Saturday night feels

>been up since 7am doing nothing but playing guitar
>bored out of my mind, can't compose anything decent.
>cutting, usually eat my boredom away, that's why I'm 300 fucking pounds.
>no friends in the city I'm in.

A- At least I have a gf?

>>39392579
how to get weight.
ultra supersanic speed metabolism fag here

>>39392637
liquid calories

>>39392627
pls share secret to getting gf
[spoiler]im very lonely[/spoiler]

>>39392667

Not being turbo autismo. Dating sites help alot, you can fake confidence on them pretty easy.

Pick up a couple hobbies, bitches love a dude with things that occupy their time. Persoanlly I enjoy wood working and music, which are both satisfying and the ladies love it.

Pretty easy senpai. Much easier than this fucking cuuutttt

>>39392637
Eat you skelly, take olive oil shots before sleep

>2 months drug and alcohol free
>no more friends since sobriety
>dont do anything other than work, excercise, vidya
>excercise and vidya starting to get boring
>havent left house in 2 days nor seen a person other than through the window

I dont talk to anyone anymore, and i work by myself for the most part so no co-workers to talk too. I think I'll go to the bar tonight.

>>39392702
How do i set up a dating profile without having basically any pictures from the last 6 years of myself?
I have no pictures of hanging with friends (as i have basically none), so how do i get picture that's good?

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>tfw just failed an online test

On the bright side I have a couple of girls of uni that I'm gonna pursue

>>39392742
The literal best thing you can do is just force yourself to go out to do something. I doubt you have zero connections to other humans so try to make plans with anyone you know. Worst case join a sport or club or something and make friends

>>39392745

I know this is going to sound dumb, but it doesn't have to be good. A cheesy cringe worthy selfie is good enough. Just gotta get your foot in the door man. Doesn't have to be the world's most epic photo.

Also, skim women's profiles, then make custom banter based on them. Hellos don't get replies, they like puns though. Reminds them of dad or some shit. You can apply this same logic to irl encounters too.

>>39392788
Yeah it just sucks going out to somewhere that isnt the boxing gym. I cant even go to the grocery store anymore without having the urge of drinking or popping a couple downers. Anxiety gets through the roof since i quit and hasnt gotten any better

>>39392579
literally me
also, op pic is literally my phone background

getting literally paranoid right literally now

>>39392830
See a therapist, you sound like you're depressive from the addictions. It sounds like a meme, but your perceptions are more powerful than reality, and a professional can help you shift your perceptions in a more productive way. Also it's better than going completely insane from social isolation.

You'll make it brah just don't go back to drinking and drugs

>start uni and get feels for this average QT
>remember that women will only hurt you
>will myself into not being into her before anything bad happens
>feel bad because maybe this time it would have been different

Now that I got my faggot feels off my chest how y'all doing?

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>lets meet up
>message seen
>nothing

>>39392742
go outside man
it's important

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>Saturday night feels

Oh you have no idea the feels I have at this moment. The fucking feels I have. The fucking rage that is building up inside.

I fucking hate myself, I fucking hate my fucking ugly face and I hate that I'm on the fucking autism spectrum. It's bad enough being an ugly fuck, but no, let's make this one a fucking social retard. Let's give him no fucking chance at being good with women. Let's just fuck his shit up. Oh and by the way, no talents either. You're gonna have to work hard for everything as well, if you even manage to dig into your soul and find out what it really is you fucking want to do with your shitty, boring, apathetic, failure ridden fucking life. Every single fucking thing your try to do will be a gigantic failure because you're too fucking weak to actually stick with it.

I seriously feel like punching the fucking wall right now. I have nowhere to discharge this fucking shit. I'm so fucking mad at everything right now I don't even know if I should be fucking alive. This world was not made for me. I'm fucking weak, ugly and mentally disturbed. I'm fucking sick of this fucking shit. And no I don't care that other people have it worse. This is me right now, this is what I am. I'm fucking

SICK OF ALL THIS SHIT

I TRAIN FOR 6 MONTHS AND MY ARMS ARE ALREADY FUCKED UP
I DIDN'T ASK FOR THESE GENETICS. AM I NOT ALLOWED TO EVEN BE RIPPED? IS THIS MY FUCKING DESTINY. YES I'M MAD AS FUCKING HELL.

>>39392870
>not at least trying
The end result of rejection is the same as what you're getting now so what do you actually have to lose?

This meme that women are out to get you has gotta stop. Women won't fix your life, that shit's up to you, but everyone deserves a romantic partner at some point, including autists like you.

>>39392745
pics with animals

>woman I love hates me
>is fucking another dude as we speak
>won't even talk to me
>thinks I'm trash
>literally changed myself for the better mentally, physically, and financially just so she'd talk to me again
>still won't even give me time of day

what do I have to do lads? I've spent the last two years trying to forget her, but it jsut won't work. Every tim ei fuck anyone I just lose it because i think of her. I've tried drugs, drinking, hobbies, bitches, lifting, hell even almost dying like twice. Nothing gets rid of her, and I hate it. I hate her, but love her, it drives me insane.

>>39392913
You sound like you can do better than her bruv

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>>39392870

Doing great, still trying to move up from a DYEL normie. I'm less than a year into lifting and am close to 1/2/3/4 except my bench because I need to suck it up and lift harder. My squat/dead is higher because I fell for the memes and because I've been running for a few years so I had reasonable calves.

My bf% is probably higher than 20% though which is a bit unpleasant. I'd never bulked before and I probably overdid it.

>>39392913
If you're still obsessed with her, you've clearly not completed your quest for mental gainz

You're clearly trapped in your perception, because otherwise you'd see that you're acting like a fag. Do psychs or find a shrink, and don't forget to be proud of all the progress that you've made without her

>>39392956
Senpai I don't know if I can or not but that's not the deal. This bitch has been stuck with me for fucking EVER. it drives me crazy how many random mixed emotions I get from her, and the only thing that calms me down is drinking heavily or talking to her.

I use the rage that I get from knowing she's fuckin a dude or ignoring me to pick up everything I have. I hate this.


