Alcohol gains goblin

>>40073996
Misery, hate, and regret. Welcome.

>>40073996
how much did you drink/ what were the health consequences?

no useful answer to your question, but good luck anon

Basically you're going to fail

But in between when you stop and when you fail, you tried to do things to fill the time

When you're drunk next and hating yourself, you might look back on those moments and think that you enjoyed doing those things

Every time you stop drinking, you'll spend more time doing things and you'll cherish the memories even more next time you're drunk and despondent

Eventually you prefer doing things over getting hammered

>>40074040

Went from drinking 10 beers at the weekend to drinking that twice a week. Then I started daytime drinking as well, lost home (divorce) so started drinking every night with more on weekends. Used it during the day as an escape from reality, lawyers letter came through the door? I'd down a couple beers to work up the courage to open it and find out what else I'd lost. Started drinking before and after each work day, then started drinking on shift as well. At this point I was drinking pretty much every day. This went on for a couple more months and then my liver swelled up to the size of a football, hurt like fuck too, had to stop or I'd eventually die.

>>40073996
Buddhist monks don't drink or anything and they're literally the happiest people on the planet. Not saying you have to be a Buddhist monk, but maybe see what they do that works for them. Some of them are former alcoholics and druggies, so they have experience on both sides.

It's better to spend your times enjoying things that don't get progressively worse or trying to and every now and then take the time to reflect on the fact the things you now choose to enjoy won't bring you the guaranteed misery of alcohol

I don't understand the needing alcohol meme

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>>40073996
>Life is so boring
Maybe you are boring.

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>>40074073
me too

>>40074060
>buddhist monks are happy
Stop here, apathy != happiness.
Enjoying life with highs and lows is not the same as having an emotional life as flat as Keira Knightley.
Just try to not harm yourself.

>>40073996
Alcohol is such a shitty drug, I don't understand how people get addicted to it.

Sure, a couple of drinks might lighten the mood a bit but I stopped liking drinking beyond that when I got older than 20-22. The hangover is never worth it. Even when you drink plenty of water and eat before bed you wake up the next day with zero energy and a slight depression.

Maybe it's because I'm not single though, used to have quite some fun going clubbing and hitting on sluts and alcohol definitely helped with that

>>40073996

If getting shitfaced is the only thing that makes your life enjoyable then maybe your life is just kinda pathetic? No offense senpai.

>>40074058

That all happened in a couple of months? That doesn't sound strictly alcohol related, most alcoholics drink a lot more than you did for 10+ years before they kill their liver.

>>40073996
You're still experiencing mental withdrawls, boredom/irritation/never feeling content is part of the process. Do things you enjoy and time is the only thing that can make it better.

>>40073996
>being a drunkcuck
>in (Current year)