/CBT/ Anxiety edition

>>39550605
I wanna wife this girl, if that helps.

>>39550605
Why did you lie about your age in the first place

>>39550605
why even lie about your age? it's a 3 year difference?

>>39550605
Height/weight in beginning and end?

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>>39550633
>>39550644
Because I didn't wanna tell her I'm such a failure, or was. I'm trying to make it now.
>>39550652
Around 150lbs, I'm around 156lbs now. Clean bulking around 300kcal surplus.

>>39550679
Are you like 5'6''

>>39550679
You still didn't say what your age has got to do with any of that.
Anyway after reading that convo I'm gonna need to inject some creatine and die.

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>>39550777
lmao, 179cm.

>>39550931
oh wow reminds me of my high school relationship you're in for a treat OP, just be honest from now on

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>>39550818
I lied to her about my age, that's it. I don't wanna lose her senpai.

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I've checked out of lifting desus. I hit my goal and I'm not into anymore. It's literally a chore to get out of bed to lift.

Anyways, I hate waiting for money to reach my goals. It's always 2 weeks I get this much and pay that off. It's stupid to worry about but I'd rather fast forward to debt free and skip my life right now

>>39550970
I will.

To add more context, I finger blasted her on the first date, and she blew me too. But she felt bad afterwards and I did too. She's had one bf when she was 16 for a few months. I've just hooked up with slags and that's it.

>>39551067
>one boyfriend when 16
>blows you first date

boy are you naive

>>39551089
I'm really forward brah, like I'll attempt to fuck every chick on the first date. And it's worked for the most part. She didn't wanna fuck, like she got on top of me and we were in my car, but she's like she hasn't fucked in four years and got really emotional.

>>39550931
You talk to her like you're kids

>>39550931
What the fuck
How can anyone be this beta

>>39551150
how the fuck am I supposed to talk to her?
>>39551154
I've already completely exposed myself to her and this shit is killing me. Don't even wanna go to the gym.

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Before, at 195 lbs (bad pic, but I was too self conscious to take pics of my body so I dont have any)

>>39550605
Awesome pics. Great size. Look thick. Solid. Tight. Keep us all posted on your continued progress with any new progress pics or vid clips. Show us what you got man. Wanna see how freakin' huge, solid, thick and tight you can get. Thanks for the motivation.

>>39551185

Like a man not a child.

Not fedora tipping or anything but women want a man not a boy... act like one?

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>>39551206
170 lbs after 4 months of cutting without lifting, and 1.5 months of lifting at maintenance calories. Not much yet, but the explosive noob gains are great.

>>39551223
Height? Nice progress, keep it up

>>39551185
Idk, maybe like you want to her to respect you and not think you're a 16 year old stuck in a grown man's body.

>>39551223
apart from the gyno, I'm looking pretty similar rn.

What routine are you running?

>>39551233
5'9" ;_;
But thanks bro. I just wish I lifted when I was cutting so I didn't lose nearly 12 lbs of lean mass in the process.

>>39551258
I'm 5'9 as well, been cutting from 185 to now around 170. Want me to throw up a pic?

Don't worry about what you could have done differently, the important thing is that you have learned. Lifting is a long game

>>39551246
Its not gyno as far as I can tell, and my mother agrees as she has done many surgeries on gyno in the past.
As far as routine, I have no idea. I only have access to a good gym through my school's weight training and conditioning class. We just find our 1rm for several lifts, and the instructor plugs them into a computer to give us a week by week, day by day exercise plan including what lifts, what weight, what reps, etc. Its great for people like me who are too lazy to calculate my own progressive overload.

your texts between each other are cringy as fuck
you are both fucking autistic
congrats on your first relationship

>>39551274
Go for it, thats what the threads for after all. What is your protein intake looking like? MFP tells me 114g, but my nutritionist tells me around 75g. All for maintenance at 2210 cal per day.

>>39551185
complete bullshit
Suicide is the only answer anon

>>39551289
I know I have the tism, that's why I like her so much. She's got a touch of it too.
>>39551237
I was all formal initially but she started talking about feelings and shit and my spaghetti went everywhere.

>>39551335
You remind me of my first relationship, when i was 15. And I'm saying that as a diagnosed aspie.

>>39551335
You're retarded, congratulations
I'm not sure who has more estrogen here

>>39551335
I think it's sweet.

Dont listen to these nasty boys. Live your life and be happy with who you are.

You're going to die one day, and so is everybody you love.

>>39550605
I will always be more impressed by someone showing full frontal than some gay half twist like in your most current pic.

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no bully pls

>>39551429
Thanks, I'm in love with this girl.

>>39551915
You jelly of my mastering of half twists and lighting?

>>39550679
*than

>>39550605
Im spitballing here because im a pretty reliable and honest autist, but get drunk together and tell her. You will both be in an emotional state tell her you went full retard and laugh it off, be honest as hell and just do it.