I supposed to say here? Reaffirm her or ignore her?

>>41714121
Ignore her then fuck her later.

>>41714121
Send her over to my place.
I need "help"
https://youtu.be/rjlSiASsUIs

>>41714101
JM was doin gay photos
Left after his glute spread got posted

>>41714138
>JM was doin gay photos
That explains a lot.

How have you been Jerry? You jacked and slaying pussy now?

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What's this cunt's stack look like fraud

>>41714152
I got leg surgery in sept. Then drank for 6 months, but I just lost 50 lbs on 6 weeks of pmsf so Im lookin ok

You competing yet?

>>41714179
Yeah I've done one NPC show so far. I placed so I was stoked. Currently 14ish weeks out from my 2nd show.

You able to lift or you rehabbing the leg still?

>>41714211
Oh nice. Thats great to hear, congrats man
Your wife competing in PL meets yet?

Yeah Im lifting and running, shits great.
Maybe 80%rom but thats ok.
I havent really squatted on it yet, but my legs are so weak thats next on the agenda once im #shredded

Did whats supposed to be one of the toughest hikes in the state too. Before the surgery I wouldnt have made the walk from the car to the trailhead lol

SUnk 0.8cc test in ventro glute using 25g 1.5"

About 80% of the way through needle started forcing its way out, tried to fight against the resistance but couldn't without putting ALOT of force into it. What happened? Did I miss ventro glute and hit a smaller muscle? Ended up sinking last 0.2cc as it was sliding out, when I pulled out needle was only maybe in 1 inch deep (started maybe 1.3" deep, always leave a little room just in case)

>>41713118
Keeping your test high or using something else strong (wet or not) would help preserve more muscle on a cut

>>41714240
Yeah my wife's done 5 meets now actually. She's more accomplished than I ever was in powerlifting lol. She owns a few bench and deadlift records, won best overall at a meet last year, and is on the top 100 list.

>>41714309
Oh wow.
Guess Im not suprised, she was always stronger than me lol

>>41714328
It's weird being married to a girl that strong. When we get into a fight or argument she'll literally pick me up and walk off with me. You know how goddamn hard it is yell at a bitch and get your point across when she's carrying you around lol?

>>41714179
>50lbs
>6wks

Did you use DNP? Cardio??

>>41714101
alcoholic. My gf died in a car accident almost 3 years ago and...well one thing led to another. 15th day sober now

>>41714560
What kind of excuse is that? You're girlfriend dies, so you turn to a life of hedonism and beer? There was no point in doing that.

>>41714569
that's actually a fairly human response

Anyone pretty familiar with Aromasin here? I've been cycling on and off for a few years now and it never occurred to me to get my E2 levels checked. I'm currently off cycle for a while now and i went to get a check. Turns out i got some pretty fucking high E2 levels, they ended up at 220 pmol/L which is pretty much 60 pg/mL. From what i've researched it's more than double what the average levels should be.

I'm thinking of using some aromasin for a few weeks to get my levels in check. What dose should i be using to bring it down to average levels? I'll be getting bloods done again in 3 weeks or so after using.

>>41714569
wtf you mean hedonism ? I'm fat and low test as fuck from all the beers I drank those past years, hedonism is definately not part of my current life. Besides you don't know me nor do you know the whole story

>>41714591
I don't pity you

>>41714615
Do you have autism ? I'm not looking for pity, especially from strangers on an anonymous board

>>41714624
Stop justifying your poor decisions

>>41714624
You're in denial, next you will open a nice refreshing drink or twelve

>>41714560
That's dark. I'm sorry.

>>41714631
>>41714634
What do you even bring to the discussion dipshits ? I'm an alcoholic who's been sober for 15th days and currently in the process of acquiring my health and aesthetics back. And that's the whole story. You guys seem like the kind of retards that wanna have the last word on the internet, so feel free to reply and have that last word, good night

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About 80% of the way through needle started forcing its way out, tried to fight against the resistance but couldn't without putting ALOT of force into it. What happened? Did I miss ventro glute and hit a smaller muscle? Ended up sinking last 0.2cc as it was sliding out, when I pulled out needle was only maybe in 1 inch deep (started maybe 1.3" deep, always leave a little room just in case)

Goodnight

>>41714361

miss u bby

:>

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Exgf told me one her friends and her friend's semi-ex boyfriend tried to get her into a threesome on the day she broke up with me. She said no (gave me the screenshot to prove it)

I have never felt angrier in my life. I don't know what to do with this emotion. I am fucking furious. Fucking hell. That fucking little whore of a friend. Abusing her when she's in a emotional fragile state. I want to rip the little fucking cunts throat out. Fucking piece of human fucking shit.

>>41714916
this is a totally normal thing for people to do and caring this much about fairly basic human responses reveals a lot about your insight into how others operate you should focus on the fact that ex was a cool girl to turn it down but also so what if she'd said yes it's just sex lmao

>>41714930
>it's just sex lmao

I can imagine how it seems to someone who gets fucked in the ass money, sex doesn't seem special or emotionally connecting but for me it is.

I had to nurture the shit out of her to even make her comfortable with the idea sex. She had panic attacks the first 3 times we fucked. Sex to me is an emotionally, mentally and physically connecting experience that should be shared with someone special. If she had said yes, that would be a total violation of everything we had ever agreed on and discussed together.

