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>>40351703
>No gf

Frustrated. This one chick is always ogling my gains but will hardly talk to me. I feel objectified.

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>Antidepressants are working
>Every day doesn't feel like a chore anymore, suicidal thoughts have decreassed
>Actually enjoy things and I'm now genuinely interested in life
>Lifting is enjoyable now
>Have the motivation to study again


Things have gotten lot better in 2017. I'm really excited about this and haven't talked to my friends about it, because I've always kept my mental health in secret. Hopefully I'm able to become a normal functioning human being one day.

how do I stop being prison gay?

>>40351821
stop fapping to trap porn
>>40351783
I couldn't get anti depressants but resorted to meditation and feel better now as well
>>40351757
get some balls of steel and talk to her mang
>>40351723
try getting a personality no offense mate

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>>40351703
I'm feeling confused . Met this guy online,he's gay and I think I'm starting to fall for him. I've never considered myself gay or bi before and my taste in porn are pretty vanilla so that comes as a surprise for me.
He lives in another country and has a pretty cute accent.
Dunno what to think of it, if it's just because I'm horny and it's been a while since I've been with a girl.
Otherwise yeah. Stopped drinking as much and reduced my cigarette consumption to as few as 2 a day.

>>40351783
>>40351836
depression is a meme. stop being a pussy

I've got an issue, I think its called the maddona whore complex.
I can't help seeing women as "used" or disgusting if she isn't a virgin.

I don't know how to fix this issue and its causing me genuine grief.

Finally accepting that women aint shit and I'll be single cause its what's best for my goals.... forever lonely

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Making great gains in the gym and financially (got a new job that I like.) But am perpetually alone. Always getting crushes on straight guys and end up wasting my time pursuing them until I'm 100% sure I have no chance. Meanwhile, get mired and hit on and lusted over by little twinks, old guys, a women but I don't want any of them at all. Have been *this close* to fucking some random twink sluts from the internet but luckily never went through with it (I know I would feel used and regret it after.) Going to be 24 next month and still never been in a relationship or had sex.
And for some reason whenever seasons change I feel extra lonely. It's starting to get warmer and sunnier where I live now and it makes me want somebody to be with even more.

>>40351849
Congrats on the drinking and smoking progress - keep going m8. And that's an interesting situation. What do you think it is it about him that is making you fall for him?
Have you told him/do you know how he feels towards you?

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Pretty tired. I know there are couple of things I would be wise to do today, but after such a long streak of self-discipline and hard work I just feel powerless. Because I am not doing what I should, I'm without anything to do, and this makes me bored. Also, I've felt tfw no gf today after a few days of not feeling it.

To summarize, I don't necessarily feel bad, but I don't feel too good, either. I feel this evening has been and continues to be a waste of time, but I just can't bring myself to study etc.

>virgin at 28 yo
>meet girl, shes very open with sex and stuff, immediately sends cute pics. Little slut vibe
>need to leave for a week, text and talk a lot surfing that time.
>Come back, she got a room in a hotel.
>go, talk, drink, fuck. Was great, couldnt really cum due to alcohol.
>next week is great, feels finally like i might make it
>sex in the car for the first time, first bj
>then ... all crazy in her comes out. She makes crazy arguments, tells me how my character doesnt really suit her
>next day its the opposite, says shes maybe in love
>talks about her ex A LOT. Doesnt help if i tell her i am not interested in past. Shes mainly talking negatively about him how he cheated and lies
>meet up 2 days ago. She starts talking how good he was, how she wants to maintain contact with him, how 3 years with him were important.
> spend night together, fuck
>she goes to the bathroom in the morning
>see her phone next to me ... decide to check it.
> see text from ex " lets try again "
> check further, see a convo with a guy she said he wanted to fuck her but she broke off contact
> she was talking to him first ... asking how he was ... sending him the same pics as me ...
> she comes out.
> Get caught
> dont really talk about it, just leave the hotel in mostly silence. Drive her off, say only goodbye.
> not a word since then
> check facebook that she is again friends with the ex
>
>
>mfw
Feeling really devasted. .. dunno if it is the sex i am going to miss the most since overall she was really screwed up ...

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Got rejected for the first time in my life a couple weeks ago. Still hurts man. All my friends will be celebrating Valentine's Day and I will be the only one alone..

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>>40351860
I learned that from meditating nigga thats why I feel so much better

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I'm doing a lot better now and for a few days have been feeling pretty good and have a game plan i',m going to be sticking to

>I use /fit/ as therapy for myself and a way to figure shit out
>It can be like a blog/journal you write in
>Doesn't require anyones input, just writing this shit out sometimes helps you analyze your situation a lot better

>6'4
>perfect thick hair
>perfect shoulder to waist ratio
>at least 8/10 face
>rich family, never have to worry about money
>women constantly chat me up
>real micro dick
>virgin
>27 years old

never had a relationship because of it. most i ever did with a girl was kiss. when it starts to progress beyond that i bail because i don't want anyone to know.

workout is the only thing that keeps me going. i'd rather be ugly and a manlet with average dick so i could at least have a normal sex life.

>be 13.9% body fat at height of 6'5"
>still have a sagging gut because I used to be 300 lbs and lost 110
>Trainer at the gym said I can't make it without surgery to remove it
Life is endless pain

>>40351973
micro dick being how many inches? 2-3?

>>40351929
lucky you found out. good you enjoyed sex, don't sweat the rest. get some distraction.

>>40351992
almost 2 inches erect

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>>40351929
Nigger, you dodged the bullet, you should be happy. I also attract crazy bitches, but I learned not to fall in love with them.

>>40352012
Thanks man, those few days plus valentines day are going to be hard but whatever.

>>40352046
Yup made the mistake falling for her so quickly. Lesson learned

my cat died last night. I was petting her to try and calm her convulsions. I saw the light leave her eyes. I know animals lead short lives, but she was a good cat.

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Very very bad
im on quetapine 0.25 mg
xanax 1mg
prozac i dont evne know how much and zolpidem tartrate to make me sleep.
I don't really want to talk about it brehs

>have qt gf
>lifts going well so close to 1/2/3/4
>good job at the Hospital
>just bought a second home as investment
>keep banging ex on\off I proposed to her at one point...still love her
>feel like a POS cuz I can't get over her
>been like this for 2 years now ruined several qt3.14 relationships


I just can't seem to get over those 10/10 titties and how good the sex is. We had so much potential but I was young and immature at the time and she has looooads of daddy / mental health issues

I am losing hope of ever becoming normal. I'm pretty sure I'm not fun to be around and I'm not good looking enough for people to overlook that. FeelsShizoMan

>>40351867
i just think all girls are boring and less worthy of my time than working or spending do other projects.

i just have no interest in talking to them anymore. it's like i discount them immediately from ever being my partner. different problem from yours though mate.

we're both cocks.

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went clubbing yesterday for the first time, ended up snogging a guy on a stage in front of 100+ people. had a rlly good time, felt like a normie.

i got the guys number and in preparation for our date i bought some fancy underwear for the first time.

only real problem in my life right now is that i dont like my wide hips at all, but i think that wont matter if i bulk up a little more and focus on my lats.

Any advice on how to induce diarrhea? I'm constipated but don't have money for meds.

I kind of don't know what is wrong with me, but here is what I keep doing to myself. Perhaps this is just laziness and stuck in a routine?

Thing about me is I fucking love working out, I enjoy getting the weight up and just being in the gym for an hour and a half, walking around, looking at the other poor souls, stuck in a life thinking the weights will change them, I notice many young men from 20-26 in there, just lifting weights, but they look weird/odd in a way. I don't know, but I enjoy lifting weights or even just doing heavy cardio session and you get an amazing feeling, that will carry your mind throughout the week, the problem /fit/ I haven't been in the gym in 2.5 months, and still pay for a membership. I sit there, and think about going to the gym, but I just don't do it. I have way too much outside shit going on and influence, that just clearing my mind, getting outside of my comfort zone and going to the gym is something that requires a lot of thought for me. Am I fucked or something?

tldr. Love working out, but never go and do anything
Used to have a fitness background, so going back to the gym focuses my mind on the important things, and how fun it is to lift weight, fight against the heavy iron, But I never go to the gym :(

>>40352203
warm milk + honey

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>>40351907
I dunno, he's just a cool guy and It's been years since I've had such a good friend, we're having tons of fun talking and all.
We joke around a lot so I don't really know. For all I know I could be imagining thing but it seems he likes me a lot as well. Just don't know if it's serious or a part of "lol gay innuedo so funny".

