Please please please help guys

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Brahs i need your help big time. Im so depressed and scared i dunno what to do.

Let me start off the story from the beginning.
>be me
>be weak stoner faggot
>watch golden one omarisuf and others and decide to become strong as fuark
>become vegan at that time thinking id make it
>sex drive was insane but energy an all time low and mental clarity off
>say fuck it and start eating meat heavily again and eggs and fish alongside with carbs and veggies and whey
>GET FUARKING HUGE MENG
>constantly getting compliments
>everyone tells me i gained a shitload of mass in such a short period of time
>but wait
>my dick wont get hard anymore
>wtf is happening
>im only 22 years old and i got erectile dysfunction???

Honestly i dont know what to do anymore. I tried a vegan dinner last night and a breakfast, and i thought i was gonna pass out at work and my mental clarity was off making mistakes. I had bout 3 cups of oatmeal with nuts and fruit. For fucks sake.

I went to get my blood tested today and to a urologist. Doc said im fine, just only have Varicocele from lifting heavy shit and i should consider surgery or i might become sterile (who cares i dont want kids anyways only gainz).

I just keep hearing how the vegan diet can reverse ED. And how ED is a sure sign of cardiovascular damage. I am physically fit as fuck, dont smoke, dont drink and dont do drugs and do muay thai three times a week for cardio too.

Any input is welcome. Thank you. Im shit scared Brahs. Is it honestly the huge amounts of chicken and eggs giving me stim dick? should i experiment with veganism again and lose all my gains? What do?!