What do you do when you feel lonely, /fit/? >tfw no gf

>>39388926
A gf is useless, i can provide exactly the same as a gf would in reality provide for you right now
You are a useless weak faggot and i wont have sex with you, instead im going out with friends while you sit at home and feel alone
your unhappiness isnt my problem

See, imagine that but IRL and you have yourself a gf
Its not what its cracked up to be, its your hormones talking

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>>39388926
lie on bed, close my eyes and listen to uplifting music. the only thing that keeps me going

>>39388926
sleep the pain away

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>>39388967
This. I was feeling so lonely last night. This morning I feel a bit better.

>>39388926
I try not to text her

>>39388926
Remember my last relationship.
Look at couples.
Think about how the grass is always greener.
Realise that I would need one to procreate, but I still got a few years for that.

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>>39388967
Everytime I sleep, I dream of her. ;_;

>>39389004
>Think about how the grass is always greener.
this is true. every time I've had a gf for a decent amount of time I've wanted to be single. every time I'm single for long enough I start wanting a gf. overall it's probably better to be in a relationship, but it's definitely not the key to being happy in life.

>>39388926
Jerk off and play videogames

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Leave humanity behind

>>39388926
Why do you think I lift?

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>>39389082
T-this. I like struggling to complete a set. It's takes the pain away.

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>>39388967
Too real, Anon

I text one of the dumb girls I've met on tinder or okcupid and try to get my dick wet. Worst case I'm in the same spot.

For me I never actually stop thinking but I accept that there's nothing I can do about it and keep trying to be happy. It sucks not having someone but there's no point in letting the sadness take over. Until I meet another girl I'll keep working on myself

I just want a love that will wipe away the loneliness

stare bleakly out the window
hypothesise about why no one likes me

listen to music
go on bike rides
take photos

>>39388940
This

gf left me last week after 3 years

lifting keeps me going

>never seem to like any girl I meet

I just want someone to have a good time with but I'm getting impatient. I almost feel like ditching girls my age and going for an older women so she knows what she wants and how to have fun

>>39388990
wtf, me too and I don't usually get lonely. Did they turn HAARP up to 11 last night or something?

>>39388926
I call Stacey and Tracey over and FUCK them both at the same time. Then I call up my bros, who are all at least SIX foot THREE, and we go to a club and smash some brewskis while we laugh at MANLETS. When I'm ready to leave, I walk up to a SHORT BETA who is talking to his girlfriend and ask her to come home with me WHILE HE WATCHES. I finish the night by knocking out a box of Little CAESAR's Deep Deep Dish PIZZA.

>>39388926
I don't feel lonely but I should talk to the girl in my class who keeps looking back at me

>>39389881
Epic MEME brO

> the knight in shining armor, brought to this world to be the one one to show thy maiden the true essence of love.
That anon here?

>>39390054
go and enjoy your saturday, femanon
you won't find your knight here

>>39390066
Not a femanon and neither a knight in shining armor

>>39390054

yeah its me can i see ur puss tho

>>39390089
what are you asking then

>>39388926
I have one, and let me tell you, after about six months you wish you wouldn't have one.

>>39390105
Just wanted to continue where i left off with this femanon in the other 404d thread ah well

>>39390123
your princess is in another castle
good luck finding her

>>39390142
Thanks anon but i feel she'll not go with me even though i'm mario

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>>39389053

>>39390152
you nigga actually fell in love with a femanon from the other thread? jeeesus

>>39390180
No the context was something else

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>>39388926
How long before I can stop thinking about her every passing hour?

>>39390152
mario is a tiny manlet, she's probably getting her sweet peach destroyed by some bowser

>>39390201
Kek

>>39390054
i'm here
anything else you need to get off your chest?

>>39388926
>What do you do when you feel lonely, /fit/?
I find a "tfw no gf" faggot, beat them senseless, rob them, and shove their unconscious body into the nearest dumpster. Then I go out and spend their cash on alcohol, tobacco, and whores. Makes me feel fucking awesome.

>>39390237
Is it?
Anyway i wanted to add that she might want me to be her knight for god knows what reason because why else would she stay and not bail the second she knew she wanted to go for the other guy you know?

>>39388956

Recommend some uplifting music pls anon
Would love to listen to what keeps you going

>>39390260
is it what?
you mean if it's me from the other thread?
yea, i saw this thread on the frontpage

maybe she does want you to be that knight but that's not your.. let's say... problem. if she didn't go for you, it's her who has to live with the remorse. if she has any, maybe she's happy by now, how can you know if you dont text each other? apparently, if she doesn't text you, she has to be happy in the situation she is now, doesn't she? otherwise, she would text you telling you that she decided against him and to give it a chance with you.

or do you think that she somehow wants you to save her from this situation? (back to the knight metaphor)
do you think she isn't able to decide for herself? or is that what you want to see in her? maybe you're projecting her to be this fragile thing you have to protect, when the reality is completely different. maybe she played you really bad and now you're the one who stands a fool

>>39390285
slayer - raining blood

>>39388926
Go ride your motorcycle, i dunno man. That's what I do at least.

Find something you like to do.

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>>39390345
>tfw we will never ride together

>>39390313

Shit, haven't listened to that in ages. Thanks for reminding me.

>>39390312
Ah cool beings

Remorse you make it sound like she's choosing the worse path and has to deal with not going the one she wanted

> if she has any, maybe she's happy by now, how can you know if you dont text each other? apparently, if she doesn't text you, she has to be happy in the situation she is now, doesn't she?
If the whole situation would've taken place a month or two after things ended between us sure but not after this long of a time no i highly doubt that she is as happy as she wants to be

>she would text you telling you that she decided against him and to give it a chance with you.
This has to do with something else though

>or do you think that she somehow wants you to save her from this situation?
It's not like i want to thoroughly believe that or something but given the fact that she has not changed what she sees as "not perfect" in her relationship kinda makes you wonder makes me wonder that she wants me to act as said knight

> maybe you're projecting her to be this fragile thing you have to protect, when the reality is completely different.
That might be the case sure but why feel the need to keep t his going with me if all she ever wanted is him you know? Why is the biggest question here and there has to be a logical reason behind all of this

>>39390396
>Remorse you make it sound like she's choosing the worse path and has to deal with not going the one she wanted
IF she has remorse. if. if, that's none of your problem.

