/fit/ feels thread

>>40554908
Bruh, struggle is what life is all about. If life was so easy, and so safe, nobody would get up in the morning to do anything. Quit your moping and take it one day at a time. Your life is just temporarily unpleasant, and only you can truly change that.

We're gonna make it, even if you have to be dragged all the way to the finish line.

You're the only one who can change your situation. Stop complaining and start doing.

>>40554941
>>40554946
Thanks guys :,) I just want to feel better. I don't know how to do it though. It's hard man, I've been sad for as long as I remember. I'm just hoping so hay when I'm a cop things will get better

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This is now a motivation thread

>>40554965
thats the plan

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>>40554973

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>>40554973
>>40554973

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Maybe becoming a cop isnt the best thing for you to focus on right now. Last thing society needs is a meathead with emotional issues running around out there with a loaded gun and a vendetta against "normies".

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>>40554908
I know how you feel my dude. Im in college and ive had no friends the past two years. I literally just go to class, workout, play vidya, and repeat. And im starting to realize that i probably have no friends because i am boring, because i havent investes in myself. Just staying in my comfort zone. Granted i have a GF but weve been doing long distance for a while now, but she is moving to where i am.

>inb4 she is cheating on me
She is religious and im the one who cheated on her.


But anyways, anon, i know right now it seems like life is hopeless beacuse ive been there. Just this past weekend i thought about dying because of how hopeless i felt.

Instead of focusing on how you are gonna ve lonely for the rest od your life why dont you invest in yourself

Read more enriching books. Learn about another culture. Start writing. Start reading the news more often. Go to sleep early lmao.
Just focus on improving yourself anon, not for other people but because YOU want to become the best you can be. But realize struggle and perserverance is the only way to true happiness.

Also stop watching porn.

>>40555093
Thanks anon. I just want so say that this board is actually the only board That isn't cancer. Like I actually feel like we are here for each other. I'm going to try and take your advice

You're in the hiring process for the police? Fuck that girl. your life is together and you're brave enough to take on a dangerous role of service to the community. Who the fuck is she, an M.D.? More likely a CNA loser

>>40554908
On the bright side, if you make it far enough in the police force, you can actually be Captain Autismo.

>>40555147
KEK. Thanks for the laugh. I needed it

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>>40555112
This board isnt cancer because we are all here to try and improve ourself.

Just remember to keep things in perspective and dont take the easy way out. Isolation can be the best thing for a person; it leaves someone a lot of time to cultivate themselves if they so choose.

We're all gonna make it.

>>40555164
>>40555112
Remember, the road to success, happiness, or whatever you want to call it, can be lonely and bumpy, but will be well worth it.

>>40555136
>>40555164
>>40555194
Honestly, if I could hug you guys and say thank you I would. You anons are pretty based

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>>40555216

>tfw got sick for a week
>tfw the first day back DOMS are so hardcore not even the rest day saved me from them

Jesus Christ, never get sick /fit/

>/fit/ feels

My problem is that I'm a grad student and my research and classes occur in different towns, and my gym is at uni. I can't regularly go to the gym for a workout like SS/SL because I'm not always in town consistently for the 3 day workout routine when you have to have a rest day in-between each workout.

As of recent I've just been doing bodyweight workouts but I'm not sure if I want to completely switch to /bwg/ or if I still wanna lift weights.

Any other linear progression routines I might want to consider that might be more friendly to my unpredictable schedule?

>never ever want to trade my time directly for $ (be a wagecuck)
>given one chance to live
>people spend a huge chunk of their ONE (1) life by swapping it in direct exchange for numbers in a bank account so they can get nice houses, cars, so people will find them attractive etc?
>but still I want to live a nice life in good, big house with huge yard and home gym and never worry about bills etc
>too much of a pussy/don't have the right mind to become a business owner where eventually my earning is not connected (directly) to the time I spend
There is no solution, only death. I tried for 1 year to do something about starting a business, I even have a lot of money to start one, more than most people would have, but I am so much of a pussy and need my hand holding along each step of the way. Also I am scared to fail like a bitch. Can't even think how I would do something about starting my business even after I read so much amazing information from real successful business owners.
I was best in my school for grades but it is not useful, I'm not interested to become an academic, to become a doctor lawyer scientist etc. I just want freedom that you can only experience when your income is separate from your time. Why was I given this brain if it is completely wasted on me? How good you are at math is not useful in business, there are people with below average IQ, people who can't do basic mathematics who have started very successful businesses.
I just want to die now because I am being seen by everyone as a huge failure. Everyone thought I was going to be a big success because I was good at exams in school. There is no way I will become a mindless drone working in office shifting paper for money to survive.
I am not interested in living minimalist life and travelling the world either, I am a very homely person and don't enjoy travelling at all and with no money it's too stressful.
Can anybody offer me a solution? Is my only option what I think it is?

>>40555164
Feels like past a certain point, age whatever, no, not everybody will make it.

>>40555242
try 9 months lying in bed fagboi

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It'll be okay, anon. Time is actually on our side because when we turn 30, all the roasties will be all used up and unable to find partners and we can just date younger girls who like older guys anyway!

At least that's what I've been telling myself lately.

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>wow Anon, you're so serious and focused on lifting and getting fit.
>Why can't you be this focused on doing well in school, getting a better job or finding a gf?

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I know a lot of you guys are depressed for various reasons. And that you guys are always saying how strong you are physically, but not mentally.

so I have to ask, why haven't you killed yourselves yet?

The fact that you're still living proves that you're somewhat mentally strong, right?

>>40555949
real talk why is the girl on the right considered cute. left yeah totally, but right i dont get it. my friends dating a girl like that and i feel bad bc hes a good looking dude and is funny and smart, and his gf is a little trolly.

>>40555949
You kidding? Killing yourself takes mental strength dude. It's not like you can go back, you get ONE life and to decide that you're going to end it for good knowing there's a 0% chance you can reverse your decision takes fucking real strength to go through with it.

>>40555908
You're right. I'm in the process of getting my career going and I would like to find a gf. I just don't know where to meet girls that aren't whores.

>>40556080
> whores

anon this is an empty word. it is as empty as zionist. you should discard these false words from your vocabulary.

>>40556180
Okay, where do you suggest I meet good girls then?

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>>40556180
>it is as empty as zionist

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>>40555875
so might as well give up huh?
you already know you're the one that isn't going to make it right?
whats the point in trying?

read this poem buddy

Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Curse, bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

TL;DR

Met girl at party couple weeks ago. Made out and grinded, etc. Got her number (legit didn't save in my phone forgot to click save lel)

Fast forward now, matched on tinder, she messaged me first. Got her number.

Texted her and said

>Me: Lets chill soon, whats your schedule like this week?

>Her: Yea! I actually have my birthday this weekend and all my friends are coming to town and staying with me so I won't be free until like monday

Does that sound like a brush off or should I invite to do something next week?

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I will pray for your safe keeping, friend.