>>39392969
Tell me what I must do anon. I want to be cured. Save me from my chains or give her to me. I'll burn this fuckin world down for either.

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why am I so bad with girls?

I don't even try hard, I have plenty of hobbies and interests that fill out my day. Shit isn't even something my life revolves around. I just cant connect with people.

>birthday is tomorrow
>broke up with 9.5/10 i was seeing
>wont talk to me
>blocked on every social media possible
>wont answer calls
>have no friends
>every girl i message doesn't respond
>only look forward to pinning my tren and lifting every day
>been 4 days, havent received a single snapchat or facebook message from anyone
>have done absolutely nothing for my bday
>no one has mentioned a single thing about it

why do i even live?

>>39392979
She's gone senpai, forever. It seems impossible but you need to accept that. Once you do, you'll realize that every thought that you have about her being gone is unproductive, and hopefully you'll start to be conscious about when you think about her and start to change.

As I said to >>39392830 your perceptions are stronger than your realities, and you're clearly boxed in by the thought that you'll never escape her. A therapist has studied people's thought patterns for years and can help you learn to control your thoughts and emotions to becoming more productive and eventually accepting the fact that she's gone. People also say that psychedelics help with perceptions, but I don't do drugs so I can't speak from personal experience.

>>39393042
I've given up on getting her back man, I know she's gone forever. I've ignored the idea of her for as long as I ever can and even told myself countless times that I'm done. Yet here I am again, fucking dragging myself back just to hear anything.

I wish i could just get a lobotomy desu or something to help me forget the past five years of my life.

>>39392868
Thanks brah, I don't like therapists so maybe I'll just try to focus more on my boxing. The idea of competing again is the only thing that keeps me somewhat sane

>>39393017
>I just cant connect with people.

I know that feel.

>>39393079
I seriously recommend that you get past any biases you have about therapists. They're the only ones who've studied how people think, and the only ones who can help you change it. If you've had bad experiences in the past with them, then keep looking, because there are ones out there that can change your life.

Happiness isn't an emotion, it's a skill. To be happy, you need to train yourself to process information in a way that's productive and healthy. Learn how to do this, or I guarantee the depression will start to eat away at all of your hobbies until you don't enjoy them anymore.

>>39392895
holy fuck. i lost it senpai sorry 'im saving this shit

i feel you though

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>>39392895
At least you aren't a manlet

>>39393158
I'm 6'1, so what? Plenty of handsome manlets are destroyed pussy out there. Meanwhile, I'm shitposting on 4chan and watching music videos.

>>39393189
Same here, do you at least have a job/study where you can focus on? I mean if you work hard or study will and good to the gym often while training with a good plan your effort will pay off.

Betray it from this perspective:
For normal people saturday night is their best night because they can party, but on the other hand they are messed up for the rest of the week.
For us every day should be our best day, love lifting weights love eating, and you will have sucess you can do it anon!

>>39393189

If it helps you feel better I'm 300lbs and just ordered a pizza and wings. Saturday night, no friends, no self control.

Lets make a suicide pact senpai a lam

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>>39392895
And you realize you were fighting against yourself the entire time because you were dealt a really shitty hand while everyone else has pairs and flushes and they don't even try to bluff..

>>39393461
*need to bluff

>>39393269
>300lbs and just ordered a pizza and wings
mirin that bulk

you must be strong as fuck, though

>>39392579
Just went to a party last night and got drunk for the first time in a year and a half.
First time I've ever been drunk with a gf in my life, and the guilt that I'm feeling right now is killing me.
I'm too flirtatious for my own good. Too many times last night I had to inform other women that I have a girlfriend after I'd spent 5 minutes tuning them. Is it Alpha to feel guilt when you're not 100% by your woman?
sorry if typing is fucked up i just woke up.

>>39393474

Nope. 1Plate bench. Not even joking.
Can't squat without tipping like the kool aid man.
I can deadlift 180.

Just a pos.

>>39393621

Nah, first year dating my gf at a party I wouldn't shut the fuck up about her, dropped my phone in the grass and passed out in my van.

It's normal. Lol

>>39392637
Count your calories. I bet you're only eating like 1900 calories a day

>>39393832
it was super difficult at one stage.
I spoke to this Middle Eastern girl for a bit, and shit was kinda nice, she was easy 10/10.
Her friends got in the way to 'protect' her from me.
Couple minutes later while I was dancing with some buds, she comes over and asks to dance with me.
We danced for a while and then she started gettin all up on me, booty and all.
Then I told her I had a gf.
Then she stormed off.
Cant even explain the feels that put me through. 7 months ago I would have fucked that.

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>>39393019
No that's great. Looks like you have good time to meditate.
Wish I didn't have these fucking loud monkeys as roommates so I could meditate everyday. It's driving me crazy

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My mother that I haven't talked to since new years has been messaging me on fb for months, blocked her so I shouldn't be getting any message notification but I got it today for some reason. Read through all of it, and the more I read it, I learned that the happy mother and families that I used to have is gone.

I'm surrounded with good people now with my two hedgehogs so I'm aight, but made me have the feels.

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>gym bro and I went for workout tonight
>neither of us have gf's
>see gym is empty
>poke fun at ourselves
>"Why would anyone with a life go to the gym on a Saturday night haha"
>"Haha..."
>we both suddenly feel down
>we both work out without saying anything

>>39394163
how is this a struggle

>>39394324
This makes me want to have a gym bro. Hung out with a girl today so possible gf tho so pree good

>>39392895
>And no I don't care that other people have it worse.

Your problems are real.

Your life, the shit you endure, is one of the hardest things for me to wrap my mind around. How can any one person be dealt such a shitty hand while others have enough good looks, talent, and wealth for five separate people? There can't be a god because why would they curse someone so harshly?

I empathize hard with you bro.

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>>39394324
>TFW gymbro quits because of GF

>>39392579
Why does everything tie back to God? Why should I have to submit myself to God while other people just get everything without it? They don't have to. Why do other people seemingly have all the things I don't and no real problems? They don't have to think about it. It just happens. Why do I have to work for it? They're handsome. They've been given girlfriends and are slowly chipping away at lucrative careers.

