I feel wrong, unworthy, and I have the temptation of disappearing for three or for months, work out, think on myself, and come back smarter and bigger. Worthy. But it may be just an illusion, maybe everything will be the same, and I just want to dissapear because of cowardice. Could it ork? Totally fit related.
You'll come out stronger and with more book-smarts but will end up socially autismo. You decide what's more important
>>39872235
just lift, go to school or work, be a normal human being. fuck all the degenerate things like drugs and alcohol.
I try cocoon mode once in a while, cut contact with a group of friends and try to focus on myself, but the thing is it never lasts more than a month. And by then I just have a new group of friends I'm now doing different stuff with. Just kinda shifts my priorities around and I'm back where i started.
Gains are there tho. Got my Degree and pretty fit, after last cocoon rand a semi marathon. Might do a full one this summer too.
>>39872235
Try to remember to interect with people a bit, even though you've cut out friends and family
>>39872235
spend the weekends in isolation and keep a habit of working out daily