I know she would have turned it down because she's not that person. I'm just fucking fuming at how other people don't give a fucking damn about how she feels. You don't fucking offer somebody a threesome after they're heartbroken from a 4 year relationship hours after it ended. That's a completely fucked perspective and fucking wrong.

You set your standards very low bimbo if you think its admirable for somebody to turn down a threesome after being emotionally shattered. A threesome should be the last thing on their mind. Which for her, thankfully, it was.

Christ fucking help her fucking friend when I see her next because I'm going to fucking go ape shit at her.

>>41714962
Actually I can only have emotionally connected sex I don't date around ir casually fuck people you can assume all you want based on my work but it's given me a great deal of respect for a satisfying and intimate connection I didn't read the rest of your post tho because it's probably lame whining

>>41714975
>it's just sex lmao
>given me a great deal of respect for a satisfying and intimate connection

Which is it faggot?

>>41714895
What have you been up to? Staying out of trouble?

>>41714962
and a tip to you too good sir

>>41714962
she turned down THAT threesome but have you asked her about how many dicks she's taken since you've broken up? I bet you think it's 0 LMAO

>>41714992
the two aren't mutually exclusive the works exists in shades of grey what you're exhibiting is splitting it separating concepts into binaries of "things are or are not" which particularly doesn't apply to complex human behaviors like sex the manner in which you're exhibiting this is also indicative of mental illness my opinions on sex aren't hers or yours I never said it was admirable or good just that people often seek basic pleasures in times of duress you should reflect on why you feel you're the keeper of an individual that wants nothing to do with you

>>41715008
>you should reflect on why you feel you're the keeper of an individual that wants nothing to do with you

holy FUCK cucksader btfo

>>41715008
>why you feel you're the keeper of an individual that wants nothing to do with you

Protip: Its not tren, its manlet rage.

>>41713052
bump

>>41715006
She's had a few guys hit on her. She showed me the screenshots. Turned down every single one of them.

>>41715008
If you believe that then you wouldn't make the comment "it's just sex lmao" because you could understand that another person just as complex as you may feel differently to it especially when their ex-partner in a vulnerable state gets offered to do a lustful and non-connective sexual act.

>why you feel you're the keeper of an individual that wants nothing to do with you
Because oxytocin has given me an emotional bond to her meaning I want to protect her at all times especially when she is in a vulnerable position and need to instinctively stop her from seeking other males to ensure that any offspring born from her have no question of paternity. Good enough?

Jealousy, envy, aggression to sexual excursion/promiscuity are normal human emotions and you're attempting to diagnose it as a mental illness.

>>41715051
tfw when she literally drugged you with her pussy and tears and now you'll jump whenever she wants you to

>>41715051
nah your logic doesn't follow my respect for my own intentions doesn't mean I can't dismiss your exceedingly average ex as being a ho besides the point is it shouldn't matter to you what she does it doesn't do because none of it is with you I'm not attempting to diagnose anything your odd behaviors are apparent and you admit to them often just admit it's weird af to care who's she's fucking when she clearly isn't fucking you

>>41715073
Oxytocin is naturally produced in all peer-bonding experiences not just from tears.

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>>41715082
>hormones don't affect me that much
>tren isn't swaying me
>oxytocin rules me
Rly makes u think

>>41715077
Yes it SHOULDN'T matter but that's not the point. The fact is that is DOES matter because I feel it does.

>weird af to care who's she's fucking when she clearly isn't fucking you
Is monogamy just a foreign concept to you?

I've explained the evolutionary biological justification for my feelings, what else do you want? The feelings don't go away just because I shouldn't feel the way I do because of social conventions.

>>41715090
>4 years of oxytocin v 3 weeks of tren

But it's totally the tren making me doing retarded shit.

>>41715097
actually feelings totally go away when u tell them to but you've even admitted you indulge in lame self droticsting behaviors because u lack discipline to behave otherwise it's your fatalistic sensibilities overwhelming you again "I feel this way because that's how I've always felt and how I'm supposed to feel" bitch just say #l8r it's easy u just don't want to because she's a comfort zone and has been whatever you're afraid of it's not any worse than being a bitch I'm actually monogamous to a fault I take what is mine and maintain that but the issue here is that your ex clearly isn't yours so monogamy isn't the question here also humans aren't monogamous we exist under a harem structure of many women breeding with a select few high value genetically prime male

>>41715113
no I don't think it's tren I just think you're lame in general

>>41715120
>actually feelings totally go away when u tell them
Guess you should start running 2g of tren then and just tell that bad feels to go away.

>you've even admitted you indulge in lame self droticsting behaviors
I admit my behaviours aren't the social norm. Doesn't mean I believe what I am doing is wrong or necessarily against my end goal.

> "I feel this way because that's how I've always felt and how I'm supposed to feel"
It is how I'm supposed to feel. It's totally normal to feel anger and envy in this situation.

>your ex clearly isn't yours so monogamy isn't the question here
That's not the point, again I understand the social convention of "she's not my girlfriend therefore I shouldn't care who she sleeps with" but that doesn't matter. I want to keep her monogamous to me.

I'll say this again, I'm not as retarded as everyone on this board thinks I am.

>>41715051
>She's had a few guys hit on her. She showed me the screenshots. Turned down every single one of them.