Do not be dissuaded in your goals by hard times but be motivated to turn them into the best of days.

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>>40554908
>>TFW the only girl I ever truly liked dropped me because I'm "boring and awkward"

>>40557754

She said when she is free next so i doubt its a brush off

>>40554908

Ofc you want to be a cop lmao...

>>40557854
I figured. I just replied "No problem, and happy birthday". I'll leave it at that till next week.

>>40555194
what's the point of success? what's the point of happiness?
I had both and I lost both. The feelings actually kinda stay the same.
I know how to to be successful and happy again, but what for guys, what for

>>40554908
>seeing a therapist
He still doesn't know that """honesty""" is that weakness of the mind where they try to get you to exaggerate your momentary downfall and explicitly believe in it for the entertainment value of watching you stagnate in effeminate emotions. Pure honesty is the biggest spook.

>>40555949
im scared ill survive somehow and end up a vegetable

>>40555846
are you fit? because if so you probably learned to not put pussy on a pedestal. You're putting business and success on a pedestal. That made you a ballslet.
Stop beeing a ballslet, if you want success.

>>40557890
So you aren't sad and a failure?

>>40555846
Start a themed website or weekend market stall that sells anything you are a connoisseur of, you go on your own time, sell what you want (market depending) and you will learn the ropes of the interactions, basically everyone was in the same boat of not knowing what it takes at the start.

Eventually you can hire people to do those things you do.

>>40557942
kind of am. But I'm still more successful, than all of my friends and family, but way under my potential.
I feel genuinely happy, when I'm drunk. Have good nights with friends, talk to strangers and am interested in getting to know girls.
But when the alcohol is gone everyone becomes an uninteresting and dumb as bread sack of meat to me.

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>get flu
>miss 2 workouts
>still sick
>decide to go to the gym anyways
>session goes fantastic
>do squatts last
>finish last rep, new best
>Start to feel very ligtheaded and dizzy
>Suddenly begin to vomit everywhere
>Literally spewing vomit all over the floor, rack, and mirrors
>Everything starts spinning rapidly
>Pass out shortly after
>3 hours later wake up in a hospital bed with an IV in me
>Not released for two 2 days
>get bill for $5,280.39
>tfw

Never lift when your sick. It's not worth it.

>>40558003
>Never lift when your sick. It's not worth it.
Wise words. DON'T EVER lift until you know you are 80% well and don't have symptoms that could get worse by lifting. A few days of suck because of not going to gym is better than more time off.

>>40557992
I think that happens to most people, its called being sober haha.

>thought I finally had it with the girl I'm in love with
>She came over, we made out then she just laid on me and we talked
>Said all this stuff, like how we both have crazy feelings for each other, how I make her smile all the time, how she always feels so good around me, etc
>supposed to hang out the other day
>hit her up, she says she can't come, say oh well no worries
>texts me again saying she wants to stay friends and she's not ready for a relationship like this
>she has recently gotten out of a relationship about a month ago
>knew we were moving too fast
>tell her I understand but it doesn't change the fact that our feelings are still there and all the things we said the other night are still true
>said she's still dealing with the feelings of the breakup and needs to be alone for a little and figure it out
>tell her I understand and agree it's best if she takes her time. But say how her feelings for me won't just cease to exist and ask if she sees a future with me at all
>she says she doesn't know anything at the moment
>give her break up advice and that was that
We talked a lot today about just random shit, so it's kind of back to how it was. I just don't know what to think though, it went from being so happy together that night to this. I don't know, she just needs her time to reassert herself I guess and I'll just continue having her as a important person in my life until she's ready
Welp, back to lifting and being alone

>>40558003
>get bill for $5,280.39
As shit as the NHS is, it's stories like this where I'm glad we have it.

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I like this one, for motivation. Helps remind me it really is "one day at a time"

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>don't know how to tell someone I care without being a sperglord about it
>end up not saying anything

>>40558214
tell us more, maybe we can help

>>40558100

Ghost her. Hard next.

>>40558214
this

>>40554908
you'll be alright bro. as gay as it is, life is beautiful. I used to feel the same as you. now I laugh about it and I'm grateful every day that I escaped that hell.

if I got out, so can you.

>tfw work an immensely physical job to pay the bills
>22 y/o with a knee recon, torn pec and bulging disk already under my belt
>body falling appart
>cant even lift the feels away
>too autistic and ugly for grils
>live in a shitty appartment and my only friend is a possum that steals my food from time to time
>slowly starting to realise that I'm never going to make it

>>40555949

I'll collapse physically or neurologically before my will ever gives out. That's just the way I was made. My grandfather dropped dead at 92 from a massive stroke. He was 190 pounds and extremely robust.

Albanians are genetic freaks.

>>40558100

Rebound hookup. She's using you as a comfort blanket, and you're soaking up all the residual emotions she still has for her boyfriend. She isn't into you and never will be. If you haven't caught her in bed yet then you never will. Kick her to the curb. You are being exploited. Women do this shit all the time. They really just can't help themselves.

>>40558111

Yeah it's great that you never get a big bill like that.

You just get thousands of little bills every day.

>>40558186
>tfw this one just makes me want to play Dota

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I was raped this morning guys.

I was fucked up on ecstasy and some fat girl put me in a taxi, bought me home with her and got me to fuck her. I woke up in a room covered in trash next to a specimin I wouldn't even look at let alone talk to and take home. When I started to remember the state I was in I absolutely KNOW she knew what she was doing and took complete advantage of me.

I know it's my own fault for getting fucked up, I know I can't do anything legally because I "voluntarily" did all that shit but it doesn't change the fact that I feel really weird right now guys and I have no one to talk to.

I don't want to tell anyone because I don't want to be known as the guy that was raped and I can't tell my family because they already worry about me too much. Fuck guys. If I feel like this after something so simple I can't imagine how a woman that is violently raped feels.

Sorry for rambling, just needed to vent

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>6'5
>model face
>incredible born intelligence

>0 friends
>virgin at 19
>getting Bs and Cs at college

It's one thing to be a failure, it's another to have life handed to you on a silver platter and still somehow fuck it up.

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>>40558459
>It's one thing to be a failure, it's another to have life handed to you on a silver platter and still somehow fuck it up.
Oh man. I know this feel.

>>40558459
I know this feel well. I am a walking, talking reminder to everyone around me what wasted potential looks like.

>>40558456
>I know it's my own fault for getting fucked up, I know I can't do anything legally because I "voluntarily" did all that shit

fuck that, dude, it's not your fault in the slightest. She took advantage of you when you were in a susceptible mental state and she deserves to be punished for it. It's literally the same as if a guy talks a drunk girl into a sex and then she wakes up the next morning and realizes what happened

go to the police

>>40558583
I know you're right but I have to take some responsibility here. She took advantage of me but I put myself in a position where someone could. Not excusing her by the way, what she did is gross as hell.

