>look great in the mirror
>soon as I step out of good lighting look like a fat dyel
Feels bad
>>41523959
>look amazing during /directly after workout
>look skinny fat an hour later
>you will never look as good as you look with a pump
>>41523959
>wear trackpants at the gym all winter
>start wearing shorts gain
>legs look chicken thin
>used to have a daily gym buddy
>we were the same height, weight, and bf%
>same humor and interests
>I am black and he was white
>called ourselves the Zulu Viking alliance
>would workout together literally every day
>eat together
>we move to complete opposites of the country
>go to the gym all by myself now
>have to ask strangers to spot me on a set
>I miss him
No homo
>>41525020
>what is a pump?
>>41523959
you're still not there yet. Build big enough delts and pecs and this should stop happening. Being lean helps too
>in store
>see myself on surveillance camera screen
>suddenly feel ugly as fuck
>she doesn't like muscular guys
>>41525227
Nature's greatest cruelty
I'm finally down to abs showing a little when I breathe or lots when I blow out air and tense to observe them. Still a bit to go, but lowest bf I've ever been. Today was first sighting of this new phase.
>yesterday: chest is looking sweet, also best it's been
>today: wow my chest is shitty better refocus on it
seems like it's something to do with visible sweet looking abs, yet in theory i have lost mass and my chest should look even better... what's happening here /fit/?
>yesterda
>wont take pictures of myself because of FOV lens distortion
>if someone takes a picture of me, immediately get them to delete it