AHAHAHAHAHAH

should we tell him bros

>>41715136
If you aren't fucking stupid then you'll move the fuck on and stop whining your cog dis is astounding I can totally give u advice on how to win her over but I'm p sure you'd fuck that shit right up

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>>41715150
See I just don't believe your advice because you have this general idea of the archetype of women. Every piece of advice on /fraud/ I've been given bar the ignore her for a few days has failed.

She's doesn't act like a normal girl so I am very hesitant to believe any advice which is based off of false assumptions that she will act in a predictable female manner.

She also has an expectation of how I will act and if I suddenly shift my personality to something different she will become suspicious that I am deliberately trying to play her and I know this will make her go cold.

>>41715169
jesus christ the oneitis is terminal. all women are the fucking SAME. you have convinced yourself you have found the diamond in the rough so you're forgetting reality.

99% chance taken a man's cock that was much bigger than yours since you broke up.

>>41715187
>all women are the fucking SAME

This may come as a shock, but I have dated girls before. I know how they act. She doesn't act like a normal girl.

>>41715169
u make a lot of weird assumptions u don't know me or my advice but let me clue u in my dude even when my ex was frothing on about how much she hated me she was still begging me to get her pregnant you have totally fucked your single prerogative of "maintaining monogamy" I'll be happy to help u whenever u decide to stop being lame "but bimbo u were lame with ur ex" yeah totally and the last time she messaged me was about whether or not I was clean, told her to call me, she called I told her that she was gross af and to go to a doctor and ages weurd to be calling me, hung up and blocked her get over your lame shit because we certainly are

>>41715216
I appreciate your initiative to help. If I fail spectacularly here, I'll probably fold and come crying for help.

>>41713392
>oxymetholone
why would you even

>>41715230
you should recognize it's not a zero sum game of winning or losing the only failure you're maintaining here is a lack of respect to yourself letting a v young v lame girl dictate your value is exceedingly detrimental and seeing yourself as winning or losing through attaining dehumanizes you and her you've already fucked your chances by investing into that mindset the mindset you should be investing in isn't "attaining her" it's "building me"

>>41715241
Why can't it be both?

>>41714138
>JM glute spread
you know, asking for a friend yadda yadda, but... wut?

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>first dnp cycle
>end of day 2 of just 250mg/day (upping to 400mg/day in a couple days)
>lost over 5-6lbs of water weight so far (7lbs total)
Christ I don't lose this much water weight until like a week into keto usually.

>>41715272
dnp makes you retain water cuck

>>41715275
Then why am I 7 lbs lighter than when I started the cycle despite no change in my carb intake?

>>41715282
Muscle loss. Didnt you know? Dont tell me you got memed.

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>>41715287
Stop shitposting

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>>41715282
u gon die

>>41715290
Uh...

>>41715292
Well rip in peace me then.
That said I'm glad I'm not allergic

>>41715306
I didn't get hives until after I stopped

>>41715216
>"but bimbo u were lame with ur ex" yeah totally and the last time she messaged me was about whether or not I was clean, told her to call me, she called I told her that she was gross af and to go to a doctor and ages weurd to be calling me, hung up and blocked her get over your lame shit because we certainly are
anecdotal

you were eating out of her palm for years nigger
sit the fuck down

>"More than 0.2mg/kg is not advised for fat loss. While enhancing sexual function can somewhat profit from more than that, it's hit and miss. Keep in mind high dose Yohimbine HCL is used to induce artificial anxiety in related studies, with great effect."
finally, a cheap little supplement managed what a gram and a half of EQ could not. kek

this looks fun as hell

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IDJhs3ENbMY

>Did 8 week cycle of test at 17
>Another one at 18
>Struggle with depression and low energy for years
>Get some blood tests, age 22
>430ng/dl testosterone first one, 480 second one
>Run 8 week course of clomid
>wait 6 weeks, get tested again
>550ng/dl, still feel shit
>Get some Test E, shoot some TRT doses
>Within a week feel amazing, all my problems have melted away. I am hungry for life again!

Looks like I might be stuck in this degenerate lifestyle forever. God I was a fucking retard at 18. Thought I was so smart too. Now I have to inject needles for the rest of my life

>>41716060
Oh well. At least you're not chem

>>41716072

kek

also, on ex 3some note

mine sent me 20 angry texts the day after she found out what I did, in two of which she claimed to have went and participated in a threesome

>>41716137
I don't see the appeal of having sex with more than one person. Certainly not MMF especially.

Anyone's ever run halo?

Not planning on it anytime soon but when my strength gets to some solid numbers I wanna try a 2 week cycle to boost strength without too much shutdown.

Will I even need a pct on such a short cycle

>>41716060
I never cycled and im still depressed and low energy
you never can win

thinking about just blast and cruse for the years to come
is it worth it?
I already have high blood pressure and receding hairline
will i end up as swole boldheaded corpse at the age of 40?

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>>41716199
Just take niacin/statin's for the blood pressure and shave it off fgt.

>>41714583
I'm natty and I use 6.25mg e3d and I feel fine apart from sore elbows (cause I'm also on aromasin).

>>41716290
u wot

>>41716060
Thats more likely an underlying physiological reason for it then simply because you took test in the past.

>>41716199

On hairlossforums, someone took 5ar inhibitors (finasteride) in combination with sarms and regrew hair, which shedded after stopping the sarms.

It seems like sarms may be protective of follicles in the scalp, assuming your problem is DHT related of course.

There's also that meme hair stack on here including pumpkin seed oil etc.