>If the whole situation would've taken place a month or two after things ended between us sure but not after this long of a time no i highly doubt that she is as happy as she wants to be
she probably never made an effort to get over you. i am similar. it's strenuous to go through a breakup and I, too, had to learn not to run from the nasty feelings i felt during past breakups but to fully endure it to be ready for another relationship. she probably didn't, wen head over heels with this new boyfriend.


>This has to do with something else though
with what?

>It's not like i want to thoroughly believe that or something but given the fact that she has not changed what she sees as "not perfect" in her relationship kinda makes you wonder makes me wonder that she wants me to act as said knight
how can you know that she hasn't changed those things? apparently, you're not texting. there's no way for you to know whether she's happy now or not. maybe she's changed all those "non perfect" things

>That might be the case sure but why feel the need to keep t his going with me if all she ever wanted is him you know?
did she mention to you that all she ever wanted is him? isn't this an answer to many of your questions?

>logical reason
>love
u dun goofed m8

>>39390441
>she probably never made an effort to get over you.
She didn't make an effort to get over him in the first place

>with what?
Mostly her fear not knowing what she might get out of it

>how can you know that she hasn't changed those things?
She had a whole year time to change whatever she wanted to change but she did not

>did she mention to you that all she ever wanted is him
She did yes as well as telling me how i made her feel like he has not done it in a long time
By all means she should try and fix her relationship but to me it seems like she doesn't want to because she knows that despite the effort she might put into it the end result will stay the same as it is now

>>39390489
you seem to care more about that girl than you care to admit

>>39390498
I might yeah

>>39390514
you also seem like a decent and thoughtful person. if it's not her, i am sure you will make someone else very happy.

>tfw no such bf

>>39390528
Thanks anon to be honest i really thought that you were her for a while

>>39388926
I used to get stoned or drunk.

Now i go running listening to music to clear my head, think about how better life will be when i've reached my goals in boxing or I plan for how I can escape my situation.

The only way out of hell is through.

>>39390539
she a fitizen too or what?
nope, it's just me. waiting for my shot.

>>39388926
I sit down, remember that i dont give a fuck, stand up and keep on living.

>>39390553
Yeah
You've got the same kind of temperament and wording she uses
Anyway thanks for listening anon wish she could see this but nothing i can do i guess

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>>39388926
I make wojaks as a form of catharsis

drugs (specially lsd), lifting, drinking, working.

>>39390577
what would it change if she saw this?

>>39390585
No clue it might it might not but at the very least it would show her that i do care about her and that it's not that easy for me too

>>39390583
Wish I could find lsd in my town. I want to try it so bad. Maybe one day I'll bother learning how the dark net market thing works

>>39390592
are you afraid that she might think that you don't care about her? if so, why are you afraid about that?

>>39390597
go to reddit: nootropics and look up lsd/1-p lsd

it's really easy to get. Just use circle and go through a site like chemicalstory.

I was taking it every week or two, done it like 40 times.

>maybe that's why I'm so fucked up
hue

>>39390600
Hm i feel that she might think that i don't care enough about her? Something along those lines
I'm just afraid that she thinks what we had was just a little something something and not worth it in the end when in fact i fell in love with this girl pretty hard and even though i've come to terms with it somehow i still like her for who she is

>>39389031
You'll be okay man. Don't get down about it. Just work on improving yourself and it all falls into place.

>>39390597
Try onions

>>39390614
are you still in love with her?
this whole story sound so damn tragic. like, you genuinely sound like a nice person, but I asume that she is nice too, and her bf surely deep down is a nice person too.

we're all nice people and the circumstances make us act the way we act and hurting the ones we love.
i can relate so much to this. that's why i'm so interested in writing about this with you

>>39390629
Yeah I should look into that. Could give dmt a try too

>>39388926
Furak bro the grass is always greener.

I actually managed to fuck then relationship my oneitis, but now its no big deal to me at all, sometimes id rather be single.

Just understand its not quite what its cracked up to be.

>>39390642
In love? Maybe a bit
Do i think i could love her if we were together? Yes

It's just the whole drama she loves it

>i can relate so much to this. that's why i'm so interested in writing about this with you
Nice to speak with someone who can relate anon

>>39390662
what do you mean by "she loves it"?
do you think she's doing this on purpose?

>>39390675
All i think is that she likes the place she's in
Longed by one together with another
Can't get away from one or the other

>>39390680
if that's true, she's extremely masochistic. there's no way to hold that up for a long period of time without being destroyed by it.

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>>39388926
blog post incoming

>recently started uni
>my degree (STEM) is literally, for real, 100% dudes
>not a single.fucking.girl (not sure what I expected but like there's not even 1 ugly as fuck girl here)
>also be the only normie in my degree as far as I can tell
>back home I have a >YUGE circle of friends and acquaintances, amazing social life but none of them are at my uni
>Anyways, I tried making friends with the other guys in my classes despite all of them being totally different from me (as in, the literal antithesis of normies) because fuck it everyone needs friends
>after hanging out with them for the last few months I just CANNOT fucking stand them anymore, they are all just so god damn fucking autistic and fucking literally all they want to do is schoolwork or play vidya, they NEVER want to go out and party or hang out with anyone or be even slightly social or anything like that at all
>realised right now, as I'm sitting alone on a saturday night that I do not have a single friend whose company I can actually stand, and all my friends from back home are 1000 miles away and the snaps are pouring in of them having the fucking time of their life over there
>I feel so fucking alone

Seriously this fucking sucks. My social life is fucking pathetic. I've only gotten laid ONCE this entire semester and it was THE ONE time I managed to drag some of the guys from class out of their fucking sweaty dungeons out to a social event.
Next semester when admissions open I will join literally every single fucking club I can find, I fucking cannot stand living like this and I cannot stand these people for another fucking second

>blog post over

>>39390700
She already is anon makes me sad and is probably why i want to help her too

>>39390735
protective instincts coming through eh
don't get too sad, i assume you tried everything you could

>>39390756
A bit yeah
I'm not actually i just don't want to loose her for the girl she is you know?
Just want her to do something that she wants to do and not something that she thinks she has to do to please others

>>39390786
what if she actually texted you in a couple of months telling you that she's genuinely happy, and you'd feel it, too.
how does this idea make you feel?