>starting with uni in a month
>moving out from parents at the same time
>cut going well

>no gf

overall, i cant complain

I'm sick.
>Tfw woke up and ate oats and protein powder on saturday
>2 hours later puke it up
>drink water
>puke it up
>piss looks like orange juice
>lay in bed until 4am sunday.
>wake up because i need to drink
>faint while walking down the stairs
>faint while outside mates room
>faint while drinking water
>Eat grapes and drink milk to make bloodsugar rise
>lay in bed rest of sunday
>incredibly cold but the feeling of wanting to puke goes away

IT'S BEEN 2 DAYS WITHOUT MY WORKOUT. WHAT DO I DO REEEE

HOW FUCKED ARE MY GAAINS REEE

>>40352154
Wouldn't being an actual fag be the one time its OK to have wide hips?

>>40352203

Teaspoon of baking soda mixed with water usually blows my guts out.

>>40352154
Honestly Anon when it comes to the humpin' and gruntin' your hips will be the last thing on both your minds. In my opinion your hips look in proportion with your body right now. Enjoy your date man, good luck.

>>40352235

its nice cause it gives you a good ass, but im not sure thats worth looking terrible in tight shirts

>>40351703
Slightly tired right now, and likely will be for most of the day. Annoyed that I didn't get up to my alarm at 7:10 am. Frustrated that everything I do seems to take too long. This anger will culminate into pure rage at the very end of the day, by I will get a huge surge of energy just before I need to go to bed.

Does anyone else have this problem?

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>>40351907
From the thumbnail I thought it was this image.

>>40352222
u just wasted those quads, fucking faggot

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>>40351703
I lost my virginity yesterday. At 25.

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>>40352299
>mfw i wasted those double dubs

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>>40352208

>>40352304
congrats anon.

>>40352304
how did it go, we need details

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>>40352304
we're all gonna make it bro

Dino

good, my cut is going well, it seems like the fat on my inner arm is actually the outer head of the triceps, IF is really nice but the lowered calories are making me a little edgy.

>>40351836
>try getting a personality
how

>>40352083
That sucks man my dog had seizures the days before his death. You feel hopeless all while you know what's coming. Stay strong brah

>>40352367

get some hobbies, join some social clubs, talk to people a lot and you will start to formulate opinions and perspectives that will constitute your personality as they accumulate

>>40352368
thanks man

My girl of 6 yrs and i broke up last week because we didnt have sex for 3 years now, it hurts like shit tho.
also benched 2plate for the first and doubled on 3,5 deadlifts again for the third time today, felt pretty good desu.
i guess life goes on

>>40352237
Don't have any. Shit.

>>40352210
Just had aome, is it actually quick and effective?

>>40352304
gj, was she hot?

>>40352020
Dude are you being serious? If so, my condolences. You might want to look into getting a dick implant.

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>be graduating senior in college
>meet and text girl for a straight week or so
>she seems really enthused
>her friend says she's into me
>I take her on a date
>goes well, we talk for hours, we're pretty similar
>doesn't respond to text a week ago, don't really hear from her since then
>see her at bar last night
>go up and say hey
>we exchange only a couple of lines before she says she has to go find her friend, I feel a little peeved
>I'm in my friend group and she's in hers, we kind of stare at each other from across the bar for a while
>I'm feeling a little frustrated and my friend wants to get food so I leave

What exactly is going on here, /fit? Am I being tested? This girl is a dime piece by the way

>>40352529
Just ask her what's up goddamn man

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Pretty shitty. I think I am finally getting some good gains but just depressed. I keep telling myself everytime I go to the gym I am gonna try to talk to a girl but it never happens. I broke up with my gf of a long time months ago but I feel worthless now. I think I might just be 50 and lonely but huge I'm too scared of rejection.

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>>40351703

I've been doing a lazy man's linear progression once a week since the summer. Took my Lat Pulldown from 100 lbs to 187.5 and my OHP from 20 lbs to 105.0 lbs.

Now, I've finally stalling trying to get 3x5 for 190 and 107.5 lbs for each lift.

I tryied addding a mid week workout with Lat Pulldown, but they just seems to make my recovery worse.

I think my work capacity is terrible, so I'm considering doin some mid week German Volume Training with V-Bar Pulldowns (10x10 with 60 second rests between sets) starting with 100 lbs.

I probably also need better sleep, but work seems to be preventing that recently.

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>>40351703

Pretty terrible - every day is a battle to not end it all despite being active with the gym, work, and school.

>>40352277
yeah. i have got up between 11am and 1pm for the last 5 weeks. should have got up at 8am. energetic at 10pm but it's too late to do things. waste the rest of the day.

>>40351922
Try doing more activities you enjoy anon as well as your usual routine. Start making a list each day and check off when you accomplish something and reward yourself. Just keep your head up man your already putting in more effort than those robots.

>tfw can't remember last time you had an erection without wanking at it for 10 minutes
what's the point in being a poonhound if I don't even want sex?

>>40352154
did you remember to say no homo???

>>40351867
same, and it hinders relationships when you think of your partner as a whore. Any ideas anyone?

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>>40351723

Well besides the fact that I have no friends, no love life prospect, very little family left, am 90lbs overweight, and currently in 40k debt, I guess I'm doing alright!

>>40351929
Bro consider yourself lucky I've been in this situation before. Your only attracted to the sexual ride she gave you there are no really feelings involved here. Consider yourself very luck to be out of that situation and find a girl that's compatible with you. Hate to be harsh but you seriously need to stop thinking with your dick like so many of us make the mistake of doing. I degress if you really feel like you want a hoe for a housewife then I can almost promise you she will be back just like she jumped back to talking to her ex. HEED MY WARNING do not run behind her do your own thing and just like she appeared there will be another anon. We often forget there are so many women on this planet don't let one be your down fall your a man and men get women have some confidence in yourself bud. Keep your head up I believe in you.

>>40352046
Agreed. Don't see why you had to say nigger though. They don't typically have these type of issues.

>>40352752
How about doing something about it then

>>40352773

Oh to be ghetto and carefree

>>40351703
>No GF
>Bummed
>Simultaneously aware that I could not contribute to a relationship in a meaningful way
>Valentine's day coming up
>Plan to get shitfaced with adorkable tranny and other internet acquaintances and vidya all day

I have a whole in me need filling and the only solution is Jack'n'Coke.

>>40352795
>jack n coke
really, kiddo? you're gonna drink an entire 12 pack of coca cola in one day, completely ruining your diet, just because you're too much of a pussy to just drink straight from the bottle?

>>40352793
The fact I'm in this position should give a pretty good indication of the quality of my work ethic... at this point I've fucked up so much my confidence is eroded to such a degree that simple everyday decisions is hard for me... I feel I need to place myself in a sensory deprivation tank for 48 hours to reboot my mind.

Or just kill myself, who knowz.

>>40351703
>not talking with anyone really, just with my parents
>only activity I do is lift eat and play videogames
>tried going out with friends, not enjoying it anymore
>literally making almost no gainz for the past year, I'm putting in a lot of work yet no progress
>installed tinder, almost zero matches
>I'm in this self hate loop that I can't get out of

>>40352304
its finally over :) gj man you made it

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>girl in class keeps making trying to make small talk and throwing all kinds of hints my way
>not sure if she's fucking with me or actually interested
>I already got rejected by a girl from this same class last year after half the class thought we were an item
>fucking touchy feely women
>losing sleep over this, can't sleep more than 4-5hours lately


I should have started getting fit earlier, now I'm too autistic to reap the benefits


at least I hit my first 10km run yesterday

>>40352921
sorry don't really care about your girl problems but
>first 10km run yesterday
nice work! what was your previous max? about what speed?

>>40352304
hows ur ass feeling anon

>>40352938
I wasn't recording the distance properly before so I was doing 9,4km and thinking it was actually 8,5km
I'm stuck at 11,20km/h for a while now

Any tips for increasing my speed?
I don't know if I should push for speed on 10km runs or go down to 5km and google isn't helping

>>40352820
Thus on so many levels.

Working out like a beast since new years. Qt.3.14 puerto Rican wants to be gf/wife not sure how I feels about it. Still enjoying alone time after getting rid of estp.