>>41715453
Try 14 months

>>41716314
Without it I get horrible bloating and kinda emotional, with it I feel normal lol

>>41716351
>getting drugged by a roastie's vagina for 14 months

oxytocin withdrawal is a nasty thing

>>41716374
nah

So I got sdrol, but the tabs are 50mg each. I had to cut this shit in quarters just to get 25mg a day.

Is there a possibility it might be bunk? I always hear about sdrol coming in 10mg capsule form, so I am a little iffy.

I might just bump up my dosage to 50mg ED on the last 2 weeks just to see what happens desu

>>41716385
>50mg sdrol
wtf

>>41716290
>(cause I'm also on aromasin).
you're on aromasin at 6.25mg e3d and also on aromasin?

>>41716385
it doesn't HAVE to be bunk, it could just be that your source is a fucking idiot who doesn't know how people dose sdrol so he capped/pressed it at 50mg. or maybe he sells almost exclusively to olympia competitors.

or yeah, it's bunk

>>41716416
God damn canuck source sells them at 50mg x 50. Trying to find out how other people reacted to this.

It feels weird taking tiny ass quarter tablets twice a day tbqh

>>41716385
Are you sure he sent you sdrol?

>>41716448
Dude I'm not sure. I've been taking this for about a week. I do notice some back pumps, lethargy. Also sweats. Might be from my immediate jump from 1800 cals per day to 4000ish though

I'd say the source but THAT'S not allowed here, so eh.

>>41716385
my dbol came in 5mg tabs, sdrol in 10mg capsules... wut

>>41716550
>>41716550
This isn't my pic, and pulled this from online.

Same stuff though. https://imgur.com/jUxzUpO

As fraud has become even more of a blog. Hit me up with some advice
>inb4 kys
>Have a friend who is female.
>tell her my feelings to her
>she claims she is going through too much shit (she is) for a relationship and sort of lets me down easy
Do i continue to be friends knowing it qill full on destroy me when she gets a bf

Or

Cut all ties and lose a friend

Or

Other option?

>>41716385
You either got sent the wrong thing or your source isn't trying very hard to jew you. 22.5mg ed sdrol 4 weeks was amazing until i saw my liver values

>>41716445
CMON

>>41716670
cut all ties

if she truely even remotely likes you then she'll come back.

>>41716701
Im pretty sure she has no stronger feelings than friendship so ohwell.

Guess i will just ghost her?
Dont wanna be that autist who completely blocks her because she turned me down

How long til you blast. I cant keep up

>>41716670
yeah there's no reason to stay there.

I experienced that a lot when I was still a little beta, it just fucking sucks trying to remain friends with someone you have feelings for who won't reciprocate, even if she was your very best friend. you may think you can do it but you'll realize very quickly you can't.

she doesn't like you that way. move on.

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>>41716670
>>Have a friend who is female.
>>tell her my feelings to her

>>41716728
don't worry, it's very fucking awkward for her right now too. she won't contact you back so just don't message her and it'll all go away

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>>41716734
I dont deny im pretty tragic but any meaningful input

>>41713473
I just started masteron e at 400mg/week.

Howlong would it take to "see" it working?

Also taking 250 test and 300 tren ace.

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>>41716756
you tried you failed now you have to have selfrespect and move on.
or become the definition of beta that is crusader right now.

i ate a while ben&jerrys
why do i have to be fat :(
such weak minded when it comes to food

>>41716751
I am good at doing nothing i guess

>>41716769
400mg ew seems a little low. Like anything e ester its gonna be a 3-4 before max levels. What sort of shape are you in?


>>41716781
> not be like crusader
All the motivation i need

>>41716756
What for purpose have woman to be your friend? Do you also paint each others nails and do each others makeup and talk about how big the bbc was. fucking beta cuck you are

and WHY WOULD YOU EVER share feelings with someone else. It won't do shit, nobody can help you. You are born alone and die alone.

>>41716817
Well time for a big boy blast to distract me during the tranisition into this new way of life

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>>41716817
Ay are you still using minox from Costco or whatever or was that someone else?

I was thinking of picking some up since the hair on one of my temples is thinner than on the other and it fucks up muh square hairline.

>less than 2 weeks before my special day
>cutting with 1g test, 40mg sdrol, 50mg winny, 50mg anavar
>night shift
>wake up at 2am after 5 hours sleep(gonna nap again 2 hours after gym-food)

i dont feel so good nigga, my stomach feels weird, probably both the hunger and the orals.

>>41712927
Thicc af

What you currently running?

>Tfw people in /fraud/ also love psys and stims

Makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside

>>41716892
Thats a serious cutting stuck.... nice
Gonna get some bloodwork if you still feel like shit in 24hrs?

>>41716837
Being big is only what matters in life. Soon you will find all the answers to your life questions. I did too, you will also.

WI WILL MUK ET BRU

>>41716865
Only for facial hair. Monix does shit for the temples, only for your crown area . I have had success with biotin and keto shampoo with that tho.

I have almost a fully beard now with minox and masteron

>>41716892
shit bait

>>41713099
Holy shit fucking jelly

What do you mean you have a background? Studied it in school?

>>41714169
No lie, good chance he's natty. Dry as fuck, not too full muscle bellies, no capped delts.

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Kinda off topic but how the hell do I make friends when all my time is spent working, gym, and food prep?

