Take what you want - Go get it

I don't know what I want and depression makes it worse

>>40493560

Because i'm buried in debt from a degree that I regret getting.

>>40493560
Honestly?
Low self image.
I start a company that requires me to go to business owners en masse.

Soo far Every single pitch has gone perfectly and they invest/partner.
The problem is that it takes me 6-10months to work up the self image to call/book a meeting.

>>40493560
The fact that I am too scared of failing. I want to try starting a business, investing in stock but my fear of financial failure is crippling, and I don't know if there's a way to work up to it or to safely try. I want to go to college but have no idea what I want to do and terrified ill make the wrong choice but not know it until 10 years down the line and have a family to support and be unable to financially to to college and try again. I feel I only have one shot at life and if I fuck up then I'm fucked and that fear is keeping me from even STARTING.

>>40493576
look up the self authoring suit m8, it could legitimately turn your life around.

Anxiety, depression, low self image, deep fear of success.
I also have the nagging suspiscion that I'm the kind of person that I hate and would fall completely into the mold of a mean spirited uncaring violent rapey big dicked chad who uses and abuses women and will never find peace or true love.
Pathetic huh?
You know wanting the help people but too afriad to hurt people but realizing that I don't care at all and am just a selfish prick

But that's okay. Suicide is a great option.

>>40493673
Jordan Peterson needs to get more attention as a philosopher.

He says a lot of things that have been said before..but he sure can word it in a unique way.

OP, because no matter how hard I try, people seem to want to fuck me over for no good reason and I can't kill those people.

>>40493560
>Hey Anon, come back to bed *brrpppttt*

>>40493592
It's medicine, isn't it?

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>>40493560
What I want has a boyfriend.

>>40493798

Accounting

>>40493815
So sorry.

>>40493813
They always say that, it's a shit test.

A grill asked me to spot her on decline bench yesterday. She did 7 reps, and I told her good job and walked away. I don't think she heard me. She did a few more sets and then asked another guy to spot her for those sets. Kinda got me in the feels. So what I want is to spot that bitch

I want to colonize space, but i don't know where to start.

>>40493831
I asked her out and after finding that out just said oh ok I'll see you around then.

Is it recoverable?

>>40493815

Why aren't you making money? Isn't the point of getting a shitty boring degree so that you can atleast make money. And with money comes happiness.

I'm a nurse and I currently hate my life. I never asked for this level of stress on a daily basis and still get paid as an unskilled laborer. . Only way out is to get a masters in anasthesia and work as a CRNA.

>>40493885

I am making money but i've got a $50k hole to climb out of and after working in the profession I've realized i'd rather be a tradesman, power lineman in particular.

Sucks to hear man. My mom's been a nurse for almost 30 years and she has mixed feelings about it.

>>40493560
What I want isn't real. Now get out you fucking normalfags.

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It's a combination of things.

I know exactly what I want without doubt in different areas, but they slightly contradict each other. Feel free to comment to get me some perspective.

>on women

I want a cute, chill girl who has self-respect and isn't a whore. Those types of girls never care about me. I'm a tall, in-shape, shaved-head daddy type. Underage girls and damaged girls are the ones that like me - basically, insane girls which won't last a month with you. Cute, reliable girls go for jocks and youthful guys who are the life of the party, not guys like me.

>on dreams

I draw and write, but I'm very insecure about it and have zero dedication to it. I can work out for hours but drawing and writing I need constant reassurance because every time I published something I just threw money away and nobody gave a fuck. It also means that I would have no free time at all since I work and lift.

>chilling

I'm a less is more kind of guy, so I NEED a couple.hours of doing nothing every day where I just chill and don't think about anything. This directly conflicts with drawing and lifting since work and sleep are mandatory.

> would you like some morning crumpets sweetie?
> hnnggg...

*BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAFFFFPPPPPFPFPFPFPFPFPFP SCHLOP*

>>40494013

How does BRAAAAAPFP even translate to farting noises?

>>40493560
I want to sterilize this planet from every living being

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>>40493560
Because I don't want it enough

If I truly wanted it I would have it, but I don't truly want it/have that drive to achieve it because of my own personal fault

I want good grades, but I don't have them because I let videogames get in the way

I want good cardio, but I haven't run in forever because I make excuses

I want to most aesthetic body, but I let indulgence and junk food get in the way of that too


The only reason to not have what you want is because of some fault of your own

I'm against picketing but I don't know how to show it. :/
Hold me bros

>>40494019
*squeee*

>>40493864
Have you tried starting in space?

>>40493989
Make it real out of pure willpower anon.

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>>40493989

>>40493560
My severe social anxiety makes it near impossible to establish any kind of relationship/friendship unless other people initiate it.

>>40494034
Start with self.

>>40494111
Trips. Zyzz demands you make friends.

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>>40494074
Need some way to get there...

>>40494111

Same here.

Because I don't know what I want.

I want to make a lasting impact on the world on a large scale, but I don't want to be exposed to scrutiny.

I want an attractive gf who is in shape, but I don't want to break up with my current one because things are comfortable. Also because we live together, makes things tricky...

I want a job which lets me travel and pays well, but I don't want to spend 5 years working towards it.

I want to get a degree so I can have one, but I don't want to spend so much more of my life chasing something I don't really care about otherwise.

I want to get down to 12% BF, but I don't want to really start policing my intake strictly.

I should be grateful for what I have, in most aspects everything is better then what most people get. But I am always unsatisfied, nothing fills the void. And I think I would be ashamed if I was content.

>>40494148
Have you tried walking?
Lazy fuck

>>40494091
Self induced delusion takes time and effort to develop and it can go wrong. Dunno if it's worth it. Learning to lucid dream sounds like a better idea

>>40494189
Do both.

>>40494189
Yeah if you want to wake up everyday and remember that your irl life is shit.
You should just go nutso man. Trust me it's fun.

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>>40494187
lel. On a serious note though, i'd like to colonize a new world. If there was a possibility, i would be the first to sign up for an expedition. Neil Armstrong was small business, imagine going down in history as the first human to ever set foot an an alien planet, with an atmosphere, oceans, continents and (potentially) alien life.