I don't think I will go to the police man, I just don't want to deal with all that shit.

All the same, thank you. I felt like I wasn't justified in how I'm feeling right now until I read your post.

>>40558459
honestly you're still young. Keep improving

>>40558459
>>incredible born intelligence

>>40556013
the right one is actually cuter, at least on this pic T B H

>>40558456
Please don't subject yourself to the taboo of 'oy vey men can't get raped'. If a whale has the means to blur out your ability to consent, even the strongest man around would be put in the same victim position. Don't be fooled by those double standards, not being on the receiving end doesn't make it more trivial

Stay strong anon

>>40558722
Clearly you were asking for it.

How do you go to such a place?
What were you thinking wearing those clothes out in public?
I bet you didn't scream or physically attack your assailant!

>can I have next turn on your sweet holes?

>>40558722
>i have to take some responsibility here

no you don't, she is the wrong-doer in this scenario

>but I put myself in a position where someone could

i feel you are being too hard on yourself that this happened. If you had put yourself in that position and she hadn't done what she did, would you be regretting putting yourself in that position or thinking that being in that position was in any way "wrong"? No, i don't think you would.

The important thing to focus on here is that the fault for this situation, that this kind of thing happened, falls ENTIRELY on her, and that you have literally nothing to blame yourself for. SHE took advantage of YOU, man, don't beat yourself down for this.

It is completely up to you, but you would be justified in going to law enforcement, or at the very least outing her to her friends/etc that she did this to you.

>>40558003
I can never understand people like you. How the fuck did you suddenly become so ill that you passed out for 3 hours after being incapacitated by vomiting. Surely you could have sensed this coming? Or did you perhaps fabricate this story?

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>>40558459
>>40558504

>>40558100
I've also been used like that by a woman anon, really fucked with my heart, ghost hard and never look back, EVER

tfw gym closed down untill the 15th, its only me and 2 dumbbells untill then. I have been depressed ever since I heard the news and started fucking up my daily calorie goals by eating more

>>40556013
i find the right one much cuter

>>40554908
Get on with the cops, wait a little while, then see the dept PTSD style shrink. That's sanctioned

>>40555949
family 2bh

> Haven't gone out with friends in a while
> No GF, last one I had was a year ago when she left
> Fairly sure I've exacerbated my pre-existent and previously minor depression with MDMA use into something terrible and huge
> Decide to watch tv with family to get my mind off things and get out of the room
> I've got whiskers from not shaving for a while
> Sister notices
> "Lol anon can you please shave?" jokingly, not mean spirited at all
> Hear mum say something under her breath
> "That's why he'll never have a girlfriend, doesn't take care of himself"
> Can't focus on tv anymore, just incredibly hurt by what my own mother said about
> Go off to my room and in tears typing this

Also in general

> At train station coming home from uni today I was standing at the platform, imagining what it would be like to jump infront
> look at all the happy couples
> In general feel miserable
> Have frequent mood swings and often snap at people even when I don't mean to be angry

where did it all go wrong bros

>>40559050
>happy couples
there are no happy couples only ignorant males, there will always be someone better she can cheat them with

>>40558881
Yeah you're right, I am being way too hard on myself here. Thanks for your replies man, genuinely helped me feel less shitty about this. Also just went and spoke to a close friend about it, he said the same as you basically.

I'm not going to involve law enforcement. Other than feeling used and gross I'm not hurt in any way so I just want to put it behind me. I'd like to see her punished but even more than that I'd just like to never see her again and move on.

>>40558835
thank you anon, I will.

>>40559050
>> Hear mum say something under her breath
>> "That's why he'll never have a girlfriend, doesn't take care of himself"
>> Can't focus on tv anymore, just incredibly hurt by what my own mother said about
Wow, what a bitch. I man, she's probably right, but that's a horrible thing to say to someone.

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>start seeing girl end of july
>going well, body says they don't have feeling for each other and it's going well
>start developing feelings after 4 months because we have the same humour, she's a bit nerdy and a qt3.14
>she doesn't feel the same because she says she doesn't "develop feelings" for someone the same way and "has a feeling" from the start if she wants something more
>keep seeing her because I just want sex
>feelings take over

fml.

>>40558459
Purely anecdotal, but I have never met a handsome, intelligent person who is doing below average in college and had no friends.

You're overevaluating your self worth. Humble yourself and maybe good things will occur for you.

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OP here, I had a terrible night sleep. But in all of that tossing and turning I was able to think and pretty sure I have come to a conclusion. The only way I can make things better is if I actually do something about it. I know that I have what it takes to become a chad and finally be happy. I have the face already. What I am going to do try to do is set up mini goals. Everyday I will continue to better myself physically and talk to at least three new people (whether it's at the gym, I'm shopping or at work) and lastly at least once a week I will get a girls phone number. Hopefully if I follow these steps I will make enough social gainz that I will eventually become a happier person. Does anyone have any suggestions besides what I said ?

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>>40554908
I believe in you OP, while we all must learn to believe in ourselves.

>>40558882
Dehydration, hypovolemic shock, sepsis

>>40559332
You know what you have to do, but you don't want to do it. You need to get out now, otherwise it will fuck you up mentally when she inevitably sleeps with other people (I'm assuming you aren't exclusively seeing each other). I've been there. Get out. Now.

>>40559363
>never met

Maybe because they never left their room....

>>40554986
Perfection

>>40558456
Stand strong brother.

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>>40558214
>it's weird and confusing to tell people I care about them
>insult them instead
What the fuck is wrong with us?

Can someone tell me what anime pic related is from? I can't remember.

>>40558456
Holy fuck, that's legitimate female on male rape. She took advantage of you and her huge weight cancelled out your strength stop her.

Good luck bro

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>fat
>2 years later fit and strong and lean
>land date with pic related
>she is so enamored with my body she can't speak straight and is constantly losing her spaghetti
>sit next to her in booth after dinner
>can't keep her hands off me
>I bring her closer and kiss her
>asks me if I want to leave
>get in my car
>while fooling around she says (seriously) about 100 times, "you're so hot" "oh my God you are so fucking hot."
>tfw I made it
>tfw she calls herself mine, she tells me that she belongs to me. She is my possession.
>

>>40558456
lmao

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>tfw zero friends ( and i mean ZERO )
>tfw always pussy out around a girl
>tfw if i dont pussy out, im often so nervous during sex i can barely get it up
>tfw zero gains, still way too fat
>tfw gym, despite my minimal progress, is the only shit keeping me alive
>tfw i have a distinct feeling im going to waste another summer

I just had to vent...

I just fucking hate myself...

>>40560751
pls give me anon :(

>flu

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spent 2 years. lifting lost fat gained muscle but i still look normal. I don't want to be normal looking I don't know why I might start doing a couple cycles to go further

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>>40560992
This is all I can do for you.

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>>40560992

>>40560308
Kinnikuman. Ultimate Muscle in the US.