>>39390806
I wouldn't believe her to be honest but if she thinks she's happy sure
If she doesn't want me well that's her problem i've done what i could without coming off as a creep

>>39390722
How are all your friends together while your uni is so far away?

I sort of fear this kind of situation. I'm starting uni in Kiwiland in a month or two. Never lived outside of the USA though

>>39390842
well anon, as i said. i am sure you will make someone very happy.
i wish for you that it's her because you seem pretty head over heels. but if it's not her keep your chin up. there are other nice girls on this planet.

>>39389377
holy shit, is that Sam Hyde with that /b/ camwhore? what was her name?

>>39390862
Thanks anon i knew that there were good people on this shit heap of a board
Is your situation comparable to mine?

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>>39390872
i don't know, how deep into a depression are we talking bruh

>>39388940
Not OP but thank you anon, I needed this.

>>39390896
Depends on which guy you chose

>>39390906
there are no guys to chose from in my scenario.
there's just one.

>>39390916
And you guys broke it off i assume?

>>39390923
well
if it was that easy i probably would be able to get over it
don't really want to talk about it either, sorry

i'm more the helping kind of person. i liked listening to your story but i hate haven to deal with my problems

I remind myself that I am one of the handfuls of people that are supposed to be alone. Whether by the fate of someone else's hand or my own, the loneliness has been consistent, so I've stopped trying to fight it

>>39390964
Sure thing

Well if it did you any good i'm glad if not you atleast helped me a bit by listening

>>39390578
>Tfw this is actually you right now except on the couch.

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>>39390992
we're all gonna make it
i hope

>>39391024
We're all gonna make it
I'll just wait and see if she gets back at me then
Have a nice evening femanon

>>39391040
forever

I work harder.

Fuck feeling sorry for yourself. I did it for 18 years.

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>tfw just placed an ad on craigslist offering 100 bucks to let me eat a chick out

>>39391063
i tell ya m8, it feels and tastes better when it's a girl you love, not some skank

lift/eat/take a nap/listen to music whilst lying on the bed and imagining what life couldve been

>>39389405
>implying sex cures loneliness

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One of the following

>get fed up with it and try to do something
>go out at night alone because no friends
>hopes are high
>end up not talking to even one person
>feel like human trash at the end of it

>fed up with it
>get really angry
>furiously pursue my goals
>sometimes feel like shit because there's still a long long way to go

>do autism, depression and bipolarity tests on the internet
>score high on at least on of them
>feel like shit
>sleep

>

>>39390964
you sound cute femanon i like you

>>39391123
sorry, i just want him.

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>>39388926
I jerk off

>>39391132
then go get him if he hates your gut don'T otherwise go

>>39391143
>if he hates your gut
wot

>>39390977
This is pretty much me. After 8 years of failed relationships (the last one was my own fault, i would rather shitpost on 4chan or do my own thang instead of being with a grill) i decided i was happier alone. Now i'm full cocoon mode, my only social interaction is boxing 4 nights a week and work everyday and seeing my brother that I live with. Fuck everyone else

>>39391155
your gut... your face whatever you'd like to call it

>>39391063
Don't. I've gotten lucky, but if the skank has bad hygiene... You're in for a bad time.

>>39391158
i wanted to get into boxing but i dont like the idea of showing up to work with black eyes and swollen cheeks/nose

>>39390198
took me literally a year to find a new gf. until then i was thinking of her multiple times a day. still dreaming of her every couple of weeks. damn she was just perfect except for the cheating and lying part

>>39390860
>How are all your friends together while your uni is so far away?
Well, they're all mostly econ and law majors (some others too but none STEM) and the best uni for that (where they are) in my country is not the same uni as the one that's the best for STEM (where I'm at), hence the different uni's and cities.

>>39391215
>until then i was thinking of her multiple times a day.
Did this help at all?

>>39391173
Doesn't really happen if you wear head gear, and most sparring isn't intense enough to fuck you up like that

count me in on the feels lads, just been left for an older man.

>>39391133
>no trigger discipline
>palm basically on top of the bolt

dropped

>>39391289
It's airshit, who gives a fuk.

all i want is an endless stream of QT's that love me so i can discard them all after each use and fill my desperate need for being loved

>>39388926
Cold shower, go on a walk with music or training, be with family or friends.

When i am in an extreme estate of loliness or sadness I lay in the bed and I listen depressing music.
That day sucks but after that i feel way better

i want her she wants me but wants him too

>>39389031

lmao if only. I think about her legit 90% of my waking hours. The only times I don't actively think of her is when I'm spending time with her and my mind can just chill

>>39391158
>failed relationships
what is that even supposed to mean? almost all relationship end sooner or later, which ones are failed and which ones are not?

I just want someone to hug me and say they are proud of me. I know I need to validate myself and not through others but it would be so nice to have someone agree with what I've been doing with my life

>>39391225
with what? i doubt it helped with anything at all, but it's not like i chose to

>>39391375
and even then you wouldn't be happy i'm sure

>>39391507
of course not, it would be fleeting happiness at best

>>39391484
I'm proud of you for admitting that, if it counts for anything. It's better to be aware so that you eventually seek company than lie to yourself about it and stay unhappy.

>>39391441
At least you get to spend time with her. That means there is a chance. My oneitis out ranks me in my unit for another semester so she won't even consider giving me a shot even tho I'm/fit/

Play league of legends while I dip grizzly wintergreen. The dip helps relieve stress and my mind can wonder from my problems.

>>39391413
I want you

>>39391747

No doubt in my mind we'd have wonderful relationship together

Except she's married, so sitting with her at lunch and laughing and walking her back to her office just makes me mad a few hours later

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MASTURBATE. FURIOUSLY.

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Shitpost on 4chan

>>39392080
do you?