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>Miss her
>Didn't even break up, I had to move for work
>It was just supposed to be a friends thing, a girl I had kinda wronged and I wanted to apologize
>Insert feelings and sex.
>Message each other about every other week, for about two hours
>Moves from catching up to reminiscing to heavy feels quickly
>Can't even move back for another 18 months
>Stopped drinking because whenever I did, I'd get stuck on her

>Girl at my gym keeps getting closer
>She's one of the more dedicated females I've seen in any gym
>Ignored her for months so I wouldn't make her uncomfortable, she wears a death stare, anyway
>For whatever reason about a month and a half ago, I look over at her to see her staring at me doing my diddly's
>She smiles
>I smile back and wink at her.
>That'll push her away, what kind of spaz winks at women nowadays?
>CALC_RISK: ERROR
>Now she constantly looks at me, works near me.
>She always makes a point to pass right in front of me on her way out, smile, and say "See ya' tomorrow!"
>Other guys are all "What the fuck?" since apparently she ignores everyone else
>I can't stand to break one of my rules (no hitting on girls at the gym or their work).

>Make the mistake of offering a female coworker a free consultation (imma PT, do it for side cash out of my gym) after she talked about how expensive PT's are, no time to learn about diet, blah blah blah
>She goes from maybe a cordial conversation a week to constant conversation, maybe only half about her fitness stuff
>But she's actually going after her program hard and is super psyched about every aspect
>Constant messages of whatever inane bullshit is going on.
>Suddenly insanely curious about what I am doing on the weekend.
>She is empirically unattractive, but I am a firm believer in karma, and I have been a dick too many times to women to string her along or use her.
>Wrestling with how to friendzone her or if I'm going to have to shoot her down hard one day.

>>40352020
Shit man I'm sorry

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Everything is going extremely well these days.
Good relationship, good gains, just smoothly cruising towards my goals regarding everything.
Still poor as shit but A LOT better than even just a year ago. No social life really aside from my relationship but I don't really feel like I'm missing out on anything so it's cool. I need to focus on other things right now anyway...

Problem is I can't truly enjoy any of this because of this crippling seasonal depression I've had since I was a kid.
I've been to therapy and tried some meds over the years but swore off it some years ago, it never did any good. Got a dawn simulator but the only difference it has made is that waking up is more pleasant.

Just following my normal routine no matter how bad it gets, waiting for spring to arrive.
The routine is comforting. Being forced to break it even a little makes me grumpy and pathetic.

>>40351703
>girl tells me she has something to tell me
>"but later"

Ive given enough signs (maybe too straightforward) that i dig this chick.

But the suspense is killing me.

Also, just got hired to sell knives and cutlery, really lax job and hours.

Just finished an exam for law enforcement. Did really well, 2nd to finish in my section.

W-what if she tells me my chest is t-too small bros.

W-what if i fail the psych eval for the law enforcement pipeline because I said tfwnogf out loud?

H-hold me b-bros

>>40352998
>11,2 km/h
that's between 5:00 and 5:30 per km, which, I'd say, is quite good. That's about the speed I average, but I only do 5km runs. If you really want to get faster, I think you're supposed to alternate between longer, slower runs and shorter, faster ones. So, maybe twice a week you try to decrease your 5km time, and the other times you just go for 10km, regardless of speed

>>40351973
bro try a penis extender, apparently they are the only ones that work.needs about 6 months of work though, its nothing compared to what you've been through.

https://www.pegym.com/penis-extender

>>40351969
This.

/fit/'s "how you holding up threads" are pretry therapeutic.

>>40351957
How do you meditate ?

>>40353104
sounds sensible, thanks anon

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>got a job and a raise in the few months following it, now making 3times the average income of my city
>got an appartment
>lost 36kg, only 10 kg from my goal weight
>started lifting, stats are good for only 4 months
>got back in touch with old friends
and still
>25yo virgin

Is there an escape brehs?

>>40352891
drop vidya, hit the library.try to talk with at least one person in the gym a day.smile with everyone.

>>40352222
See doctor immediately

>>40353018
chad please go

>>40353147
thank bro gonna try

>>40353144
Yes. The course you're on will be that escape, give it some time.

>>40353103
Update

She has a bf.

>tfw still nogf

Fuark bros, whatever, time to focus on training more.

>>40353144
yes, there's a guy in this thread who said he finally lost his virginity today or yesterday at 25

>>40351703
pretty close to hanging myself with a rope desu senpai

>>40353211
>I've got something to tell you anon ;;;;;;)
>what is it
>but not now, later ;;;;;)))
later
>so what was it
>well, anon ;;;;;;)))
>yes?
>I've got ;;;)
>yes???
>a bee eff ;;;;;))
>oh
>you don't mind do you anon? we can still be friends right

>>40351973
post your face you mongoloid your life is over with

>>40353218
to test whether your puny arms can support your body weight?

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>make serious leg and glute gains the last couple of months.
>have an important biz meeting that might help me out of my broke freelancing (unemployed basically) life and all-in-all misery
>go to parents house to pick up a suit I wanna wear; had it tailored to perfection a year and a half ago when I was straight otter mode
>pants don't fit anymore
>get even more of a sad cunt
>make my mom cry
>sorry mom

>>40353243
nah bro
gotta get dat dere neck strength

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Feeling really disillusioned with Grad school/academica, not really sure where the fuck to go from my undergrad.
Just want to find a sick place to research sigh.

Also I'm struggling between wanting a partner and wanting to be alone. Every time I meet someone things are OK for the first couple of dates, but the more I get to know them, the more I want to back out/get the feeling it'd go nowhere.
After I broke up with my last ex, I told myself I wasn't going to be in a halfshit/lackluster relationship...I guess it's easier to hold up these standards when my brain turns me off automatically, sigh.

Just want someone who is into internet culture, fitness/jits and is naturally curious. They don't have to even be super educated, just tired of dummies.

>>40353231
Lmao thanks anon it went pretty well actually. Shes super cool and all, definitely not a stacy. The text went like this.

Her - I have to tell you something
Me - Sure
H - Not now, later
M - Okay
(Time between posts)
H - I have a bf

And etc.

She asked what I was doing right now, i didnt tell her I was on a mongolian computer software forum. I just told her I was reading fitness memes.

>>40352367
juss bee yerselv

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>>40351703
TFW I'm unironically very attractive and always get mired etc but still don't put myself out there to get a qt3.14 gf I could very easily get with the littlest of effort.

What mental disorder do I have?

I never text girls back because she's not the average chick oneitis of mine in the gym who also states at me and I could easily get but still don't so continue a self imposed miserable existence

It's an abstract type of feel, anyone else know it?

>>40353318
I hate you

Just starting to get the itch to lift again. Started really lifting at 27. I fucking know. Used my test partying like a rock star and generally being a degenerate musician. Only thing I'd change is to start lifting at 19 or something. Plagued by legal troubles due to chaotic use of alcohol. Broke and dislocated my foot about 6 years ago. Couldn't lift. Got back when I could. Had to have surgery to fix my foot. Now it's fucked in a whole new way, but it's getting stronger. Really missing deadlifts. Got kinda fastish again 6' 185 lbs at high teens or maybe about 20 body fat I'm guessing. I'm 34 now and worried that I'll have to pin test to get back my shit. Fuck j don't know. Trying to drink only a couple days a week and moderately. Was down to like 176 about a month ago but working with a foodie is making it tough. I know I'm rattling but I guess it helps for now. First time posting on /fit/ btw. w-we are all going to make it ...?

>>40353345
all who aspire to make it and put in the effort WILL make it

>>40353318
How do I into this mode

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>>40353318

Fuck you man

Exactly the same feel

>>40353364
Thx bruhv

Goons following me home late at night again kek.

>be 25, supposed to be the "prime" of my life
>have basically never really had friends, kissless virgin
>all i do is sit in my room all day except when im at work because i have no one to do anything with anyway
>have absolutely zero motivation to do anything to improve because i've been a complete loser for my entire life and i know it will never change, i will never make friends, have a girlfriend or date, nothing
>father always grills me about why i'm such a loser, what happened to me to make me turn out like this, etc (mom doesnt really care i guess), and when i dont have answers he just gets more angry at me

why is it that i pray every night before i go to sleep to die of a heart attack and never do, yet innocent people my age die all the time...