>>40559050
Or, could have shaved. Could have looked at your wardrobe and attempted to change it to look more presentable. Could have looked for some type of class or social activities to sign up with. Nah, fuck that right guys? Why try to take advice and better yourself when you can complain about it to strangers on a Cambodian pigeon breeding board?

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>>40561104
Thanks m8, have some thicc in return.

girls are nothing but hoes and tricks play your cards right you will have pussy on the table but even that doesnt complete life get your shit together get a escort

>>40556180
(((Gee, i sure wonder who's behind this post!)))

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>>40554908
Not sure if you’re still around OP, but have you considered turning to Christ?
He fills that void even better than qt6.28 grils, friends, or a great job.
Not meme-ing here

>>40554908
Good feels today

>benching for first time in a few weeks
>do warm up set with 60kg
>go up to 80, grind out 6 reps
>go up to 85, just manage 5, usually it's easier
>do another set, grind out the 5th again and say fuck it and go off to do DB press
>realise I had a 15 on both sides, not a 10

First time I've been able to do over 90 for reps since I started cutting about 6 months ago

I stopped dieting because I was put on three medications that can apparently cause weight loss. They can even cause detrimental weight loss if I'm not careful. So I figured I'd listen to my body for awhile on these new meds to make sure I wasn't hurting myself.

Did I make the right call?

>tfw Chad friend keeps going to my oneitis' work and flirting with her and telling me about it
I've been avoiding her and trying to move on but what am I supposed to do about this shit?

>>40554908
I'm literally on my way through the door so I don't have the time for a long post but youtube todd valentine

you're welcome

>>40561857

have you tried asking her out?

>>40561892
I did a while ago and she said yes then canceled right before. So I tried to forget about her and haven't been turning up to places I know she'd be, but I can't forget about her for some reason maybe hung up on that rejection. Before Chad would mention he saw her and she was asking about me and it kind of fucked with me a bit and now he's trying to date her or something and I dunno how to come out of this without being a little bitch.

>take difficult courses and I am switching into a more difficult program for better job opportunity and skill set.
>sex life is a train wreck as well as romantic life
>have friends that I do not talk to often but always invite me out and understand that I have to study
>gym bro and I support each other with career decisions and feeling confident
>while I wake up or come home depressed because of stress or failures in life, I always feel better when I see the progress on my body.
>Even when I am not at my goal body, its better to look at a more built figure then the skinny twig I use to be.

life may be stuff anons and I am more fortunate then other people but always appreciate the little things, they will always bring a little bit more light into your day.

we will all make it brahs.

>>40561996
Yeah your mate sounds like a bit of a cunt.

>>40562010
He's a good bud when girls aren't involved, but when he started talking to her my other bro warned me this might happen, he's done shit like this before.

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>>40562041
>He's a good bud when girls aren't involved
I highly doubt it.

Cockblocking has to and always is reflecting on other things.

He is either an asshole OR he is a clever guy who plays dangerous game of "make you feel insecure and in rush so you man up and ask her out".

>>40554908

>friends

Are you serious, you already made it you fucking normie

>>40562069
I don't think it's the latter since I did ask her out and that didn't go too well. I could kind of see it from his eyes as "I had my chance" and I get that but I'm not gonna be okay with it if they date and that makes me feel shitty I guess for a bunch of reasons. Thanks for listening though I really appreciate the chance to vent.

>>40561753
I did a similar thing the other day. Accidental gains are best gains.

>>40562069
why are dogs so perfect bros? I could look at pictures and videos of dogs all day and never get bored

>>40558304
"Albanians"
Jebem ti mater siptarsku, jeste vi genetski frikovi mamu vam jebem i sve.
Dodji u Srbiju da vidimo dal ce da izdrzis sa tvojom "voljom" LOL.
Decko vise kenjas nego sto leba jedes.

>>40558985
>its only me and 2 dumbbells untill then

You don't need anything more than that to get /fit/ though. Maybe a soft mat to train on but that's it.

>>40562158
>tfw want a dog but work 8 hours a day and work out in my free time
One of the best things about living with my parents was having a doggo.

>>40559050
>> Fairly sure I've exacerbated my pre-existent and previously minor depression with MDMA use into something terrible and huge

Dude are you me? Stop using MDMA right now. After I quit I couldn't concentrate on anything and was suicidal as fuck but it went away after a month and a half. I did MDMA for 2 years every weekend.

MDMDA is a fucking trap if you're depressed, because it's one of the only things that takes it away. It's very mentally addicting like that.

>>40562208
me too mate, I want nothing more than a dog bro to run, play and hang out with but there's no way I could leave him alone for 9+ hours per day. I love going home and seeing my mums dogs when I can though.

>>40562113
Ditch him and her and look for other friends and girls.
Only sensible thing to do nigga.

>>40562350
Thanks. Our group of friends is pretty tight tho (including the bro that earned be about this). I have seen other great girls since, but I don't get why I'm so hung up on her. I hate that I'm the type to get obsessed with a girl.

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>>40555949
i tried 10 years ago when i was 16. ate an entire bottle of sleeping pills wrote a note to my family and went to sleep

woke up 2 days later in the hospital embarrassed as fuck

im gonna do it again when my parents both die. they're really nice people and i don't want them to live with it

>>40562737
>pills

pussy ass method. either go all out or find a reason to live.

>>40562757
i was 16. not like i could go and buy a gun

relax bro

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>been told I'm good looking a decent amount by people other than my mom
>tfw having a handsome face and lifting won't make up for my poor social skills and confidence
>tfw I'll never find a woman who loves me

>>40558280
>>live in a shitty appartment and my only friend is a possum that steals my food from time to time
You've got a roof over your head and possumbro. You can make it, anon, we believe in you

>>40558456
>>40558722
Anon, she did it to you, don't let her do it to someone else

>>40559530
If you have a library card, get a book. If you don't, get a library card, then get a book. I like the "talking to new people" every day, but not necessarily the "get a new girl's number every week" thing. Don't value yourself by that, anon, you're better than that.

This is the reason I come to this board. Bros picking up other bros in their time of need. Keep lifting hard and lifting heavy brahs, we're all gonna make it.

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I'm not lifting this week cause I'm sick, even though I want to.

My parents took me to see a new therapist today, and told him all about my self-loathing, mistrust and resentment of girls, as well as the fact that I'm not socially awkward, and that it's all in my own perspective. I just feel terrible in general.

I kinda want a bird. It would give me something to love.

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Any bros from the British Isles here that are in therapy? Specifically Ireland? What's it like getting it with public healthcare?

I've been contemplating going but I'm not sure if there's really something wrong with me or I'm subconsciously playing up symptoms for attention.

I really don't want to play victim when others that really need help could take my place or burden anyone(parents, friends) with my shit too.

>>40555846
You are are weak and pathetic loser. You got this point because you thought you could easily make your way through life because you were smart. You don't currently deserve success.