>>39390722
Join a frat, dumbass

>>39392244
I do so bad

>>39392348
what's keeping you?

You know while I didn't have a gf I had this girl I met on facebook that I talked and snapped to literally all day every day and we talked about fucking and she would send me nudes etc. Ended up getting into an argument and shes gone

Fuck even though i never met her it was just nice having someone to talk to when you've got nothing except anons on 4chan. Why is life so hard?

>>39392301
we don't have frats here
I mean all the programs have different clubs specifically for their program (one for mech eng, one for comp sci etc.) but you can only join the one that represents your program and these are specifically the people I'm so sick of being around

fuck if we had anything close to a real frat I would be on that shit so fucking fast

>>39392364
Me

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>she's having sex with another man RIGHT NOW
>while I sit here getting drunk and shitposting on a burmese furniture forum
>he probably doesn't even work out
>probably doesn't even have a job
>she still picks HIM

HAHA I'M GOING TO END IT LADS.

>>39392375
well that's exactly what i want, you
get to terms with yourself and be with me

>>39392384
Atleast end it with a 4pl8 Squat

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>>39390285
sure here you go. just some from the top of my head. i usually just download monthly compilations people make on YT

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oj_lXv_SeYE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=njVwWKaXmWY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M991zkXPiO8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sa3i4OEPvqU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HPz6nKSUrFA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K0Im7oHuwFo (biggest that feels video)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Lt4udOvWKk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x-vY4bgFISs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4JGEw5Q4Msg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4JGEw5Q4Msg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6m7S_D4bQo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nntv5EFyeEM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rFwSOkiLUZY
+ everything from Andy Blueman

not really uplifting but two of my favorites when running
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PWhMoGt0cs8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zNgERUvapVw

enjoy

>>39392395
FUCK IT WHY STOP THERE

I'LL WEAR MY BODY WEIGHT AND VEST TOO. I'LL ATTEMPT 6 PLATES UNTIL MY SPINE SNAPS AFTER I'VE DOWNED HALF A BOTTLE OF BLEACH.

FUCK THIS TUPID FUCKNI GGAY EARTH

>>39392419
There you go anon go out with a BANG and visit snap city with something to brag with

>>39392389
Will this feeling last forever or will it fade? I dont want my feelings for you to fade

>>39392463
solely depends on you
my feelings for you won't fade that easilly

>>39392478
Are you actually what i want? Or do i just like this illusion? Would these feelings still be there if i came to wi forever? Would we survive daily life? Would i still be this special to you if you could have me whenever you want?

>>39392553
your feelings are still thereafter all this time
mine are too and youre still as special to me as you were the second I fell in love with you
so yes

>>39392589
that moment you first kissed me
I fell for you.
And you were there to catch me. And i knew you would never let me go.and that felt so good.

I go lift when I feel lonely

>>39392614
and i would still catch you if given the chance you know

>>39392631
We all do anon that's why we lift in the first place.

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>>39391413
>>39392080
>>39392244
>>39392348
>>39392364
>>39392375
>>39392389
>>39392463
>>39392478
>>39392553
>>39392589
>>39392614
>>39392639

this is some of the cringiest shit I've ever witnessed

>>39392662
then 4chan might be the wrong place for you bruv

>>39392666
Those devil trips speak the truth Oh lawd

>>39392666
Weeeeeee checked

>>39392614
give it a thought
you coming to wi forever wouldn't diminish the fact that it isn't special
it would make it easier for us to engage with each other
for me because i know you're giving me the chance to show you that i mean what i told you

>>39392757
But what if i dont like you anymore after some time
(or you don't like me for that matter)

>>39392831
well desu that would have manifested itself long ago wouldn't it?
i can't predict the future
but i have a feeling that we like and will continue to like each other a lot

>>39392854
I think about you every night

>>39392944
then show me that you mean it
words are all fine and great
but actions speak louder than words my dear

>>39388926
I go to the gym cry a bit lift the bar and then put my working weights of about 2.5 pl8s on it

Usually does the job

>>39392944
also
i find it pretty amazing that you actually found me once again
through something everyone could've written
*tips fedora*

>>39391469
Not the guy you responded to, but relationships can fail by being unfulfilling for at least one partner in one way or another.

All failed relationships end, but not all ended relationships are failures.

>>39389043
youre pathetic and youre doing it wrong

>>39388940
Not my experience. Best friend who encourages and supports you while also providing you tits to play with while you laugh all night together

>>39393121
>All failed relationships end, but not all ended relationships are failures.
True shit right here dog

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>>39390257

>>39392974
>>39393111
>>39392944
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT

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>>39393227
never heard of "text with yourself cause your so lonely" anon? try it

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>>39393111
I will always
In this life or the next

>>39393242
there's only one life
in which the here and now counts
if you're as serious as i am
think about it and let me know

>>39393263
Im trying to make up my mind
But I'm devastated, unable to think clearly

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>>39392384
>in the end it's all about the face
I wanna leave humanity behind

>>39393369
then listen to your heart
think about what you want
that's all i can tell you

talk to friends and family, or maybe fix whatever is causing me to be emotional- eat, sleep or do something productive like clean.

>>39393150
You sincerely believe that that's what every relationship is like? Is this your first girlfriend or something?

>>39388926

>shoulders too narrow

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>>39392384
FUCK I feel you...

She ended it out of the blue, never felt this for a girl before and things were getting serious. Found out a few days later the reason was so could fuck a local celebrity she met on tinder. Women these days...
= FUCKING WHORES EVERYWHERE

>>39393414
My mind is telling me no
But my...

>>39393502
body my body is telling me yes

>>39393241
i-i-i i have not

>>39393581
now you have

>>39393502
also feels good talking with you even though it's on here

>Molested at a young age

Had a dream just the other night for some reason which terrifies me why this dream came to me after years of not thinking, remembering or discussing these events in my life when I was really young.

>Be 28
>Nightmare was about my experience with being abused

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>>39393453
My third LTR. I understand that not all relationships, probably most are not like this. That is entirely the fault of the people involved not knowing and getting what they want.