Why can't I live a life without begging and bargaining? Why can't I escape all the indignation?

Why am I constantly at odds with my shame and my anxiety? My ugliness and sloth?

Why haven't you acknowledged my work and suffering? Why can't you open just one of the countless doors that could help me escape from this?

What is wrong with me?

>115 out of 125lbs lost
>Will get to my goal weight before new years
>Booked a consult with a specialist for excess skin removal
>No matter how many people tell me how much better i'm looking, I still don't see it
>Think people are making fun of me for working out so much

I think I need to work out what drove me to over-eat in the first place, it still seems to be causing problems.

>>39394539
Bro, you have to look at old pictures and a recent picture of yourself. I had the same problem when I was 60 lbs overweight. I lost it all and ended gaining it all back plus 20 more lbs. Thankfully I'm 50 lbs down right now, and I just need to lose 30 more.

>have longstanding crush on guy at gym
>we see eachother all the time but never really talk
>I'm friends with a very cute, outgoing girl who just started going to my gym recently
>today she told me the guy asked her out

She has no idea I've had a terrible case of Oneitis for this guy. Idk if she's gonna go out with him, I didn't ask.

>>39394609
The pictures are a nice reminder of how far i've come, I just can't help but cringe when I look at them though. I suppose more time at my goal weight would allow me to adjust.

>tfw in love with a woman who has a kid

fuck me. I'm so shallow, but its a big deal to me. She treats me like a fuckin king, the sex is literally incredible, perfect personality, shes fuckin beautiful... but fuck me..

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>>39392895
Kek

>>39392895
Hey, at least you did a great job writing this post.

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>down to 270 from 333
>bumped into a friend from HS (was like 310 back then)
>hey man you look different, not thinner or fatter but you look taller or something
>tfw

Welp i know i'm still a lardass but i was at least expecting a "hey man u lost some weight?" or something

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> Move from a third world shithole to the US for college
> Dont have any friends because I dont know how to small talk
> Couldnt make friends despite playing intramural soccer
> Only non soccer,lifting interest is anime
> Cant make any friends in Anime club because I dont fit in there
> Literally 0 friends in a whole fucking new country
> Girls have come on to me but I cannot hookup because it doesnt feel right (ty conservative society)
> This girl I have a huge fucking crush on has a girlfriend (Hope its a phase)
> Today my mum sent me a text asking me how I was doing
I dont think I can hold on any longer

>>39392870
How the fuck do you will yourself to not like somebody?
As a homo, I try to keep myself from getting attached to straight guys but it happens time after fucking time. I tell myself "this will be bad. You're gonna be upset you fucking retard" and soon enough I'm thinking about him every day, even after I hear about the multiple bar sluts he fucks on the regular. What's your secret anon

>>39394846
What uni / area?

>>39394785
hey, at least the little dude is smiling in that pic

>>39394869
UMN twin cities
The Minnesota nice thing fucks with my brain senpai

>>39394887
I go to UW-Whitewater in Wisconsin, would kick it with you if I lived a state over mate.
What part about it fucks with you? I grew up with this shit so maybe I can give you some advice

>>39392895
I bet you aren't even ugly, anon

>>39393065
breh, I had oneitis for six fucking years on this chick.
it gets better i promise.
you should take shrooms.

>>39394768
Fuck that dude.
There is nothing wrong with raising that child if the woman is good.

By being a father to that child, you are DIRECTLY changing that child's life for the better.
Children raised by single mothers are way more likely to have awful lives, to get into drugs, crime, to have mental issues, to go jail.

While I understand the whole "cuck" worries about raising another mans child, providing for and raising a child who would otherwise not have a father is an incredibly positive thing to do.

>>39395007
Okay
so a bunch of stuff
When girls smile at you does it mean they like you or is it just courtesy? where I am from its the former,you dont smile if you dont know them/are interested
Why does everyone say thanks? Why cant I just show gratitude non verbally? would that be rude?
Small talk is a problem too and I just sperg out I dont know if you can help me with that

>>39395124
not him, but its most likely just courtesy.
Its a cultural difference, people in that area are overly polite for the most part
you come to either coast, people wont smile at you

>>39395124
Smiling is common courtesy but it depends on the context. Usually we only smile at each other if we are passing by in a hallway or on a street. Just joke around with her a bit and see if she laughs and is open to the idea of you.
Saying thanks is just a social convention and it wouldn't necessarily be rude to show your gratitude without saying anything, especially if it looks like you are a foreigner. It's just something you get used to if you grow up in it and it's a way of humbling yourself.
Small talk I don't quite know what advice I can offer you there, just remember that there is really no difference between people based on gender. Pretend you are talking to one of your male friends and you'll do just fine. Loosen yourself up and joke around.
Do you live in the dorms? Talk to people on your dorm floor or go hang out in the rec room. If you drink you can also go to bars; people in Wisconsin are very friendly and open to meeting new people and I'm positive it's no different in Minnesota.

I'm going to sleep now, but good luck and I hope at least one part of that response helps you my friend.

>>39395096
I really needed to hear this man, thanks a ton.

I grew up without a father so I get it. Honestly besides that, my big fear is I wont "love" the kid, and not only that, but I dont want to be a father, I guess I want that "Go out whenever want/ spend nights alone at the beach" type of relationship as well.

But i really do appreciate the words. And youre right.

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>>39395141
>>39395351
Thanks familia

>>39395410
no problem.
How old is the kid?

Yeah it makes for a totally different dynamic, but you got babysitters and stuff for the occasional night out.
If shes worth it, shes worth it.

>>39394635
Oosh that's harsh lmao

>>39395423
somewhere between 7-9? Hes older, and I think thats better, but its just I dont know how to do that ya know.

>>39395543
Oh damn, that is older.

Its a big decision man but in the end its your choice, and I wouldn't fault you for bailing.