>>40353390
You need a near-death experience or something
Your lack of motivation is slowly killing you anyway

Try doing something ridicilous, like skydiving etc, it'll make you feel alive again

>>40351973
I'd date you, anon

https://youtu.be/_J09aeeBVtk

>>40351703
feeling enlightened as fuck every day

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>>40353390
Do you live in a place where you can get outside?
Seriously man, try camping.
I'm blessed to live near mountains and valleys (Canada bro) and when I camp in the summer.... It seriously gives me the vibes and energy to continue on through the harsh winter.
The absolute silence and beauty of nature is astonishing to me, it makes all of your silly little human problems disappear. Just even being near a mountain makes your whole existence so trivial.
Couple camping with psilocybin/shrooms, and you've got the potential to bring about long lasting personality changes, primarily more openness and love to things.

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>buddy is helping his gf (who is studying physical health things) with finding people for her thesis.
>She's writing about weight loss and needs people who have lost weight and managed to keep it off
>I started lifting and cutting in late summer 2016 and decide to apply because I like to brag about how well it's gone.
>Get told I don't I fall outside the characteristics needed for the study/survey

Apparently the study will focus on people who have lost 5-15% of body weight and I...

AM TO FUCKING ALPHA BY LOSING 19% IN HALF A YEAR

This was like 2 weeks ago and I'm still perma smug.

>>40353408
but i don't see how it will make me feel alive. all of my problems are based around being alone for my entire life.

>>40353445
do you go alone?

>>40352529
>>40352585

following up on this, so maybe other dudes on here can share

is it typical female behavior for them to expect you to initiate and direct most of everything in a relationship?

I know guys are generally the pursuers but the only real gf I've ever had was crazy into me and dealing with her was easy as fuck as a result, was this an anomaly?

>>40351703
Good and bad
>Brother who I haven't talked to for 7 months (heroin junkie) after he cleaned out my house of everything valuable contacted me 2 days ago. He needed money and told me what a shit person I was for not helping him. I took care of this fucker for 4 years and he dares to say shit like that.
>Controlling diagnosed Narcistic father tried taking control of my life and insult me last week aswell. He failed and I wontnlet him abuse me anymore.
>Ex abusive gf contacted me today, threathening with suicide. Again I was able to hold her back. I wont let any abusers in my life.
>Found out my father has been spreading lies about me to my friends. But dont give a fuck.
>My best friend has to leave his house. This is good and bad. Good that we're gonna get a place to share rent and bad because he did not deserve ti get treated lile this and he is having a rough time.
Good things
>Sober for almost a year and no contact with father and ex for a bit over a year.
>Out of debt since a month ago
>Mom is finally happy, healing and stable after leaving my dad 8 months ago
>Got promoted at job last month
>My gains are really showing and the hard work this past year paid off. Almost at 2 plate bench and 3 plate squat for repa. Gettin mired alot
>Qt 8/10 purposely stole some clothes from me so I have to go get them. We're meeting up on valentines and a shared friend of us told me she's really into me. This is good and bad. Bad because she reminds me off my ex and I feel she wants to manipulate/control me. Good because I dont trust women anymore after ex and dad and the feelings of getting controlled might just be in my head and I have to take a chance and grow from this experience. I can't keeo avoiding relationships and women because of past abuse.
>I can honestly say for the first time in my life for the past 6 months I truly am happy, stable and strong, both mentally and physicaly

Finally getting to where I wanna be with my body, but it seems like the rest of my life has gone to shit.

My ex dumped me two weeks ago, doesn't wanna talk to or see me anymore at all out of the blue and I know for a fact she will be partying hard this month. I feel extremely depressed an anxious. I mean, I've always been, but this didn't help. After she broke up with me I came back home, sat here alone and realized I had no one to talk to. Not a single person in the world. I have made no friends.

I unironically wish I had the courage to kill myself. I've been feeling tired and unable to cope with things, from relationships to study to jobs, ever since I was a teenager, and the feeling hasn't gotten any better. I don't even quite know what I "like" in life anymore, I don't watch anything, or have any hobbies, or really possess any of the depth I used to. I feel blank. The only reason I never did it is because I believe there is nothing afterwards and this concept makes me afraid, kind of a narcissistic way of not wanting my conscience to stop existing.

But yeah, gym's good.

>>40353603

There are a lot of things I would do before resorting to killing myself

namely, trying out a bunch of different drugs and weird hobbies and seeing if something sticks into my routine that makes it enjoyable

>>40352529
Mate, I dated alot. I've had alot of girlfriends, I'm the guy who people go to if they want to be setup of want dating and relationship advice and I have one golden rule after experiencing and having seen and heard alot of shit.
If a girl acts this confusing, if you really are confused about yours and hers feeling that means there is something emotionally wrong with her and you have to stay clear from her.
I can go into detail what goes on in her and your head if you want. I already know both of you just from that greentext.

>>40353558
Most times, yes. I really love back country camping, but I would not recommend that to a beginner (depends on whether it's bear season, your navigation skills etc). Still, even going to a small campground is great. Waking up in the morning hearing the river next to you, all the little critters chirping and chattering... Hearing the other people/families laugh and cook breakfast far away... It just makes me feel great man.
I'm someone who really values autonomy and independence though...So I enjoy being alone and seeing how I can use the skills I've acquired in life in those moments.

Have you read Walden, by Thoreau? It might bring you some comfort or peace.

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>>40353646

I'm going to believe you and hope you can possibly give me some more insight. Here's some background if this helps:

Me

>Tall, muscular, fairly handsome, going into a good field (software development), INTJ so a little on the autistic side but I can function well socially and 1 on 1 with chicks

Her

>pretty hot (8-9/10), going into IT as well, doesn't seem like the crazy attention whore type (doesn't use social media often), her last boyfriend was pretty mediocre but was going into dentistry so I'm going to assume he had some redeeming qualities

And I'm pretty cautious myself, I'm getting older and a little more experienced but still cling to some fantasies with women

>>40353123
agreed

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>>40351703
>last night
>out clubbing
>gay guy molests me
>his smoking hot female friend seems kinda into me at one point but sort of dismissive at the same time
>start talking to another girl who was also a friend of both the other two
>she's semi-attractive
>end up sleeping with her
>we start talking about her gay friend and the really hot female friend
>told me the hot chick thought I was "so fucking handsome"
>meanwhile I'm laying in bed with this completely average girl thinking I could've done so much better
>she also gave me a cold
>sometimes it feels like I'm addicted to meaningless sex because before I "made it" I was completely depraved of any sexual attention but now that I get tons of it I realise the only thing I want is a loving, non-batshit insane gf who works out and has ambitions

I'm just generally feeling down, idk
oh and I'm behind on my coursework, my personal projects and I've skipped my last two workouts because I was out partying and fucking random instagram sluts

"But I love you like a brother, anon"

>>40353330
Why?
>>40353366
Why would you want into this mode? I would rather be an uglycel that way at least I could have an excuse and not feel like I'm wasting my prime

Good:
>shoulder is fixed
>can go back to consistently gyming
>classes are going well
>generally less depressed

Bad:
>can't be back for valentines day
>gonna have to skip classes to make it for my gf's birthday so catch-up will be shit
>haven't been spending anywhere near as much time outside/with friends recently

mixed bag of emotions desu

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Brehs, I have important exams on Monday and Wednesday and while it's not like I've done nothing so far, I still feel anxious and not optimally prepared. I hate this feeling and most of all I hate my major, fortunately I'm not far away from finishing it. Could you encourage me to do my best?

>>40352460
why the fuck did you not have sex for 3 years

>>40353745
>skipping classes to "make it for your girlfriend's birthday"

lmfao

Two weeks into getting fit
Stomach is looking a little smaller
Arms are looking a little bigger
It might all be in my head
I feel like it's my second step down the thousand mile road

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I've worn glasses out for the second weekend in a row now, wore them kind of as a joke the first time since I don't actually need them much, but damn

>instantaneously notice more looks from chicks
>more girls outright approaching me and the glasses are the typical convo opener

Is this a cheat code I wasn't even aware of?