And i don't think it's impossible either. That's what the europeans were saying about Columbus and his trip to America. He ventured into the unknown, and look where it led us. You gotta dream big, like Donald says.
But yeah, i don't really know where to feasibly start pursuing my dream. Maybe go into spacecraft research.

I don't think I'm good enough

>>40494223
The closest planets that are potentially like what you are describing are light years away mate. :/

>>40493560
>that small ass
>what i want

don't lump me in with you, fucking low test

>>40494223
see what it takes to become an astronaut and don't listen to little dreamers like >>40494238

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As a reminder 40k space travel is brutal as fuck

>>40494197
Will see about that.

>>40494208
If it motivates and overall makes me feel better, then might as well.

>>40494267
Yeah but that's a huge ship
It's different for smaller ones, you just need one psyker (sucks for him though)

I had gyno and if that wasn't enough I also have an asymmetric chest and a ton of hair on my body. All of this resulting in depression and a severe lack of confidence. :^)

>>40494111
>>40494152
SSRIs. Zoloft and Lexapro do wonders on generalized and social anxiety.

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>>40494409
I've tried Lexapro and it made me extremely angry all the time. Prozac did nothing for my social anxiety. I'm on Zoloft right now but a low dose. Gonna see psychiatrist soon to see about a bigger dose. Kinda sucks bros but lifting helps take my mind off of it

>>40494409

It also has a lot of side effects.

I don't know what I want in life.
I just hate it. I feel locked and tied.
I feel whenever a girl is interested in me, I am too unconfident to get it even further. They even ask me shit assuming I'm a ladykiller super-nonvirgin chad-like figure and I am blanked.

On the upside the other day I took a bitch's fixed barbell that was on the floor the other day to do some curls (she wasn't using it and was quite a bit away from it) she came up to me like 30 seconds later, stood directly infront of me with a creepy pedo ass smile, and said "can I have that back I was using that?"

and guess what? I didn't care too much, I just gave it back and let that bitch do her superset granny bullshit with 8 different items, I just did some lat raises in the mean time

it didn't embarass me as shit like that normally would, I got a little more confidence I guess? but still today I was going to bench but there was a cable going over the barbell to the wallsocket so I just did accessory chest work instead :/

>mfw stood there staring at the barbell on the bench with the wire over it for like 2-3 minutes while people were looking at me
didn't care about that either, I just stared them down

eh I'm probably a special kind of autist, I feel like my lack of confidence comes from a series of child abuse that were most prominent when I was a toddler until I was in my early teens (when my dad started to realise if I retaliated to his bullshit beatings and confidence put-downs x F I could kick his ass)

This is one of the only times I'm being completely honest as well, whenever I'm online I feel so much better by exaggerating things, making things seem better than they are, I sort of trick myself into thinking I'm ok when I'm actually completely miserable.

>mfw I cry in my sleep
every time I go to the doctors about my chronic unhappiness they always refer me to someone but I just shrug it off and never go

can anyone /relate/? Is my autism too far through the roof?

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>>40493640

"You cannot achieve success without the risk of failure. And I learned a long time ago, you cannot achieve success if you fear failure. If you're not afraid to fail, man you have a chance to succeed but you're never gonna get there unless you risk it all the way. I was a failure. Sometimes half the fun is failing, learning from your mistakes, waking up the next morning and saying, okay watch out, here I come again. A little bit smarter, licking my wounds and really not looking forward to getting my ass kicked the way I just did yesterday. And now I'm just a little more dangerous." -Paul Heyman

I'm manic bi polar, it's made me an alcoholic. It fucked me out of my job and my girlfriend.

Wew
>>40493560

I'm not strong enough. I'm not fast enough. I'm not skilled enough. I'm not learned enough. But I will be.

I don't want what most people want on the surface (stability, wealth, love, comfort), but what they've wanted since they were young enough to not be limited by the beatdown of reality. I'm not knocking anyone for wanting those things, hell I sometimes feel tempted to pursue them myself.

But I've made my commitment to what I truly want, and though it will kill me in the long run, it is the only life I feel is worth my time.

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>Was sad and unfilfilled
>No job
>No education
>Virgin

>Started lifting
>Started studying
>Got the degree I wanted, the job I wished for
>Living with the girl I love

>Still sad and unfulfilled

Got what I wanted, now I dont want it and have no idea what to wish for. What to do fampais?

>>40493560
I'm pretty sure i have ADHD. Been referred to psychiatrist so hopefully i will begin finishing things i sta

>>40493673
Care to elaborate? I see its some program you have to pay for so I'm always weary.

>>40494053
I've been seeing Mitch quotes around lately what gives

>>40493864
Take the bogpill

>>40494549
I take Lex and the only side effects i have are low libido and taking longer to cum. I kinda like it.

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>>40493560
Because what I want has free will.

I'm fucking horrible with girls.
I Have a lot of excuses but no one matters in the end.
Been reading and watching vids on the subject for last year and still can't get an approach.
Just can't man up.

>>40495224
Not if you have money

>>40495265
bird up

>>40494230
u are good enough u stupid idiot

>>40495506
no he's not

>>40493576
Well figure it out. You've got your entire life.

>>40493640
Are you fucking underage?

>>40493640
can't win if you don't play

Because what I want take time to cultivate

Because I hate myself too much to do it. I've let too many good people down too many times. I've wasted too many opportunities. I'm already almost 30 so I'm too old to change.

>>40494238
to be fair we went from horse and buggy>car>space in less than 100 years
Who knows how quickly the next 10-20 years will progress.

>>40494586
Dude I'm telling you right now to try the self-authoring program. It's literally like talking to a self improvement therapist. I literally cried while doing it

>>40495585
the game is rigged

>>40493560
>How come you can't have what you want /fit/?
because Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild isn't released until March 3rd

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I want the god emperor of mankind to ascend and rule a united humanity

don't know how to help it happen desu

>>40495553
That's what I plan on doing but in the meantime I get strange looks when people ask me what I do and I say "nothing"

Can't even try to pick up girls because I have nothing going on in my life so hardly a good match even for fucking

>>40495702

Another anon here, I want to give it a try but don't have 30 dollars that I can just spend on a moment's notice. Is there a way I can get it for free?

>>40495779
Just don believe the fake news

>>40494157

This anon understands life

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>>40495010
It's a writing exercise. It's not some magical thing, but for $30 you are getting a guide from some of the best (alive) psychologists in the world.

