>tfw not even this works anymore
Pic related
when I finish my cut, and bulk back up to 1/2/3/4, then cut again, I'll have my gf.
everybody thinks like this, but thankfully it'll work for me, because I'm me, and nobody else is me, and I'm not anybody else.
Replace the "till someone loves" you with "till you don't want to kill yourself/the anxiety stops running your mind ragged with thousands of logical and illogical scenarios and bad thoughts"
>>40978876
I excicise for the gym high in order to shake away the depression.
It lasts for awhile and I feel great but I come back to me wanting to die.
I have the body and the looks but the loneliness is horrible. I was disowned by my family and I'm just trying to stay afloat but some days the gym is the only place I want to be in
>>40978876
I think he's in the closet. He claims to be a virgin and is saving himself for marriage, but he is hot and has money and isn't married and is almost 30 so what gives?
>>40980252
The best of luck to you, my friend.
You shall know that there are people like you and you're not alone. Despite the distance, know this.
>>40980236
So much this
Just embrace misanthropy like I have and life gets a lot better.
bump for feels
>>40980290
Jokes on you I'm already past 30
going to the gym is the only time im happy
i come back, the gym high fades away
and i realize
not a day goes by i dont think of suicide
i want to buy a gun just so i can tease the trigger as i force the muzzle into my temple
maybe buy some blanks and try a mock suicide
im making progress, its slow, but its progress
but its so exhausting, absolutely draining
to force myself so hard to only make little baby steps
i look around my law school and see all these normie kids smiling and i think
>why isnt that me
i just want to check out, return my key to the motel manager
thanks for dinner, but check please
i didnt quite enjoy the movie, i think im going to turn off the tv now
>i must go in, the fog is rising
>>40980236
meditate
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GLjelIPg3y
gain control of monkey mind
>>40980236
>>40980413
Joining the club pals.
Go to /r9k/ you stupid faggots
>>40981958
This thread is the opposite of /r9k/. Robots give up and blame things on others. We fight. We are all gonna make it. We will make ourselves great again.
>>40978876
> sister is doctor
> ask her for advice on some shit
> tells me it bull
> she's still in med school
I don't know who to trust
>>40981868
your link died m8 can you post another ?
>>40981868
strange the vid does exist
google " monkey mind Buddhism "
watch second vid
if you want to meditate get headspace or listen to guided meditations on jewtube