Moved somewhere where I don't know anyone, all my coworkers are 20 years older than me and shit. Don't drink so going to bars is mostly out. Plus I'm shy so going alone to a bar I'd probably sit at a corner and just people watch and be bored.

Don't have time to pick up something like a martial art or amateur sport, that was my best idea as far as meeting similar people.

My life is work, gym, food prep, general life errands, maybe a couple hours here and there where I smoke weed and play vidya to unwind.

Any ideas fraud? Thanks for reading

>>41717000
>food prep takes a maximum of 3 hours if you're doing it efficiently PER week (not counting heating it up)
>gym is around 30 - 45 minutes

not gonna make it

>>41717018
>Gym is 30-45minutes
Wtf are you even fraud?

I take short rests but with so much volume there's only so much you can do. Plus the closest gym with decent weights is 20mins away so 1.5-2hours plus 40minutes there and back 4-6 days a week.

I admit I could probably cut food prep time shorted but that's still not the issue. Even if I cut that time in half I still wouldn't have the time to enroll in a secondary hobby, that's my biggest point. I know I ramble a bit anon but come on.

>>41717000
Welcome to my life.

Work, gym, food prep and my gf comes over in the weekend. That's it and then you die.

You either have gains and have no friends and no social life. Your only social contact will be 4chan, talking to autist cucks that have no future

Or you choice dyel option: everyday have a fun life with lots of friends, laughter and banter

>>41712901
Fucking looser lost in its belief AKA very limited understanding of the world coming from old fags centuries ago.

>>41717086
I think you're right. Gains > normals.

Guess I just need to find a gf.

>>41717018
lmao just doing all my squat sets takes me 30 minutes

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>>41716909
>Monix does shit for the temples
Fug. I already take biotin and use keto 1% 2x a week but I haven't noticed any regrowth, then again it's never really gotten worse or better and it seems like that one side has always been weird.

S D R O L
D
R
O
L

Retard doc put me on some retarded testosterone spray for trt and i decided to stop today and do ugl injections instead but i developed horrible rashes all over my body. Wat do

>>41717189
Tell doc the spray did it an hope for pharma test

>>41717189
Anyone know the enzyme responsible for breaking down test in first pass metabolism?


Maybe you can take a reversible inhibitor and then take testosterone orally. Kinda like Ayahuasca

>>41717101
It will benefit you more than a friend.

Just make some social contact in the gym. If you big and ripped people in the gym will instantly want to make contact with you and be your friend and ask you stupid questions like what kind of shake do you drink.

>>41717166
For how long? It can take some time to see the results.

If you really got fucked in the genetic pool;

Keto + fina. I have read studies that combo seems god-tier

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/14729013

>>41713505
Toughts on anadrol being used as a mass builder?

For example 500 test & 75 abomb/day.

>>41717204
Not getting pharmatest injectable in cuckistan sweden

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>>41716805
Still 3 weeks of tren left for cutting purposes. After that I will up the mast to 600/week.

12% bf ish?
85-86kg
175cm

>>41717286
more like 16%

>>41717265
Anadrol is fucking awesome.

Doesn't bloat me at all. Muscles swell up like fucking balloons. Pumps that feel amazing, literally like Arnold talking amount cumming in the gym. Forearms get ridiculously veiny. My mom saw me after two weeks taking just 50mg once a day and immediately got pissed accusing me of steriods.

>>41717286
pls remove that pedo moustache

>>41717286
>tren
>mast
>that pic
>12% bf
WE ARE BACK

>>41717018
>30-45 minutes
My cardio alone is 30 minutes. Just what the fuck are you doing at the gym if you aren't there for at least a hour and a half. There's getting dressed, warming up, lifting, cardio, and showering.

ok faggots, help me decide my first cycle. i'm thinking test-e because it's mild and i don't think there are too many side effects, if there's something better please tell me

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>>41717312
read the fucking op

How can you not feel ashamed to look natty while roiding. What is the purpose for roiding then? I don't see it, help me with your dyel thinking. You're fucking up your health for SHIT RESULTS

>MUHH TREN CURES AUTISM
>I FINALLY CAN TALK TO GIRLS BECAUSE MUH TREN
Yes, i know but beside that

>>41712901
Now you're an angry blogposting faggot? Fucking kill yourself you utter waste of skin. Stop shitting up this thread, go to /r9k/

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>>41713023
>No. Bitching about it here is therapeutic for me.
fuck off you raging faggot

>>41717309
Wat bedoel je? :(

>>41717339
I don't like having my life be designed around lifting weights. I eat like shit, miss sessions every couple of weeks, sleep barely 5 hours a night and engage in generally self-destructive behavior constantly

but roids still make me look great and better than natties. so, why wouldn't I?

also my iq isn't in the single digits so no I'm not actually fucking up my health by roiding

>>41717495
>being completely okay with being a mediocre piece of shit

>>41717292
Fml fatty 4 life

>>41717428
>>41717339


>>41717495
No fucking shit, you look like shit and always will be. You're delusional beyond believe that also probably keeps you from killing yourself also. Which is in your case a good ability of course.

There are some factors you of course can keep in check, but we all know it's not healthy. You're taking a risk WITHOUT benefits. Its like fucking playing roulette and play all in on one fucking number while being 1000% sure it won't drop on that fucking number. BUT AT LEAST WE HAD FUN RIGHT

You just keep using steroids to continue with your lazy lifestyle. Meet me irl and find out

>>41717530
lol my "mediocre" body by fraud standards still puts me in the 99th+ percentile of real life bodies. I'm perfectly fine with that.