There's a list of questions that are asked as prompts and you write about them for set amounts of time. It's all based on the ideas of Carl Rogers who thought writing and speaking were the best ways for people to get their lives in order.

>>40494040
ouch, that hits too close

>>40494157
>Because I don't know what I want.
You know precisely what you want, you're just too chicken shit to make the sacrifices and take the hits that come with getting it.

No man escapes this world without scrutiny. Comfort is always temporary so holding onto it needlessly is spending time you ultimately do not have. The same with getting that job and cutting that bodyfat.

You can put forth all the rationales in the world to justify it to yourself, but you will be eternally unsatisfied in doing so.

>>40495010
>>40495928
basically, what this anon said, it allows you to conquer your past and plan your future through writing exercises, it takes a long time and a lot of HARD work and self-evaluation but it (you in all reality) truly can change your life if you make the effort.

>>40493739
he has a unique approach to jungian archetypes and their relation in our world and minds that i find very insightful.

>>40494267
Sounds retarded.

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>>40493560
You have to have a college degree to fly jet fighters; I don't have that yet

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I always think about this:

We have the same 24 hours in a day that extremely wealthy and successful people have. We all end up in the ground at some point.

In this life, why work like hell to get what you want? There literally shouldnt be a minute wasted. Why should someone else have a better experience than me on this earth?

Fuck that bro, go and get it!

>>40493560
Some things you can't get without the help of others. That exposes you and one wrong move you could be behind the position you started at.

In the end we'll all die with regrets

I don't even know what I want. I feel numb now. Reading doesn't stimulate me anymore, I do it because I feel I need to keep my brain sharp for some reason. Exercise is barely enjoyable anymore. Socializing is pure pain. I have no idea how to ask a girl out, and I don't think I would be any happier with a gf. I don't really even care about sex and haven't for a while, I rarely even beat my dick and porn makes me feel sad or sick. Music isn't really enjoyable anymore, vidya isn't really enjoyable. I liked reading /lit/ stuff, but my local library is shit, and as I said earlier, I don't feel as stimulated reading complex material as I used to, it just kinda feels like a boring leisure activity. Politics as well as most philosophy is meaningless to me now. Most people are completely uninteresting, I leave my phone off for days at a time and only have 6 contacts now. Partying became meaningless to me some time ago, drugs are not very appealing. Technology is not fun anymore, I don't care about fucking around in c and ruby, and tinkering with different linux distros. I am going to school with all my tuition paid and then some for computer engineering in 6 months and I don't care about that subject anymore, although I don't know what other subject I would care about so I'm just sticking with it. The military is doing nothing right now so I can't join and get into the fight, plus I don't really care about killing brown people for oil. I try to focus on art, like drawing, writing, or music, but I lose interest quickly and feel like it's meaningless no matter what I create. I used to get cliche suicidal thoughts like "I want to die" or "I'm gonna fucking kill myself" echo in my head randomly throughout the day but those stopped a long time ago. I'll say it again, I don't know what I want, I don't really want anything, I just don't know why I feel like such shit. I don't even know if I want to stop feeling like shit, but I just don't know why I feel like complete shit.

>>40494040
I'm surprised I don't see that type of answer more often. I mean how much more obvious can it be? We have daily threads about CHEAT meals for christ's sake. There isn't much more to be said desu.

>>40494898

Gratitude is a skill, not just something that happens when you get what you think you want.

Practice with the same diligence you applied to get this far and you'll be set.

>>40494267
That is just pure autism, I really hope that bit of cringe isnt part of the actual lore.

>>40496266
it is but it's vastly overstated/hyperbole for dramatic effect there

>>40496396
I should add that whoever wrote that has weapons grade autism which makes it worse

>demons made of RAPE and LEMON JUICE"

I mean come the fuck on

>>40496185
Not sure if copypasta or not but sounds to me like you've got a hormonal imbalance of some sort.

>>40493596
Very interesting anon, how was your first pitch experience? how do you "build up" yourself? What's you company about? Could you share some of your pitch?

Also, if you haven't, read Oren Klaff's book "Pitch Anything", also watch his videos on youtube with LondoReal and his channel, it helped me a lot to modify and improve my pitch.

Here's a quick summary of his book, I really recommend it for all anons
http://www.pitchanythingbook.com/

>>40496429
not copypasta. I don't think it is a hormonal imbalance because I'm only 18 and my dick works fine, which both seem to contrast the possibility of it being a hormonal imbalance. Plus I don't have time/money to spend on getting counseling and drugs so I'm just gonna say it isn't a hormonal imbalance and get on with it.

>>40496185
This pretty much describes me to a t, with the odd "good" day every now and then

I know exactly what I want, I just can't make out a clear path to get there, and I'm wading through really fucking slowly, tons of mistakes en route.

>>40494002
How are you meeting girls? Did the cute girls directly reject you?

>>40494040
What you truly want vs What you want right now. You do want good grades but right now you want to play video games more. You want a good body but right now you just want to sit around more. You do want an aesthetic body but right but right now you just want to eat shit more.
Don't forget what you truly want, start working on your habits

>>40496481
Sounds pretty intense man. You got any ideas on how fix it?

>>40496470
Not going to share anything because it's a new/completely underdeveloped market and theres only 2-3 other people doing it in the us/uk (as far as I know)

Uses an E platform, and Minimal overhead

>First Pitch
Shook like a leaf, but the idea is REALLY solid so I think it didn't matter.

>how do I build up
Literally just dial the phone number and pace/drive around town everyday untill I finally hit send (did this the first time for almost 6 months)
Tried listening to hype/motivational youtube shit also.

The second hype was different, I had to go and talk to the company head in person, Literally walked up and down downtown for 2 1/2+months before I accidentally bumped into him and his wife and blurted everything right then and there.

The third one, the (Owner from #2) Scheduled me to meet them and I literally went through my presentation and numbers everyday for almost every waking hour until the meeting.