>>40353577
No the girl the other guy met is an anomaly. It's obvious she has feelings for him but she's confused about them. Probably because of past traumas and experiences, so to protect herself from being hurt she pushes him away. She doesn't want it but she's doing it to prevent him from hurting her. She will always have this feeling and whatever anon will do it wont be good enough, he'll never be able to show her that he wont hurt her.
As for anon, he is attracted to her because he too has been emotionally neglected in the past. He feels that he has to prove his worthiness to her. It's not his fault either it's how he's programmed. He feels like he has to do an effort to help her. But wjatever he does, she can't be helped. This is indeed a test, she's testing to see if he is one of the guy that will do anything to prove themselves to her. If it doesn't work she won't care. If it does she will suck him dry and keep testing him, it will NEVER be enough for her. And whatever anon does he won't be able to change it. Anon should do himself a favor and get her out of his head but he can't, the thought of knowing she likes him and knowing she wants him to prove himself opens up childhood experiences. He thinks if I can prove to her that I am good enough that he can finally truly be satisfied with himself, but he will never be able to prove it. He's recreating old feelinga and relationships with her. He pribably feels like he knows her, the truth is he does know her. It's the same person just different packaging.
Now anon can do 2 things. Get away from her and save himself ALOT of hurt or completely go for her, try to prove yoir worthiness and get hurt badly. In the last scenario there is a chance he'll learn from it and use the knowledge he gained to improve his self esteem. But most likely the relationship will just damage and traumatize him.>>40353582

>>40353752
A down syndrome girl started her own bakery. You can pass this test and get your major.

http://www.liftable.com/amandathomason/when-no-one-hires-woman-with-down-syndrome-she-starts-own-business-what-shes-doing-has-gone-viral/
Sorry if the source sucks, only one I could find.

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>>40351907
that hit me hard. I am in your position and random sluts, old acquaintances and ex's are trying to hit me up. For some this might be the dream, but looking into their eyes, their soul you realize that these are fucking void personalities within a human shell. Yet, I dream about my life with a beatiful partner. When will this end...

I call for a forest share within this thread.
pic related my current wp

>>40353852
Glasses make you less intimadating/more approachable

Im an anon with glasses myself. But I usually dont get approached by girls who are single.

Back to tfwnogf

>>40353144
only if you're not an autist, I lost about 18kg last year and got in shape, by normie standards, but now I don't know how to deal with the female attention

28yo virgin here

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>>40353870
Here ne of my favorites anon (sadly I cannot find with higher resolution)

>>40353822
long distance a shit

>>40353709
>>40353853
Read this.

I know you are the rescuer type. I know you truly are a good guy. Going for her will result in pain.

After awhile she will have a breakdown, go insane and she'll act like it didn't happen. Then it's up to you if you want to go on or not. But sadly the time between these fallouts will get shorter and shorter. And eventually you will be abused all the time.
Woman like her are masters at seducing.

>>40353780
we had, but like once every 2 months. i loved her and she loved me, guess no one will understand :( circumstances and psyche

Anyone else here hate sex?

>>40353918

Thank you for sharing, I think you're pretty close. I have some latent insecurity issues from childhood and have always been the daydreamer romanticist and you're probably right, funnily enough I got into something like this last year as well, so I am definitely a little more wary right now.

I tend to chase what I don't feel secure with and neglect or feel disinterested in what I do, it's pretty masochistic. I think I am going to do the rational thing for once and forcibly make myself move on.

I wish there was something I could read or study to restructure my psychology.

>>40354076
Get a dog

I know it sounds like a joke but, go down to your local animal shelter, find a puppy that was recently left there and adopt it.

You will have a creature that, provided you take good care of it, will love you unconditionally.

I used to think it was a women that would provide me with those things, now I see that all I wanted was undying loyalty and companionship.

>>40354026
yes

>>40353739
but your problem is completely retarded and completely in your head. Your problem is comparatively easy to fix. Being ugly is unfixable.

>>40354175
What do you hate about it?
I hate how I always feel used afterwards

>>40354141

You know what, I may actually consider this. I live in an apartment though.

Actually doing pretty good here. Been struggling with anxiety and depression for years. Lifting was just another part of my routine and felt more like a chore than anything. Was stuck at 325x5 diddly for months, drinking, eating like shit and generally just fucking around. Hit 385 today for 5 (inb4 DYEL) and felt great. Been adding weight every week and I generally look forward to lifting every time.

I come here for keks, motivation and the occasional shitpost. I love you faggots, no homo.

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>>40354272
Bummer, but dogs are great anon, get something cool like a German shepherd

Who wouldn't what to take this guy out for a jog every morning?

Doing better got my confidence back, hungout with some legit 7/10's+ with mutual friends last night and ended up making out with chick and touching a bit.

I didn't get her number tho, her other friend had a taxi called cause it was getting late and they basically just immediately left and didn't really have an opportunity.

My friend has her number and gave it to me that night. I mean I'm going to do it regardless I have nothing to lose, but how do I defuse the weirdness of getting number through a friend?

>>40354327
"Hey, [insert friend's name here] gave me you number, hope you don't mind, fancy [insert fun activity here] this [insert date here], [insert your name here] [optional emoji here]"

>>40354216
not that guy, but I mostly hate sex too. Or, I did, but now that my sex drive is gone almost entirely and I no longer want that thing that always made me unhappy, I'm upset that my sex drive is gone.

I think humans just always want what they can't have, and once they have it, they wished they had never wanted it in the first place. I honestly can't think of a single thing in life that made me happy in a way that wasn't just, "I got the thing I wanted." And after I get it, I no longer want it.

Who designed this horrid existence?

>>40354378
Feel for you anon, life is pain and then we die

>>40354318
that sounds so comfy actually, anon... Me and my best pal running side by side, getting those ebin cardio gains together. Maybe he could even spot me when benching if I trained him right

bretty good. mostly because i don't whine about my life on an anime forum.

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>>40354372
>fancy

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>>40354318

I just looked up some rescue puppies, those german shepherd border collie mixes look great

Would definitely give me something to do and a jog partner. You convinced me haha

>>40354398
And then after you take him for a jog you go down to the beach, you play fetch for the better part of an hour, you head home tired but relaxed after breathing in the sea air, and you rest easy in the knowledge that if any dumb girl tries to approach your number one best buddy you can train them to bark really loud on cue right in her dumb girl face

>>40354418
Okay then, whats your alternative?

>>40353129
You use Google

>>40354420
Dogs are great

Dogs should be the official /fit/ animal

>>40351703

Is that you Fronk?

>>40354451
I think he should just say:

"Hey its xyz, xyz friend gave me your number"
"Hey xyz, xyz's friend gave me your number"

No need to set a date on the first text. Also, I think it would be better if you have like a pet name or something funny to call her that she'll remember you by from that night then use it.

>>40353018
Your rules are stupid, just so you know.

>>40354076
Give me some time, I'll search some links for you to get a better insight in yourself.
I know it's hard to stay clear and that you want to go for her. It's familiar and you are used to it. But like you said, it's not good enough. You're going to have to find a good loving relationship where your partner loves and cares for you and accepts you for who you are and gives back to you. This will feel very weird at first, you may even fight it, but go with it and after a while you will start to love the things she does for you and love yourself more.

The guy who said to get a dog. Yeah sure you'll feel less lonely and yes a dog loves you uncoditionally and wont hurt you. But getting a dog as a replacement for a healthy relationship is just weird and wont make you grow into a better person.

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>>40354492
>pet name
>something funny to call her

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>>40354559
>mad I called out your autistic language
>shitting on tried and proven techniques
Pet names (look up the definition) is a valid thing that always can and will work.

>fancy

>>40354559
Be smart and dont give her a name that she had bad experiences with. I once called a girl black beauty because she had black haird, really white teeth, was beautifull and she had that typical horse mouth. Turned out she got bullied in her childhood and was called a horse daily and that her last bf left her for a beautifull black girl who rode horses as a hobby.
She's my gf now and I call her my psycho bitch instead. For some reason she responds well to that. Tried squirrel aswell but making fun of her teeth, even thou she has the whitest, straightest, colgate teeth I've ever seen, is a no go.

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>>40354617
I refuse to believe it

And if it turns out all I have to do is come up with some stupid nickname for a girl just to get her to like me, then I will willing die alone

I'd rather die than say something that dumb

>>40354617
>That image

I've been seeing and hearing about content related to that image on other boards far too often recently. Has there been a recent surge of popularity with it?

>>40352222
Call a doctor you need help immediately

>>40354659
You better believe it. Trust me things autistic on paper are not in real life, think lovey-dovey shit in a relationship.

>>40354690
Not sure but seeing same too

>>40354809
So you're telling me, that if I start calling the purple haired girl I have a crush on something dumb, like purple hair, instead of her name, she'll think its cute?

