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>be me
>fat 18 year old, friendless, kissless etc while all my friends getting drunk, partying
>get into gym, lost weight, got ripped right Before highschool ends
>car accident on 19th birthday, spent alone in a hospital
>dad got fired, cant into college so i became poorfag who works deli counter
>20th birthday spent in my shitty apartement alone eating deli meats leftovers
>somehow managed to save enough money to get into university right before i turn 21
>still autistic so made almost no friends and nobody threw me a bday party as i turn 21
>about to turn 22 in a couple of months. Thinking of killing myself by 8 hour squat workout everytime i think about that
I was told that if i get ripped and aesthetic that i'll "make it", meanwhile nothing but bad things has happened to me in life since i became aesthetic..
I still want to believe brahs but it's getting harder each day..
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work on your social skills not muscles you dumb autistic fuck. do you think learning how to figure skate will automatically make you a good cook?
join social activities and talk to people
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>>41316010
Perhaps you're not outgoing enough.
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>kissless, friendless
>all my friends
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>>41316010
too far gonne my brother, leave humanity behind for once
come join us in the sun
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>>41316010
You got it harder then I do
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>>41316031
I do, i do lots of volunteer works around campus and in my local community.
Lots of people know me, they say hi when im walking the street, some makes small talks while they mire gains but its like thats where it ends.
Everyone treats me like a side quest NPC. Like they know i'm here and acknowledge it but they dont really care
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>>41316062
If you're really autistic that's the explaination. People ignore you or treat you like you're retarded even if you didn't do anything wrong from your prospective.
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>>41316062
I can kind of relate to the side quest NPC feel.
Get along with people well enough but don't have any friends.
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>>41316276
Y'all need to make plans with people... baka
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>>41316062
>>41316010
I'm about 10 years older than you and I can relate to a lot you've said - I was once there for different reasons maybe.
To me it sounds like you're still on a road to recovery. It's progress dude, you've taken a lot of steps to the right direction, you just need keep walking on the path you've started, be patient and good things will come to you.
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>>41316062
>>41316276
because you are not interesting. get some hobbies and find like minded people.
fit hobbies like indoor climbing are a great way to meet new people. or joining hiking/running/cycling groups in your area.
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Military only option
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>>41316010
Shit! You morons there are thousands of women online looking for any reasonable man... find one and be happy
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>>41316062
>everyone treats me like a side quest NPC
DELET THIS
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>>41316010
Your dad is a fucking loser.
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