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>implying i cant

>>40496720
I'm just gonna keep lifting and keep reading. I am kind of learning spanish(I understand it and just watch tv shows in spanish for my "learning") and maybe go work a shitty job uruguay or argentina for a few months for life experience. I am also thinking of getting on tinder to lose my virginity to a slut just to get it out of the way, but I don't want to make a facebook. Meditating is also helping me be at peace with having no real drive anymore. Honestly, even though I feel empty and like shit at the same time, I can't say it hasn't helped me a bit. I used to be a narcissistic know-it-all, but now I realize how shitty life is and am slowly realizing how shitty I am, which is good in a way.

>>40493560
I want my balls to stop hurting so I can masturbate again

It's been two years

I'm just tired man. I'm 20 and I feel like an old man. I haven't talked to my old friends for two years, I haven't seen my family for longer than that. I have absolutely no dream, no passions.
I exercise daily, I eat clean, I read at least two hours every day. I work full time. None of that helps. I just want to feel passionate about something.

>>40495564
No. I'm 21. Just have no idea what I want in life.

>>40496856
Literally an ideology for edgy 15 year olds.

>>40493673
>>40495010

Got your back Anon, good luck and make me proud.

Self Authoring Additional Suite: username: sa42493 password: F2c8uJ

>>40493560

I can't have it yet, but I'm working on it.

I'm kind of an oldfag compared to most of /fit/, so I'm in a pretty good spot. Doing patent law, debt-free (as of last month), great lifts. Learning a second language (long fucking way to go, so I'm won't even LARP pretend to be bilingual). Have a gf (who I don't love and probably never will).

I'm just at that point where most of the work is behind me, but the rewards are just ahead. So I'm tired all the time and I'm constantly worried I'll do something stupid, fuck it up, and lose all the invested time and effort. I'm on the brink of losing some old friends because of how much time I've invested in myself, my career, and my dreams.

Enough sad shit. I know I'm close to making it, and after that is a chance to make it even bigger. It's nerve-wracking and if I stop to think about it, suddenly I'm the same nervous lanklet I used to be.

So for any youngfags who put up with my whining in this post up to now, don't fucking stop to think when you reach this point. It hurts, and worse than that, it's the useless kind of hurt and not the motivating kind. The kind you try to grow out of. You'll know in your head that you're winning even though it doesn't feel like it yet. So keep fucking pushing long after it feels like it'll all be a waste.

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>>40497405
thank

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>>40493560
This is perhaps the most retarded post I have ever seen on this website.

>>40493864
Try no fap for one month and then one night lay in a field and jerk off. Hopefully the force of your balls exploding will propel your jizz into space where it will eventually land on some primordial planet and mix with its creation matrix to produce an advanced civilization that will take the stars.

>>40493950
How the hell do people who are 50K in the hole cope with the interest?

Time.

Once I find, or come up with a worth while business model I have a relative willing to invest if he thinks it will work (he's currently an enturpanure and not owns a couple software companies)

>gf

She's back home goin to school to be a teacher, I moved to live with my uncle and get school paid for in exchange for work, ideally I'll get a place here soon and she can move up.

I don't care about much else

>>40494111
RSD?
:)

>>40494230
Get good then.
You are a fucking human being, born to adapt
Adapt to fucking conquer

I don't really know what I want

I want to move away from home and chase my dreams

But I also want to stay home and continue my comfy (yet unsatisfying) life.

I like it here because I have the gym, friends, and this girl. But my friends are dicks and I don't have a lot of fun, so staying here for school is making me unsure.

I want to move away so I can chase my dreams, and explore life outside of this state.

They say to get out of your comfort zone, so I guess moving away would be for the best

>>40494586
Hey brother
IMO you are just "bitch shielding"
Pretending not to care so you don't get hurt
Letting them play in a sandbox while you stare through a one-way mirror.
Does this feel true to you?

Its easy, let yourself be vulnerable again
you maybe get hurt, but at least your fucking alive

Also we both know you will live big fella

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>recently get hot stacy girlfriend
>cannot get hard for the life of me
>incredibly nervous and self conscious

how the fuck do i get over this?

>>40498142
You sound desensitized from porn. Try nofap noporn. They're literally just memes but some anons find success in it.

>>40498154
yea i think i am. I have watched huge amounts of porn for most of my adult life

>>40493752
>cant kill those people
you can, you're just afraid of getting your shit pushed in

>>40498164
Yeah I was having the same problem, giving up porn seemed to do it for me. You might have a week or two where your libido is just nonexistent tho, just so you know.

>>40498194
fuck that is really not good. I finally have a hot GF and i need to fuck her

i wanna blast loads in that bitches cervix

how do i get that

>>40497405
Thanks anon

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My body is still changjng from HRT, and I won't feel complete until I have new boobs and a tighter waist. I hope that increasing my level of fitness and avoiding garbage food/alcohol will speed stuff up.

>>40498435
Just save yourself the time and kill yourself. HRT is just a bandaid on the illness that has wrought your mind. You'll end up committing sudoku anyway, so consider it a mercy killing now before things get even worse.

>>40497887
They spend their entire lives as debt slave to Mr Goldstein

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>>40498452

>>40498452
sorry, i didnt mean to trigger you :((

>>40498142

you cant. you gay nigga.

>>40494223
Join space-x. They want to colonize mars and are pretty fucking successful so far with all their missions. Their resources and finances are waay better than NASA and you'd actually get somewhere.

http://www.spacex.com/about

>>40493813
average

>>40498569
Not even mad. Studies indicate you're at a much higher likelihood of killing yourself, and even my personal anecdotes of interacting with your kind of lot reinforces this outcome. The people I've dealt with, even when receiving all the hormones, attempting to adapt to the lives of the adopted opposite side of the dichotomy, and trying their damnedest to reinvent themselves to the new identity, they either kill themselves or are so close to the edge that they contemplate it every day.

It isn't what you want to hear, but you're going to kill yourself at some point. The question is are you going to put yourself through all that suffering before you get to that point.

So I don't actually go to a gym for exercise, and I probably wouldn't enjoy it without a pre-existing degree of familiarity and trust. But here we go.