What you need to do my friend is find yourself. Find a motivator and cling to it. Otherwise fade into oblivion.

>>40563826
Yep this.

Stop being a weak willed little faggot anon

>>40563510
just don't get two. I had two parakeets a long time ago and they made it a point to love each other way more than me, was terrible

>Most underpaid guy at work
>Put in the most work to help the experience of my coworkers in the room
>CEO personally writes me saying he appreciates the perspective
>Apply for a big fat promotion
>Interview with just one other person
>Literally one of the worst people in terms of quality
>Go to work at 207 lbs, officially 100 lbs from where I started
>Get told today an offer was made
>Can't find it anywhere
>Lost to a fucking retard
>Crisis of faith as I finally accept that you are not rewarded for hard work, you're pigeon-holed for results
>Fight the urge to cram sweets down my face the rest of the night
>Wake up the next day, still depressed but accepting it
>Weight 208.3 lbs
>The proverbial 'weight' of a failed existence sets in again

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>got into fitness 3 years ago to try and improve myself and be healthier physically and mentally on top
>now injecting myself with exogenous hormones and suffer from all sorts of body image disorders
>still no gf
t-thanks /fit/

>>40564042
Think Im catching the dysmorphia myself. Feels bad man

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If this doesn't motivate you, nothing will.

>>40557754
best thing you can do is ignore her. if she's even remotely interested she'll hit you up, but that interested will disappear the moment you press 'send'

>>40564042
>>40564122
We're all gonna make it, we're all gonna be wealthy pianists

>>40560751
>>40561029
>>40561042
Watch out for her cheating on you bro
I hope you don't have to deal with this, but if she's in it for your body you've got to be aware that she's probs a whore under a layer of qt3.14 and will end up slobbing some CHAD's knob

>Be on college cheer team
>6'5" 230
>Great at basing girls but complete social retard
>Stopped going to team parties because all I ever do is walk around pretending to look busy until everyone is drunk enough they won't notice I've left
>All the girls think I'm weird as fuck, I've only talked to them maybe 4 times all year
>Only really talk to 2-3 of the other guys
>feelsbadman
I thought getting into the cool kids club would help me but it just makes my autism more obvious to everyone

>>40564841
I'm Chad you retard. She's my fucking Stacey. I'm not worried.

>>40554908
A lot of those feels can go away by making friends.
>tfw wanna be a cop but not 21

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>>40564960
>implying whores won't swap CHADs like a pair of shoes
I'm just trying to give a heads up to a bro so you don't get your heart torpedoed man

Two years ago:
>gender dysmorphia
>let's try to get swole so I'll be more androgynous

Now:
>gender dysmorphia intensifies
>orthorexia
>general /fit/ body dysmorphia
>capillaritis in legs, brown pinpoint spots everywhere that take 6+mo to fade

A-a-at least I'm at a lower risk for osteoporosis n-n-now, that's worth something?

>>40564991
I'm not attached. Thanks I guess

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dumping motivation pics. we're all gonna make it bros.

>>40565086
London

>>40558459
>incredible born intelligence

You aren't that bright. People born bright get As without much effort. And they don't mangle the Queen's english. So at least you now know that your potential is much lower than you initially thought. Maybe you're OVER performing, you donkey-brained retard.

Feel better?

>>40558459
>It's one thing to be a failure, it's another to have life handed to you on a silver platter and still somehow fuck it up.
Goddamn that was too close to home

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>tfw no friends

how the fuck am I supposed to meet women? I am not a people person but that doesnt mean I want to live without a SO

>>40554908
>tfw didn't lift for 10 days cause I was on vacation with no gym
>on bus back to home city
>wake up
>feel tightness in my back
>go home and feel ok
>sit down for a while
>holy fuck i strained the fuck outta my back
>couldn't even bend over or roll over in bed shit hurt so bad

Still hurts and haven't lifted in like 2 weeks now. I guess I'm gonna give it another two days and do some light work at the gym.

Can't believe this happened. It's like im an old fuck.

>>40565970
make friends. If you're already graduated then just join local clubs that you're interested in

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How do i stop caring so much about girls?

I have been talking to a shit ton of girls at university, and i've only spilled spaghetti once or twice. Got two girls numbers, one of which got a bf about a week later and the other did not text back.

My way of doing it is just randomly going up to someone that looks approachable and trying to start a conversation. Sometimes they're into it and sometimes they're not having it at all.

It gets pretty fucking exhausting doing this and I just want to stop because I'm tired of having it go nowhere. How do i stop caring about girls altogether, theres way too many hot ones around me 24/7

>>40565970
I don't get this lad. DIdn't you have childhood friends? Don't you know people from school/work/gym?

>>40555093
>Also stop watching porn.
Easy to do with gf

>>40565998
Here's what "worked" for me

>realize that i am average looking and average = unattractive, women only want 7+ and i am a 4-6 depending on who you ask
>vow to stop approaching and wait until i get approached so i don't waste my time
>pour hatred/angst into masochistic style bodybuilding because can't fix face or height
>starting to get more mires but no direct approaches
>happier in general because of feelings of making progress
>maybe one day i will find "love"

ymmv

>>40565981
stretch u dumb fuck

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>>40554908
chin up anon, we're all gonna make it

>>40554963
Get help first, you never know how much mental ilness impacts your life, maybe the decision you do right now are only because of your shitty situation

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>haven't been to classes in 3 months
>"lifting" irregular for 3 years now, still massive dyel
>literally no social life, I lift, watch anime, learn moonspeak and draw- that's about it
>attempting meditation, but so far it hasn't been working at all
>started seeing a therapist, it was nice at the beginning, but now it feels like I'm stuck again
>too anxious to go see a doctor and ask for meds
What gives guys?
I'm barely 21 and I'm constantly on the edge about wasting my time while my prime years run past me. I played clown for most of my time in HS so huge chunk of my youth went to shit already and it feels like I have too much catching up to do.
I totally agree with the whole step by step thing, but there's so many parts of my life to unfuck and the time is running out fast and the stress and anxiety and all of that is killing me. I've been staying up till at least 4am for the last 2 weeks or so. I'm seriously losing it guys.
Sorry for being a little bitch, but I just had to get it off my chest badly thanks
I'll promise you guys I'll try harder and do my best, I don't have the slightest idea how to manage all that, but I'll fucking do it

Also is it normal to feel worse after you've started counseling, than you felt before? Any of you guys had similar experience?

>>40562737
shotgun to the dick anon.

>>40558722
anon we can't let the land whale get away. you gotta go out there and tell the cops she made you go into her sweaty holes, only then will everything be right again.

>>40556022
yeah but it's the easy way out. it's like quitting half way through a race or something. doesn't really show strength imo family

>>40559530
THERE WE GO OP DOING GODS WORK go become chad we'll be here supporting you the whole time

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I started lifting recently for my health and to round out my fitness more in relation to my other sporty hobbies. My dad passed away recently and lifting hasn't exactly helped me with anything emotionally or mentally but it's keeping me from breaking down.