If you decide to stay, just focus on treating him with a level of respect that you probably wouldnt show your own child. I am not saying kowtow, but you arent suddenly his dad and building a relationship of mutual respect takes time.

>>39395124
smile at any one who simles at you or looks into your eyes

>>39395558
Do you think thats worse? I think I kind of prefer it to an actual baby. That would seem so fresh or something.

I'll think hard about it. I feel terrible because I have strong feelings for her, and she for me and its at the point where she is so emotionally invested in me that saying I wouldnt want a relationship would be terrible for her mentally... Although Ive said its not what Im looking for.

I just dont want to waste her time.

>>39395589
>worse
no, its just different.
If the child is under three, then you pretty much become dad via default because they dont know another father, or lack thereof.
It does mean you get to sidestep a lot of the more annoying phrases of infants and young children, and hes not old enough to be angsty just yet.

I totally get that but its life man. Sometimes things dont work out and sometimes they do.

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I fell to temptation and called my ex. We thought of maybe going to the movies or something. Did I fucked up? Please help.

>>39395613
Well that depends. How was your relationship with her? And how did it end?

>>39395612
Thanks man, I appreciate the talk. Its been eating at me for a few months now.

>>39395619
No problem dude.
I wish you luck.

>>39392579
>4 years since highschool ended
>still have a weird crush on that one girl in highschool that I eventually embarrassed myself in front of
>no new friends and almost no social life
>no girls I meet these days interest me

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>>39395617

I think it was a good relationship, we never had fights, maybe a little passive on her side and insecure on mine.

Brake up was sad. I told her I didint love her anymore. I was lost in emotions and chased after her, we had sex and we tried again, but it kinda didint work and we both ended really sad.

I'm afraid to do the same again, I know I want sex but i'm afraid of being rejected, or if we do, I'm afraid of fucking things up all over again.

>>39395644
>>39395613
Then it can't be that bad anon

Just try to play it cool and go for it

>>39395644
Yea doesn't sound too bad, may as well give it another shot. Just try and be more mature about it this time

>>39395057

nigga are you serious? that's the exact same thing that happened to me that i did. 6 goddamn years, then i took some shrooms and figured it out. must've been how a turd feels when being unleashed from the asshole.

>>39395713
to be completely honest, the shrooms helped but were not the primary factor there.
But yeah, freshman year of highschool all the way through till 2nd year of college.
shoot me in the face.

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>>39395660
>>39395700

Yeah, maybe you're right, thanks

>>39395728

man you're free now, and you had 2 years of college. mine sucked up most of that :S

and yeah, shrooms are the catalyst that allow you to figure the shit out. they're not the thing that fixes it, you just see it from a different perspective on shrooms that really helps you get through it

>>39395748
it was community college, and then I dropped out after year 4, so never really got that college life.

psychs are actually the best though.

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>Be 22
>Dating a qt3.14 for over 3 years
> I was her first sexual experience
>Bedore her I had only gotten blowjobs
>She's pretty awesome, decent body, nice face. Sex is meh.
>My family adores her
>Her family is kind of damaged, so she lives on her own.
Even though things are perfect all I cam think about is fucking other girls.
She's wife material lads.

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>start new job
>thought a coworker was into me
>her car breaks and she mentions her boyfriend is picking her up (aloud, not just to me to ward me off)
>she draws a happy face on my hand with a sharpie randomly

I just want a girlfriend.

>>39393017
women aren't like guys.

You know how you can befriend guys and pal around with them?

Women are women. You have to learn to bullshit with them so they suck your pickle.

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>Meet some chick
>The literal epitome of everything I want from a woman
>Women are my kryptonite
>I can no longer hide under the veil of self-confidence I throw up to hide my autistic self

WHY HAVE THE GODS FORSAKEN ME?

>>39395794
it's a false sense of confidence

God-tier women are hard to come by but you feel that since you secured this one you can just happen to stumble across many more.

Protip: You won't and she'll have upgraded to a new dick within 2 weeks max. Women are ALWAYS in demand. Men are not.

Going out with my friends and hitting a few clubs made me realize how much I dislike myself lol

I'm working on it, but I'll never be successful

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>tfw grew up ugly and autistic
>have become good looking and charismatic
>girls look at me a lot
>make friends with new people everywhere I go
>don't know how to get a girlfriend

>born with shitty loser parents so I have an unfulfilled need of validation and want people to like me
>father is a huge pushover beta
>really just want to feel validated whenever I talk to people
>find myself trying to bring my accomplishments to my parents for a "good job, anon" as though I were a little kid giving them a macaroni drawing because I just want to feel worthy of someone's time

>never had sex and still a virgin
>know I'll never bang a virgin qt and instead have to hit the ground running and this makes me feel less validated

>know feeling inadequate is dumb and essentially being a pussy and that as a man no one is there to catch you and you have to bury this if you want to actually have people, especially women, like you
>tfw don't want to tell anyone this because I'll feel weak and people might try to "reach out to me" and I'll feel patronized

I think a father's daughter is a good example of how good he is as a parent. Right now my sister is in california visiting her fat brony lesbian LDR gf and my sister herself is an asexual bisexual (both).

wew

Got off work at 5. Got some food and played cs. I want more food but I have no money. Going to go to sleep so I can work tomorrow.

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>>39392881
The fk do you do at bars alone. I could go right now but then I'm just that creepy guy drinking alone at the bar.

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>>39396201
Just go to a girl and ask if you could sit with her while you're waiting for your friends, if she says yes you're one step closer. If she asks where your friends are just say something like they might be at another bar or some retarded bullshit.

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>>39392579
Recently found out my ex got into another relationship, 2nd one after we broke up. Still hung up on her and trying to forget. She's a slut but still can't let go. Bright side is I'm meeting with an old friend that had a crush on me and she got hot so I hope that goes well.

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>went to a party tonight
>lot's of people, good party
>get drunk
>music is trash, it's top 40/nigger shit so I simply can't dance to it no matter how hard I try
>leave early, see my friends being successful with girls as an insult to injury
>now I'm drunk in bed waiting for my roommate to finish playing overwatch so I can sleep

I hate it /fit/, I hate being an introvert, I hate being a virgin, I hate That I can't be a normie and enjoy normie things.