I want to come out of a workout, sweaty and glowing with endorphins. After a refreshing drink of water as I head to the shower, I feel a hand on my shoulder. As I turn to see whose it is, I'm spun around and pushed against the wall with a thud. I glance up to a friendly smile and lustful gaze that locks my own. I become acutely aware of the ambient sounds and our breathing, mine slightly quickened from surprise and my winded state. I feel another hand caress my ribs and lower back, down to the curve of my hip. Strong fingers gently brush along my jaw, thumb cupping under my chin, turning my face outward. The sensation of warm breath on my neck, taking in the scent of me... a tingle traces my spine. I start to peel off my shirt and feel cool air grace the dew-like sweat that has accumulated between my breasts. But before i free myself from the fabric, a hand clasps both my wrists and pins them to the wall above my head. The smile takes on a sinister note as the other hand finds my moisture to be more than sweat. In one swift motion, i am scooped over a muscled shoulder before being carried off to the shower for an exquisitely thorough fucking.

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>>40498435

>he thinks he can compete with real women for chad's cock

>he thinks getting fucked in the ass makes him a woman

>he couldn't get a girl so he became one

Truly a terrible illness

>>40497405
God bless you sir. I'll post in a few months with a valuable update hope you are about to see it.

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Because I'm naturally lazy, beta and discovered weed and vidya in my developmental years, my parents never really intervened, friends either did the same or didn't care, and now I've wasted my life. I never figured out my career path and so now I am just a mindless pleb, a cog in a globalised machine, completely interchangeable, here to produce something for someone else, and then consume in my downtime.

For the entire time, I just thought it was normal, everyone is like this, life will start eventually, parents were just like oh ok, never really said a whole lot, they kinda just let me exist and do what I want. It's been a real long hard road of reality adjustment to discover that I was completely wrong about everything, and was living my entire life in denial that I am in fact a total, complete loser. It really crystallised at 27 when I looked at how shit I was at everything, my job sucked, and everyone I knew had distanced themselves from me or cut me out completely. Lifting manifested itself as a coping mechanism.

At this point, it's really kinda too late. No one starts a meaningful lucrative career just like that at my age, they don't just develop a really cool social circle of people and network like a cool dude and make mad bank. Drudgery of every day life is reality.

Oh yeah and I am probably completely and utterly depressed, but I have been this way for so long, it is normal. I can't afford a therapist nor do I have the time or energy to commit. Social situations depress me and make me anxious, I immediately play it through my mind, I'll be meeting all these normal happy successful people who just live in the moment man, oh yeah I'm a computer engineer and make heaps of money, oh yeah I'm the boss here, etc. and here's me, nothing going on, nothing to me, just a body. So I don't go out and do anything and I never have anything useful to say. It's just negative, overly opinionated critiques on how society is fucked. But it's me that's fucked.

Don't be me

Like doooos i missss my gf soooooo bad when is she coming back from basic training

>>40493560
Because it can't exist

>>40499173
This is a bit cynical
I guess I have most of the things I want
The only things I don't have at this point are things I'm steadily progressing towards getting, or things that no matter how much I want them, don't, and never will, exist

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>>40493560
I have chronic depression that I've learnt to manage with CBT (basically, being disciplined in thinking positively) but I don't really want anything or have any passions or great desires, just a desire to avoid pain and maximise pleasure.

I decided not to kill myself but I have no reason to live.

>>40497405
Th-thanks anon

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i want to kill myself but i promised a friend that i wouldn't

>>40497867
you _must_ be new here

>>40495928
>>40493673
>>40496007
>if you put in the effort, you too can change your life
wow really makes you think

>>40498772
Yes people change careers friends and whatnot in their twenties thirties fourties doesntmatterties. Stop pitying yourself and get to work. Its the only way to make it you faggot. Crybaby. Fuck you.

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>>40497405
Haven't tried it yet but thanks here's a pape

>>40496185
Are you me? What do when reaching a state of mind that's this nihilistic?

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>>40493885
>And with money comes happiness

>>40498784

When Mattis throws her out of the military for being a physically useless woman.

As I realized "getting it" means doing a shitton of very small steps in you desired direction, which sucks sometimes when you want ALL and NOW but I don't mind this shit on the good days.

Still it kinda sucks to not taste pussy in 26 years of my life even though it's seemingly all I wanted since I was 5 but at least I don't have an std or nagging wife that is forcing me to do shit that I hate and instead I'm free to pursue my "crazy" stuff. What really helped me in this aspect for some reason was finding out this one verse in the bible, something akin to "it's better to be alone in a small room in the attic than with a nagging wife in a palace", greatest excuses are the ones that have thousands years of wisdom behind them.

>>40497405
sadly doesn't work for me

In any case while the idea behind a program is great and can surely help some people I find some of the topics presented in the introductory video questionable. Things like "write down your top 10 experiences" rarely get you to remember those experiences, it usually takes additional stimuli like certain sounds or watching certain movies to remember stuff important to you.

Still, it's a great idea, but it feels like something that shouldn't end with the end of a program: you should take what you learned as a start and practice self-inquire whenever you feel some emotion inside you, ask yourself why you feel that and try to figure out what this emotion can tell you about yourself.

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>>40493560
I just wanted my ex back.

But I can do better. Going to get in better shape, get better clothes, become a better, more confident person. It'll all take time but nothing can stop me.

>>40498601
>average
Not in STEM bro that is a legit 9/10

Women in STEM are usually disgusting

>>40493798
you only regret medicine while you are taking the degree pal ;) xoxo

>>40497883
that doesn't work, you can't jizz that hard

Social anxiety. It's draining the life out of everything, I've tried therapy, drugs, everything. And 7 years later I'm still suffering from it. It's hard to do anything with this shit

>>40493560
Ewwwww. She smokes and fucks horses. Do. Not. Want.

>>40493560
Because I chased her away and burned down that bridge to become a stronger person and other selfish reasons. I love her, and this way I can stay loving her while becoming stronger and more successful.

>>40500532
Wut?

>>40493640
Make an account dedicated to investing, stash some cash you wont need now and then and then when you have saved up a decent amount go for it. Don't save money you need though, of course.

>>40494002
>Cute, reliable girls go for jocks and youthful guys who are the life of the party, not guys like me.

Being narrow-minded won't get you anywhere.

>>40494040
>The only reason to not have what you want is because of some fault of your own

What you're saying is that you don't have what you want because you're a lazy undisciplined shit. You're stating the obvious and making it seem deep, kys fucking dyel

>>40498772
>I can't afford a therapist
> I'm a computer engineer and make heaps of money

You can't even keep a lie straight. I feel bad for you son.