>>39393526
Sleep tight

>>39393598
yeah fuck those people amirite lol

>>39393605
you too
sweet dreams

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I used to want to the knight in shinning armour, the 'perfect' boyfriend. I thought I could be too but I've realized that I won't be able to anymore. Nor do I think that I could have been anymore. I'd rather not try to be that again and get hurt. I'm stuck at an impasse where I want a gf again but I know that emotionally I am not strong enough to deal with the inevitable collapse of another relationship. I won't be able to offer my heart freely anymore, and I don't do well with the initial stages of the dating phenomenon. It's extremely difficult to approach and engage a woman in a romantic manner.

Just fuck my shit up. This cognitive dissonance is 100% cucksvile.

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>>39393636
wew I like this post number though.

>>39393622
Dream of me :^)

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>>39388926
Smoke a cig and listen to music. Then afterwards i feel even more lonely.

>>39393656
implying i haven't done that the last x nights

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I always convince myself that I'm better off alone.

>>39388926
>tfw no gf
>tfw have 2 fuck buddies
>tfw friends over all the time

get out and talk to people, you guys act like you had no friends or close friends in HS 99% of my friends are all from HS and the 1% are friends I knew from my other friends and the gym.

>>39393693
until you have to go a whole day with having no one to talk to. Then dating doesn't sound so bad

>>39393699
But at least I have you guys

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>>39388926
I had someone ask me why I couldn't let things go, if I was really okay with "being selfish" about it. I thought about it and decided yes, this is the one thing in a life of sacrifice and misery that I'm gonna be fucking selfish about.

It most likely won't fix things... But I'll be damned if I let myself and my emotions be victim. It never gets easier guys.

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>>39392384
You're right, she is. Should've appreciated her when you had her.

Used to be I would only get lonely when I was drunk

Been starting to feel it a little bit sober now

>>39393748
You need to elaborate.

It does get easier. We get tougher. Not harder. But tougher. We don't break under the load of the world. Maybe we stretch, but we don't snap and break. We adapt and we overcome.

>>39390722
those people probably cant stand you either
they just wanna have their own fun and your trying to force them to go clubbing

>Extrovert in an introverted mans world

>>39393678
What do those dreams consist of?

>>39388926

i don't get lonely, i prefer being alone

btw, getting a gf might not fix your loneliness

you are not half of a person, a woman will not "complete" you

you have a shitty perspective on life, that's why you feel lonely

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>>39393808
It's one of those "If you were the person you say you are then why can't you just accept things and be happy for them"

But I just can't no matter how stupid it seems. I can't be the bigger man. I don't want to be... I feel like I'm stretching past the point I'll ever return to normal. It's like losing control of a weight for a brief moment, but you can't rush fast enough to regain control before it all cascades.

>>39393940
I think I'm too autistic to understand what you're saying at this late hour, anon. Sorry.

>>39393899
mostly you and me doing random things
reaching from vacations to frisky things

>>39389744
>and how to have fun

yeah, having a woman nag you about "where this relationship is going" "when are you gonna pop the question? i want a YUGE wedding" and "my biological clock is ticking" is a fucking blast

>>39393956
Hm nice
Ok sleep tight now

>>39393966
checked and nighty

>>39393263
>>39393242
>>39393369
>>39393414
>>39393502
Get a room you two

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>>39393954
Nah man. I'm being pretty vague admittedly.

Short of it I guess is that I've gone through a lot of shit. And that has left me with the inability to do the standard "good person" thing of laying back and accepting another loss at a chance for happiness with a smile on my face.

Not saying it would have made everything all better or fixed me as a person, but it would've sure helped.

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>>39393584
i love you

>>39393492
well thank god you voted trump

you know make sure the decent bitches stay out of power and the put a russian whore in the office

>>39394004
Because you're so emotionally invested in it?

You have the ultimate power over your emotions. You can change how you value things.

>>39394014
Yo I'm not gay but if that Pretty Boy had a vagina I'd fuck the shit outta it

I got a thing for short haired chicks

>>39394014
i am flattered

>>39394034
>I got a thing for short haired chicks
literally gay

>>39394027
Not even, More so because I allowed myself to start investing in someone for the first time in a while.

I somehow managed to convince myself that I wasn't doing that until it was to late.

>>39394034
hey anon, ignore
>>39394040
i just cross referenced his IP with his fb, and hes a 4/10

>>39390285
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZJNTcufG5oE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6daxb9o-30

>>39388926
I play league of legends until I forget what I was feeling.

>>39390618
Thanks for the advice anon ^^

>Socialize with the sons of CEOs and plutocrats
>Live in a mansion of a frat house
>I've only had sex with three girls and all of them have been ugly

>>39393492
HE PUNCHED A HOLE RIGHT THROUGH HIM

I meet this girl, I'm starting to catch feelings for her.
But I know she will leave me sooner or later because I'm a boring looser.
I'm trying to enjoy the moment.
But I keep thinking about that...

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>>39388926
>tfw no gf

>>39388926
I go to a bar and drink a moderate amount of alcohol

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>>39393935
I think you're fooling yourself, anon. No one really prefers being alone.

She's gone isn't she?

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>>39389002
I feel you bro.

>>39388926
>tfw go by her a few nights ago to hang out with her and her friends
>tfw wasn't gonna drink
>the saw a new guy there and seen how she looked at him and acted with him
>the got sad cause I missed when she used to look at me like that
Fuck it
>drink the 4 beers in the fridge from last time
>end up going to the store and buying a handle of 151 for "mixed drinks"
>make her and her friends mixed drinks
>I start taking shots of 151
>one shot leads to a double shot
>that leads to two double shots
>get to the point in the night where I just filled up a glass with 151 and drank it
>make her drink a glass of water then I hug her grab my handle of 151 and leave
>driving home a song comes on that makes me think of her
>tear up and end up drinking on the way home
>get home and stumble up the stairs
>wake up the next morning and she the bottle with 1/4th left in it
>mfw I blacked out and drank more
>mfw I haven't been that fucked up in forever
>mfw I did that to myself by going over there
>realize how much I still fucking care for this girl
I know I should just cut her out of my life but idk brehs

>get a text from her asking if everything is okay and what was wrong
>proceeds to say it upsets her when she sees me like that and she feels it's her fault

>tfw she was the best thing that happened to my fucked up life and it was all gone.. we still hang out but we aren't what we were before now we are just friends

I just want to hold her in my arm and fall asleep again :'(

>>39388926
Text my gf to cuddle to get my oxytocin fix

Looking for a casual hook up/gym buddy. Bay area. Golden ratio. Otter mode. 6'1, 185 lbs. Will post bod if requested.