>>39396288
This is clearly your own fault and easily solvable with an attitude change. If you fail to find even a little bit of joy in something so many others enjoy (the music), then it's a blunder on your own behalf
Stop being a bitch

>>39396304
But i fucking hate it. It's just niggers screaming obscenities. I would dance my ass off if it was music I like, such as shoegaze or indie shit, but who the fuck is going to play that...

>>39396304
This.

>>39396304
>easily solvable with an attitude change
dude, most rap is trash, bars that play it are shit. was at one last night, as trashy as the fat fucking latinas and black dudes who were preying on them.

>>39392579
You fell for the "cant date you cuz x" ruse

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>>39396276
I don't think you understand the consequences of what you speak.

>>39396329
Move from arizona then

>>39396434
southern california

I just want a legit EDM scene

>>39392579
finally liked someone for first time in years. I have been hemorrhaging courage just to talk to her.

I keep trying to flirt with her, getting nowhere. Offered her leg rubs (she works out a lot). I got a thank you for the offer end of convo.

:( maybe 2017 will have someone nice for me to fail with.

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has anyone here failed or dropped out of college? I'm in my fifth year and I'm still a junior. I took part time for a while and also dropped a few classes, so I'm very behind. I don't even like my major, so I feel like this will be my last year or semester. I feel like my school is getting close to kicking me out.

If you did leave school, hows life been since you left?

>>39392579

Too autistic to know if any girl has ever liked me 2bh.

>>39392895
Same, except social anxiety instead of autism.

>I seriously feel like punching the fucking wall right now. I have nowhere to discharge this fucking shit.

I use one of those long wooden stretch sticks to hit my chair. I grab it like a sword and smash my chair as hard as I can, over and over until it hurts too much. Use anything that is your property. Hitting walls feels good but if you destroy it's a much bigger trouble, especially if you live on rent. My desktop chair is still standing sturdy but I've split a couple of sticks. I always do it shirtless.

I also scream as I do it, as loud as I can. Metal singing is my hobby so it's pretty fierce. I know the other apartments can hear it but I can't stop; I'm too damaged.

I heave out of exhaustion and seethe out of adrenaline afterwards but at least I didn't kill anyone.

>>39392895

Do something with that anger. Let it drive you to greatness. Every time you stop, remember it and keep going

>>39392637
count. just count everything. Was Skelly, still have super metabolism but put on 10lb in like 3-4 weeks just by counting. lrn to bulk

>>39395838
Shut the fuck up. Why is everyone on this site obsessed with cucks and chads. Go back to r9k

>>39395845
Lachy?

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>finishing exams tomorrow, I think I did pretty good.
>starting the whole lifting thing, I think its going well.
>qt I'm talking to is interested in dating, said she'd been crushing hard for ages.
>says that I'm gorgeous and make her nervous just to be around bc she thinks she'll make a fool of herself.
>going for dinner and a music gig on Wednesday.

These are good feels. These are new feels.
Can I just bottle them up so I dont lose them?

>>39396723
I dropped out 2 years in.

My grandma had cancer so I quit to spend a few months of my time with her until she got better. She did recover after chemotherapy but I was scared shitless for a while.

I wasn't doing too well at university any way, screwed up all my enrolments and did the wrong course for me, not a day goes by where I don't regret dropping out.

My social life has gone to total shit now.

>>39394290
>roider roastie has bad relationship with mom

Gee who would have thought

>>39394290
>raise a child up hoping she would become a successful member of society

>ends up becoming a roiding legbeard who shitposts incessantly on a Mongolian shadowpuppetry forum to attentionwhore

I would be disappointed too.

>uni going great, As errywhere
>lifting going great, hitting new PRs errywhere
>my business is progressing nicely
>just got my motorcycle up and running

however
>no gf
>girl i thought i would see and fuck last night didn't get in touch

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>no job
>only passing 1 class currently
>no gf.
>down to 0 friends again.
At least I can hang out in my garage all day.

>tfw found out girl i used to like but didnt have the balls to ask out actually were into me, but thought she were too fucked up in the head for me to like her

>tfw went too ham during bulk and now im just a fatty fat
>tfw home alone on saturday night again
>tfw I said 2012 would be different

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>>39392702
>wood working
ron swanson approves your manliness

>>39396288
>see my friends being successfull with girls
>leave early
Did you TRY talking to chicks? Did you ask one of your friends to wingman you? Did you go antd hit on said girls friends who are standing around awkwardly while your friends are flirting with their friends?
No?
Then it's on you - don't complain about something not working if you didn't even try to make it wrk.

>>39395054
Nah m8, /soc/ gave me 3s and 5s out of 10

>>39392895
London anon? Come out with me I'll show you how to destroy pussy. It's a numbers game

>>39394862
Personally I just do everything I can to seem unapproachable and avoid any form of social contact. If I happen to get approached I answer with short professional/stale answers.

>>39392895
Where do you live?

>>39398428
I do this but against my will, so to speak. I just deem myself to be too ugly/dumb/stupid to be worthy of a conversation.

>>39398470
Western Europe

>>39396777
Trips O Truth

>>39398482
Paranoid much?

This is the autism, you know.

>>39397515
"It's not a phase mam"
>>39397534
They disappointed me

>>39398520
I know one person who browses /fit/

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>>39398534

>>39392895
excellent future pasta thanks autismo

>me and huge buddy at bar
>Girls all over him
>gets drunker and drunker, telling me "muscles are everything anon"
>Eventually gets so drunk he tells me he's been on steroids for the past year
>Was always saying how bad steroids were and how anybody who used them is a pussy before that
>Offered to train me and guide me through a cycle since i now know his secret.
Feels I might make it

>have lots of female friends
>They all invite me to hang out with them all the time
>None of them want to fuck me
Feels bad

>>39398597
>be into lifting but no where near natty limit (or even really out of dyel mode)
>have a coworker that cycles
>hes buying test for a new cycle, asks if i want any
>sure lets do
did a 16 week test-e 500mg cycle

got garbage back acne, then a gf, and stopped going to the gym and lost all my gains

test is great though, you should do it

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>>39392579
>Finally meet girl i genuinely get along with
>10/10 personality plus intelligent as all hell
>cute enough
>find out she's in love with some guy who seems great and is way further along the life ladder than i am.