>>40354420
before you get a doggo make sure you'll have time for him and somewhere to drop him if you can't take care of him for a day or two

>>40354847
>like purple hair
Too dumb. Try Grape Mane or something with a bit more creativity put into it.

>autistic virgin with no friends

But starting to lift heavier stuff, so I got that going for me, which is nice.

I can't lift again until at least Thursday. I was supposed to be able to by Tuesday, and was planning on spending as much time on Valentine's as possible lifting, but now I have to spend it doing next to fucking nothing. I know it's a meme holiday, but I at least like to be doing something during it

>>40354917
Anon, I will kill myself
this is literally the most dumb fucking thing I've ever heard

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>>40354917
>Try Grape Mane

>>40354398
>Maybe he could even spot me when benching if I trained him right

no

having a dog is nice, though. do some research on different breeds and socialize it as often as possible

>>40354659
Why, though?

That reaction you have is due to the fact your brain processes social rejection/pain in a similar fashion to physical/real pain, it's just an evolutionary short cut for nature.
Honestly, even if things do go badly, who gives a shit dude? It's just one day of the year, and one year in who knows how long. You're going to get so many more of these instances there'll probably come a time when you want peace and quiet.

Just text her and be like "sup, got your number from x.", And just let her respond. If she's into you, she'll respond, if she's not, she won't and just move on.

Another day waits for you.

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>grandmother is sick
>she calls me up yesterday
>tells me she is very afraid for her health
>never lost a family member or even just an aquaintance before
>can not imagine life without her
>tell her I love her and everything will be alright
>end call
>think about how many times I screamed at her for little things
>she always forgave me and loved me like nothing happened
>she always gets out of bed and cookes food for us, even if her whole body hurts
>cry myself to sleep

But to end on a positive note, I am feeling much better now than this time last year. Things are pointing to a better direction, and at least I am hopeful of a real change coming.

>>40354939
Clearly you didn't read the previous post; guy didn't even bother to think of some creative way to express a particular trait of this girl he knows.

>>40354847
>>40354939
I'm original guy, not the one who said grape mane lmao. And, to answer your question, a girl will think its cute if she is attracted to you. Anything that sounds cutesy and not autistic, use your best judgement.

>>40352752
Serious question, how do you amass 40k in debt and keep that debt from getting bigger from interest?

>>40352973
kek

>>40354999
Anon, you grandmother needs you
You should be by her side right now

>>40355037
Debt that big get "secured" by laws to make it possible for a person to get out of it. There are no interests. It's favourable for both parties to do this. The person in debt has a chance to recover and the person that he owes money to has a higher chance of getting his money back.

>>40355005
>>40355035
I don't think pet names are my style, I think I'll give it a miss

>>40355135
Your call, man.

>22, recent college grad
>was fat all my life, never got girls
>friend zoned by girl I knew since kindergarten
>decide to change my life sophomore yea, eat right, workout
>be me 2 years later, pretty fit, muscular
>girls are actually interested in me now
>still have that friend zoned fat kid complex even though I'm social and get girls
>decide to hit up lifelong friend
>she wants to start a relationship now
>have a lot in common, inside jokes since we were kids, families know each other
>fat kid complex still looming in my head
>I see the guys she gets with, all very muscular, "man candy" dudes
>think we're exclusive at this point, things are going ok
>she still hangs out with some dudes in her friends group, but I don't say anything
>she goes out one day with her girl friends, I see a snapchat of her all on another dude
>grinding, hands on her waste
>dude's jawline was laughing at me
>realize I will never be at that standard, and will always fight an uphill battle with my weight control, even though I've been told by many people I'm fit and attractive

I feel like the only way to compete with these people is to live at the gym and eat like a rabbit for the rest of my life. I don't mind eating healthy, I love working out and I love that I changed my life 2 years ago, but I feel like I will never be at the standard as some men out there and it makes it hard. What is even the point of putting fucking hours of work in to yourself if you can't even get anything in return?

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> dread life every day
> can't sleep some nights
> no life prospects, life gains stopped
> sleep a lot still feel tired and weak
> think of killing myself often, but hang in there for family
> not all hope lost yet, but every day i drift further
> get a pimple
> doesn't hurt but also doesn't go away
> get it checked
> it's a tumor
> full body scan in a few days to check if it spread
> trapped in limbo of hoping im clear and hoping i am already too far gone

>>40354518

Thanks, I know a dog isn't a replacement but it would definitely give me something to care for in the meantime.

The search for the right gf is eternal

>>40353390
>25
>Prime of your life

Top jej

That ship has sailed, prime is 18-23

>>40351973
TFW 7" dicklet

I feel your pain my man. Porn has made me realise the 5.5" inch average is a meme used to stop male suicide, if you're less than 8x6 you're fucked. I fucking hate the porn industry

>>40353077
Could you explain what about winter gives you seasonal depression? If you can't that's fine, but I'm curious, because I've always enjoyed winter the most.

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>>40355155
>caring about a woman who friend zoned you in the first place
You deserve it. Get a better one who is not as big of an entitled slut.
Friendzoning and orbiters are huge red flags.

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>>40354631
>She's my gf now and I call her my psycho bitch instead.

>>40355155
getting it on with your childhood friend after she rejected you was a mistake
besides, if you knew her for so long you already knew she was a vapid cunt so, why start a relationship with her?

Describe your dream girl for me anon

>>40354974
yes, anon, I was joking about having a German Shepherd spot me while lifting.

Have gf of 3 years. Graduate hs. I go to in-state college and she leaves to go to school next state over. Last semester I went to her school to visit her a few times. Feels great, adult relationship with my dream girl. She comes home for winter break. I get her awesome christmas gifts.

New Years... She kicks me to the curb for some kid that goes to her school. Im broken. Gym is the only place where I can go and not live in a nightmare. Says she wants to catch up with me over spring break when she comes back

>>40351723
is that a wojak-pepe/hulk meme?

>>40355447
You could train it to bark when you're struggling with a rep
Might give you an extra push

>>40355472
Ignore the bitch anon

>>40355480
Thats pretty cute anon

Feeling terrible. Got absolutely hammered a few nights ago and ended up embarrassing myself and a good woman friend of mine.
>Invites me to her house to drink with friends
>Black out somewhere along the way
>Slap her ass and face in front of other people
>Force myself onto her in a bathroom
>Overall act like a drunken idiot
>Drive home absolutely wasted
I don't remember any of this. She called me the next day to tell me what I did. Somehow she doesn't absolutely hate me, just upset that I embarrassed her in front of others. But I still feel like absolute dogshit, I can't believe I hit her. I've never blacked out like that, I feel sick just thinking about it.
Has anybody done something like this before?

>>40354216
that i never have it

>>40355321
not him, but I get depressed in the winter because of lack of light / short days. I grew up in the north where there's actually winter, but even now, living in SF, I got really depressed this winter (despite most of the "winter" conditions not existing). It really is just short days, and often, long periods of not seeing the sun because of cloudiness.

>>40355550
not quite what you've described, but I used to have quite a drinking problem and would frequently embarrass myself completely while really drunk, often black out. Worst situation, I did start groping a girl who I'd previously hooked up with. Felt horrible the next day when I found out. I've solved a lot of those problems though.

Now all I do when really drunk is rant about the jews and how much I hate women and niggers. So, overall, an improvement.

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>>40355625
>Now all I do when really drunk is rant about the jews and how much I hate women and niggers. So, overall, an improvement.
Kudos

>>40355156
This is my fantasy, I crave the feeling of the gamble on life. How much time u have left. Maybe then I'd appreciate it. I hate living. Getting swole and taking roids was a meme. Doesn't help at all. I think I'll kill myself on Valentine's Day. Look me up on the obituary senpai. It's gonna be a headshot.

I am pretty sure at this point that I am incapable of forming a close relationship with another person regardless of gender. I have distanced myself from people my whole life trying to find that perfect balance of having people to do shit with while at the same time being able to sit on my ass in my room as much as I want.

Seeing how introverted I am, I have come to the conclusion that there is basically no chance of me having a gf in my final year at uni, and even less so once I start working.

>tfw might as well go for wizard status

>>40355625
Yes usually my drunken embarrassment just results in me saying something racist or whatever. This is the first time I've gotten physically aggressive like that while drinking though. Feels like I can't trust myself anymore. I have been drinking quite a lot lately, maybe that has something to do with it.