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>>40555164

One of my favorite images. Don't cheat the man in the glass homies.

>shedding feels about trying to help someone who doesn't want to be helped. at the very least I know I've done something for myself in the process.

>>40563510
i'd say a dog would be better anon, man's bestfriend.

>>40563605
Lads who really need help don't seek it and end up necking themselves. I lost my two brothers who had your mindset, and I used whisky as my therapist. Get your help before someone else has to feel what I do, mate. If it's made up, they will tell you and you go on. If not, you saved a lot of time and maybe your life.

>>40565998
alright anon this is what you do, integrate it in your mind that women are only there for reproductive means. other than that they are nothing but just baby makers and cooks. and then you will reach enlightenment anon.

>>40558428
>read "The Art of War"
>instead of applying it to real life I just apply it to fighting games and league of legends

I'm a lost cause bros. I can barely afford to go back to study cause rents just far too high. I've applied for about 80 part time jobs so far (even jobs as a night shift cleaner) but nothing but rejection notices. I'm currently on neetbux and have already applied for student loan but even that won't be enough cause if i don't get a job i won't even be able to afford to eat. I wasn't going to go back to uni because of how expensive it will be but i can't sit in my hot stuffy room wasting away anymore. The rejections and financial instability are fucking killing me i haven't lifted in so long cause i can no longer afford it. On top of that i live with my obnoxious cunt of a brother who i can't fucking stand. He's a controlling selfish psycho and last time i called him out on his shit it almost turned violent. I'm back at my hometown at the moment but the anxiety from having to eventually go back is eating me up. It frustrates me how i am so incapable of doing what others consider second nature. Also tfw no gf

>>40566730
>It frustrates me how i am so incapable of doing what others consider second nature
I feel you man. Unfortunately I can't offer you advice, but I hope your situation improves soon. We're all gonna make it anon.

>>40566730
same case, and no friends or gf. :(

>>40566749
Thanks anon. I had a change of mindset in early 2016 where i feel like i just need to give everything 100% and with a positive attitude, but every now and then i still have those days where I feel down. Today is honestly one of those days, but its only human nature to feel down every now and then as long as don't let it consume you. I'm still going to give it everything ive got and not accept defeat. All the best for your future endeavours

>>40566879
Yeah that too anon, no friends. But that feel has kind of been pushed to the side for now, i just need to get out of my comfort zone. I hope we find friends and a gf anon ;_; for both of our sakes

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>>40566730

read through the whole story, got to the end and kek'd because here on /fit/

>we all know tfwnogf

>tfw I started shitting blood every morning and I'm afraid to find out why

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>>40554908
I feel your pain. My girlfriend moved a while away for University. It's a constant struggle and the only thing that helps is the gym. I know (read: hope) shes not slamming some 6'4 nigger on the side, but I can honestly only pray. I'm visiting next week, and I trust her, but Jesus Christ just the thought of her getting ass slammed by some fucking dindu makes me wanna punch windows.

I love you /fit/ bros.

>>40554908
You can't be a loser forever anon. You gotta get up and move or else you'll never do anything. Do you want to be a NEET forever?

>>40558459
Christ I feel this. 6'1 w model face and good genetics, somehow end up in shitty little town at community college cause I thought life was going to be easy as fuck when you're attractive. Turns out it's only true for girls.

At least I'm not a virgin.

>>40554908
You'll get better hours if you stick with it. besides if you're running graveyard, you can get a lot more familiar with the people you do meet, even in a major capitol city. I did for along time with a legit job so i got to know some police and its just a lot different than a daytime interaction. regardless you have a great opportunity to change the world, I was Involved with h for a long time, and my local pd were some big supporters for getting my act straight. Detectives/agents etc is a Different story but seriously the most positive advice I got through most of it was from cops. And even the detectives were nice once I straightened out for the few times we had to talk.
The biggest blessing is the ability to help other people anonymously, and you're about to have it. I wish you all the luck happiness, because I was right where you are for along time with /fit/ the only person I could bring myself to stay in contact with. Chin up

>dating a girl who doesn't want to commit to a relationship

I know know one cares but I needed to post this somewhere.

This helped me a ton.
>https://youtu.be/XbOeO_frzvg

>>40567532
That's not true. /fit/ helped get me through some dark roads. Do some pavlovian shit every time you think about your big ol barrel a feels you got for trying to cuff the runner

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> be 18 college freshman
> no friends first sem because didnt like kids in my dorm
> become friends with kids from a board game club in spring
> one of them is now my workout buddy
> they are leasing a house to live together and they didnt even ask me if I wanted to join them
> okay
> bunch of dykes from the club and oneitis are leasing a house too
> 400$ rent shit is cash
> they put a post in the housing group asking for a roommate
> I ask one of them so she is all happy and shit
> "omg anon are you serious? We know you so we would want to have you could you join our group chat so we can get to know each other better"
> 3 days later
> ask am I still in
> get kicked out of chat didnt even message in it once because they only talked about getting lunch etc.
> say "you are one of the potential roommates but we know you so you have that going for you"
> wtf.jpg
> could we interview you for 30 minutes in the club this sunday
So lads what do I do here? They are actually considering rando dudes off the groups in the same category as someone they have known for a while. I dont have any other friends so I will have to pay more for a studio later if this fails but at the same time I cant beg for this arrangement because then they will treat me like shit when I get there

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>>40554908
I am also in the hiring process and not seeing a therapist for those reasons. I share your feels.

>>40567593
Act as if nothing hinges on the result
They sound a little too cunty for my taste but it ain't my protein shake

>tfw rheumatoid arthritis, controlled with meds but may relapse and flare up at any time
>tfw girlfriend has been slowly letting herself go over the last 1.5 years and will likely never get back in shape
>tfw you will never understand people who have perfectly healthy bodies that betray themselves by not exploring their physical potential

>>40567593
Go to the interview, do the best you can so you can get in if you really need to. If they come across as a bunch of enormous thundercunts turn them down if they offer your position. You don't really have anything to lose and you need a place to live.

Just try not to let your true power level show anon

Join the military

>>40567625
Do you think we will be happier when we become cops? I'm going to be hired by the best department in the state of Florida. I just want to finally be happy doing what I do.

>hang with girl a lot of times just the two of us
>start falling for her
>i know that she has a boyfriend who goes to school in another state
I dont know if to tell her how I'm feeling for her. I don't want to stop being friends with her and I don't if what I'm feeling is for real or just because she's the only person outside of my family who actually wants to hang with me.

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>>40554908
>tfw when gf broke up with me today
>Tfw when it's not because of incompatibility it's because of her mother
>Mother hated me and would non stop talk shit to my gf and say how she should break up with me.
>Tfw best relationship i've possibly ever had was ruined by a bitter old woman


I feel like I wanna die.


I also feel like I want to gypsy curse her mother.