>>40494469
funny how meds react differently to different people.im on lexapro 10mg and i'm comfortably numb.cant get erection for shit tho.really doesn't matter cuz khv

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>>40498603
>Studies indicate
>citation needed

>>40493560
My life is pretty decent. I have a nice job, good friends, I'm in good shape. All that's missing is a gf, and for that I lack game.

She is getting married to a guy she has been dating for 6 months...

>>40493560
Because I have to live at home while I'm in school

I'm sick

>>40494061
sides.

>>40502051
https://williamsinstitute.law.ucla.edu/wp-content/uploads/AFSP-Williams-Suicide-Report-Final.pdf
>The prevalence of suicide attempts among respondents to the National Transgender Discrimination Survey (NTDS), conducted by the National Gay and Lesbian Task Force and National Center for Transgender Equality, is 41 percent, which vastly exceeds the 4.6 percent of the overall U.S. population who report a lifetime suicide attempt, and is also higher than the 10-20 percent of lesbian, gay and bisexual adults who report ever attempting suicide.

https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2016/08/160831110833.htm
>In a new study, 30 percent of transgender youth report a history of at least one suicide attempt, and nearly 42 percent report a history of self-injury, such as cutting.

2 things I found spending 30 seconds on google, but there's more where that came from. You just have to sift through the libshit apologetic "news" articles

>>40493560
Because i was mentally crippled when i was younger from being cut every week by my mom and nearly choked to death by my dad when i was 6 years old. (he went to jail for it)
>still living with them cuz cant make friends well

She kissed my best friend. Nobody told me.

>>40504370
Jesus christ, move out man

>>40500253
nobody's replying but youre right, you can do better. you can do this

>>40493813
Boyfriend but not a bear. You could be her bear.

She wants someone to give her the world

But she doesn't want it from me

>>40505766
thanks brah, we're all gonna make it

>>40495553
>You've got your entire life.
nope

you cant fuck girls under 18 when youre yourself over 18 wihtout great risk, when youre under 18, then its fine perfectly legal safe.

The older you get the harder it is to get in shape, either to compete in a sport or to look good, you will always be outcompeted by younger people, specially after 30.

If you want money, unless youre really good at business, your best bet is a career for which you will be woefully outcompeted by others unless youre really talented if you dont start early. Also it will cost a shitton of money and time which you will have less as time goes on

And if you want to fuck lots hot girls that arent hookers you need looks, money and charm, most of the times all of those.

So im sorry to tell you but most things that you can possibly legit want in life are extremely time sensitive and diminish greatly in possiblity each year you let pass

>>40506012
I really hate myself for not being more social and missing out on teenage sex. Gonna turn 20 next month and still a virgin.

>>40506031
That's nothing senpai.
25yo virgin here.

>>40506031
>Gonna turn 20 next month and still a virgin.
well, youre youth basically lasts until you're 30.

after that there are many pleasures of life that you can only remember. Sure , you can have sex again but its not like wehn you were young, thats a magic that is IRREPLACEABLE, THIS IS A CONFIRMED OBJECTIVE FACT OF LIFE, ANYONE WHO DENIES IT IS CONFIRMED TO BE A PERSON WHOS SAD ABOUT MISSING OUT

so you have 10 years to either man up and get things done or keep whining

but remember, no one will care if you keep whining

society doesnt care if you never get anyhting you want

society doesnt care if you die unhappy


each day each month each year you have a choice, stop being a faggot and get things done or whine like a weak bitch and miss out on things.

that literally the only things that can happen

either effort and happines or no effort and saddnes

the choice is only yours and you made it wrong so far, make the right choice while you still can

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>>40506170
I'll prolly get to that as well. If I don't get into a long term relationship by the end of my master's degree(first year @ license atm), I'll just accept my fate and become willfully celibate.

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>>40506207
Every day it's a struggle not killing myself. I'm glad i'm not american so i cant get easy access to guns for easy suicide. Or not.

Just lift till you forget everything.

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>>40506193
M8, I really don't know where to find any decent qt. Wouldn't date someone in my uni class and outside of it I don't really interact that much with anyone.
>>40506222
Not American either. Where are you from, f a m?

>>40506229
France

Tfw only gyms with 10000000 benches and 1 squat rack.

>>40506254
>France
Ah, thought you were eastern euro. Neat country, tho; have some relatives living in Lyon.

>>40500221
I got that user from buying my own (2 per one offer) so I don't know if maybe someone else already used it if it will work.

I figure if I can help anyone out there it would be more than worth what I paid for it. Maybe give it a try again, if it doesn't work again I guess some Anon used it or whatever (mine still works but only I have used it).

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>>40506273
>nice country
It's not.
It's either bourgeois shit you have nothing in common with or bydlos/arabs/niggers.

To get on topic, is money a good goal?

>>40506276
Could you elaborate on what exactly it contains? Would be tempted to buy it, but I don't know how comfortable I'd be writing about my personal life on their website.

>>40506292
>To get on topic, is money a good goal?
As good as any, I guess. For me, as long as I'll manage to earn a decent wage without toiling myself to mental exhaustion, that'd be enough careerwise.

i cant talk to people i dont know well
i physically cannot make small talk to someone i dont know, im not sure why but i think its a mixture of me being scared of what they will think of me, being very isolated from now 22 to when i was 14, not having any friends to practice small talk on

its embarissing because people expect me to be sociable but im not. im pretty much mute.
i have no idea how i will ever flirt with a girl let alone introduce myself, ive tried before and i literally friendzone them to avoid the awkward feeling of expectation

has anyone else gone through this??

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>>40506310
Idk senpai, i'm winning 3 times the average wage of my city, granted its the poorest city of whole France ( even counting oversea territories), still i cant get laid.

>>40506193
What is this nonsense that you are spouting, Trump fucks bitches and the world and he is 70. If you want something more relatable there are tons of stories of anons turning their life around after 30

>>40506323
Thought about escorts?

got my whole life planned out fine.
>finish degree
>work 1 year
>travel + work as snow instructor for 2-3 years
>become officer in the air force, buy house, rent it out, save retirement + figure out business plan
>found business at 35, retire at 40
>start a gang funded with business money, take down other street gangs
>own the city and move product through several nightclubs

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>>40506349
Not bad.