Shit, i think i may be getting a oneitis. Not a cuck enough to stop fucking other girls but god damn it do i have shitty timing. I have to sit here and watch this awesome girl just fall to some bro who probably won't goof and will realize how awesome she it.

>tfw girl who I never really thought anything of because I thought she was out of my league because she's a model, turned out she liked me and when I found out and also caught her mirin I sperged everywhere in front of her and everything became awkward, and even after the sperg incident she still tried adding me on facebook

How the fuck do I stop being such a sperg around women who are attractive, the fuck is wrong with me

>>39394007
This.
It's so much easier to gain weight (and eat tons) when you exactly know what you have to eat. It's fun too knowing that you're 100 grams of chips or 2 slices of white bread away from your goal that day desu fampai

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>>39392579
>tfw I said 2016 would be different.
Oh, man...I know that feel.

>tfw I said 2015 would be different
>tfw I said 2014 would be different
>tfw I said 2013 would be different
>tfw I said 2012 would be different

But don't worry, everyone! 2017 is gonna be the year! R-right?

>>39394512
Sounds like you are on the right forum. I too feel like everyone else can get everything easily. gfs, new max reps, grades, jobs etc. I struggle and I still fail. I think some people just got stuck with nightmare difficulty while others got tutorial.

>>39397494
I'm happy for you mang.
Don't cling to those feelings too hard though, or you might lose them. Just "play with it" and everything's gon' be gud fampai

>>39392901
>everyone deserves a romantic partner at some point.

I'm a khhv and I disagree. I don't deserve anyone just by existing. I have to work to be who I want to be and then I have to pursue my dreams. You have to go after what you want in life.

>>39398878
We got the god emperor as our new POTUS so that's a good omen, I suppose?

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>>39394845
Hey, that's like 60 pounds, dude. Good job. Keep going, Anon.

>>39395007
I'm not the Anon you're talking to but I want to tell you that you seem like a kind person.

Suffering is but a small moment in youe lives. Those that suffer in this life shall be repaid ten fold.
Go with god

>>39394862

Well you just have to acknowledge the fact that when you are having feels for someone you are basically sugarcoating that person. It can be kinda hard at first but after a while you remember that she/he is just another human number xxxxxxxxx.

There is no way of saying this without sounding like a edgelord but be rational.

>>39392967

That is pretty good progress, just keep it up and the bench will follow. And imo its better to have weaker bench than squat. Coming from a guy who had 3/3,5/5,5 b/s/dl shit was fucked.

>>39394512
keep pushing. we'll all make it.

To be or not to be?

>will she get back at me?
>i want her
>does she want me as badly as i want her?

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>gym bro introduces me to a cute friend of his
>thinking I have a chance with her since he already has a gf
>find out he broke up with his girlfriend to date her a few days later

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>There is a strong possibility I will never see her again
>I wish I had never met her in the first place so I could stop thinking about her

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>>39399416
>>There is a strong possibility I will never see her again
There is ALWAYS the possibility that you do

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>>39399420
There also is ALWAYS the higher possibility that you don't

>>39399518
Still 50 50

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>>39399420
>There is ALWAYS the possibility that you do

Sad as it sounds that's my motivation for taking care of my appearance; tailoring my clothes, looking after my skin and hair.

>>39392742
i'm in the same boat except i haven't managed to quit drugs and alcohol. got drunk friday and spent outrageous amounts of money on drugs but if i quit drinking and drugs then i won't see my friends/aqcuaintances anymore

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>>39399528
If I see her again, I know won't be able to talk to her even though I've gone over dozens of different conversations in my head and in my dreams. I've sworn to myself that if I see her I would just hug her, like how I always wanted to. Even if it's autistic and borderline sexual harassment in our day. I just want to hold her close to my heart. She was the only source of light in the pitch black darkness.

>>39392895
You are a great writer

>>39392579
>Said 2016 woulde the year!
>Reality check, faggot!
>Grandma die
>Both parents are in denial, but deep down they know they do not love me.
>I told them, "omg anon wtf are you saying"
>All the stress, I cant study well, can't exercise well.

I am 82kg now, only reason why I am not a fat ass is cuz I'm 1,90 m tall

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>>39399675
>if I see her I would just hug her, like how I always wanted to.

Well so long as you greet her first and act gregarious rather than needy i don't think you'll have any problems

>>39392742
>>havent left house in 2 days nor seen a person other than through the window
this is why I keep the curtains closed. Don't even know if its night or day anymore tbhwy sempai

>>39392637
the fact you didnt mention your calorid intake and tdee tells me you are dumb

>dropped out of uni because I basically failed a whole year
>not that big a deal other than social shame, what I like about IT is security and networks and we werent gonna do anything other than 1 exam on it.

>got a job at a tech retail shop, part time, 6 months

>still going to the gym, 9th month. just hit 2pl8 squat, feel pretty gud cos I started as a Lord Skellington

Since I have more free time I got back into self development, I am a turbo autist and I got into this "pua" social circle (they're pretty normie but kinda cool people) so I hope I will make some progress on that front, fired audible and my kindle back up, gonna read some good shit.

>thinking of starting practicing a martial art.
Both because I've really wanted for a long time and because I need a hobby to fill my empty hull of a life.
Bjj caught my attention but it's non-existent here so I guess I'll go with muai thai or kickboxing (gotta do some research), some bros are gonna start too.

>>39392913
>drugs
What kind?
Have you tried going on a psychedelic trip?

>>39392895
Life is like poker, sometimes you get dealt a shitty hand of cards. You have to get creative to win.