>>41717593
>WITHOUT benefits
but I already told you all the benefits. you: depressed beta male who can't do anything but lift, eat work
me: still able to live an amazing life, have friends, not be an isolated introvert

one day you'll regret wasting the best years of your life being autistic about something as unimportant as weightlifting

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>>41713505
>Anavar ... as your primary mass-builders

What did he mean by this?

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>>41714036
Congrats man, I'm 11 months sober and roiding for 2 months so far. Life is beyond incredible.

>>41717636
>beta male
>needs steroids to compensate for his shitty lifestyle
but i still look better than natty right guiyz.

We all know i look better than you with or without roids, give up you're no match for me. I btfo you on sight without trying

>>41717717
I want to roid but IDK I'm afraind Ill end up looking like that DYEL still. How can I make sure that doesn't happen? I'm 6'2'' and 200lbs so just ottermode rn.

Holy shit. Why did I get memed so hard.

Does dbol raise bp for anyone else?.

150-160/90+ on it, though asin may have contributed. 30mg spread through out the day would give me head aches. 20mg would still give m.e estro sides.

Now I'm try an anadrol.. bp is nice and low. No gyno sides. Only actual side had with it was on first dose dosing 50mg pre workout then going pretty hypo after workout. 2 weeks in now a new feel good.

Ree anadrol is clearly the better choice even for first timers why do people keep memeing dbol

>>41717765
feelgood compound, stupid amounts of wet mass. it's not the best, it's just first choice for most who want quick results.

>>41717339
Thats why I started because I did look very bad natty. Believe it or not my physique actually did improve a lot.

I know I dont have good genetics but I don't plan on competing anyway. I just lift for fun and to get stronger.

Also you are right tho about the trenbolone, im still cutting and probably will be the last time I will be using tren for a long ass time.

>>41714064
>350-420mg tren
Post when you stop being a baby and do at least 700mg a day. Pussy.

thoughts on anavar as a first cycle? not looking for huge results, but want to avoid side effects. 6'2" 80kgs atm, about 15% bf.

>>41717312
2 g tren, 1g masteron, 500 mg anavar ED

you won't need AI so don't listen to the idiots.

>>41717908
Take test man. I fucked around with epi only before at that same body type. It was nice but no where near what test would have gotten and had sides like lethargy etc. Take the plunge. Test at 500mg for 16 weeks had basically no sides for me

>>41717908
Go for it, I bet it'll make you look great in a skirt.

>>41717935
16 weeks seems like a long cycle
i was going to just do 8 at first. with 500mg test e would i need an AI as well? and pct afterwards?

>>41717963
Pct yes
AI maybe but always have it on hand

>>41717963
8 week cycle is not even worth it - if you're using test c or test e, you don't even hit peak bloods until min 4 weeks

>>41717155

>fatfuck SS/powerfatter

>>41718201
yes I'm in a thread about steroids and I do ss

a couple days after my first injection, I have a lump, sore spot where I injected. I think I wiggled the needle around abit trying to aspirate it (won't be doing that again).

Is this normal for your first time? Is this PIP? Will I get it on my other cheek when I go to pin there tomorrow?

>>41718243
is it red? hot to the touch?

>>41716407
Oops *accutane lol.

Joints on accutane with high estro: fine
Joints on accutane with normal estro: ducked

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>>41718266
How much accutane? Shit really dries out your entire body and can make you feel really unhealthy.

>>41717929
I would totally do that cycle although probably not as much var because my nose bleeds already on 100mg+

>>41718264
Not red, not hot or painful to touch on the flesh, but sore in the deeper tissue and I can feel it like a swollen lump

>>41718354
probably leaked subq. let it just sit for a while.

if it gets red then go to a doctor.

>>41718372
leaked subcutaneous? what did I do wrong maybe? Injected too deep? Did the shot go to waste?

>>41718454
sometimes you injected at a weird angle or awkward and it goes from the muscle in to subq fat. it causes a little bump but is benign and no the shot doesnt go to waste.

>>41718454
don't mind him, he has no fucking clue what he's talking about, as usual. a bit of a lump is normal for a first shot, as long as it doesn't get hot or red. your muscle is virgin and not used to handling the 1-2 cc's of oil you just pumped in it. next time make sure to take 30 seconds per cc to inject as well, i feel it helps.

>>41718493
I did inject pretty fast.

Should I inject into this same cheek or the other one? I'm supposed to inject tomorrow and I still feel kinda sore, sounds painful to stick into it.

subq sounds like it makes some sense tho, I was kinda weird with it maybe.

>looks at /fit/ after months
>Chem out of all people seems to be the most normal and mentally healthy individual

Oh dear.

>>41718559
Hello

Anyone recommend a gym playlist on Spotify?

>>41718493
the fuck dude

>>41718558
The other cheek, rotate your injection sites

It prob went subq imo, could also be gear with high levels of alcohol or solvent

If its the former, try to be 100% sure your past the subq tissue. If its the latter, get gear from a different lab in future

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>>41718643
>gear with high levels of alcohol or solvent
Or high concentration gear. I've noticed I get pip from my tren e that I brewed at ~275+mg/ml no matter what.

>>41718611
Barbell brigade playlist has some okay songs if you like trap rap.