I feel ya op, have girls all over me but too pussy to make a move :/. have no confidence in that department, any tips boys?

>>40506371
Get drunk or take some drugs to get rid of any inhibition.

>>40506315
Well I'm in the middle of going through this and can't give you definitive solutions but here are some observations that apply to me, maybe they will also apply to you.

First of all if you don't like to approach people chances are you don't really like to be approached by strangers, you get suspicious, people are usually selling you something and in general interactions end up being awkward so in reality you don't really want to approach strangers, you just want to be alpha and get laid.

Still, on some level you also do, but you feel like you don't bring out enough value with your interactions, you feel very needy and considering that you hate needy people who approach you it's no surprise that you don't like approaching.

There are spiritual/brainwashing solutions but I don't believe that they solve the problem, other thing is forcing to approach but I don't believe that it works too well, it's more traumatic than anything but it may show you that interactions can be pretty shitty and yet the result will be okay.

That being said I believe the best way is to figure out the value that you can bring to people. If you hate yourself that may be a problem, but if you will see yourself as a fun guy that wants to give fun to others you will have a blast approaching.

Also you can view interactions as you having fun and finding people on the same wavelength with you so rejections won't mean that you are bad, only that you are incompatible.

In general it's a good idea to approach at some events that you are excited about because you will have a topic that you know has a value in it for you and the other person so you are not being scammy, you are earnestly sharing something that you are excited about.

Anyway I know that this isn't all that structured or qualifies as a whole answer but I believe there is some value in considering this stuff, good luck.

>>40498660

Just added a gf like you and a pair of 24 hour gym memberships to the list of things I want. Thanks senpai.

>>40506229
>M8, I really don't know where to find any decent qt.
dont look for it like a retarded desperate virgin

you must become alpha

are you very good at something?no?
practice

do you have a college degree? no?
study you lazy piece of shit

Do you have a strong toned body? no? shit, anyone can do it and its almost free it only requires discipline and a small gym fee

Do you have a decent amount of money? a house a car? etc...??? NO??

WORK YOU LAZY PIECE OF SHIT AND STOP WONDERING WHY YOURE ALONE IF YOUR LIFE IS SHIT, WHO WOULD WANT TO bE WITH A PIECE OF SHIT


once youre an alpha with a nice body, lots of money, a nice skill and a college degree, come back and tell me if its "hard" finding girls

>>40498142
Tell her to stimulate you. Or eat lots and lots of fat. Should boot your natural test.

>>40498142
>
lol at retarded virgin who is touching a girl that weights less than 200kg for the first time and tries to convince himself that he's dating a stacy

>>40494040
you have a childs understanding of the world

>>40506325
>Trump fucks bitches and the world and he is 70.
shure little kiddie boy with no experience... shure

you think you cant tell that the girl is doing it for money???

also, i dont think trump gets his dick up any more, and if he does he sure as hell doesnt have a good time


Picture this:

You're built like a greek god, young, somewhere between 18-24, you can see every fucking muscle in your body. You arrive with your group of friends, everyone knows not to mess with you, one tries and then backs down merely because you stare at him. Girls see this, young girls, nice girls, nice girls with women shape and nice tits and ass, pretty faces big eyes, long hair. They all recognize you as the alpha and start competing to be near you.
Soon the other guys realize that until you get a girl they dont have a chance. Once youre finally alone with one shes obviously horny, breathing hard biting her lip subtly and generally nervous. Once you kiss her the passion turns wild, you pin her down and fuck for hours. Your young hard body filled with testosterone against her smooth silky skin feels literally like heaven and your dick is ready to go in a couple of hours. The other day the girl is so animalistically content because she was fucked by an alpha male that she makes you breakfast.

This is an experience you can only have sub25, sub30 most. This is objectively the best a human being can feel in the world.
Everything else is just comfort for people who cant have this.
I had this, and other people didnt, those people will never be able to live down their envy.

You cant, with a straight face, tell me im wrong about this.

I have severe eczema and dont expect anyone will ever be attracted to me

most chads i know who fuck hot bitches are otherwise very unhappy in life.
Seriously

>>40501818
I think you're reading comprehension is below average if you did not pick up on how he was talking in perspective about other people saying that.

>>40506575
Your scenario sounds pretty great but I've mostly accepted myself and have fun with what I have so I'm usually not really bothered with what others are doing and of course i won't presume that what others have are 100% better than what I have.

>>40506588
Could this be the Sam Hyde theory that Chads tend to be unaccomplished and unsatisfied because they've never really worked for anything since they have always gotten female attention

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because im a fucking loser asian dude with no self esteem. i get all these white chicks on tinder who want to bang but i just want someone to fall in love with. pic related

>>40506684
Sounds more like everyone with a brain over 16 knows theres more to life than fucking bitches

>>40506761
wow. you poor soul.

>>40506761
Your using tinder for the wrong reasons then.

>>40494040
>>40506505
he's not childish, he's just not at the point where things are completely out of his own hands yet.

Somethings cannot be acquired no matter how hard you try. But most of the things you want out of life are not unattainable.

>>40506761
dude... I have't gotten any female attention like that in over a year and you're complaining about being a loser? shut your faggot mouth.

all i do is work my 9-5 and lift then come home to my room. no fucking women at all

>>40506761
>tinder to fall in love..

>2035
>kids ask how mummy and daddy meet
>either have to lie, or shamefully explain how you both "swiped right" and then engaged in text based sexual intercourse, before meeting for a sham date to justify actual intercourse

>>40506441
thanks its nice to know im not alone
its true i hate being approached and when in them i hate social occasions, if a girl gives me attention i just want it to stay at that, i dont want to talk to her in the moment as i know ill disappoint her but im also lonely

id like to have friends like i had in highschool were we are together all the time and have that deep trust and connection but i dont think i will find it
i think you are right in that i mistrust people too much to bond with them, i consider allot of people "bad" and it comforts me when i dont build relationships with them, i do want to become friends with them but its just not happening

>>40498210
>>40498194
Yeah man, shit just recently happened to me. I stopped porn and fappin for a week and I was rock solid. Now I just keep it going

>>40494002
>shaved head
Iktf bro

>>40506376
lol i always am tho, :(

Because all I want is to stop the constant boredom, but I have no means of doing that.