>>40351703
I got into a very weird elitism mindset where I loathe and hate pretty much everyone else around me. While also realizing that I am a social animal and require humans (and the titpet) to feel sane.

Its really quite a pickle. I genuinely hate people around me. I almost just wish to genocide them all and live inna woods, alone for some time. I am even thinking of getting a car and driving somewhere far away from the urban centers.

Its just so hard to realize that no matter whom I meet, they are probably shit. Not any woman, not any man. All of them are pure dogshit cucks and retards. Meet enough and more of them and the hate just starts building up more.

>>40355676
Yes, it almost definitely does. Cut back on the drinking. It's a vicious cycle -- the more you do it, the more you feel like there's nothing worth doing without it. Not good.

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Kyfs

>>40351939
you wont be the only one alone my friend.

>>40355646
It's not as romantic as it seems. Not the guy you're responding to, but I have chronic shit that essentially had me at mid-life when I turned 20. I'm paranoid about getting sick because every time I do, it means I'm to either a serious hospital stay, and closer still to the inevitable transplant waiting list. And every time I get sick, I feel the efforts of my life, whether I obtained them in a good mindset or not, start slipping away from me. I see the gains I made in the gym fade in just 2 weeks time. I see efforts at school go to waste when I am forced to withdraw from semesters.

You may appreciate life more, but you also fear losing everything you have

>>40355693
I feel an intense sense of self-hatred anytime I look at alcohol now so I think that will help me cut back on the drinking. Hopefully I can repair the relationship with my friend. I feel like she must think less of me now for sure.

Feeling sore, and wondering if I can mix fruit punch pre-workout with ribena for a better flavour and a bit of extra sugar

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>>40355646
it is a really strange feeling this might be the end. a fantasy becoming true in a few days, and because life is so bad at the moment it just seems so nice. a 1 year prognosis or so would be great. i could travel a bit, do all drugs, take all the risks, do all the stupid stuff. Flare up old friendships as i say my goodbyes, Burn my limited time and then just finally rest, sleep forever.
it still doesn't feel real almost like hope, as i have become to fear life more the death.

>19 years old
>6'1"(6'2.5" with my chippewas on) >180lbs 10%
>everytime I look in the mirror i still see myself as the 145lb skinny beta loser I was 3 years ago
>work construction 50 hrs a week
>go to college full time
>lift 40 mins in the morning and 60 mins at night 6 days a week
>night job at Amazon 20 hours a week
>waiter at diner 4hrs Sat and 8 hrs sun
>get hit on by hot qt3.14s all day who are mirin
>live at home which embarrasses me so I never want to invite women over
>every woman I date ends it either cuz I'm afraid of commitment or have to many commitments (maybe they just realize I'm a loser)
>have stopped feeling emotions
>all I do is work study lift
>lifting doesn't make me happy anymore
>money doesn't make me happy anymore
>girls don't make me happy anymore
>riding my Harley doesn't make me happy anymore
>offroading in my Ranger doesn't make me happy anymore
>driving my convertible around doesn't make me happy anymore
>college stopped activating my almonds
>joints and back always hurt from working construction
>have been doing keto for 3 months at a 800 cal deficit yet still at 10%
>thinking about doing a Dbol,Test,Tren as a first cycle just to see if it makes me feel
anything and hopefully gets rid of my body dysmorphia and down to 8%

I think I have achieved Robotmode

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>>40352973

under rated kek

>>40353018

>Wrestling with how to friendzone her or if I'm going to have to shoot her down hard one day.


Mention you going on a date with your girlfriend when she asks you about weekend plans.

If your mind ever changes, just tell her you've broken up.

i have the confidence to be rejected but i have no idea where to go for a date. i have social anxiety and no car and live with my parents im 18 btw

>>40356091
Have you considered go on a drive with a girl as a date?

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>>40351703

>company I founded in uni was awarded a $17m supply contract
>got into top-tier law school
>gains going up, recently got a LMAO5pl8 diddlylift
>none of this means anything because I'm completely in love with a grill who doesn't love me back and I'll never be able to be with

>>40355112
How to fuck your credit 101

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>>40356091

Take her tubing or sledding or something (assuming you don't live in the southern hemisphere)

>>40356145
Get a dog

>>40354216
I think that there's way more to being friends with someone and really getting to know them other than the sole purpose of fucking them. I hate how everything almost always boils down to having sex in the end. It makes me despise it.
I understand your feeling because that's how I've felt in the past. I get absolutely nothing out of it and it makes me feel disgusted.

I've been alright, just working, getting my shit together. Trying to get this weight off, getting a car soon and planning on moving out.

>>40356238
I kind of get what you mean, like, I really want to get to know someone, and be intimate in the way you can be completely open with them, and sex feels like it should be intimate but it never is, and that feels you feels like you opened up for nothing, no homo tho

>>40355550
While drunk I have slapped a girls ass in a night out with friends, but she liked it and we hooked up, a week later I fucked her, probably not the same level of drunk you've described though

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>30yo living that hermit life
>no best friends anymore because they all died thanks to alcohol/drugs
>no idea how to make new friends
>don't pursue/trust women anymore after ex-fiance aborted baby without telling me then preceding to get arrested for blowing a dude in exchange for club drugs
>one year of college left but no way to pay for it besides stupid as fuck loans
>also means no access to the school gym while not currently enrolled so no liftan for last 6 months
>just went on food stamps
>can't find motivation to try for a job that isn't shitty fast food
>hurt myself last time i went /out/ last summer and haven't gone innawoods since

good stuff though
>quitting weed
>diet mostly better
>getting better at keeping in touch with distant friends and family

I guess i've been worse but life has been rough lately

>>40353129
absence of thoughts

>>40356177

Well, i've been wanting to get a Bernese mountain dog so I guess now's the time

stop being a bunch of insecure faggots

man the fuck up and get out there and enjoy life

i fucking hate you all

>>40353129
>>40356475
alternatively focus intensely on one mundane thought, try repeating a machine action over and over, like taking something apart and putting it together again, I used to use a pen

>>40356444
Does weed just bring you down? The individual chemistry between users is something that fascinates me.
If I didn't have weed, I probably would have killed myself. It brings me out of my depression and forces me to look at the reality of my situation clearly, but not in an overly harsh way. It kind of feels like a meditation session when I use it right.

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>lift 5-6 days a week
>making great gains
>1/2/3.5/4.5
>get sent to buttfuck nowhere
>no gym
>not even a pullup bar
>lose all my gains
>return home
>go to gym
>can't even diddly 2 pl8s
I haven't lifted in 8 months because I hate the idea of starting all over again. I've tried but I end up frustrated at how weak I am. Now I'm back to my skinnyfat mode again.

>>40351783
maybe talk to somebody about it anon, somebody like a really close friend

>>40351907
mirin that wallpaper brah

>>40355424

around 5'6", brunette, blue eyes, smart but not a know it all, somewhat submissive but still independent

>>40356555
>submissive but still independent

Sounds a little impossible to me

>tfw when no pretty submissive gf

>>40356502
Buy a barbell so this never happens again. That's what I had to do. When I had to move back to the farm for a bit, I lost my fucking gains. When I moved back to the city, I got a barbell, bench, rack, and plates so I could always have a home setup to do my big four lifts. Now that it's looking like I may be moving back to the farm again, I'm much more at ease knowing that I have a good platform to build an even more extensive home gym off of.

>>40356555

>POST UR DREAM GIRL GUYZ

fag

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>>40352304
proud of u

>>40356577

There's a balance somewhere

>>40356585

ty

>>40356592
explain?

>>40356603

Well, she would recognize you as the man and not feel the need to be controlling. At the same time she can provide for herself and doesn't need constant re-assurance, so isn't too needy.

>>40356288
I feel you on that. I don't know about you, but I've become a lot more closed-off and reclusive over the past few years. I'm tired of people. At least the gym is still good. H-hold me breh

>>40356479
do you wanna talk about it

>>40356625
Fair enough, I dont mind a little needy, but thats probs because I get off knowing I could crush someones self-esteem

>>40356630
done the same thing anon, the only people I can open up to know are internet strangers

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>>40352020
if true, fuck...

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>>40354141
>>40354318
Can confirm good advice. The way she looks at me. I know no girl will ever do the same.