>>41718559
How's the weather over in paradise?

>>41718672
well, would'ya look at that dumper

does activated charcoal really whiten/shine the shit out of your teeth?

Not an amerifat so I didn't get estrogen flouride in my water, as a result I have the natural yellow color on my teeth(bit worse than most, thanks genetics) and I want it gone.

>>41718631
don't worry, your Skywalker tren pendant still looks fly while you gobble cock

>>41718822
it does, that black toothpaste that's memed in some place currently actually works. but it's no magic stuff, you still need to brush two to three times a day for like a month to see effects, and they're not too lasting if you smoke or drink lots of coffee.

>>41718834
feel better now bud?

>>41718822
>Not an amerifat
>I have the natural yellow color

Confirmed britbong. You get flouride in your toothpaste if you live in any civilized country, find one with novamin which is the GOAT for rebuilding enamel. As for whitening get some carbamide peroxide syringes and make some custom tooth trays.

>>41718752
Tis a thing of beauty.

>>41718869
i'd feel better if you stopped giving gear advice as a faggot dyel who barely does TRT

>>41718890
>Tis a thing of beauty.
a fine work of art

>>41718929
uh huh.

and how did you feel finally expressing your opinion?

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> kept picking at a pimple on my dick
> it got infected, swelled up
> poke with needle to drain a shitload of yellow pus
> do it again 4 hours later and another shitload of pus

This should resolve itself right?

>>41719576
yeah probably, i wouldn't worry about it

>>41719576
more

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Haven't been here for a while.
Where did this fag go? He dead?

>>41719765
posted multiple times in this thread. like, 30 posts above yours.

>>41717286
*cough*
>roidingforthis
*cough*

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>>41719576
Put some antibiotics on it topically or if you need take a broad spectrum. Clindamycin or polysporin should be okay.

>>41719674
I have some others that I think we're her but I'm not sure, and they're nudes anyways.

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>>41717762
You just eat enough and everything will be alright.

1.genetics
2.food
3.steroids
4.training

Eat 6-7 times a day with enough proton, carbs and some fat if you wanna gain muscle. It's no rocket science. You know what i find worse? People who know how to fucking do it, but are to lazy to actually do it.

>>41719765
your mother is a faggot

>>41719985
nice fake rolex poorfag

>>41712743

It's not my fault I'm attracted to women older than me. Most girls my age or slightly below (most girls want an older guy) are stupid and have no real personality or interests. All they care about is gossip and unless I already know them or their friends, there's not getting anywhere with them.

>>41720022
Casio watch, mirin?

i took it from my dead grandpa's cock after i sucked it. Not close to bbc, but still worth it

>>41720064
That's nothing to worry about. If you like 15 years old girls while being in you twenties then you have a problem.

>>41720083
>If you like 15 years old girls while being in you twenties then you have a problem.
Low test

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>>41720022
>nice fake rolex poorfag
Half of the fucking watches out with metal bezels and bracelets are copies of Rolex designs. You probably have one yourself if you own a watch.

>>41720083
>Not close to bbc
BAKA. I remember walking in on my grandpa taking a piss early one morning and holy fuck that thing looked like a donkey dick. RIP in peace old man. Ty for the dick genetics though.

>>41720156
p. sure every kid has had the same experience with a male family member

they always look fucking gigantic because you're tiny. realistically he probably had a like 6incher

I bought 200 euros worth of pokemons cards again while drunk.
FUCK
>Includes a legit 40% off booster box tho

>>41719985
That tier list is from that QA article isn't it?
It was a nice read. Will never not read again when posted.

>>41720083

I don't. I'm 24 and I'm mostly attracted to women aged 20 - 30 I guess. I know some women over 35 that are still drop dead gorgeous and pretty amazing. If they weren't already in relationships and had kids, I'd go for it.

Recently became friends with some 18 year old dudes at the gym. They're cool guys although we don't share that many interests. I'm a college graduate and have a full time job as a nurse and they're still in HS wondering what to do with their lives. But the point is that they have girl friends who are 17-18 years old and I've gotten to talk to several at some parties we've been to. Topics of conversation are other guys they know. Other girls they know. Wether or not someone screenshotted their snap or not, etc.. Basically social stuff about people I don't know. And I can't very well start talking about my interest and my adult life because they have no idea what I'm talking about. Shame, because dat 18 year old pussy is the best. They're all so slutty and they wear basically nothing at parties. A lot of temptation but I just spaghetti it up.

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I'm 22 and still lust after 14 year olds sometimes.

injecting quads on leg day was probably a poor decision huh

doesn't hurt yet though

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>>41720264
Psh. Tons of 18 yo girls want a daddy who's slightly older and dominant to fuck them. But most of them are going to want you to buy them alcohol too which endangers your job and license which obviously is a no go.

They don't want to hear about your interests though, people at parties are wanting to find someone to go home with and fuck. You're probably surrounded by thirsty ass nurses all day at the hospital, practice being that alpha shit there if you need to.

>>41720312
Go slow, relax the leg while pinning and massage for a good while.
Never get PIPs anymore.

>>41720351

Yeah I do but it never goes anywhere because muh professionalism. I don't want to get accused of sexual harassment by flirting too much desu.

>>41720353
I usually stab the needle in fast like ripping a bandaid then inject slow. Am I supposed to slowly insert it?