>tfw loving GF
>tfw moving in with her at the start of this year

>tfw going to be moving from trench digging into firefighting

Yes
Now if only I had more time and energy to lift heavy things more in different ways.

>>39395030

>that cringe cuck story
>unironic drunk driving

Get your fucking act together

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music
films or books when i have the will
ive been thinking about creating a bitcoin wallet and buying online drugs

NEET atm but you wouldn't know it unless I told you.
I wanna tell a little story I heard one time to describe my situation
There's a guy who walks into a gun store one day. He's browsing the store until he notices this high pitched whimper coming from the corner of the store. He looks over and there's a dog just lying on the floor letting out a cry every couple of moments. The guy says to the store owner behind the desk 'Hey man how come your dog is crying like that?'
The store owner says 'Oh he's lying on a screw sticking out of the floorboards'
The man says, 'How come he doesn't get up and lie somewhere else?'
The store owner replies 'I figure it just doesn't hurt enough.'
>tfw I'm the dog
I'm such a lazy piece of shit.

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>>39388967
>had an amazing week
>sleep
>dream about her, holding her hand, all that shit
>woke up in the middle of the night nearly in tears
>had a shitty week after

even in my sleep i get fucked over

>>39390722
Fraternity life. Get in there, normie.

>>39393968
Hey

just out of a long term relationship and have lost motivation for life in general can relate to you guys

>>39398087
There will always be a better match out there for. You could spend your whole life dating and still never find that statistical perfect match cause she will be 1/2 way around the world.

Don't let another person dictate your own happiness, the minute you do that you kill yourself.

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>>39390977
>Whether by the fate of someone else's hand or my own, the loneliness has been consistent, so I've stopped trying to fight it
So real, please stop.

>>39398103
>Don't let another person dictate your own happiness

learnt this the hard way, spent all available time with my gf for about a year until we broke up. relationships are good as long as they arent taking over your life

>>39398103
>There will always be a better match out there for.
Im not him but i dont really believe this is a practical way of looking at things
Sure, there might be a better girl out there but most likely she has a bf since most girls have a bf if they are 16 or above

You need to be very lucky to meet this girl either when her relationship with her current bf is going downhill or when she just became single and pray that there arent too many other guys who notice her being single aswell

I cant really figure out how the math adds up but for some reason most attractive guys seem single while most girls (especially the attractive ones) are not

>major introvert, no social skills
>making matters worse was that I used to be a 300 lb lardass, and was fat for most of my childhood and teen years
>literally never received any sort of female attention in my life
>cut down to 190
>suddenly start getting female attention
>no clue how to respond
>qt girl in a class starts trying to talk to me, amazingly I don't fuck something that simple up
>she seems reluctant to talk to me when her friends are present, I assume that's because I have no social status, so whatever
>when they're not, though, she seems happy to talk with me and be in my presence
>ask her on a date, says she would love to but is busy or some shit
>still seems happy to talk with me, also find out she shares political views with me

idk what to do, brehs
my friend suggested that she is probably interested in me, considering she hasn't been so repulsed by my aspieness as to abandon all contact

>>39398944
If she was into you she'd have gone out with you, dude. She's just using you for an ego boost while she's going for other guys who are better.

But, you're improving from where you were, so take that ego boost and keep talking to other girls while you talk to her.

>>39388940
Thanks anon.

Screencapped.

>>39398970
i literally don't know what other girls to talk to man, i talk to people so infrequently

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>>39388967
>tfw low selfesteem and insomnia

>>39398977
Talk to people more frequently. Plus, I've noticed that girls respond to me more positively if they witness me being able to hold a conversation with someone who is not a cute girl. Like they let their guard down if they don't think I'm just talking to them to pick them up, even though I really am.

Honestly, the best thing to do when talking to strangers, I've learned, is to not even try. Literally just let out all your weirdness and make inane comments and jokes as if you were talking to some Anonymous on 4chan. They'll think you're less weird than if you try to force being a normie.

But the main point is, you have to talk to people more frequently. Just do it, and if you fail, just pretend that it doesn't bother you that they don't want to talk to you, and try talking to someone else.

>>39393697
I'm literally the exact opposite
>tfw didn't have a single firend to your name before you were 18
Now I have plenty great friends both from Uni and my Hometown.
Never any grils though, but I also pushed away any that liked me and never tried to get them myself, so I know who's to blame for that.
Now I'm trying, and they seem to like me well enough still... wish me luck bras, I'll make it yet but the going will be tough as always.

>>39394202
same

>>39398055
dreamt of you

>>39388926
Usually go to the gym and lift weights? What else

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>>39388926
Consume way over 6 scoops
>t-that's they to g-go right guys?

>5 minutes into germany and chill
>ALL couples consist of a lanklet with 10/10 or 9/10 face and height and a generic 6/10 girl that has watched too much disney channel
fucking kill me

>>39399748
jup that's my homeland for you

>>39390285
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n5ghhmWrubY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=36Y_ztEW1NE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M0d4qM7gCH8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uv_2x6JmuaE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vEBFXCU4gqA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3tROcKHO6nE

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>>39390198
It's been six years, still think about her every second or third day, so I'll let you know when I get there

>>39399748
Isnt this true for most nations...across the globe?
all girls who are 6/10 or more can easily get a 9/10+ guy and the fun part is they are STILL not happy with that

>>39399834
nope it's only white countries and a few asian ones

well, in the others girls date around their league or opt out if they are below 6/10

>>39399865
>well, in the others girls date around their league or opt out if they are below 6/10
Where is this true?
I feel like the hyperinflation in guys looks are strong across the globe since most girls are approached by model tier guys constantly and can even reject em without worry of not finding a guy again

>>39399821
>>39390285
What about this lads?
https://youtu.be/w1o4O2SfQ5g

>>39399882
Hmm I'm from south america and the girls at least have the decency of dating strictly in their league as long as they are over 6/10 theirselves, if not, they are willing to die virgins

A friend from egypt tells me similar situations

>>39399902
Damn, i was hoping youd mention a county with white chicks
No hope i guess of finding a white girl and have a happy life

>>39395219
The Light Meat version of that has some of the best Mothers shit ever

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>>39394014
>no homo tho

>>39388926
>What do you do when you feel lonely, /fit/?