>>40355424
elementary school art teacher
european descent
dont even care if /fit/ just be smaller than me

>>40356501
weed isn't necessarily bad for you unless you smoke all day everyday for years straight and completely suppress you brain's natural ability to self regulate

weed may not be addictive in the same way that say opiates are but the withdrawal symptoms aren't any less real

>>40353449
good shit bro. I'm proud of you

>>40356658
lel same. It cheers me up that other people feel similarly to me. I think I'd attempt to befriend you irl

>>40356665
What a cutie, I love her anon, cant wait for the day I can final afford getting a dog

>>40356694
Its so hard to tell who is 4chan irl, there was this one guy that I met that browsed brit/pol/ but he was a little off the deep end

>>40355155
Strive to be better than the men who look down on you. In 10 years when you're ripped and she's overweight, and you're married to a qt while she's a single mom, you won't regret the hard work

>>40355424
T H I N N blonde qt with blue eyes and strong maternal instincts. Someone who's just pleasant and nice in general, and not overly talkative

>>40355952
Dnp

>>40356709
that's true. how bad are we talking here

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The one place on campus I enjoy is getting attacked by feminists

So not the best

I'm stuck in my own personal hell

>forever skinnyfat
>doing my best to maintain lifting routine, but is hard sometimes and I regress
>incorporating body weight exercises and running into my routine to diversify, to burn fat and improve heart health; found out that my HDL numbers are not good
>eating better but still binge eating whole pizzas when I feel like depression is going to hit
>fap regularly for that neurochemical release and to stop my mind from wandering about th egirl that got away and the girl I fucked up so hard with, that I lost her as a friend despite having been close with for nearly a decade
>worse WORSE
>warped cock and large grapes for balls
>6.75" by 5"
>confidence in bed as a result is in the negatives
>28

I have a solid job. I make decent money. I have my own place, car, a pet; blah blah blah. Even have enough money to travel the world some.

But I don't know how to escape my hell. I can't fuck missionary out of fear of getting a penile fracture. My libido is absolute kill. I go to work, come home, lift, play some games; sleep and repeat--with occasionally going out with friends every now and then.

I can fix everything and make myself into a physically appealing man, but the bed due to aforementioned issues now scares the fuck out of me.

All that said, my highlight so far is that I started out at 172lbs of lazy faggotry and whittled myself down to 162 and have been through a partial discipline worked my way back up to 165 in muscle. For the moment I'm stuck here.

>>40356819
He talked about browsing brit/pol/ in real life

>>40356924
get off 4chan.

you have a good life.

>>40356894
Tell the gym you guys are gymbrosexuals, and that MAGA are the only way you can embrace your oppressed identity

>>40356924

Everything is relative.

Most of the world would kill to be in your position, chin up.

>>40356934
kek, was he able to talk about anything else?

>>40356986
He also sometimes posts on /g/

in fairness, it was pretty tame, but the fact that he so openly talked in /pol/ memes with no shame was a little cringe, 4chan stays on 4chan

anyone else see their friends and family getting married hot girls you used to know having babies and realize you are a failed human who wont reproduce? im well on the way to being a wizard at this current rate

>>40356951
>>40356980

I wish it was more normal socially/sexually. It feels like a hell when you've been cold turkey for like half a decade.

>>40357020

Just because you don't reproduce doesn't mean you're a failed human. But not having sex regularly, is likely bad.

>>40356924
>I have a solid job. I make decent money. I have my own place, car, a pet; blah blah blah. Even have enough money to travel the world some.
so much of my life is hampered by a severe lack of money i fucking hate it. if i had these things i would have no problems getting everything else I wanted.

>>40356894
Hand out MAGA stickers in front of the gym

>>40357055

>I want to get a house
>have enough to make a down payment, but don't earn enough PER year numerically to qualify for an FHA loan
>have enough to go for my masters and pay completely out of pocket without taking any loans, and be debt free in and out of school
>but that would wipe out my 1 year's OH SHIT fund.

I have enough money to do certain things, but not enough money that I can do certain things and still be confident that if I lose my job, I wouldn't be utterly fucked. It's a shitty kind of catch-22.

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>>40355424
Thin, cute with short hair
Plump lips
Likes anime so we have something to talk about
What hurts is that I know her and I'll never get her

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My gf doesn't lift and I recently have been eyeing a gym cutie who might be eyeing me back. I feel like my gym persona is entirely different than my outside-gym persona, so I might be able to do enough moral gymnastics to pull this off, but I don't know. I think if I get a hard enough crush on another girl, I'll be able to justify breaking up with non-lift gf.

Had to break it off with fwb, but we were both getting emotionally attached. He's not taking it well and I feel like a piece of shit.

I'll only do females here on out.

>>40357118

>have gf

Faggot, you're so lucky. Have you even tried convincing her to lift?

>>40351867
>>40352743
Accept your feelings and lurk /pol/. You will find solace in acknowledging impure girls as not worth your time.

On the other hand, just start objectifying women more and view them as your tools for pleasure. Don't take it so personally.

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>her new bf is better looking than you
I shouldn't have checked her profile

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>>40351703
>want a gf
>I never even try to get one

why do i do this

>>40357148
Yeah, but she's poor af and works minimal hours, so she can't afford gym. She only ever wants to try harder when she knows I feel like dumping her ass. Otherwise, she's very supportive and we get along like best friends. She's kind of a retard gf and won't be able to survive without me.

>tfw grow up on anime wanting to have a cute weak gf to defend, and then when u get it, the reality of the situation is bad

>>40351867
Males valued virginity in women since the begging of humanity.

What you're feeling is normal and justified.

Just learn to undo the modern marxist brainwash us modern males have been exposed to.

>>40352203
Drink a couple gallons of unfiltered apple juice

>>40357118
and faggots on /fit/ say it is only women who jump the boat as soon as a better one comes along lol mate either dump her now or stay with her and stop eyeing up other women

>>40357185
She's probably being a vapid whore. She'll be asking herself why she dumped you when she realizes her new Chad is a piece of shit still in between jobs.

>>40357195

>poor af

If you aren't, cover her membership.

>>40357148
>this

I started mine with Olympic lifting, now she's on a high performance lifting team

>>40351973
Honestly I don't blame you at all mate for your 2 inch penis, that has to fucking suck but listen it isn't the penis that is letting you down, it is you mate the best thing to do is build a relationship with someone first and introduce it when you know she isn't a bitch a few months down the line, you just have to play the long game with a woman of your choice and then you can explain the situation, most women are understanding anon especially if that is literally the only thing wrong with you, you just need to fight off this insecurity anon.

>>40357243
I feel like I would be enabling more of her deplorable behavior.

Also, then she would be able to see me spying cuties.

>>40357085
dude don't worry about getting a house until you actually need that shit (ie in a relationship for a couple years and want to move in together/have kids)
stay in your shitty apartment and rent out the other room to some other neet that never leaves his room
just work on growing that nest egg for when you need it and start a IRA or invest or something with the rest

fuck i need a real job

>>40351973
Knew an average looking guy who had a micropenis, would joke about it in the lockerroom and got with some pretty hot women in his lifetime, he was just confident in his other abilities I guess (like oral).

>>40357345
>>40357300
This. It's simple, mico-anon:

When you get them to the bedroom, only a real ghetto thot would actually walk out after seeing your peen.

As for an actual girlfriend, your peen will weed out the girls that don't actually love you. You'll be fine dude.

>>40353231
this is why when girls pull this shit you tell them tell me now or it must not be important. and that you wont care later

they're raising your expectations to cut you down

>>40353247
Holy fuck what a feel. I rarely wear a suit, but everytime I have to, the pants never fit right.

Also
>tfw coming out of "freelancing" and looking for a job

>>40351973
>>40357375
Relationships hurt for everybody and there will be girls who are put off by it. Some will hate it, some won't mind, and some might be actually into it.
All it means is you will have to work a bit harder anon, it won't make people disrespect you or think less of you.

DISCLAIMER: When I say people won't disrespect you I mean actual people, not ghetto trash who link the size of a dick with the character of a man. You're going to get hurt but let me tell you baby girl you're gonna make it, give the girl the ol' natty lickaroo and then fuck her hard with the intention of getting yourself off, she already had her fun.

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>>40357097
don't remind me

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failed all my january exams and going in for SLAP tear surgery in a week with 8 weeks until i can move my arm and months of physio after. im not gonna make it