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>>41720398
Understandable. But there's gotta be some female nurses who get grabby with male ones or seem open to relationships.

I work with a couple in an unrelated job and they'll be talking about checking out dudes dicks all the time and potentially calling in other nurses to check it out or nurses that are FWB to each other. Lady that lives behind me works in the NICU and gets shitfaced on her back patio with a bunch of dudes sometimes so I guess they have gangbangs or something.

I don't know, it just seems like there's a lot of opportunity there if you tread carefully at first but humans are social creatures no matter how you look at it and love affection and attention from others.

>be fatasfatass
>lose some weight, but still fat
>can see slight shadow of upper abs and ribs in the right light, despite aggressive spare tire

What did my body mean by this?

>>41720436
I sit down, rest my leg on another chair and inject slowly, apply force when needed. Aspirate, inject slowly. When the needle is inside but not quite deep enough into the muscle I push the plunger a bit and use the oil as a lube. Just a drop tho. Let the needle rest for a few seconds, remove needle, apply pressure with a pad and massage for 2-3 minutes.
No more PIPs, not even after an extended period of not pinning. (Just glutes for me on cruise).
Fuck man I can't even imagine just ripping trough a vein or worse a nerve.

>>41720463

Sure, probably at the hospital where most of the young and newly educated nurses end up working. Most of my colleagues are 35+ and married so no real interest. The few younger and single haven't made an interest yet. I didn't start working at the hospital, instead I work at the emergency ward for the county. I received a partial scholarship during my education and a guaranteed full time permanent position after graduating which is hard to come by. I make more money than most newly educated RNs while still getting to help and treat actually sick patients.

But yeah very few colleagues my age.

>>41720242
No, that one is saying that steroids is number one. But if that statement is correct, why are there so many still dyel on steroids. Makes you think

It's my own list. You won't make gains without proper nutrition. I mean LBM, not fat and water

>>41720264
Good to hear

>>41720300
that's because you are stil an infant. Your brain stopped developing at age 14. You're also aware of the fact that younger woman are more impulsive and have less standards, so that why it's an easy target for you. SCARED TO PLAY LIFE ON TITAN MODE

>>41720510
>You're also aware of the fact that younger woman are more impulsive and have less standards, so that why it's an easy target for you. SCARED TO PLAY LIFE ON TITAN MODE

Brainwashed by feminists into believing that busted 25+ women are "REAL WOMYN" and only insecure men go for fresh teenage pussy.

>>41720510
The further you get the more steroids tend to creep up. You can only get so far without gear.

Nutrition is easy. Count cals for a while so you can make good guesstimates and up that protein count.

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>>41720506
Fuck them then, go get an 18yo if that's what you're attracted to just remember the majority of them are going to retardedly obsessed with shit you don't give a fuck about nor will they care about what you want.

It'll probably help with your confidence if you have your pick of girls you find attractive. Find college parties too if you're near campuses.

>>41720543
You're just justifying your pedophilia. We all know what's up, you're in denial and making it only harder on yourself

You just missed something in your childhood or was abused/raped by your uncle and that's why you are attracted to children fucking faggot

>>41720571
That's where genetics come into play. Some people don't need much to look big. Also the further you go, the more food you need

The fact that most don't believe my natty pics, says enough about the shitty potential that's cancering on this board

I never counted, i just estimate the protons which eah meal.

Bulk = carbs, protons, fats
cut = protons, fats

in that order

>>41720638
Honestly your natty pictures could easily leave me doubting as well. Take it as a compliment.

I think it has more to do with mediocore roiders doing their first cycle at sub-optimal physique (I fall into this propably but I keep my shit to myself) and the sheer amount of weak willed faggots being salty and jealous.
Most people have no clue when it comes to proper training and food.

All I did when natty was from full skelly raking in noob gains with nothing but form and discipline on my mind.
Once I nailed this together with diet I blew up once I hopped on, surpassing a few guys being a couple of cycles in.

>>41720638
i have relegated myself to being small it's best not be delusional

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>>41720746
severe dysmorphia bestest preworkout

>>41720725
I know. You are also Dutch and you are probably also lurking Dutch bodybuilding forums and everyone over there is so much dedicated than over here. Nobody over here is advocating about good nutrition

Everyone is stating to train natty first for some years. Not that they're jelly that didn't start earlier but to first master the nutrition and training part. People tend to be even lazier on steroids, but muhh tren will compensate. And then we justify the lazyness because prepping food and training is taking too much time bla bla bla. Look at yolo, he's bnc for years and look how he looks, i mean cmon
>>41720746
We were never big and never will be.

>>41720638
dude lets be honest 18 y/o pussy is LEAGUES ahead of 25 year old pussy

>>41720837
i rather have a woman that knows how to suck dick, instead of having a bracelet grinding on my dick

Younger inexperienced woman can't suck dick

>>41720835
You should be proud MasT. You're motivating a shitton of people.

I've never taken dbol before.

The first week.

Christ. I feel so full all the time, but hungry no matter what. Shit gives me a fucking head rush.

>>41720883
You are so fucking right.

I've been smashing this 31 year old for a while. Like years. Best head I've ever had.

She also cooks for me.

>>41720835
>>41720883

Mast dropping truth bombs erryday.

>>41721209

That sounds like a sweet deal, dude.

>>41721055
MasT is hella inspiring

He does have great jeans though. He needs to hop on the aas/hgh/slin combo and win the olympia