Binge eating for a recovering anorexia

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Hi /fit/.
I am recovering from anorexia and wanted your opinions on binge eating

Basically I am recovering anorexic. In September my BMI was 14.2, and now it is 16.5.

I am trying to eat 2800 calories per day and gain 1lb per week but the problem is that I keep going on binges where I become ravenous and cannot stop eating. This happens once or twice per week.

Today for example I ate from the Chinese

1 pot of Vermicelli Noodles
A Chicken Curry with fried rice
6 egg rolls
2 hot and sour soups
4 wonton soups
A piece of cake

Last Saturday I ate 5 large pizzas

2 Weeks ago I ate 4 large pots of Ben and Jerry ice creams.

I can't stop and can't fight the urge. It is hurting my gains and attempts to gain muscle. For example I was at the gym last Thursday and through the window saw a half eaten McDonalds burger in the bushes so went and ate it. Then I noticed someone in the gym watching me so felt too ashamed to go back and instead went to McDonalds and ate 1/2 of the items on the value menu and a McFlurry.

Has anyone else here recovered from anorexia and experienced a similar issue? Will this hunger subside? Sometimes I am so hungry that I take a bag of dried fruit to the gym and eat it on the treadmill which has lead to me accidentally stomping dates onto the treadmill and having to hide it.