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>work job i hate for mediocre pay
>girl im in love with is married to help some friend of hers with a green card marriage
>going nowhere in life
>lifting is the only thing that gives me satisfaction
>drinking heavily tonight to numb the emotional pain

im in a bad spot bros.

>>40567657
>>40567667
thanks for the responses lads
I might do it but I dont know if what level of them being thundercunts I can handle because I have a very high threshold
do you think I have a chance with my oneitis if I move into the same house with her? she is a 6/10 at best but she is sweet and likes the same shit I like

>>40567832
I'm here for you man. If she allowed her mother to influence her decision making then clearly she wasn't that great of an individual. I would never let anyone tell me what to do if it has to do with my love life. You'll get over her. I'm still a little sad about my ex but as time goes on I think about her less and less everyday. And hopefully one day she won't even cross my mind

>>40567846
It certainly does not hurt your chances, especially if it is between you or some other rando guy. Who would you rather be around her that often, you? or him?

You faggots have it easy

I don't understand how you can't be a normie if you're not at least one of these
>Disabled
>Terminally Ill
>Really bad speech impediment
>So hideous people won't look at you

>tfw speech impediment

>>40567582

>dating for months
>really close
>talking 24/7
>the sex
>she 'doesnt want a "closed relationship" because she doesn't see the point in putting restrictions on a relationship'

Fucking kill me. Do I just let her fuck off, /fit/?

>>40567846
Yeah probably. She's 6/10 and it sounds like shes into you, so you could probably blame oneitis on being an "introvert" or some shit. If you say it right she'll eat that shit up.

>>40567925
there's nothing wrong with this if you have exclusivity with each other and you're not fuckin around with other people behind each other's backs.

Everyone approaches relationships differently, some people like those kind of co-dependent, do everything together kind of things, and other people like the kind of dating where you can be independent, but together

>>40567694
Can't. I've done acid.

>>40567917
>autist that feels sorry for himself mode
You're rating having a really bad speech impediment right up there with DISABLED and TERMINALLY ILL?

You're a fucking retard.

You are exactly like the other people in this thread that you're complaining about; some moron that thinks he has it the hardest.

>>40567864
Thanks man. I don't know, I feel distraught. It's like my best friend just walked out of my life.

>>40567961
I never said I had it the worst you dipshit, terminally ill is undeniably worse. It was a list of things that preclude you from being a normie.

But I can literally not formulate a sentence without people laughing at me and I've had therapy for 16 fucking years. You can go fuck yourself.

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>>40567983
>realizing I have nothing to complain about

Fuck

>>40567983
what is your speech impediment?

I have absolutely fucked my life up. My willpower is awful. May have ADD and anxiety. Any amount of productivity fades before it gets anywhere

Bros I think I've made it (mentally).

At first I was lifting because >no gf.

Now I realize I just wanna get big and I don't give af.

Have I transcended?

>tfw terrible losing streak at ranked ASSFAGGOTS
>causing good teammates losses
>stalling in lifts
>not getting raises at work
>everything is going in a bad direction

Just end me senpai

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>>40567841
Keep pushing on anon, don't give up. Hopefully the bad times will pass and you'll be ready to get out of the rut better and stronger than ever before.

>>40568002
too much dick in his mouth

>>40568040
You have made it when you lift for humanity.

>>40568057
thanks anon, it means a lot to me.

>>40560991
then prove yourself wrong, make this the summer where you give it your all

don't defeat yourself before you even get there

>>40564960
>claiming your a chad

hate to break it to you, but real chads dont know theyre chads, and they sure as hell dont use 4chan

>>40567941

She wants to be able to go clubbing and kiss other guys, basically. I assume she would want to fuck other guys too.

>>40555949
Shoot myself and give the liberals and gun grabbers one more statistic? Get fucked you no-gunner.

I have to live til death takes me, with an easy exit being at reach all of the time. I'll never let the cops take muh sks

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>>40567694
The main reason I'm in school right now is to fly for the USAF

>>40567800
If anything I'll finally have started doing something I find fulfilling. There is no shortage of dui or violent crime in Atlanta, so there is plenty of opportunity to do something. I'm hoping that the academy will provide some good opportunities to make friends.

Off to sleep good luck bud.

>>40567955
Just lie. Nobody gives a fuck

>>40560751
She probably has BPD.

>>40565317
The point is I don't put in ANY effort. I have literally never studied longer than 2 hours for any test, ever. I just don't know how to bring myself to.

>People born bright get As without much effort
I'm at a university were everyone is born bright, and they all work hard as fuck. In elementary school I was the one of two kids in 4th grade in the 5th grade advanced math class, and that grade is now like 40% ivy league+caltech and double stanford. In high school I got 100% in AP classes while smoking weed and skipping class on the daily. I know how smart I am, but I also know it means nothing without a motor.

>Feel better?
But the point of your post was to make you feel better? Hope it worked Mr. state school.

>>40559363
Neither have I. That's why it sucks so much.

>>40568469
oh, fuck that then, drop her like a rock, or just be FWB with her but it sounds like you've gotten too close for that at this point

>>40567347
Lol this is me. Though i'm giving 100% this spring to land the best school in my country because it would literally multiply my value by 50

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here's mine:

2 months out of a 2 year relationship, and i know she's taking it much harder than me but i've cut her and mostly all of her friends out of my life. She was madly in love with me but i fell out of love with her about 6 months before we split. Ended the relationship feeling like an robot. As selfish as it sounds, it is emotionally exhausting dealing with a gf with mental health issues.

>tfw just hope she is doing okay
>tfw she was aware of how stressful it was for me and always tried to make it up to me
>tfw just wanted her to feel better
>worried that she feels like i abandoned her or that i should have tried harder

also moving on from a short term oneitis i had after realizing its not worth putting time and effort towards a girl who isn't readily willing to reciprocate feelings or even maintain decent contact w/u lol

at least on the plus side ive got tons of freedom and time to devote to fitness and health now, so i guess that's something. Im finally keeping track of my progress and everything

>>40554908
Watching Zyzz say we're all gonna make it was the first time I felt something since watching wreck-it-Ralph

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>I will never be able to lift away the autism
haha speak for yourself hahaha
hahaha
ha

My brothers!

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>>40568998
Not the guy you were replying to but you sound like a bit of a dick. Hope you find a purpose that brings you happiness brother.

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>>40569129
I'm only a dick to people who act like they know me(like you)

i know i'll probably be flamed for this but I received a DUI two years ago. I was a dumb 18 year old with a nice car showing off to this beautiful girl to get over my oneitis and the rest is history. I didn't kill anyone (thank god) or hurt the girl in the passenger seat, but I feel as though i've let my family down. I'm attending a top 20 university but everything I do other than lift and sleep with women feels shitty. I'm currently basing my self esteem off whether I can sleep with new women or not and while it's pretty frequent, it leaves me feeling a bit more apathetic and hollow.

I'm not even sure why i'm writing this right now I suppose I just want to vent.