I know what I want, I just need to wait about 6 months for her to be socially acceptable to date.

>>40506761
post face

>>40493813
She probably doesn't want to fuck you anyways otherwise she would be given the hypergamous nature of women.

>>40506323
> post on Bangladeshi fish waxing board
> wonders why he cant get laid

>>40494898
Read infinite jest lmao

>>40509538

don't know if you're joking but unironically a great book. i didn't like so much the pale king - it was dull but i suspect in a way that was what he wanted. any recs would be nice. x

>>40509576
Was serious cause it sounded like the problem you're facing is a theme explored in the book

I've had success with girls and gotten laid and had hookups

But I haven't had a girlfriend in 6 years. I really want a relationship. But I have no confidence and I don't have the motivation to talk to people. How do other people do it and I just can't seem to do it

>>40509583
sorry dude i'm not that guy, i was just commenting that it is a great book and that i've not found anything similar.

>>40494223
I don't think you understand the vastness of space and the fact the speed of light is the fastest you could go (i mean unless that recent neutrino thing holds water under scrutiny)
Best bet are wormholes which theoretically exist at the subatomic level, but we don't know how to create them or scale them up.
I too wish to see the stars senpai, but it's not a reality.

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>>40499195
>I decided not to kill myself but I have no reason to live.
The worst feel

>>40493560
>srs
sexual reassignment surgery? how did you know, op?

My parents made me fat and made me believe I can't do anything because I was diagnosed with a muscle disease that I am starting to think is bull.

Took me to 29 to start trying to get what I want, but I want a virgin girlfriend and finding one outside of elementary school seems impossible.

>>40493560
Lifting doesn't get me into Harvard bro. I want to get into Harvard.

>>40493815
my bestfriend is majoring in accounting. what went wrong?

>>40493560
because once I have it, I can no longer want it

>>40500027
It's a fact nowdays, all my problems can be solved with money

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>>40497405

Thanks, anonbro.

>>40493881
Hey m8, check averagebro's channel.

He sometimes uses humor to get the number, even if they say they have boyfriends, in which case they're probably lying.

Something like,

>"hey, you sound cute, can I take your number?"
>"oh haha, sorry I have bf"
>it's okay, I have a bf, too, here type it"

Good luck anon.

>>40511570
>I'm not into this guy, I'll just tell him i have a bf
>this creep still wants to get my number

Because for over a year now, I'm bored by everthing and everyone and have no drive of heading anywhere.

My ex bored me, new girls bore me, my best friends bore me, uni bores the fuck out of me - even reading, movies and gym have started to become boring af.

It's just life is boring the fuck out of me and I don't know how to escape this boredom. I only want to break out of this whole mess that is my seemingly nice life, leave everything and everyone behind and not return for a couple of years. Sadly, I lack the drive, balls and money to do this. Also life just isn't a movie where you can just head straight into the wild.

>>40511570
There's only three situations where she'd say "sorry I have a bf":

1.: She actually has one and by this wants to politely tell you she doesn't want to be approached. You keep going - you're a creep and an asshole.

2.: She doesn't actually have one, but by this wants to politely tell you she doesn't want to be approached by you. You keep going - you're a clingy, desperate creep.

3.: She doesn't actually have one and wants to be approached by you, but by saying this she wants to test you. This means she's basically insane and completely damaged goods. You keep going - you are just as much of a pathetic, fucked in the head creep.

I don't see how this is good advice at all.

Married and poor.

>>40511161
You're going to have to date pretty young if you want a virgin my friend. I'm 20 and it's probably too late for me to find one my age. Best of luck with that one, but I wouldn't make virginity a deal breaker at nearly 30.

>>40511664
Your post is like a mirror to me, brother.

>>40512339
What do though? I'm quite sure if I keep it up like this, I'll either kill myself, end up working in a McDonalds or lose my mind and do something really stupid.
I need to fucking get out of here asap, this boredom is literally killing my mind. It's gotten so bad lately that I struggle making it out of bed in the mornings, because I don't know what to do with myself. How to fucking leave this behind man?

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>>40511120
when you try and kill yourself, everybody is there for you

when you decide to stick around, nobody has time for you

>>40512628
Million dollar question that is. Wish I knew. I'm mostly just going through the motions right now until I can get a good job and make a shitload of money. I believe there are a lot of experiences to be had that are just unattainable at my current wealth. And if I make all the money I ever need maybe experiencing the entire world will be enough, right? The whole world has to be big enough to fill the void.

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>>40511570
>you sound cute, can I take your number?"

Wanna know how I know your in 8-12th grade and hit on girls at the mall?

>>40512628
Do something new.

Make a new routine, maybe even full on meme tier. Play games if you don't already. Force yourself to watch something you wouldn't normal. Kill yourself. Jack off with a belt around your neck. Go swimming with buddies. Buy a dog. Play with that dog. Learn how to build shit.

Because I'm too fucking shy and either insecure or just overly anxious about everything.
When I'm by myself I get worked up over EVERYTHING, but when I'm around friends and such I'm always the alpha guy.
I don't know what it is man, but when I'm alone it's like I can't do anything. I'm crippled.
I have extreme social anxiety, to the point where my back starts to sweat and my hands shake when I'm talking to a hot girl or something.
Why is that?
Because of so much porn and putting women on the pedestal and jacking off to them and shit.
I've already became very aesthetic but no matter how aesthetic I become as long as I keep focusing on women and not myself then I'll never be anything I want to be.

Believe it or not, when I was skinny and pale and not very attractive was when I was somewhat the happiest and had the most friends because I didn't care about how I looked or how people viewed me. All I cared about was spending time with people and enjoying company.
Obviously no girls really wanted to fuck me or anything but still.

>>40512854
Also on another note, I have a VERY bad addiction to online girls. AKA meeting girls online through apps and such and getting nudes from them. Basically online sex. I've had snapchat-sex and stuff with hundreds of girls but IRL the number is not even past 10. I'm assuming this is due to social anxiety or fear of rejection or being vulnerable or something I don't even know anymore desu.
I have hundreds of cute girls on my snapchat that live half way across the world that send me nudes and call me daddy but all that does is feed my ego and make me view girls as fiends without even experiencing that shit IRL.

I have essentially distorted my own perception of women and reality through the internet.