Are you happy with your life anon?

>>39557263
No,I'm suicidal.
I lift to feel less depressed about myself but it just doesn't help,I don't know what to do anymore...

>>39557282
Maybe lift a lil bit more

No, I sincerely want to die. CPAP tubing came in the mail yesterday, helium tank (legit one, not diluted shit) should be here next week.

>>39557291
What?

>>39557263
Yes and no.

I've found a great girl who really looks out for me and even knowing i had a bad day would stop whatever she is doing to cheer me up.

On the otherhand my disposable income is reducing because I am refinancing my mortgage and in exchange for paying a bit more a month I can shave several years off my loan. Add that and 20% of my income going towards my 401K and 10% going towards stock shares, I'm feeling even more confined as to what i am able to spend my money on.

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>>39557263
No.

My parents are rich and I have never lifted a finger in my life in terms of making money and being successful. Everything is already given to me. The only thing I have is lifting and reading literature.

big 3 stats anon?

>>39557263

No. I fell into depression four years ago, attempted suicide two years ago. I've clawed my way back from that pit and am stable, but not happy.

>>39557291
wish i had the balls to go through with it. i honestly don't know what's keeping me from doing it because i literally have nothing

No. If I was, I wouldn't be on 4Chan.

>>39557263
After spending 3 years of my life not socializing with anyone at uni iv started again and met some people who have reaffirmed some faith in humanity while iv been away on exchange, bit sad to leave them but at least i know people who i can relate to exist.

Iv also suddenly got motivated to lift, and even if its for selfish reasons at least im a bit healthier.

So overall, pretty happy. Still no gf though.

>>39557547
Being on 4chan has nothing to do with a good or bad life

Happy in fleeting moments, existential crisis like always, feel numb and like Im just going through the motions most days with a brief laugh here and there to myself, I should be happy but I always see the storm on the horizon and I know that even though things are calm right now that storm is coming so it never lets me be fully peaceful or truly happy

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>>39557263
>RIP ETA(M)