>>39395794
The grass is always greener

>>39392579

>do a lot of field work in job
>just want to relax at home but they just keep sending me out
>tfw hotels never have free weights

ALSO NO GF WEEEW

>>39397494
You will make it, Anon.

>>39392745
This is my biggest problem with dating sites. I have absolutely no pictures of myself and refuse to take selfies.

>>39396307
Stop giving a fuck, turn your brain off, and force yourself to enjoy the shit music if it really bothers you this fucking much.
Once you turn your brain off and "live in the moment" you'll be able to actually enjoy the music other stupid ass people enjoy and have easy success w/ women.

Met "the one". She's a premed student at UPenn, smart, sociable, beautiful. Way out of my league. We went ice skating for our first date and it went well. Ended up having a passionate kiss. Didn't text her for a day or two because idle small talk over the phone is bullishit. She messages me about my day, and I respond. Now she won't respond. Making me feel like shit. Gahd.

>>39401063
THERE IS NO THE ONE jesus when will you learn

>>39401094
You don't understand desu. I gave up a qt /fa/ russian foreign exchange student for this chick. The stakes are too high.

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Everybody I have ever met has said appearance wise i'm great, but then I open my mouth and they lose interest.

THEN WHEN I'M QUIET THESE NIGGERS START COMPLAINING "YOU'RE SO QUIET, ITS NOT LIKE YOU. WHATS UP?"

fuck people man.

>>39401103
you just have to understand that there is no ONE girl
there are a LOT OF FITTING girls for you out there

Sperged out a bit on Facebook telling people that if they didn't want trump they should have reached out to his supporters instead of endlessly insulting them. Think I lost a few friends from that.

One I didn't lose is the qt3.14 I've found. She thought it was brave, and I'm falling more for her every day. We're dating, but I'm afraid to make it official just yet since I'm not long out of a relationship.

And I nearly hit 20kg on my weighted chins for 1*5. So good and bad feels bros. We're all gonna make it.

don't you ban me now I'll cut your balls off

>>39399182
feels

>>39401236
>Think I lost a few friends from that.
you lost trash, good fucking riddance
not even a trump supporter myself

>>39398844
MORE OF SPERG INCIDENT! I DEMAND THIS!

>>39399769
Sounds like you don't even lift.

Speaking of which, what the fuck happened to /fit/? I haven't been here in a year and it's so slow and shitty now.

>>39401063
Maybe by not texting her for a day or two, she's playing by the 1-2 day response time precedent you set.
Also pics. Good job anon don't fuck this up bro!

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>>39392579
DEAR GOD I KNOW THAT FEEL

>>39392579
>the level of the bar is high to do squats
>the next level lower is too low

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>>39399416

>tfw this feel but she is six feet under the ground so I know I will never see her again

>>39395429
yeah, is it. i mean there's a sad kind of humor about the whole situation that i can appreciate, but it still sucks.

As soon as she told me, the guy has been a little less attractive to me, but i still think about him. plus i have to see both of them at the gym multiple times a week.

>tfw i'm just waiting for the day she tells me about him finally fucking her like a wild animal and i listen apathetically to every detail

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>>39392579
>went out to bar
>look fresh af, button-up miami style, et. trump in recent trump/farage pic
>had a few drinks to get in the mood
>start shooting pool by myself
>two cuties ask to join
>they bend over table, tits and ass hanging out
>autism kicks in, can't make convo
>they whip my ass at pool
>leave in disgrace after a few games

I can look cool on the outside, but it's nothing but spaghetti inside. Recommended lifts?

>Match with girl this morning on tinder
>Talk all day
>Go to a movie, tell her I need to go as it's starting soon so tell her to send me her number
>She does
>Text her later when I'm out
>She hasn't responded
S-she will, r-right?

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My friend told a girl I've been going out with lied and said that I was talking shit on her. She proceeded to send me angry texts and then made out with and probably fucked him.

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>>39392579
This thread makes me feel bad. :(

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>meet a qt succubus at work
>we click, shit's all fun
>22, married, has a kid
>"not her type"
>don't wanna corrupt a chick to cheat on her man, presuming she'll just repeat it

all the stars are misaligned
why the fuck did I have to meet her in the first place...

>>39404467
he is not your friend then. You are better off without him

>>39404533
Yup I sure am better off left bitter and more untrusting of women while being excluded from my group of friends and excluded from any going out or parties.
Boy I sure am better off.

>>39404556
he did that for a reason obviously, you shouldnt want to be anywhere near him

and if your friends know what happened and choose him over you they werent your friends either, sorry to tell you

when you grow out of your teenage years and stop worrying about parties youll understand

>>39398216

Kek

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>have a cool girlfriend of three years
>she's nice, likes most of my friends, they like her, etc.
>only problem is we broke up the first time we dated for like 4 months
>every time we do something I think of what it would be like/how much better it would be with a different girl

why am i like this

someone kill me or help me pls

>>39404556
>Selling your principles for friends/women/anything

From now on, your family is your only friend. I've been on this Earth long enough to know that real principled men are almost extinct. Chances are you won't run into one for a while, but when you do, you'll know; a good friend is like, and sometimes even closer than family.

Until then, ride one deep and don't take shit from anyone. Respect your folks though, always. When you know better than they do, be humble about it, but don't bend your ways.

>>39393019
Everyone has shit birthdays, welcome to the club

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>>39392579
>be 4channer
>meme about trump
>girlfriend says it isn't a laughing matter
>gets mad at me and storms out

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>fairly fat, 235 or so and 6'0
>haven't been laid in awhile
>loss a decent amount, look ok now, about 200.
>women start showing interest in me
>I'm really independent and don't chase women, so it's pretty nice
>after having not been laid in almost 7 months I bone my ex
>a week later I'm hanging out with a new girl and boning constantly
>girl wants to date
>I do not
>I still want to bone ex
>I just want sex, did not want these feels

>quit drinking
>lost weight
>nothing else has changed at all

Why the fuck did so many people tell that quitting alcohol would change things? It didn't do shit. I've got abs now and that's fucking it.