Positives of this year
>slept with 6 women
>have only broke my 1 year pseudo-sobriety twice
>not drowning in school

I don't know bros I just hope everyone is doing a little better than I am right now.

>>40569066
>dealing with a gf with mental health issues.
I would tell you that's it's not your fault, that you need two people to make it work, but it seems like you have everything under control.

>>40569224
>Positives of this year
>>slept with 6 women
>>have only broke my 1 year pseudo-sobriety twice
>>not drowning in school
M8, I'm not here to judge, but what have you done for yourself apart from go to school. Sleeping with women is alg, but I hope that's not the defining point of the year. Admittedly we're only 3 months in, but I hope it goes more uphill.

>>40569356
I'm not sure, honestly I feel like everything i'm doing right now is just for some light in the distance and maybe i'll be happy if I just keep doing what makes my family proud. I read a lot and have a good social life and everyone assumes i'm really happy but on the inside i'm super bleak. I'm not going to an hero or anything like that, I just think i've yet to meet anybody I genuinely enjoy spending time with. I read books and surf as two decent hobbies but other than that everything I do so people with think a certain way of me.

>have shitty fitness room under the dorms
>go in for my cardio workout
>there is this girl I know from some of my classes
>she is on a bike directly looking at the door
>I nod at her
>she winks
>autism walk to the treadmills

I-its something right guys?

>tfw the skinniest the guy at the gym (115 lbs)
>tfw can just barely lift the bar
>tfw social anxiety
>tfw low self esteem
>tfw never going to make it

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>talk to grill I like
>Say I like her and want to try going on a date
>She says no, Both drank a lot alcohol so proceed with hourlong drunken Awkward banter about how Im a great Guy tho
>Liked her but wasnt crushing or in love (yet, Im slow in that) but Saw her as a fitting partner and someone Id grow to love under the right circumstances
>Told her OK and nw I wont let it het Awkward
>Suddenly 2 months later whenever we happen to be at the same location shes constantly hovering around me
>Already over it myself
>Now Im unable to keep my 'wont let it get awkward' promise
>Feel kind of cheated

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>>40554908
>tfw wont be able to lift for nearly three months

>go to bar regularly early in the day
>first customer of the week
>all the workers are hot qt goths with dark hair
>bartender is the cutest
>she recognizes me more often and talks often
>she gets to know me and I know her more
>her bf breaks up with her
>workers tease her about me
>one slutty worker shows me her ex on her phone
>she's into chads
>"d-do you think she'd be interested in me if I worked out?" I ask slutty worker
>she whispers in my ear "balls deep anywhere"

Thus begins my transformation. Gym, barbell + weights at home, creatine, whey, salad and chicken every day. There's a light at the end of that long tunnel, bros.

>>40567968
hey man i feel you, my girl of 4 years left me because "she didnt love me anymore" just be happy it ended before u were going to propose life sucks man but grind hard were all gonna make it brah

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>tfw no gf
>DYELs with no jobs whose sense of humour revolves around facebook memes get gfs easily

>>40571886
Chances are that by the time you're big and strong for her, she'll have found someone else.

Sorry, friend.
>lifting for women

>>40568989
Dude you are right she does. I'm in for a wild fucking ride. In fine with it.

>tfw I'm attractive but socially inept
>tfw finally get with girl I like cause she approaches me first
>go on date, things ate good
>go to fugg
>get super nervous can't get full boner
>PAINIC
>shit goes wrong
a-at least she complimented my body right?
i feel bad

>>40555949
I've always considered suicide a kind of cop out even during the height of my depression. I know what suffering I've experienced can't hold a candle to what some people experience on a daily basis, this serves to embolden me. I take solace from the fact that one day I may be educated and strong enough to prevent the aforementioned suffering.

>>40555093

>>inb4 she is cheating on me
> She is religious and im the one who cheated on her.

Maybe you have no friends because you are an unloyal piece of shit

>>40572591
Lol
Okay, ive already made up with my gf about that incident and it was a prettt complex situation.
I dont have friends because im an autist socially, and im in oklahoma for university and i grew up in a big city in a foreign country, so i dont really connect with anyone here.

>Feeling pretty good about my 160 OHP, on the razors edge to putting up 165.

>Guy next to me doing OHP too, but making the same weight look like a pool noodle.

>Dude puts up 225 for reps.

What the fuck. I don't know that I'll ever be that strong. Granted, he was sitting and I was doing standing OHP, so the mechanics are a little different. Goddamn though that motherfucker was strong. I feel like I'm just doing baby weight now.

>>40571268
Everyone starts somewhere, don't let being small for a bit stop you from improving. If anything you've just got that many more gains waiting to be made.

>>40558459
actually doing well in college is about hard work not smarts. STOP BEING A LAZY PIECE OF SHIT AND YOUR LIFE WILL GET BETTER

>>40568637
It's easy as fuck right now. They literally made a 1 year program for ROTC because of the need for officers. That and with the shortage of pilots, chances are pretty good.

>>40561017

>9gag watermark

Kill yourself

>>40571768
Why not anon?

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>>40573114
Moving abroad for work and won't have a gym anywhere near me. Also long and exhausting hours. The pay is decent though and I suppose I can still do bodyweight, but its NOT THE SAME.

I don't know why I agreed to go. Money will make me happy, right?

>tfw next week will be my last week of lifting until june

>>40568767
Serioursly? I've read that some people get kicked out during boot camp. And that they do a thorough history check. Not sure how much truth is in that.

Plus im bored af at the moment. Im not going to to uni until maybe during fall semester and as far as Im concerned, there is a shit ton of benefits upon joining the USAF.

>>40569247
i know, i know..she always tried to make things better by buying me stuff and taking me out on dates and stuff but i never really wanted the material stuff, i just wanted to feel like i made her feel better.

Sometimes things would be good and i would get hopeful, and that the medication and stuff was working but then another big fight or argument would spring up out of the blue and i started to wonder why i was even putting in the effort if this stuff kept happening. Which makes me feel doubly worse because she would always tell me that her depression/anxiety pushed away her past relationships and i would always reassure her by telling her that i understood and i wouldnt be like that but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

It ended after a particularly rough fight where she raised her fist at me out of anger and i can recall the specific moment where i felt "well, thats it" and i realized that i wouldn't be able to feel the same about her, but i do still deeply care about her and just want her to get better

i'm rambling a bit, but i guess it will all work itself out in the end

>>40573541
if it were something like a medical condition, that was recorded somewhere in your "file", then it might be a problem but how the hell is the military going to know if you ever actually did or do not do acid?

>>40573580
You are probably right. I just dont wanna end up going to jail. Such a tremendous waste of time.

>>40566550
>If it's made up, they will tell you and you go on
That possibility honestly never crossed my mind.

>>40573248
Just keep up with your macros and such while you're over there. You can make up for it when you get back plus you'll have some decent bank. You're gonna make it anon