I text my girlfriend.

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>>39393636
Oh hey it's me.

>>39395183
>2016
>not ironically drunk driving

>>39399026
what if that weirdness is exactly what drives people away from me?

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>>39400032

are you still here

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>>39388926
You have to learn to love yourself before you expect another person to love you.

I've been incomprehensibly lonely my entire life. I'm nearly 25 and I haven't had friends since I was 13, kissless virgin, never been in a relationship or even tried to be in one. I've never even hit on a girl.

And the thing is

>what do you do when you feel lonely

I do absolutely nothing to remedy this.

I was in high school and had a lot of acquaintances but never did anything with them outside of school.

I was in college for 4 years, even lived in a dorm, and didn't try much at all to meet people. I would sit in class and just kinda not talk to anyone. I would rarely go to parties and when i did I'd get dragged there and just kinda sit in a corner. Basically the only people I knew were my roommates and their friends, who I met at work.

I've been out of school for two years now and live at home. I don't talk much to my coworkers, I don't try to hang out with them, I come home from work and stay in my room, and I obviously don't have friends here but like, i don't care. Even though I live in the Bay Area, an area with pretty much anything you could want to do (beach, mountains, parks, hikes, clubs, bars, everything), I sit in my room.

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. obviously, beta or omega or whatever the most pathetic term is. Avoidant personality disorder? Dysthymia? Major depressive disorder? I have no fucking idea. I don't know how it's possible for someone to be completely socially isolated and make no efforts to improve it.

>>39394839
>tfw high test alpha

I post videos of myself masturbating on Reddit because I have a large and good looking penis. I then try to use these as a medium to get girls on there to talk to on Kik (smartphone messaging app) or Skype or a similar program for sexting with them, or camming, or chatting, or whatever.

I do this because I am ugly as fuck, a 23 year old virgin, and have absolutely nothing to offer to girls. Even though I have no friends who are guys and don't try to make them anyway, I only try to do this to get girls to talk to. Don't even bother using Tinder, don't try meeting them on the subway to work (even though I see a lot of the same girls), don't try meeting them anywhere.

How's that for pathetic, /fit/?

>>39388926
> What do you do when you feel lonely, /fit/?
I eat.

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>>39388926
>tfw you're too much of a turbosperg to hook up with a qt you know wants to fuck you, and now thinks you're slow, and all you have left are dead dreams

>>39400351
How do I do this?

>>39400472
How do you fuck up? HOW
if i knew a girl wanted to fuck me id walk on right over there and introduce myself instantly

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Listen boyos, and take it from somebody who always wonders why he feels awkward in a relationship.

You wanna know why you always pine after that one girl you hardly fucking know? Well you just personified you loneliness, you think if you talk to her it will go away, and it will for a short while, because you think you are beating you loneliness. But it doesn't last, and if she doesn't have feelings for you it gets much worse.

My advice is to realize when you are doing this and think of the girl as a human, her flaws and her strengths. There is nothing wrong with liking women, but to idealize them as your escape from loneliness is never good.

Find inner peace, then go look for a girl who you want to spend time with out of joy, not out of an escape.

>>39400503
because talking to her would expose my autism and she would distance herself from me immediately.

>>39400526
How fucking hard can it be?
Im serious, just talk to her and make a move, if she really wants to fuck she will overlook the spergy shit

Seriously, if i knew about any girl on this planet who would fuck me id travel to her location right this instant but life doesnt work that way

>all these normies who are lonely because they don't have a gf
try not having any friends
>coworkers going for lunch and mid-day coffees together
>coworkers discussing going to bars and clubs after work
>coworkers planning who they are going to sit with at the office christmas party

;_;

Don't be a woman, be a man.

http://thetaoofgender.blogspot.de/2006/12/i-write-on-male-and-female-behavior.html

>>39400603
I didn't have friends in high school, or college, or in work

>>39394839
>tfw high rest alpha

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>>39390285

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>>39390313
slayer is great for running, esp dark autumn nights

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>>39390285
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5c9dGt-kYU

Motivational vids are also kickass!
Search yt for motivational compilation

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S9MtJ164XJI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LAr6oAKieHk

that jordan vid motivates the fuck out of me, dunno why, you'll find your own vids!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BiM8mrhqDQo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K--mX6E9Gvs

>>39392157
at least she's not trying to use you. Both of you know she's married and nothing can happen, so at least you can be grateful that you met someone like that and hope you'll eventually meet someone similar.
>but you never will
>you'll keep thinking about her and idolizing the relationship that she has
>in the end it will always be just you
>in the end it will always be just... me

>>39400942
oh don't be so overdramatic you faggot

>>39399338
:)
Was it a nice one?

>>39395781
>im a faggot
get over it dude

>>39400536
And just ask, "Ey girl, lemme hit that from behind?", nah. I just don't have the social finesse or a personality to do that.

I thought the exact same thing as you, but then I realize, coming up to the plate, I have no clue on what I'm doing, or what to do. And now I hate myself.

>>39401248
It sure was
Hope you're doing well

>>39401426
i ate a pizza with too much garlic on it and now i smell weird but other from that my life is falling apart

>>39388926
Listen fag. I have trouble socializing specially on the weekends. However i FORCE myself to do so. I force myself to go out to chat with friends and getting to meet with friends and whatnot. It's like any other routine. Baby steps. Use social media and start cultivating some friendships even with the losers.