>>39392792
this is terrible advice, he's going to get 0 replies with a cringey selfie

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>>39404722
checked

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>>39392579
>TFW
>I match with a girl on tinder and chat with her for 2 weeks to convince her to go out for drinks...
>We finally go out for drinks
>we laugh
>We kiss
>She even makes a guess about how our children may be
I mean, usually I freak out when a girl goes this far early on the relationship... but damn on the first date!! But nevermind, she was cool and fortunately I didn´t freak out like other times, she was hot and I wanted her... Also, I have a dry spell of 6 months plus this year... damn...
>we kiss some more
>I take her to her apartment
>kiss goodbye, no invitation to come in
fast forward 2 weeks
>I am the one who messages first
>No *spark*
>Feelsbadman.jpg
I am on the verge of throwing the towel on her. Right now I´m not messaging here in hope she does sometime... who knows...
Life is shit... But I´m thinking of moving on and going for another girl, hopefully this week.
Damn. I started to like her a lot. FML.

>>39404678
>she is nice
well there is your problem, if she is just "nice" you are settling

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>>39392579
>tfw I'm dogshit at everything

At least I'm consistent

>>39404754
>quit weed, cigarettes, and binge drinking
>depressed but each passing day, a small voice that was hidden deep inside, slowly starts emerging
>the more I get to know this side of me the more i love him
>No fucks given side is what i call him(lel @ "Alpha" "Omega" "Beta" fags. you're all chumps in my book)
>feel ready to go to war with the whole world
>rejoin MMA(I had quit after 8 years of training) and decide to get my shit together

Can't believe I repressed this side of me for 5 years

>>39396307
>But i fucking hate it. It's just niggers screaming obscenities. I would dance my ass off if it was music I like, such as shoegaze or indie shit, but who the fuck is going to play that...

Oh shut the fuck up. Feeling superior to people because of music taste is what 12 year olds do. If you have the mind-set of a 12 year old, no wonder girls aren't clamouring all over you.

>>39396307
It's not about *actually* liking and really appreciating the music. I mean some people might, but in a situation like that it's more of a device to just get people moving, singing along and having fun

Also how the hell do you dance to shoegaze lmao

>327lbs
>find /fit/, drop to 185lbs
>keep lifting, start eating like shit
>can't out-lift a bad diet, go to 220lbs
>208lbs now
>parents load house with sweets in plain sight
>made it the entire day
>crack before bed, slam half a box of cookies

Goddammit I'm retarded.

>Broke it off with a girl I was seeing in January/February

>Became really depressed because my friend group changed around a bit and I felt left behind

>The group basically dies

>I see some of them around but it's not the same

>I need to figure out what to do with my life

>Still a virgin, went to a party, girl was into me, didn't know what to do

>To top it all off, it's 6am and I have yet to sleep a wink today

>>39399416
>Similar situation
>Thought I'd never see her again
>She ends up being in my group of friends going to a rave
>Dance together all night and feel deeper in love than I've ever been (thanks ecstasy)
>Says she has to leave early in the night but wont tell me why
>Next day the group meets up again and I see her
>First thing she says
>"Hey anon, this is my boyfriend"

>>39395820
She's probably down to fug but would rather have you make the first move.

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>"You're a great guy!"
>"Any girl would be lucky to have you!"
>"You're so sweet, and nice!"

Being a fat, depressed 22 year old bipolar virgin who hates himself and drinks constantly isn't much of catch to women, last time I checked.

I don't want to go on anymore man. I honestly feel like I thought very maturely about my future as 15 year old. I had reasonable and solid goals that would ensure me a good foundation to live my life. Here I am 7 years later drinking a shaker cup full of wine while failing an online math test for my 4th year of community college and listening to Deafheaven. I've literally become the epitome of what I said I would never be

>I'm really hoping to become a statistic for a car accident or fatal violent crime victim or something that doesn't require me to do it.

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>>39404759
But he got your
>(You)

>>39404809
she's not "just nice" tho, she's pretty good looking too

idk i don't really feel passion tho i guess

What is it with girls and never responding? I can't count how many times I'll talk to a girl and they'll just suddenly stop responding
I got this girls number, texted her once, she responded, I responded to her, then she hasn't since
Why bother giving me your number if you don't want to talk?

Just found out my high school crush moved into the same city as me. Feels like fate.

>>39392874
brah never do this. Be as disinterested as possible and make her do the first messages.
Eventually THEY ask you to meet up.
Had a girl keep telling me she wasn't working out for me for when we meet up and I say that's cool, one should focus on onself.
ghosted her and she messages me back after a week and wants to hang out.
KEK

>>39392579
>tfw found out girl i used to like but didnt have the balls to ask out actually were into me, but thought she were too fucked up in the head for me to like her
I got dumber reading this "sentence"

>>39399062
>deus vult
the post
the man
the legend

Struggle to stay hard for the new gf, and girls generally

Sex drive has been diminished for months now. Gibg to start doing cardio baka

Send help.

>>39398323
dude /soc/ never gave me more than a 6 but i get asked to model and girls fall in love with me. don't listen to them.

>had a qt gf
>fucked it up because she wasn't quite perfect (wasn't a virgin too, i was when we met) and went to study abroad
>fuck this slut the day after she breaks up (i fucked it up tho)
>schoolwork is all over me because i'm only on the computer for hours straight
>lie to people about being a failure in school
>my only average female friend that really connects with me is ignoring my messages
>meet a qt girl and we're on some gf bf shit now but doesn't feel good because of memories of ex and not really connecting
>i may be handsome now but my hair is already thinning at 20
>no hope of finding a qt virgin /lit/ gf i could connect wth
>the ones i would date don't want me for some reason
>spending my time on women and thinking about them instead of focusing on better stuff
When you thought starting to act like chad would help your depression... there is no hope. Monogamy is dead, western socety is falling apart and i'm just here going full hedonist in its decadence.

>>39398323
Don't listen to /soc/.
Bunch of people who barely get outside and their standards are like prices, too damn high.