So I just had a 3 day mental breakdown and I'm finally coming back from it. I don't care if anyone reads this shit but I had to put these thoughts out there.
I'm done not taking care of myself.
I'm done with drugs, alcohol, cigarettes, and promiscuous sex.
I'm done putting others first (with an exception of close friends and love ones.
I'm done living in filth.
I'm done filling time with losers with no ambition.
I'm done settling for average.
I'm done settling for a job I absolutely hate and feel absolutely no fulfillment from just because it pays well.
I'm done allowing myself to be disrespected.
I'm done hating myself and being okay with it...
a lot of shit is about to change for the fucking better, senpai.
>>40591653
Nice blog post m8.
>>40591659
Thanks, appreciate the feedback, m8
>>40591653
>I don't care if anyone reads this shit
Thats why you took the time to go to 4chan type it all out huh.
How old?
>>40591653
Congrats brother, you've taken the first step. It only gets better from here.
>>40591663
He needed to post it somewhere public, are you retarded?
Good luck OP, discipline is key.
>>40591663
wanted to vent without dealing with people I know personally getting butthurt
>>40591671
24
>>40591675
Thanks, I appreciate it.
>>40591653
No one cares. You say you want to cut out losers with no ambition so you came to /fit/ first? Lmao
>>40591653
>I don't care if anyone reads this shit
Simply by typing this out you have gained satisfaction that should have been attained through achieving your goals. You're already sabotaging yourself.
Also posting batman pics is gay.
>>40591653
>I'm done with drugs, alcohol, cigarettes, and promiscuous sex.
wew lad
>>40591653
Change is hard, OP, but you can do it if you want it badly enough.
One day you'll look back on your life now and be glad you decided to become better.
We're all gonna make it bro, good luck on your journey.
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>>40591693
Fair enough
>>40591660
All good man.
>>40591653
Glad to hear it. Respect your vessel. You're the only one living in it.
>>40591688
I was about 23 and turning 24 when I stopped being a degenerate. Started lifting and stopped partying so hard and doing drugs on weekends. It drains you mentally. 27 now with a gf and our own home, focus most of your energy on lifting I think.
>>40591716
I was on that track a few years ago until some shit hit the fan and then I introduced a bunch of really bad habits/escapisms to ignore shit that was going on in my life...
>father diagnosed with early onset alzheimers
>mother hospitalized for heart/kidney condition
>my dad can't even speak or eat and just shits himself constantly
>have to give a huge portion of money to my parents just so they can survive
>stress got to me and I fucked up a great relationship with a girl that easily could have been my wife before this whole ordeal
>>40591653
>>40591699
>>40591792
Stfu you whiny little bitch, nobody really fucking cares. Are we supposed to feel bad that you're a degenerate fuck head?
We all have problems m8, there's always gonna be people out there who have it a lot worse than you. I have my fair share of problems but I don't need to tell people or "vent" like some emotionally unstable little girl.
>wahhh I do too many drugs
>wahh I don't know how to clean my house
>wahhh I have a well paying job
>wahhh I have too much casual sex
Do you know how fucking pathetic you sound?