What is your endgoal?
When you finally make it, what is next?
OHP bodyweight x1, after that I'll probably kill myself.
>>40998792
>he can't OHP 90lbs
To earn the respect and apology of those who doubted me
>>40998762
>overcome social anxiety without using pills that turn my brain into mush
>move out of my town and cut all contact with my past
>keep working out till I shredded
>all the while try to improve my IQ (it's hopeless since I'm almost 21 and brain/body plates are starting to settle in)
>join the army and hopefully WW3 starts and I die on the battlefield
>if not dead or become a vegetable by the end of it all commit acts of revenge and see if I'm any good at it
>if not satisfied then suicide
>>40998762
I'm never gonna make it, and if I somehow do then just double what I did make and go for it.
Call me shallow, but I want to fuck ALOT of women
>>40998762
To leave /fit/ forever so that I don't feel like I relate to anyone here anymore
>>40998914
>I'm almost 21
>I've got social anxiety
>I wanna move out of the country and cut contact
>trying to improve my mind since I've been slacking off
>want to join the marines
Hello, brother.
You never catch the dragon
>>40998762
Get a physique like Connor Murphy so I can be autistic and still get a free pass because I look ridiculously good.
Also to make it finance-wise, i.e. be rich.
>>40998762
To hit the gym, all chest no legs
>>40998762
Remove Islam, Reinstall Zoroastrianism.
>body dis morphia increases quicker than muscle gain
literally never gonna make it
>find the diamond in the rough wife material grill in this hellish city where everyone acts 20 despite being 35+.
>finish up degree, one semester left after a grueling 6 years of working full time + school
>achieve natty max after about 4-5 years lifting (~10lbs more to go).
>at least 250k/year, although that feels like aiming a bit low
>already have all the material things I could ever want, the money is only for a nice home for wifey and to provide future children with a stable upbringing
Think if I had all these things I could be happy. Then again 5 years ago if you showed me my current self I'd have happily taken that as "making it". The carrot on a stick never ends.
>>40998762
Become wealthy
With the body I have I could become an actor but if not I'll just be the buffest accountant
>>40998935
I like the cut of your jib. Go get em.