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>Girl at society I attend who tried to talk to me once
>Every time we end up in the same place I think of trying to re initiate a conversation
>Somehow feel im not qualified to do so because I have no friends and generally suck in every aspect apart from having an ok face and build

Is there even any point?
Ive pretty much never had a good interaction with anyone for years and im obviously not an entertaining person

Realize you're not alone. Because everybody, is always alone, all the time. And we live to die. Than accept it and go do something productive with your time to obtain a sense accomplishment.

From aristotle
>One swallow does not a summer make, nor one fine day; similarly one day or brief time of happiness does not make a person entirely happy

>>39401453
nice garlic Pizza best pizza
falling apart? I doubt that

>>39388926
I drink..heavily.

>>39401520
it's difficult
it's just impossible to let go of what i have without a fight. but knowing that you are there, somehow..let's say "waiting" does not make it any easier to really focus on fighting that fight. so i somehow semi-fight it, and i never come to a decision.

>>39401500
the good thing about that is
girls arent entertaining people
at least not to guys
men and women have different interests in general and 99% of women are uninteresting as fuck and dont care if you're interesting as long as you have "an ok face and build"
you should be fine dude just talk to her casually and smile

>>39401561
then why aren't you fighting? I can't be the sole reason behind that can I?
You could've already invested effort in it despite me being somehow there.
maybe you know that no matter how much you invest yourself into it you won't see the changes you want?(assumption here)
I'm not going to wait forever though

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>>39388926
I reflect on what life actually is
We're just molecules come together to create a being that can perceive existence, those molecules are made of atoms and those atoms are made of subatomic particles which are literally just disturbances in spacetime fields
We are nothing in the grand scheme of things and worrying about things is pointless, because no matter what you do, you won't affect the ultimate outcome whatsoever, so it's just best to just focus on the tiny existence you have and ignore all the negative things

>>39401604
i'm trying so hard to fight. but as long as you're there somewhere in my mind i can't see him for what he is but just in comparison to what you are.

i need time but neither of you will wait forever for me to get my shit right. you're probably both going to walk out of my life and i'd deserve that.

just know that i don't like this situation at ALL, it's kinda killing me and making me extremely desperate.

thread's about to 404. we shouldnt be texting anyway

>>39401604
i feel so bad for treating you like this

me saying this doesn't help shit, i know.

i wish we would've met without my background

>>39401643
well then get your shit together and
make a decision based upon what you think you want
Just don't let yourself be consumed by a task with little to no hope of ending how you want it

>>39401686
no point in wishful thinking
here and now counts, the only person is you who has to just do what you want be it one or the other
by all means if you think it's worth investing time nd effort into it, do so
but you're showing me and yourself the most, that you somehow don't believe in change and thus see me as a way out or as uhm a knight in shining armor

>>39401719
>knight in shining armor
what a nice metaphor, i wonder who coined it :^)

well, we're repeating the same stuff over and over again. i'll try to get my shit together, as i have promised so often. time will tell. if i spend to much time on this i'll lose you but then it wasn't meant to be apparently. in the end all will be okay.

>>39401751
Metaphor stuck with me somehow

time won't make the decision for you bby
You, have to act or otherwise you might end up biting your ass for not taking an opportunity

>>39401805
i shouldn't be texting with you ARGGGGHHHH
of course you're trying to convince me now sooo bad. implying you would tell me anything that i don't want to hear. you know exactly what i want to hear.
but why were you unable to make me stay when i actually was with you?? why is my longing for you only this strong when i'm here and you there?

i don't know how many times i've said that, but i'm so afraid that we're not as perfect as we appear when we text and that i'll regret not fully focusing on repairing my now-relationship because iwas too tangled up and distracted from this "thing" we have but only online

>>39401841
well I want you ofc I'm somewhat biased and ttying to win you dor myself
But I want you to choose me because You want it not because I'm telling you to

I believe it's because you're back to what you HD nd can now compare that with me nd somehow long for that more then what you had/have again

Again you had all the time to fix that but yu didn't take it because see m assumption a bit above, calling me the reason is a lame excuse imo

Nothing is perfect, perfection is an illusion
You know how I am when we text nd when you're around me that's what you're getting actually a bit more than that
Its not only online. Stop it. Didn't kiss you online did I?

So think about it and do what You want
Then get back at me

>>39401751
>>39401805
>>39401841
>>39401909
somebodys having a seizure with their hand still on the keyboard

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>>39390722
>I've only gotten laid ONCE this entire semester
Yeah anon that seems really bad

>>39401909
>actually a bit more than that
dying to know what this is because, honestly? i don't know how i'd be able to survive anything more of what you gave me. in a positive sense.

i'll probably never get to know this, though, and you'll waste it on some other girl. oh welp.

i'll tell you when i stopped being a self-pitying coward

>>39401973
The fact that I can show you that I mean it is a part of that without you having second thoughts

>never get to know
That is up to you

>coward
Well I'm here to catch you just like I did the first time

>>39390722
>is like 18 years old
>smart enough to be an engineering major,
>had huge social life in high school, probably tons of sex, friends, etc (even though hes on 4chan)
>has sex one time in a few months, literally goes to a social event and gets laid from it
>clearly a chad who is handsome, smart as fuck, social god
>complaining

I hope you die in a car accident.

>>39401993
>The fact that I can show you that I mean it is a part of that without you having second thoughts
didnt get this

>>39402013
Well you never fully got yourself into the hole me and you thing
If you would it'd be easier to just be, together and not you having second thoughts about it and not rolling with it 100%

>run a load of laundry
>comb my hair
>lotion my skin
>brew tea
>appreciate the art on my wall
>wash the dishes
>go to the store for one thing I need then take my time looking at other items I could buy but don't
>exercise regularly
>start to feel like I'm getting back on the horse

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>>39402047
>hole
>if and would in same sentence
STOP THIS

jk
i cried this morning because we had a conversation about all of this and so many times it felt like it was the right moment to end it but then so many times it just wasn't.
i don't know, i just don't know

go to bed bby, it's late and you probably have to work tomorrow

>>39401973
Also
>youll waste it on another girl
Youll let me off that easy? If you see it as a waste on someone else, why not get it for yourself?